The middle-aged widow missed his deceased wife for 13 years, and he has not yet married, what has he experienced?

In 1993, Guo Jinglin used the money from the blood sale to buy her mother a coat to cover her body. In order to let him successfully complete his studies, his girlfriend helped take care of his mentally handicapped sister and drunken father, and in 2002, he and his girlfriend were married, but 6 years later, his wife was diagnosed with cancer.

This painful memory was deeply imprinted in his mind.

Don't dare to forget, can't forget...

In 2009, Guo Jinglin stood at the Huabiao Awards ceremony.

Holding the honor of "Yuan Longping" in his hand, he suppressed the tears that were about to fall, smiled and said:

"I can finally get a good night's sleep, have a good dream, and I hope that my mother and wife, who live happily in heaven, can come to see me in my dreams, kiss me, and hug me." 」

This requires how much courage Guo Jinglin mustered up to say these words.

He lost his mother in his early years, lost his wife in middle age, missed his deceased wife for 13 years, and has not yet married, resulting in the pain of jinglin's rest of his life.

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Guo Jinglin this person! He is a charming man with a mature and stable appearance, and a straight suit gives people the feeling of a successful person. But if you look closely, you will find that his black eyes are full of vicissitudes and traces of time.

It's hard to imagine what this man has been through.

Before solving this mystery, let's first understand what kind of person Guo Jinglin is.

Guo Jinglin's real name is (Guo Jinglin), many people may not have heard of this name, but he has acted in movies you must have heard of. For example: the biography of Yuan Longping; Chu Yunfei in "New Bright Sword"; and Li Play's father in "Dog Thirteen".

From small people to big characters, to fathers in life.

Guo Jinglin well interprets the meaning of "Emperor of Shadows", the characters he plays are vivid and close to life, and every character is shaped by him with flesh and blood, love and righteousness, and deep as the sea of fatherly love.

But it is such a man, but the fate is uncertain, and he has been sad and happy several times.

Guo Jinglin was born in Beijing to both working parents and has a mentally handicapped sister. Because his family lived near Renyi in Beijing, Xiaoguo Jinglin could often hear those artists singing.

He developed a keen interest in theatre.

But his father wanted him to become a soldier, but his yearning for drama continued until his college entrance examination. As a result, he lost the art examination in one year, and then Guo Jinglin ignored his father's persuasion and went to apply for the Shanghai Theater Academy.

This time he did.

At the same time, his future wife Ma Tongxin will also appear.

Ma Tongxin is Guo Jinglin's green plum bamboo horse, in a childhood together, the relationship between the two has been very good, 5 cents of baked cakes one person broke half to eat, when Guo Jinglin was admitted to the play, Ma Tongxin just went to high school.

Although each loves one side, the relationship between the two has always been very good.

In his junior year, Guo Jinglin suddenly received a call from his father, and his mother was still very ill. By the time he came from far and wide, his mother had already died.

Guo Jinglin was sad and miserable, and he suddenly felt that he had not spent a penny on his mother for so many years.

But at that time, he had no money at all, and he didn't want to find someone to borrow money, so he went to donate blood in exchange for 400 yuan. He went to a clothing store and bought a coat that he covered his mother affectionately.

After the mother left, the whole family changed, the father became depressed, drunk all day, the mentally handicapped sister was left unattended, and life was once in embarrassment. At this time, Guo Jinglin had the idea of withdrawing from school for the first time.

At this time, her girlfriend Ma Tongxin comforted her: Now all your efforts to quit school have been wasted.

"Rest assured, my sister and father will be entrusted to me to take care of you later."

In fact, Ma Tongxin is only a high school student, how capable she can be, but she has no hesitation and persisted until Guo Jinglin graduated. When assigned his work, he chose the China Youth Art Theatre.

When I reported to the unit, I found that the theater had been demolished.

Even if you have to work, you have to wait for 2 years, which is tantamount to unemployment, and you can only receive less than 200 yuan a month. During that time, Guo Jinglin's life was extremely difficult, and he even relied on picking vegetable leaves to eat his stomach.

And the place where he lives can be described as cold and freezing.

Slowly all this will eventually pass, and Guo Jinglin ushered in the recovery of his career. It is worth mentioning that his girlfriend Tong Xin has never left her and has been silently supportive.

In 2000, his career in filming "The Woman Who Walked the Gobi" was finally on the right track.

Just at this time, the unit was divided into houses, and his girlfriend had graduated from college, so this year, in a college winter, he proposed to her.

In 2002, the two entered the palace of marriage. As a result, Jing Lin's career ushered in a blowout period, and he filmed "Days Related to Youth", "Wang Ji Food Stalls", "Half Life", "Home Is Bigger Than Heaven" and so on.

It seems that the days are getting better and better, but in 2008, he was given a head slap.

This year, he accompanied his wife to a maternity examination, and the doctor pulled her aside and said: Your wife has breast cancer, do you know? The test result is late, and the child is afraid that he will not be able to save it.

Guo Jinglin's joy disappeared at once, and his heart was cold as if in the cold winter.

Later, he chose adults with difficulty and adopted the most conservative chemotherapy. This year, Guo Jinglin was like a roller coaster, and his mood fluctuated greatly. In 2008, a chance to appear in "Yuan Longping" found him.

The wife said: Don't worry, you can go with confidence! I asked my mom to take care of me for a while.

Soon "Yuan Longping" was finished, which was a day of great joy for everyone, but the wife's illness recurred again, and she could no longer see the day when her husband won the award.

He said with tears in his eyes: I can finally get a good night's sleep, and I hope that my mother and wife, who live happily in heaven, can come to see me in my dreams, kiss me, and hug me.

Today, his wife has passed away for more than 10 years, and he has also entered the 50-year-old mark, and his life has risen and fallen and he is finally alone.

Still unmarried.

He was missing his wife and mother in his own way, and no one knew who he would meet in the future, but one thing was certain that his wife would be forever engraved in his heart.

But in the end, it became the pain of Guo Jinglin's life. I hope that everyone will give Guo Jinglin a little encouragement.

Give a thumbs up to this infatuated man!