Text: The screen is turbid and deep
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In this age of emotional indifference, the love of husband and wife seems to have become an untouchable luxury.
Not to mention in the entertainment industry, it is even rarer.
But there are still a very small number of "idiot" people who are willing to give their lives for love.
But fate is on them.
His wife Tong Xin died in his arms, and Guo Jinglin vowed never to marry again.
Now that Tong Xin has been dead for 14 years, has Guo Jinglin fulfilled his oath back then?
Childhood
Guo Jinglin was born in a hutong in Beijing, with ordinary family conditions, but a warm and harmonious family environment. As a child, Guo Jinglin lived a carefree life, and his home was next to the dormitory of Beijing Renyi, and many opera artists could often be seen gathering together to rehearse. This gave Guo Jinglin great opera enlightenment, and he often hummed a few Peking Opera tunes along.
However, everything changed after the birth of his sister, who was diagnosed with a congenital intellectual disability when she was four years old, a result that complicated the mood of Guo Jinglin's parents, and their family's originally happy life changed a lot at this time. In order to treat his sister, the Guo family had to take out all their savings, and life became stretched.
At the same time, the neighbor's daughter Tong Xin also came to Guo Jinglin's life at this time. Tong Xin is a lively and cheerful girl with a warm and generous personality, and she has been good friends with Guo Jinglin since she was a child. Tong Xin's parents are both well-known actors, Tong Xin grew up in an opera atmosphere since she was a child, and she also loves Peking Opera and other art forms.
Tong Xin often came to Guo Jinglin's home to help take care of his sister. Tong Xin always taught Guo Jinglin's sister to read and write with love and patience. They became good friends and had an unforgettable time together. As time passed, the relationship between Guo Jinglin and Tong Xin gradually warmed up, and they supported each other in their studies Xi lives.
This deep relationship made them cherish each other's existence even more, and the two often sang a few excerpts of Peking Opera together, living a simple life to the fullest, and they agreed to go to the same university in the future.
Separate the two places
Guo Jinglin has loved acting since he was a child, and often writes, directs and acts in sketches, making the people around him laugh. His talent for acting is largely due to the environment in which he grew up. His home is opposite the Beijing Renyi Academy, where he often sees famous performing artists, which fosters a love for art.
When he was in high school, he met a director who came to pick up the actors, Qiqin Gaowa. At that time, Guo Jinglin only went to sign up for the audition out of curiosity, he sang a song, and recited a line of Peking Opera Bai, originally thought that it would pass in a hurry, but he didn't expect that a few days later, Qiqin Gaowa came to the door and invited him to be the leading actor of the new play.
When Guo Jinglin actually entered the crew and worked with professional actors, he was deeply attracted by the experience of being able to interpret the lives of others. He found himself enjoying the feeling of playing different characters very much, which led him to take a great interest in acting. After that, Guo Jinglin made up his mind to become a professional actor, and he Xi overnight and took the exam for Chinese opera.
It's a pity to lose, but he was fortunate to be admitted to the Shanghai Theater Academy, which is a mixed result for Guo Jinglin. On the one hand, the road to acting has finally opened, and on the other hand, it is necessary to stay away from his family and Tong Xin in Beijing. In particular, the mother is in poor health and needs to be cared for. His father has also always opposed the "unstable" industry of acting.
However, Tong Xin fully supported Guo Jinglin's dream and let him rest assured to follow his own path. Inspired by Tong Xin's trust and support, Guo Jinglin decided to choose the Shanghai Theater Academy because he wanted to become an excellent film actor.
Eventually married
After going to college, Guo Jinglin went to Shanghai, Tong Xin stayed in his hometown, and the two started a long-distance relationship. In order to get in touch, Guo Jinglin got up at six o'clock every morning and went to the public phone booth downstairs in the dormitory to queue up. He was always the first to call because he missed Tong Xin so much that hearing her sweet voice was the happiest moment of his day.
Tong Xin also often encouraged Guo Jinglin to make progress in his studies and improve his acting skills through the phone, and asked him to stick to his dreams. In order to realize his dream of being an actor, Guo Jinglin devoted himself to studying Xi and often stayed up late to rehearse. His classmates asked him to go on a mountain outing on the weekend, but he refused, because he wanted to lock it up and repeatedly figure out the character's personality. Tong Xin sent a new drama magazine, and he studied it all night and took detailed notes.
After graduating from college, Guo Jinglin repeatedly hit a wall on the road of acting, and he never succeeded in participating in film and television auditions. When he was frustrated, he would call to complain, and Tong Xin would comfort him, saying that she had to believe in herself, and failure was only temporary. With her little encouragement, Guo Jinglin regained his strength and continued to run for interviews. In those years, Guo Jinglin's work and life were very difficult, and Tong Xin has been silently supporting him.
It was Tong Xin's perseverance over the years that allowed Guo Jinglin to survive those difficult years, and also made him deeply understand the preciousness of this love. In 2002, he finally waited for the opportunity, and his first starring TV series was a great success. As the best reward for Tong Xin's hard work over the years, Guo Jinglin decided to propose to her, and the two finally became married and began a sweet married life.
His wife has cancer
After getting married, the two began a sweet newlywed life, and it didn't take long for Tong Xin to happily tell Guo Jinglin that she was pregnant with their child. After receiving this news, the little couple was very happy, and immediately gave the unborn baby various milk names and discussed various future education plans.
Just when the two were immersed in the joy of becoming parents, a serious illness completely changed their fate, and the doctor found out that Tong Xin had breast cancer during the prenatal examination, and the pregnancy must be terminated immediately and undergo chemotherapy, otherwise both mother and son will be in danger of life. This inspection report was like a bolt from the blue, instantly shattering all their hopes of happiness.
Although he was reluctant to flesh and blood, in order to save his beloved wife, Guo Jinglin still reluctantly made the choice to keep Tong Xin. Although Tong Xin was heartbroken, she understood her husband's difficulties and did not complain. Tong Xin underwent surgery and began a long and painful road to recovery, she faced it bravely, and Guo Jinglin took care of it meticulously.
After the two survived in a desperate situation, their relationship became deeper and they enjoyed this hard-won time together. At this time, a film invitation letter found Guo Jinglin, which was a great opportunity to change the fate of his acting career. The director was recommended by many parties, full of sincerity, Guo Jinglin's heart was very eager to act, but when he saw his beloved wife on the bed, he resolutely gave up and continued to guard his wife's side.
Unexpectedly, this time Tong Xin's attitude was resolute, she threatened to give up continuing treatment, and she had to star in this movie. She said that you can't ruin your best chance in life because of yourself. In the face of his beloved wife's tough attitude, Guo Jinglin nodded with red eyes and agreed, turned around and left the hospital to go to the recording site.
Never marry again
In the days when she entered the end of her life, she used her remaining strength to write a letter to her husband, expressing her memories of their beautiful youth and expressing her deep reluctance. It was an affectionate letter, showing her cherishing of this relationship and heralding the upcoming farewell.
When Guo Jinglin was out for work, he received the bad news of his wife's death, and he felt deep remorse and self-blame. If I hadn't been so dedicated to work and stayed by my wife's side, would my wife's condition not deteriorate so quickly, and I would have been able to spend more time together.
This long-cherished wish failed to come true, which deeply pierced Guo Jinglin's heart. He later publicly stated that he would not marry anyone else, and there was only Tong Xin in his heart. He said that in this life, he has only loved Tong Xin, and he regrets her departure. But he will spend the rest of his life remembering the bits and pieces between us.
In Tong Xin's last days in the world, Guo Jinglin was not completely by her side. This incident made him very remorseful, and sometimes when he remembered the past, he would recall their bits and pieces between work. I remember that before Tong Xin died, he held her sleeplessly day and night, he was afraid that she would be cold, so he told her the story of their childhood to adulthood, wanting to give her the last bit of warmth.
Now every time he picks up the actor trophy, Guo Jinglin will also think of his wife, he said that he could win the award, and Tong Xin also came to see him in the spirit of the sky. However, the joy of winning the award was soon replaced by loneliness, and the wife could not be by her side, so what was the meaning of this honor. Now in his fifties, he is still single and keeps his promise back then.