The things I fear most are inexplicable joy and inexplicable dependence. Sometimes people have illusions, that kind of illusion about love, and if they are not careful, they will be confused, begin to lose, and begin to suffer from gains and losses. Love has no reason there is no first come, but people are courteous, righteous, and shameful. Some people can only quietly like, hidden in the heart ambiguous, because there is a distance, that kind of difficult to cross the distance, whether realistic or not, I understand my position and my role. Actually I love you, but it's a secret that can't be said
The older you get, the more you like to hide, like to be simple, like to reach out and touch the feeling, there may be some strange fantasies sometimes, but you will still quickly pull your lost self back, afraid of pandering to more afraid of seriousness, and later still feel that children who do not understand anything are the most suitable for themselves. I finally didn't have the courage.
Far away, be the woman you care about
Recently, there is a very popular relationship, two people across the screen every day to chat, will stay up late until waiting for each other's good night, will share all the grievances in their hearts to each other, will also convey the happiest moment to each other for the first time, will be jealous of each other, can not receive good night will insomnia, sometimes ambiguous and sometimes serious, looks good relationship, but is not qualified to call a dear.
This relationship starts on the Internet, but it has to end in love, because you and I both understand that even if you are more romantic and sweet, turn off the phone and you have nothing to do with my world, I don't even know what you look like, you don't know my preferences, we haven't met, turn around in the real world without internet connection, we can still live our own normal life. I long for love, and I look forward to the love you give, but this kind of love can only stay in the virtual mouth, and drown in nothingness before it is ignited.
I have thought many times, you will come, across the mountains and rivers, through the crowd, the wind and dust servants came to me, full of joy and excitement, and with a little self-blame said to me, baby, I'm sorry, let you wait for a long time. I think if there is such a day, I must hold you tight and whisper in your ear, you have made me wait for a long time.
Thank you for giving me verbal love, giving me the last shred of comfort in my fear of life, and I will tell myself when I can't hold on, that there are people in the distance who are worried about you. Yes, far away, I want to be the woman you care about, but we can only be separated by thousands of miles, forever apart