"At 33, I'm going to get married."
From the award ceremony, I told Liang Yi directly.
Liang Yi frowned, looked at me impatiently, and said, "Ran Xing, don't make trouble."
I looked at him too, smiled, and said, "I'm not making a fuss, I'm serious." But rest assured, I'm not going to marry you."
1
I met The White Moonlight at the celebration feast I had just finished. At that time, Liang Yi was with me, and everyone came together and smiled and said "congratulations" to me.
Ning Xi appeared inconspicuously, but when Liang Yi saw her, everything changed.
He left me and went straight to Ning Xi and asked her, "When did you come back, why didn't you say a word to me?"
Their tone was affectionate, and I stood alone like an outsider.
Gossipy eyes swirled back and forth around several of us. I walked over with a strong smile and greeted Ning Xi.
Compared to my reluctance, Ning Xi smiled softly and generously: "Ji Ranxing, I know you."
Liang Yi frowned, obviously he also felt that it was a bit inappropriate for me and Ning Xi to meet now.
He stood next to Ning Xi and introduced himself to me, "Ran Xing, this is Ning Xi..."
Doing so makes me look like an outsider.
Oh yes, I was an outsider too.
I said knowingly, "I suddenly remembered that there was something else to do, and I might have to leave the scene early..."
Liang Yi didn't even notice how ridiculous my reasons were, and he didn't even say something to save me, he said directly, "Then you go first, I'll find you later."
I smiled and turned to leave.
The people who had just gathered around me and said "congratulations" to me now didn't even look at me. The celebration banquet that originally belonged to me became the reception banquet of Ningxi.
I stood at the exit and looked back at the venue, surrounded by the crowd of Ning Xi and Liang Yi, looking like a pair of Bi people in the distance.
I withdrew my gaze and turned away.
The lord is back, and it's time for the fake to leave.
Sister Ping was a little surprised to see me come out so early, which showed that I didn't look right, and I didn't ask in the end.
The nanny car was well heated, but I still felt cold, so I tightened my clothes and turned my head to look out the window.
The neon lights on the side of the road quickly receded, leaving only a colorful remnant in the eyes.
The afterimage gradually became blurred until a soft tissue was placed on my hand.
I raised my eyes, just in front of Shangping Sister's worried eyes.
She didn't ask me what was going on, I just took a tissue and wiped away the little tears from the corners of my eyes.
After that celebration banquet, Liang Yi had not contacted me for a month.
I pretended not to care, but Sister Ping was very worried about me.
So when the photos of Liang Yi and Xin Huan were exposed, she still wanted to hide it from me.
A GIF full of watermarks, although the pixels are blurred, I still recognize at a glance that the person holding the girl next to me is Liang Yi.
The girl looked familiar, and I fixed my eyes on the GIF and looked at it, it was Ning Xi who was right.
Look at the title again: "The return of the legitimate girlfriend from abroad, the half-old shadow is suspected of being abandoned"
The title is quite neatly written.
Sister Ping asked me, "That's when she came back that day, right?"
I looked at Sister Ping, and the grievances suddenly roared like a tidal wave, and I forcefully suppressed the surging emotions and pretended not to care: "What can she do?"
Sister Ping was speechless, and after a while she eased up and asked me, "You and Liang Yi broke up?"
I thought about it and said, "It should be broken."
Ten years of lovers, today finally came to this step.
Sister Ping eased up and continued to ask, "Liang Yi has already mentioned breaking up?"
I shook my head, although I didn't mention it directly, but what is the difference between this and having broken up now?
I looked in the mirror, and there was a good look in the mirror.
"Sister Ping, I am 33 years old this year, and I am indeed half old."
"How come!" Sister Ping comforted me and said, "Even if you say 25 when you go out with this face, you are older." We don't know the ability of the media to make a big splash, so why should we care about these words?"
I sighed, "What's the use of looking good?"
Sister Liang couldn't speak, she knew what I meant, but she still couldn't help but retort, "But Liang Yi is still different for you."
I laughed, "It's not the same, it may have been different before, but she's back and I'm like that for him."
Obviously, I have done a good job of psychological construction, but I still feel uncomfortable when I say it. If I was just at ease being a lover, maybe I wouldn't be so miserable. But ten years is really too long, the feelings nourished by time grow barbarically, not controlled by man at all, and I can only find a result for myself according to my rational judgment.
"Sister Ping, you don't think what will happen to me and Liang Yi, do you?" Instead of being dumped when the time comes, it is better to take advantage of the fact that I still have the heat to re-open a road."
"Men's sincerity is unreliable, and I should find a way out for myself."
Sister Ping was silent for a long time, and said, "I told you more before that you wouldn't listen, but now I want to find a way out?"
"Which of the famous actresses now didn't spell it out?" Which one puts love on its lips every day? The love brain in the circle will only become no one, spelling out a piece of heaven and earth and wanting to get married and have children is not the same sign."
"Liang Yi is okay with you, we can grasp what we want through him."
"You have to grab something."
Sister Ping's words are very difficult to hear, but every sentence is the truth, and I know that she is for my own good.
2
Liang Yi's entanglement with Sister Ping was all clear.
At that time, I was still a film school student, and I wanted to make a big career with a passion in my chest, but I hit a lot of walls, and I understood that the world was not as simple as I thought.
After I was cut off again for another role, the producer approached me privately, and I understood the hints in his words, but I felt disgusting. I'm only in my 20s, so why should I spend time with an old man who is ugly and bald with a big belly?
The producer saw the disgust in my eyes, but he didn't say anything and gave me a small role. As a result, I became a little girl who was punished for kneeling on a hot day, and I accidentally fell into the water. And my college classmates, who didn't deal with me, became my masters.
I suffered all these deliberate targetings and humiliations, and I firmly believed at the time that as long as I persevered, one day someone would see me, and one day I would be able to perform a famous performance.
It turned out that someone really saw me.
It was also a dinner game, Liang Yi ignored my classmate heroine who gave him a toast, and walked straight to me, he looked at me with a gentle gaze and a gentle tone.
Liang Yi asked me, "Do you want to change all this?"
I asked him, "Is there a price to pay?"
He laughed and said, "You're a lot like someone I know, and she has stubborn eyes like you."
That's how Liang Yi and I started.
To tell the truth, Liang Yi was very good to me, generous with his shots, and superior external conditions.
But the human heart is always dissatisfied. I liked his pampering of me, but I knew exactly what he was good to me, just because I had a pair of stubborn eyes that resembled other people.
I would like to hold my heart and not let myself indulge in this relationship, but I still can't help but seek love in my relationship with Liang Yi. Liang Yi and I felt so good when they were together, which made me have the illusion of being in love.
People always need to find a reason to accept themselves, to get rid of psychological pressure and become better.
Love is the reason I found for Liang Yi.
I've tried to find results in the past ten years, but there were no results.
Too tired.
As soon as Ningxi appeared that day, the victory and defeat were already revealed.
After Liang Yi's scandal was exposed, the microphone was first aimed at me.
At the press conference, I didn't ask any questions about the new drama, but asked me questions about Liang Yi.
"What do you think of Liang Zong's scandal?"
I smiled and said, "Huh? Why should I watch?"
"You and Liang Yi, you are not..."
I immediately answered: "We are friends, but I can't say much about my friends' emotional problems, only blessings, I hope my friends can harvest happiness." 」
"So how can you reveal your recent emotional movements?"
I cleared my throat: "Everyone knows that I am not young, of course, there are also emotional considerations, but I have not met the right person, if you know the right person for me, you can introduce me." 」
"One more question..."
I didn't bother to cope, handed Sister Ping a look, and she immediately stepped forward to help me stop the reporter.
"Okay, that's the end of the interview, thank you for your cooperation."
It wasn't even evening yet, the Internet was full of interviews about me in the morning, what breakup hammer, kicking, new favorite, the emotional entanglement between Ran Xing and Liang Yi at the end... Posts of all kinds are flying all over the place.
Sister Ping asked me, "Are these posts for us to pry or are we waiting for Liang Yi to deal with them?"
I was putting the grapes in my mouth, and before I could swallow them, my phone began to vibrate, and it was a call from Liang Yi.
I pressed the switch.
The voice coming from the microphone was as cold as ever, and the content of the speech was concise.
"Go downstairs, I'll wait for you."
3
I hesitated for half a moment, but finally obeyed.
When I got into the car, Liang Yi was silent all the way, and I didn't know what to say to him.
Finally, the car stopped in an open area by the river in the suburbs. In the distance is a neon light, but in the near distance there are only dim street lights, which is very quiet.
"You have to think about emotional things?" He finally asked.
In front of the reporter, I can deal with it freely and say some witty words, but in front of Liang Yi, I don't know how to answer.
I said at the press conference that I should consider feelings, but I actually hid a little selfishness, and now that Liang Yi asked, my heart quietly rose up with a little imperceptible sweetness.
The river breeze blew my hair out of the way, and I reached out and said, "I have to think about it, after all, I'm not young..."
Liang Yi groaned for a moment and said, "Well, I'll prepare a generous gift when the time comes."
"Ran Xing, you have followed me for so many years..."
The wind was so strong that I couldn't hear his words clearly, and I stared at his face, and for a moment I wanted to ask him if we were officially over, but I couldn't help but open my mouth.
I think, after all, I think I think too highly, and the words I say at the press conference are seen through at a glance as ridiculous tricks. Obviously, the words are clearly spoken, and the reasons are clearly understood, but some ridiculous actions have been made, and there will still be impossible and naïve ideas. Liang Yi turned his head to look at me, and I couldn't see his expression clearly in the dark night.
He reached over and put his arms around me, and the temperature on his body was still so hot. His lips were soft and warm, and I kissed him obediently.
There was no refusal.
Not only did I not refuse Liang Yi's kiss, but I also did not refuse Liang Yi's request.
He asked me to play a role for someone.
The person Liang Yi said I had seen, Ning Xi, at that dinner party, in the paste map sent by Yu Ji.
I promised to be fast, and Sister Ping hated that iron was not steel.
She said that the more I did this, the more Liang Yi looked down on me, and the more he wanted to abuse my sincerity.
I thought she was right, but I promised him not that I wanted Liang Yi to look up at me, but because I thought it was a debt that I should pay.
The book has not yet been given to me, but from the perspective of the director's proposed actors that Liang Yi told me, it should be a big production.
Therefore, I can't hide my liking this thing, and I can only be in love with it, and I will hold all the good things in front of her.
I was a little jealous.
These days I have also read a lot of reports about Ningxi on the Internet.
She graduated from the same school as me, is my sister, has acted in two plays in China, and when she first appeared, she went abroad to work hard.
I looked at her photographs carefully, comparing my faces to seek similarities.
But we are not alike.
I asked Sister Ping, "Do you think I look like Ning Xi?"
Sister Ping replied, "No, not at all."
"She's gentle, you're beautiful." Sister Ping looked at the photo carefully and said, "But the look in your eyes is quite similar to your previous one."
"Before?"
Sister Ping replied, "Yes, that's the kind of thing, I will definitely break out of a piece of heavenly ambition mixed with desired eyes."
It is also liang Yi said, stubborn eyes.
Now I don't have so many ambitions and desires, I am bound by feelings and lose my wings, and I lose myself in the midst of gain and loss.
The season star that was once full of energy and firmly believed that he would definitely break out of the sky has become the current popular little flower season star.
I now get everything I once wanted, but I'm not very happy.
A few days later, the script was given to me, and before I could read it, I received a strange phone call.
A gentle female voice came over the phone, and she asked me if I was free to eat together at noon.
It's Ningxi.
4
I never expected that Ning Xi would take the initiative to ask me to dinner. For a while, various plots took turns in my mind.
In fact, I have not acted in this kind of idol drama, but I am the one who plays the splashing water.
In the end, I agreed to the appointment. Before going to the appointment, I removed my makeup and changed the waterproof products of the whole line again.
It was the first time I looked at her in real life.
She looks really beautiful, a gentle beauty raised by jiangnan landscapes.
I was a little embarrassed, greeted her restrainedly, and then waited for Ning Xi to speak.
"You've been with Liang Yi for a long time?"
Expected opening remarks.
The next thing should be what the dove occupies the magpie's nest, his favorite person is me, if you know him, stay away from him...
"What is Miss Ning looking for me for?" I also went straight to the point.
She smiled and said, "Nothing, I want to talk to you."
She asked me, "Do you like Liang Yi very much?"
Directly poking at the like, which makes me feel ashamed to be seen through. She sensed my mood change and said, "I don't mean anything else."
"Liang Yi and I have broken up." I said, "I'm not going to affect you."
Ning Xi looked at me with wide eyes, as if he had heard a funny joke: "Affect us?"
I was a little displeased and asked her, "Isn't it?"
Ning Xi said, "But there is nothing between me and Liang Yi."
My teeth ached when I said that. Green Tea talks like this, I have nothing to do with him, we are just friends.
I said, "Well, there's nothing between me and Liang Yi."
My words were too blunt and too intimidating, but Ning Xi was not angry, still smiling and squinting.
I finally couldn't help it, and asked her, "What is the so-called thing that Miss Ning asked me out?"
She said, "There's something going on."
"Come with me in a play."
Ning Xi took out a book from his bag and handed it to me and said, "This drama has been preparing for a long time, and I think there is a role in it that is very suitable for you, so I want to ask you to play..."
I looked at the title page, which was exactly the same as the title of the script email I received this morning.
It was the play that Liang Yi asked me to play for Ning Xi.
Anger burned from the bottom of my heart, and I tried my best to hold back my emotions.
Ning Xi is really good and will humiliate people. Obviously, I knew that Liang Yi had already found me, and he wanted to ask me to come out and invite me to perform a play together.
Is this a high-ranking claim to sovereignty?
Ning Xi also said: "Although I am abroad, I have seen your plays, you have acted very well, and I have always wanted to have the opportunity to cooperate with you once." I've read this script, it's very good, the characters in it..."
I interrupted her, "This drama liang has already told me before, and Miss Ning doesn't need to tell me repeatedly."
Ning Xi was a little surprised: "Liang Yi is looking for you?"
I looked at Ning Xi's surprised expression, thinking that people are really born to make dramas, obviously knowing, but also pretending not to know and humiliating me again.
Ning Xi knew I didn't believe it, but still explained, "I don't know about this, I thought..."
I said coldly, "I've promised, I'll do it."
Ning Xi was silent for a while and said, "There is nothing between me and Liang Yi."
"I want to go back to China for development, and relying on Liang Yi to give me a road can save me a lot of trouble..."
I looked at her inexplicably, and Ning Xi also looked back at me, her eyes were calm, and my restless heart slowly calmed down.
I hung my head, "What are you telling me to do?"
She said, "I don't want you to misunderstand."
I couldn't understand Ning Xi's thoughts at all: "What does this have to do with me?"
Ning Xi paused and said, "I would love to act with you."
"I've seen your play, you have good external conditions and acting talent, and this role in this play is really suitable for you." 」
I sneered, "Then I have to thank you."
Ning Xi knew I wouldn't believe her so easily, and she said, "I've seen 'The Corner Coffee Shop.'"
The familiar name burrowed into my ears, and I was stunned. "The Coffee Shop on the Corner" is a micro-film I acted in during college.
From the director and screenwriter to the actors are all students in school, without equipment and funds, the whole movie is very rough.
It was the first work I had acted in, and Ning Xi had actually seen it.
"Actually, I think you should be able to act better." Your road is still very wide and long, I just hope you can find the original intention of acting..."
Ning Xi was still talking, but her voice seemed to be getting farther and farther away from me, and I wondered why I wanted to go to film school and want to act. What have I gained from performing so many years?
I didn't seem to get anything.
I couldn't eat a meal. After the end, Ning Xi got up to leave, and suddenly remembered what seemed to shake my mobile phone at me: "Add a contact information?"
5
After I went back, I carefully read the script, as Ning Xi said, it is indeed a very good book, a rare republic of China double heroine script.
The plot is huge, the family and the country are righteous and the children are long. It's just that the emotional line is savored a bit like a metaphor for our real relationship.
The male protagonist has a white moonlight far abroad, forced by the pressure of the family to marry another woman, in the process of getting along gradually fell in love with the female protagonist and did not know it, then the white moonlight returned from abroad, the undercurrent between the two women surged, and the male protagonist's heart swayed left and right between the two.
The white moonlight in the play is warm, beautiful, progressive, and a new era woman, while the wife is gentle and beautiful, and is an intellectual beauty educated by tradition.
My role is White Moonlight, compared to the complexity of the wife's awakening line, the character of White Moonlight is slightly thin, but I am deeply aware that if this slightly thin role is played full and given to her flesh and blood, then this character is not inferior to his wife.
Leaving aside the clichéd plot of two women competing for a man in the emotional line, the implicit expression of history, the rise of progressive ideas, the origin of revolutionary fire, and the agitation of the times all transcend the traditional Republic of China drama.
Acting in this play is very helpful for my career development.
Ningxi's WeChat box on my phone was still hanging at the top, and I was thinking about it, when she sent a message: "Have you read the script?" How does it feel?"
Ning Xi's behavior was so unexpected to me that I couldn't tell if what she said was just literal or implied something else. I don't know what attitude to respond to her.
The words in the input box were deleted and repeated, and while I was still deliberating on the wording, another message came in.
"I see you're typing in."
The shame of being caught made my face start to heat up, and I pretended to be calm and replied, "I'm watching."
The "Typing in" on her side also appeared over and over again.
Finally, she replied to me with one word: "Okay."
In fact, she doesn't have to be in such a hurry, anyway, I have promised Liang Yi, this drama is good or bad I will sign. I also secretly decided in my heart that no matter what, I must act better than Ning Xi.
The work was carried out step by step, and a few days after I officially signed the contract, the marketing number suddenly broke the news that Ningxi was about to return to China for development, and the emotional entanglement between Liang Yi, me and Ningxi was added to the fire and wrote a long article to spread wildly.
The situation was even worse than the last time.
Sister Ping wanted public relations, but was told that it was Liang Yi's meaning, which was his heat for Ningxi.
He did not hesitate to pull me into the water for the sake of Ning Xi, even if I said a word, I would not be so angry, but Liang Yi did not want to tell me at all.
I felt cold, Liang Yi really didn't have the slightest affection for me.
Sister Ping was impatient, but I calmed down.
I said to Sister Ping, "I'll call Liang Yi and ask him what he means."
Sister Ping felt not very good: "Do you really want to fight?"
I didn't answer her, my fingers were already pressed.
After a long "beep" sound, the phone was finally answered, and a low male voice came down the earpiece into my ear.
"Hello?"
In the past, I was looking forward to hearing Liang Yi's voice, but now I have no joy in my heart, and there is no fluctuation in my heart.
Before I could ask, Liang Yi had already guessed the purpose of my call.
He said, "Ran Xing, I'm sorry."
Liang Yi took the lead in apologizing, and for a moment and a half I didn't know how to open my mouth, so I could only listen to him quietly.
"Ning Xi needs this heat exposure, and your new drama also needs to be wronged for a few days, and then I will cooperate with you to clarify..."
I listened quietly to Liang Yi until there was silence and asked me, "Ran Xing, are you listening?"
I heard my own voice, calm, without any emotion, and said, "Well, do as you say."
After hanging up the phone, my mood has not improved, Sister Ping listened to the whole phone, she has to worry about the long articles reproduced wildly on the Internet, but also want to think of ideas to comfort me, her eyebrows are wrinkled together, and her face is ugly and scary.
I pulled out a smile and comforted Sister Ping: "Just listen to Liang Yi, wait a few days to clarify."
Sister Ping looked at the mobile phone, and suddenly her expression changed dramatically: "Ran Xing, Ning Xi has clarified!"
Sister Ping handed me the phone.
Ning Xi: "I am only friends with Liang Zong, there is no emotional entanglement, Ran Xing is an actress I admire, and she is very cute in private." Everyone does not believe in rumors, do not spread rumors, oh, the marketing number for rumors will be resolved through legal channels."
Sister Ping sighed, "I really didn't expect Ning Xi to help clarify."
I had mixed feelings, and for a moment I remembered Ning Xi's words that day when she thought I should act better.
I opened WeChat and wanted to thank Ningxi Road.
The information had not yet been edited, and Ningxi's message had already come in.
"It's not me, but I'm still sorry."
"But I've made it clear, don't be mad at me."
What am I so angry about? Black and red is also red, there is heat there is traffic, white traffic I am happy is not too late.
This is an angry word.
If you put more black material, everyone will believe it. Since ancient times, rumors are flying all over the sky, clarification is not seen, if it is really like Liang Yi said, even if it is clarified when the time comes, some people will think that I am weak-minded, so it takes so long to clarify.
Sister Ping had not yet eased up: "Ning Xi she... It's pretty good."
I suppressed the smile at the corner of my mouth and said plainly, "It's not bad."
6
The title of the play is "Double Sister".
The shooting was divided into AB groups, and after my foreign line shooting was finished, I co-produced the opponent scene with Ning Xi. I didn't want Ning Xi to look down on me, and I always had a lot of energy in my heart during the shooting.
When the real shooting, I completely changed my mind about Ningxi.
She's acting really well.
And from the look of appreciation in her eyes for me, I also saw her appreciation for me.
At a certain moment, an idea popped into my head: Maybe what Ning Xi said was true, maybe we could be friends.
With the progress of filming, the relationship between me and Ning Xi gradually became closer, and the discord between the two of us slowly disappeared. I began to understand Ningxi.
She was a pure and ambitious person. Although quiet and gentle on the outside, but strong on the inside, she knows what she wants and can work hard for it.
She wanted to go abroad, so she could leave everything and go abroad to work for several years; she wanted to go back to China, so she studied the script day and night and studied her acting skills.
Compared to her, my personality is more indecisive, and over the years I have been immersed in the need for emotions, paralyzing myself with so-called romantic relationships, slacking off on acting, and losing myself.
In this drama, I also gradually found some of the original intention of acting, and the smooth opponent scenes also allowed me to better improve my acting skills.
In addition, I also knew that Ning Xi did not know about the previous incident, and she also apologized to me again.
I was a little curious and asked her, "Liang Yi is so good to you, you really treat him..."
Ning Xi interrupted me, "No."
"I don't have any ideas about him, I don't want to fall in love and get married, those are all false, only what I really have and can catch my hands is real." 」 Like acting, works and trophies."
I thought, "So you're just using Liang Yi?"
She nodded her head without hesitation: "Men are actually very strange, they sometimes only do things that move themselves."
Ning Xi told me something about her and Liang Yi, and they had been together, because Liang Yi did not support her idea and broke up.
Now that she has returned to China, Liang Yi seems to want to chase her again, and it seems to be compensation.
Ning Xi asked me, "What about you and Liang Yi?"
I looked at her and said, "Maybe it's a stand-in."
Ning Xi was surprised, "For me?" But you and I don't look like that."
I said, "Liang Yi said I have the same stubborn eyes as the old man."
Ning Xi was silent for half a moment, and said, "He was right." When I watched "The Coffee Shop on the Corner," I noticed that you have ambitious eyes."
I laughed and said, "Stand-in and White Moonlight?" It's really an old and dirty plot."
Ning Xi also laughed: "If it is a novel, then the stand-in will become true love, and the white moonlight is the vicious white moonlight."
"But I'm not the vicious white moonlight, and you're not anybody's stand-in."
"You're just you."
Halfway through the filming process, Liang Yi came to visit the class. For me and Ning Xi, we are friends and sisters, but for Liang Yi, old love and new love are gathered together, everyone looks down and does not look up, even if the surface looks very indifferent, I can still see some of his discomfort.
Ning Xi only thought that Liang Yi was a friend, and his attitude towards him was not close. Liang Yi ate at Ningxi and turned his head to look for me.
Because of the last hot search, his attitude towards me has obviously changed, and his tone is soft, with a little guilt.
Before this, I must have been as soft as a puddle of water, and if he said a little sweet word, I could forgive him for all the grievances he had made me suffer. But now I look at him, and there is only a calm left in my heart.
It turned out that I had a heart, and he was dismissive of me; now that I had no idea about him, he began to care about me.
This change made me feel a little funny, and Liang Yi looked at me and asked, "Ran Xing, what are you laughing at?"
I said, "I remembered something interesting."
Liang Yi softened his tone and said, "Ning Xi has just returned from abroad, she needs heat, and I am wronged by doing this."
I smiled and said, "It's okay, in fact, I'm a little curious, you do this for Ning Xi, can she buy it herself?"
My words poked at Liang Yi's pain point, and his tone was slightly deep: "Ji Ranxing..."
In fact, I can perceive that Liang Yi has been moving a little sincerity to me for so many years, but that bit of sincerity is nothing. Ning Xi was right, Liang Yi's favorite was always only himself.
He did everything only to impress himself.
And what I can do is to do my best to spell out my own career.
Find my life back.
Liang Yi looked at me and said, "You have changed."
I laughed, "Really?"
His tone seemed nostalgic: "Do you remember the first time we met?"
"You're sitting alone in the corner, and you're all gray-headed, but your eyes are so bright that they look like they're about to burn."
Prompted by an inexplicable impulse, I also asked the question buried in my heart: "Liang Yi, have you liked Ji Ranxing as a person over the years, or..."
Liang Yi's expression was complicated, he never thought that I would really ask him this question, maybe the question was too sharp, he did not answer me immediately.
I'm not particularly attached to the answer either, I've changed the question.
"Have we officially broken up?"
Liang Yi was silent for half a moment and nodded slowly.
And I asked, "Have you ever really loved me?"
This time his silence became shorter, and he still nodded.
I got the answer I wanted, and the boulder that had been pressing down on my heart finally landed. I was in a very good mood.
I was very awkward before, and I wanted to do something to make Liang Yi angry to attract his attention.
I knew what the purpose of my little actions was, I wanted to test Liang Yi, to test my position in his heart, to test whether he had ever liked me.
Now that I finally get this answer, it is also a proof that the feelings of these years have not been wrongly paid.
Enough is enough.
After Liang Yi left, Ning Xi came to my side. She sighed, "You are more open-minded, intelligent and decisive than I thought."
I said, "You're not the same."
She laughed and said, "I think we can be good friends."
I agreed with her, and I shook her outstretched hand and said, "Let's work together."
7
Near the end of the year, in order to promote the new drama, the capital arranged a magazine shooting for me and Ningxi.
The theme is the same as the title of the play, also called "Double Sister".
A rose, a lily, a warmth, a tenderness.
I struck a red dress, and Ning Xi struck a white dress.
The photographer held up the camera and shouted, "Ran Xing, you put your hand on Ning Xi's shoulder, Ning Xi is a little down, yes, look at the camera, give me a little feeling..."
After shooting several groups, the photographer was not very satisfied, and he came to communicate with us about the details and ideas of the shooting.
He asks us, "What do you think the word 'double sister' means?" Do you have any good ideas? You can talk about it."
I thought about it and said, "The situation of girls in society is actually much more difficult than that of boys, and what I think of as 'double sisters' is that girls help girls, it is pure friendship between girls, and it is everyone who works together to make progress."
Ning Xi added: "It's like two different varieties of flowers, but stretching upwards together."
"I hope that this set of pictures will not be taken to make people discuss who is more beautiful, but to make people think of the good qualities of friendship, mutual help, and upward mobility." 」
After communicating the ideas, the shooting became smooth.
While watching the sample, Ning Xi and I looked at the same photo.
Red roses and white lilies held hands, and they looked at each other and smiled, and their expressions were vivid and unrestrained.
When the magazine was released, Ning Xi and I were on several hot searches. The dog blood triangle between me and NingXi and Liang Yi that was sent before the marketing number was too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, resulting in everyone having a great curiosity about me and Ningxi to join hands to shoot a magazine. The number of Aite and comments on my Twitter has skyrocketed.
The drama side took this opportunity to seize the opportunity to seize the two trailers.
The first is the emotional line, the white moonlight returns to China, the wife suffers from the husband's dislike, the family conflict is continuous, and the emotional crisis breaks out...
This trailer pushed Ning Xi and me to the forefront again.
What film and television drama is far from the real dog blood, white moonlight and the love-hate love and hatred of the stand-in have been turned over and discussed.
This time I'm not in a hurry, so I'm ready to wait for the next trailer to be announced.
In the afternoon, a second trailer was announced.
The battlefield full of artillery fire, the intrigue of the foreign field, the intelligence transmission of ideals and beliefs, the white moonlight carefully taught the ideas and ideals to his wife.
The feudal wife gradually got rid of the family that bound her all her life, and gradually found her goal with the help of the white moonlight.
Gunshots rang out in the restaurant, and although the man who led her was gone, the road continued.
The two heroines joined hands to fight the war, women's consciousness awakened, women can top half of the sky of the subject matter is rare in film and television dramas, the director shoots carefully, the editing trailer also made a hard effort, and the two-minute short film is exciting to watch.
There has been a hot discussion on the Internet, and this time it is a drama.
The plot of the family ethics part of dog blood has been discussed, but what has been discussed the most is how Bai Yueguang stepped onto the revolutionary road step by step, how Ning Xi, who was bound by feudal etiquette, slowly awakened, and how the two women approached each other and influenced each other in the chaotic world to eventually become comrades-in-arms...
Hot searches don't have me, but I'm happy. The most red face can not be retained, time will take away the beauty given by God, but some things time not only can not take away, but will precipitate down and become my wealth.
I knew what I wanted, but until today I realize the purest joy it brings me.
A good script, a good partner, the recognition of the audience, the tempering of acting skills, these do not have to rely on others to give, is I can bring my own happiness.
After the crew finished, it was a long production period, although we no longer cooperated with Ningxi, but we maintained a good relationship between us, and from time to time we would have dinner and go shopping together.
I also read some new scripts, not focusing on the position, only looking at the characters themselves.
After returning to my heart, my life was also happy, every day was very fulfilling, I didn't have to guess the minds of others, I didn't have to bother to pay attention to what was beautiful than beautiful, I only paid attention to the script itself.
After the launch of "Double Sister", the response was greater than one day, and the ratings were higher than one day.
I also follow the drama, and discuss the plot and discuss the acting skills with Ning Xi boiling telephone porridge every day.
Ning Xi also said that this drama is so hot, maybe next year we can still be shortlisted for the best actress, and luck can take the trophy home.
I laughed at her for thinking too much, and it was better to be realistic than to shoot a good scene.
I didn't dare to think in the direction of winning the award, so when I got the call to inform me that I had been nominated for Best Actress, I thought it was a spoof.
After hanging up the phone, Ning Xi's phone immediately came in, and she asked me excitedly, "Have you received the notice?" Are you also shortlisted? Is it Best Actress?"
I was always in a state of ignorance, and after a long time I reacted, and confirmed with Ning Xi over and over again: "Really? Is it really the two of us?"
Ning Xi's tone was excited and determined, "Yes, it's the two of us."
When the official news was officially released, my heart fell on the ground and I truly believed that I had been shortlisted for the award on my own.
The awards ceremony was star-studded, and I sat down at the table with a demure smile on my face and my palms covered in sticky sweat.
Ning Xi sat next to me and quietly held my hand.
We both cheered each other up.
"Best Actress is—"
The host's voice dragged on for a long time, and I thought I was mentally prepared, but at this time I couldn't help but be nervous.
The VCR of me, Ning Xi and the other finalists played on the big screen, and my heart beat like a drum on the big screen.
The award presenter opened the envelope and smiled as he approached the microphone.
"'Double Sisters' Season Ran Xing, Ning Xi, Congratulations to !!!!"
The camera was pointed at us, and I couldn't believe my ears, my expression was confused, and it looked silly to be thrown onto the big screen. Ning Xi pulled me to stand up and hugged me.
I hugged her tightly and confirmed in her ear, "Are we?" Is it? Did I hear you correctly?"
Ning Xi's tone was excited, and he replied firmly, "Yes!" It's the two of us!"
My eyes blinked, and the mist of water filled my eyes.
Ning Xi and I held hands and walked toward our path together.
Holding the Queen Actress Trophy, I was interviewed backstage with Ning Xi.
The reporter asked back and forth some old questions, what feelings after winning the award, the next road and so on, I dealt with them one by one.
A reporter suddenly asked me: "Do you have any emotional movements in the near future?" When are you going to get married?"
They've asked me this question many times, and I've answered it many times, but I've answered it prevaricatingly before.
In the past, Ji Ranxing was more eager for feelings than acting, but now Ji Ranxing understands what he really wants.
Now I can also answer this question with dignity.
"I don't have any plans for that for the time being." At present, my focus is still on acting, and the award given to me by the organizing committee has inspired me to act better in the future to give back to the fans and friends who have always supported me."
The reporter continued, "What about Ningxi?"
Ning Xi smiled, "The same idea."
"I heard that there are actually some rumors about bad feelings between the two of you, do you two have anything to say?"
I smiled at the glare of the flash, "It's really not easy to meet a good friend, I am very grateful to Ning Xi, thank her for helping me recognize the real goal of life, and worked with me to complete the work of "Double Sister" and make me a better person."
Ning Xi also said: "Good friends will achieve each other, and I am very happy to meet Ran Xing and become friends with Ran Xing." Just like in the "Double Sister" drama, we will still support each other and go down together."
I turned my head and looked at Shangning Creek.
We looked at each other and smiled.
It's all in plain sight.
(End)