Recently, the epidemic in Shanghai has touched the hearts of the people of the whole country. And there is a 63-year-old "old drama bone", who became a community volunteer in the early stage of the epidemic control in Shanghai on April 1, and silently contributed his own strength. She is the "mother professional household" actor Zhang Zhihua.
At first sight of this name, many readers may not remember who she really is, but when you see the face under the "great white protective suit", you will definitely say: "Oh! It turned out to be her. ”
She is the mother of Lin Pinru in "The Temptation to Go Home", the mother of Xu Zheng in the hit movie "Love Myth", or the big aunt who makes people itch their teeth in the hit drama "Heart Residence".
But in the hearts of many older generation viewers, she is still Guo Kaimin's ex-wife. When zhang zhihua and Guo Kaimin's former love affair is mentioned, many viewers cannot help but sigh.
For Zhang Zhihua, the encounter with Guo Kaimin really did not know whether it was fate or robbery. After divorcing her ex-husband, how did she bottom out with bruises?
1, there is me without you, there is you without me
In 1979, Guo Kaimin and Zhang Yu starred in "Lushan Love", which was the first film in New China to have a kiss scene, and it was popular in the north and south of the river.
From inside the screen to off-screen, Guo Kaimin and Zhang Yu, who completed the first kiss on the Chinese screen, are the golden children and jade girls in the hearts of the national audience, and it can be said that they are the first pair of cps for the national audience. But in fact, in reality, Guo Kaimin's girlfriend is not Zhang Yu, but Zhang Yu's good friend Zhang Zhihua.
At that time, Guo Kaimin held Zhang Zhihua's hand and walked on the street, and there were always passers-by pointing out, "Why not the one in the movie, or Zhang Yu is better." The boyfriend's big red, coupled with the gossip of others, still stabbed Zhang Zhihua.
Before that, Zhang Zhihua had always been a child of other people's families, and he was praised and envied by everyone.
In 1958, when autumn in Shanghai was getting stronger, Zhang Zhihua was born. From a young age, she showed her talent and interest in literary performances, and she looked particularly sweet and festive.
In elementary school, Zhang Zhihua was an announcer on the school radio station, and was also responsible for presenting flowers and performing Peking Opera for foreign guests. After entering junior high school, Zhang Zhihua passed the exam of the Shanghai Children's Radio Choir and became a Peking Opera soloist in the choir.
In 1975, at the age of 17, Zhang Zhihua participated in her first film in her life, "Little General", and it was also this year that Zhang Zhihua was admitted to the Shanghai Film Studio and became a student of the famous performance artist Zhang Ruifang.
At that time, the superstars of the shanghai film studio were gathered, which was the dream place of all film and television workers. At the same time as Zhang Zhihua, Chen Chong, Pan Hong, Zhang Yu, Guo Kaimin and others entered, and Zhang Zhihua was zhang Ruifang's most valued and loved student at that time.
Zhang Zhihua often went to Zhang Ruifang's house with Zhang Yu and Guo Kaimin to rub rice at that time, and at that time they did not know what kind of karmic entanglements would be between them.
In 1980, Zhang Zhihua and Guo Kaimin jointly filmed the movie "Good Things and Many Mills", and two young people who were interested in each other walked together naturally.
At this time, Zhang Zhihua has starred in many classic dramas, as well as participated in film and television works such as "New Wind Song", "The Record of the Big Knife", "Snow Green Horse", and is a well-known actor.
But compared with Guo Kaimin's "Lushan Love", Zhang Zhihua does have a big sense of gap in his career.
After Zhang Zhihua and Guo Kaimin got married, they did not give up their careers. After her marriage, she participated in "Qingshui shop" and "Exile University", and when she collaborated with Guo Kaimin on the TV series "Wedding March" again, the two broke out into a huge quarrel because of their different views on performance.
Zhang Zhihua later recalled in an interview: "The quarrel was still quarrelsome until I went home. From then on, we will not cooperate anymore, with me without you, with you without me. ”
Zhang Zhihua in the interview recalled and smiled, as if he had put aside all these past quarrels.
But at that time, the husband and wife were sharp people in the same field, too close would always stab each other, want to go down, who will take that step back?
2) You can't hurt my dignity
In 1985, the young actors of the Shanghai Film Studio received the news that the Beijing Film Academy had several places for further study.
Guo Kaimin and Zhang Zhihua are on the list of recommended, but only one of the couple can go. Both of them were the most respected actors in the studio, and Zhang Zhihua's college entrance examination score at that time was higher than Guo Kaimin's.
Thinking about it, Zhang Zhihua, who loves Guo Kaimin to the bone, decided to give up this opportunity and let her husband go to further study. Perhaps because the long distance has reduced the conflict, or perhaps because of the gratitude for Zhang Zhihua's efforts, the feelings of the two people have become sweeter and sweeter.
In 1986, Zhang Zhihua found that she was pregnant, and her husband could not take care of her around, so Zhang Zhihua had to reduce her shooting work, concentrate on running the family, and aspire to be a good wife and mother.
After that, Zhang Zhihua was almost in a state of shadow, and the teacher Zhang Ruifang was heartbroken and anxious for her.
At that time, Chen Chong already had "Little Flower", Zhang Yu had "Bashan Night Rain" after "Lushan Love", and Zhang Zhihua was "a healthy little citizen who contributed to the country".
When writing this sentence in the year-end summary, Zhang Zhihua's heart was not undeterred.
Her previous plan may be to give birth to a child, and when Guo Kaimin returns from school, the two can fight for the career family together.
But I didn't expect that a year or two years had passed like this, but Guo Kaimin didn't want to come back and wanted to break in again.
Guo Kaimin was a classmate of well-known actors such as Tang Guoqiang, Song Chunli and Kou Zhenhai in Beijing, and he saw a broader world and gradually determined his new dream. He wasn't content to be an actor anymore, he wanted to be a director.
When studying at Nortel, Guo Kaimin had already tried to direct a TV series "Pidgin Brothers", which was well received after the TV series was broadcast in Shanghai, which strengthened Guo Kaimin's determination.
But Zhang Zhihua disagreed.
From pregnancy to childbirth to raising children, it is obviously a matter of two people, but Guo Kaimin is always absent. The reaction during pregnancy is large, it is difficult to give birth when giving birth, and to the chicken flying dog jumping in the life after the birth of the child, Zhang Zhihua has never complained to Guo Kaimin.
She has been waiting with an expectation, waiting for Guo Kaimin to return, she thought that the man she loved deeply would understand and hurt her efforts.
Unexpectedly, Guo Kaimin actually quit his job at the film studio behind Zhang Zhihua's back and prepared to go to Hainan to be a director.
Zhang Zhihua was completely desperate, she looked at her figure that had been difficult to recover after childbirth, looked at her increasingly rough hands, she hardly knew the person in the mirror. A few years ago, she was the most watched rising star in the studio.
Guo Kaimin looked up to pursue his dreams and distant places, and Zhang Zhihua bowed his head to run for chai rice oil and salt. The young Guo Kaimin did not know that the help of his spreading wings and flying high was zhang Zhihua's family's hard work for the child, he was unwilling to stop for her, and her efforts were abandoned.
Zhang Zhihua said: "It doesn't matter if I suffer as a person, but you can't hurt my dignity. ”
The two eventually divorced, Guo Kaimin went to Hainan alone, and Zhang Zhihua stayed in Shanghai, with a child who had just turned three years old.
Later, Zhang Zhihua was asked in an interview, who mentioned the divorce between the two first?
Zhang Zhihua sighed and said lightly, "If you don't love, there is no need to be together." ”
3, I have a stubborn temper
After the divorce, Zhang Zhihua is not sad, but life has not left her much time to be sad, and she also has a child waiting to be fed.
At this time, Zhang Zhihua has been in the film for several years, and the showbiz circle is in a big wave, and it is so easy to come back.
Zhang Zhihua put down her self-esteem and pride, walked around, the organizers have requirements, whether it is hosting or Peking Opera, folk songs, she is willing to go on stage.
She would, try to pick it up, she wouldn't, try to learn it. Zhang Zhihua also worked part-time as a voiced, and once changed to up to five recording studios.
In her own words: "I feel like a ghost who can't see the sun from morning to night." ”
Chinese New Year's Eve, the family is reunited, and Zhang Zhihua still has to put on a smile and walk around.
She had a school bag that was used exclusively to hold the income from the hole. After the performance, she opened her bag and counted the money, all of which were fifty cents and one piece, and there were three thousand pieces in total.
Zhang Zhihua carried the cold wind on his back, and finally showed a sincere smile on his face. She stubbornly used her strength as a mother to stand up her spine, and Zhang Zhihua understood that she could also support her children herself.
Zhang Zhihua kept brushing the "sense of existence" everywhere, and gradually began to have dramas to find the door.
In 1996, Zhang Zhihua finally had a blockbuster work, she played three sisters with Xi Meijuan and Wu Mian in the TV series "Children's Love", of which Zhang Zhihua was the second sister Tong Jianmei.
This "Children's Love" almost won all the heavyweight awards of the 15th Golden Eagle Festival, and it is definitely a phenomenon-level TV series of the year. Zhang Zhihua's acting career is finally back on track.
However, there are no more youthful and beautiful roles for Zhang Zhihua to choose, most of them are some supporting roles or small people in the city, and even some mother-in-law and mother-in-law roles.
But Zhang Zhihua doesn't mind, as long as there is a drama, it's good!
In films such as "Shanghai Women", "Return to Shikumen", and "Shanghai Vicissitudes", she vividly interprets the women of Shanghai Well.
That Shanghai xiaoyuan with a round face and a bright smile has finally become the "Shanghai Mu Ma" who is now grounded.
But the girl who bravely chased her dreams with shining eyes had always been hidden in Zhang Zhihua's heart. It is not only Guo Kaimin who has dreams, and she Zhang Zhihua is not an actor who has always regarded her acting career as her dream.
4, like they are dating
In 1997, under the introduction of a friend, Zhang Zhihua met the painter Zha Guojun in the United States.
Zha Guojun has a funny and romantic personality, and is very tolerant of Zhang Zhihua and supports Zhang Zhihua to take his favorite plays. Two like-minded people soon walked together.
What made Zhang Zhihua make up her mind to enter the marriage again was still an interesting thing that made Zhang Zhihua cry and laugh.
Zhang Zhihua's son likes to draw, every time Zha Guojun comes to Zhang Zhihua, he will be entangled in this little hairy head, one will draw a small person, one will draw a flower, Zha Guojun is also very patient.
When Zha Guojun said goodbye, Zhang Zhihua's son asked reluctantly: "When will I come next time?" ”
Zhang Zhihua was helpless and funny: "It's like the two of them dating." ”
After marriage, Zha Guojun chose to settle in Shanghai. Although the couple has a chronic child and an acute child, the two people can't argue, and the more they communicate and collide, the deeper the feelings.
In April this year, due to the epidemic, Shanghai entered the sealing and control management. Zhang Zhihua, who is enthusiastic and fast-hearted, signed up for the first time to join the ranks of community volunteers.
Although his wife runs up and down in white overalls every day, there is still a risk of being infected, but Zha Guojun is very supportive of this. He also painted a portrait of Zhang Zhihua wearing a large white protective suit.
Mr. Lin Yutang said: "I will always be my protagonist".
Zhang Zhihua may never have the opportunity to play a leading role in film and television dramas again, but she has finally become the protagonist of her life, and she has also found the person who is willing to use her as a heroine for a lifetime.
Sometimes, it's only by letting go that you can find true happiness.