Romance to the death, and she decided to carry it through to the end.
She has the courage to give up this relationship, but also the courage to give up the next relationship, she is Cheng Fangyuan, she is a singer, a star, and a free woman who is red dust and pursues her heart. What kind of freedom, what kind of determination, so that a woman in the eyes of all, under the blessing of fans, so firmly abandon a relationship, and choose to leave when the next beautiful relationship is in full swing?
"It's not like I love you all the time, and it's not like I'm living with you all my life at all times, so that I can be worthy of your romance with me, so that I'm who I am." 」 1981 singers went abroad for further study, for the progress of their careers, or for the germination of love On January 1, 1981, the "New Marriage Law of the People's Republic of China" was promulgated and implemented, destined to be related to you, language is an art, music is also art, the spark of love burst out between the two, after going abroad Cheng Fangyuan met a foreign language teacher who was tied up with his feelings for a period of time, with the same desire for love and ignorance as all girls, she began her first relationship, the love she longed for was romantic, It is poetic
First acquaintance, emotional
We don't know when love will suddenly happen, unless you hold the bow and arrow of Eros. She adhered to the romantic feelings for life laid the groundwork for life, for the love life depicted the beginning, after the end of the foreign language class, is she can only be slightly drunk on the streets of a foreign country, facing strange people, strange nights, perhaps she is also thinking, this light and wine does not belong to her, is she in the tantalizing night also feel a trace of desolation Occasionally recall the happy times spent in the country, in foreign countries she can not find a sense of belonging, so she is more and more eager to have someone to accept her, understand her, her heart has become a state of acceptance, So there was an ordinary person who could no longer be ordinary into her life, his foreign language teacher, what was his name, Pete, Jack or something else, these did not matter, what was important was that during that time, he gave Cheng Fangyuan the companionship he wanted, as she later sang in the song "You no longer let me worry, tomorrow there is wind and rain, the calendar on the wall no one turns over, you no longer pay attention to me, the return date of the trip, where is my destination" Where is her destination? At that time, she did not know that her future was bright, did not know that she would become a household name, and did not know who she would meet, because of this, their love was innocent, with the color of youth, this color will never fade in each of our hearts, and the state of youth and youth was described by a third-rate youth literary writer as: "The age of a wolf like a tiger." She was lonely, she loved fantasies, and he fulfilled all her fantasies. What she fell in love with, studying in the classroom, the slanting sunlight outside the window sprinkled on his handsome side face, the misunderstanding when communicating was his humor, and the love affair with her English initiation teacher who was a teacher at the School of Foreign Trade began here. Different from the dog blood bridge section in the novel, their love is not vigorous, as a popular singer, she did not have the paparazzi who surrounded her in the streets and alleys, there was no fan who was obsessed with her seductive singing voice to send flowers, in foreign countries, in a distant foreign country, she was an ordinary girl, naturally, she fell in love with an ordinary person, which is why posterity knows very little about her love with foreign language teachers, he, he is obscure. One worships heaven and earth, two worship the high church... This kind of red tape doesn't happen abroad, maybe they just swear in a church, with the blessing of a priest, and then kiss each other affectionately. Not dazzling, but affectionate enough.
She chases, she runs, she lets go, she leaves.
Affection is a tragedy, and it will be able to die to read In each other's silence, Cheng Fangyuan played the role of a wife, dutiful, and she ran the runway of life. And his foreign language teacher plays the role of a husband, plain and plain, bearing the ancient well of his lover, or rather, waiting to leave. After the warm feelings, the temperature of the emotions began to drop, and the tedium and rational loneliness after the enthusiasm once again occupied the mind of Chengfangyuan. When she found that how many hugs also filled the emptiness of her heart, how much companionship could not hide loneliness, she resolutely decided to leave, to leave each other a happy future, the inevitable stage of love, this pair of lovers failed to survive, the deep-rooted pursuit of romance in Cheng Fangyuan's brain once again occupied her life, how she said the breakup, or did not say the breakup, we do not know, but what we know is that they have no quarrels, no scandals, everything about love, just like Pete Ordinary foreign names like Jack have been annihilated in the sea of people. So this relationship ended, and Cheng Fangyuan brought back to his hometown, only in a foreign country full of exhaustion and heartbreaking dreams.
"No one in this world is irreplaceable"
Cheng Fangyuan did not indulge in the warmth of the former lover, one person walked away, for the better arrival of another person, the failure of marriage made her intoxicated with the cause, as a popular singer, her career in China is still thriving, after returning to China, she and Wang Gang, who had played "Iron Tooth Copper Tooth Ji Xiaolan", hosted the CCTV program "Zhengda Variety" together with Wang Gang, who had acted in "Iron Tooth Copper Tooth Ji Xiaolan". It is worth mentioning that Wang Gang has also experienced a marriage, which is the first common point between the two of them, this common point is like a subtle magnetic field, subtly changing the relationship between the two, but also slowly attracting each other, and Cheng Fangyuan, who has heard about art since childhood, has many similarities with Wang Gang as an actor, and the pursuit of art is the second common point of the two, the old And serious Wang Gang and the naïve and lively Cheng Fangyuan are cooperating in their careers and also carrying out emotional integration. Wang Gang is a full dozen years older than Cheng Fangyuan, perhaps because of this Cheng Fangyuan is attracted to Wang Gang, in the career, she is like a giant every day, showing her skillful disguise, arranging everything in an orderly manner, showing generosity on the stage, not showing a little flaw, but behind the strong disguise, she is like a child who is always looking for a home, in a private emotional life, she is helpless, lonely, but also pays the price for the romance she pursues. The price is aimless freedom and what ordinary people think of as freedom. Whether in that era or in modern society, this trait is a fatal temptation for a mature man, she sings and dances like a beautiful canary in the music world, and who does not want to give this beautiful canary a cage made of gold, a warm home, Wang Gang also thinks, this is the first fuse of the beginning and disintegration of the marriage of the two, perhaps it is because of this idea that the future separation is cast. Previously, Wang Gang had a failed marriage, according to him, Wang Gang himself once had a marriage, the ex-wife was Xiao Du, a announcer of the song and dance troupe, and he and Xiao Du had discord after half a year of marriage, and said that he actually did not like Xiao Du in his heart, and marriage was only forced by the family. Later divorced, the daughter was awarded to her ex-wife. From this analysis, Wang Gang is a gentle and delicate person, he wants his own heirs, Cheng Fangyuan did not have the crystallization of love in the process of marriage with his foreign language teacher, in the relationship between the two, it is not because they do not love each other, then they can only blame Cheng Fangyuan's deadly romance and freedom. The dispute between the two over whether to leave offspring after marriage is the second fuse. Full, in the slow time, Cheng Fangyuan was attracted by Wang Gang's humor and talent, her eyes flashed with the light of love and the vision of a better life, her disguise was seen through by Wang Gang, and Wang Gang was also intoxicated by the beauty and liveliness of Cheng Fangyuan, the two came together in a justifiable way, CCTV famous character Wang Gang and a generation of ge Ji Cheng Fangyuan fell in love, as the sentence said, "love and being loved at the same time." In 1996, Cheng Fangyuan was 36 years old, Wang Gang was 48 years old, they got married, under the attention of all the people, under the blessing of the fans, and even let the two of them mistakenly think that the two of them would be happy in the future, at the wedding, the guests were full of doors, blessings from all over the country came pouring in, different from the first bland marriage, this time in the bustling hall she was wearing gorgeous clothing, and Wang Gang was dressed in a straight suit, and now she was a celebrity from all walks of life, they were carrying out an enviable wedding, Cheng Fangyuan felt at that moment, that was what he wanted She is also preparing to live an enviable life. Indeed, their lives are full of happiness, full of highlight moments, all the time someone pays attention to, there are media reports, Cheng Fangyuan has also revealed that every day after the show, there are fans who send flowers to express their blessings, she feels that every day is very happy, this pair of bi people envy others for a time, almost everyone thinks that the two of them are a match made in heaven, and it is a double harvest of love and career. And what they don't know is that one foot into a happy marriage is one foot into the grave of love. In love to ask who is right and who is wrong, it seems to be a little stingy, Cheng Fangyuan is a canary, a canary who also wants to sing in a golden cage, after marriage, Cheng Fangyuan would rather spend three hours singing than spend half an hour cooking, the burden of cooking is naturally left to Wang Gang, it is really a veritable day of chai rice oil and salt. Under the weight of the days of chai rice oil and salt, Wang began to anesthetize himself with alcohol, trying to prove himself correct, and every time he returned to his home drunk and fell asleep on the bed, could he hear the canary's song? Did Cheng Fangyuan also have a hint of disgust for Wang Gang, who was mature and stable in the past? While burning herself for the music career, her husband can't understand whether she is a little disappointed. As he grew older, he became older and older, and more and more indisputable with the world, his heart was like water, he naively thought that he gave Cheng Fangyuan a home that could imprison her to live quietly with him, to have a happy old age, he was really not too young, years of groping in the entertainment industry made him feel exhausted, he longed for a nest of his own, he longed for a home, longed for the happiness of his descendants, but Cheng Fangyuan did not think so, she was always like a bird flying freely under the sky, unrestrained, unrestrained, Nothing could be her ideal shackles, "I like the kind of guitar on my back." Watching the sunset, watching the smoke, watching the beauty of the white clouds, singing a few words on the guitar when I have inspiration, putting myself in nature, and my music also flows with nature. So after Wang Gang made a request for her to have a child, she did not turn back, just like decades ago in a foreign country, resolutely proposed to break up, romance seems to be the norm she insisted on all her life, no quarrel, no hysterical roar, after five years of love run, their marriage ushered in a rupture, the pursuit of ideals and romantic life is destined to be incompatible with a happy family life, the romance in this woman's heart has been difficult to erase.
Is it twilight years, or the beginning of a romantic life
When she left, she must have thought that freedom is the best state for a person, without the shackles of marriage, she can develop better, she will not be lost on the road of music, she will always be the daughter of music. So far, Cheng Fangyuan is 62 years old, the queen of the song world can not compete with time, the mother told her father when she died: "You must tell your daughter to find a good home." It can be seen that Cheng Fangyuan's mother is still very unable to put down her daughter, hoping that her daughter can be stable in the future, someone to take care of, some people to be distressed, and the father is 88 years old, but he can't do anything about his daughter's married life. Cheng Fangyuan is different from her peers, there are no children under her knees, there is no companionship with each other, only her own beautiful singing voice surrounds the house every day, lonely and lonely only she knows, looking back at the past, two failed marriages in the eyes of ordinary people, two unforgettable feelings, so that she has passed more than sixty years in the world like duckweed, no matter what kind of years, she always carries the most authentic pursuit of music forward, and even she also brings this pursuit into marriage and emotional life, "The daylight outside the window is flicking, During the banquet, Huaying sat forward" time and this forever romantic "little girl" to move forward together, she almost dedicated most of her life to music, from the shining new star of the music world to the ageless queen of the music world, her loud singing voice has resounded throughout the land of Shenzhou, deeply loved by the vast number of people, in her career she is the winner of life, this is obvious to all, and it is not difficult for us to find that the success of the career seems to be inextricably linked to the imperfect love, every marriage is the peak of her career, what makes her so determined What is holding her up so crisply? Is it ideal? Or dissatisfaction with life, in my opinion is the tireless pursuit of romance, it is the imperfect marriage that makes her understand that in the ideal marriage and the ideal life can only choose one of the two, she made her own choice, she decided to move forward with the ideal, with the faint sadness of the beautiful marriage time, and because of this, her singing is so infectious, every time she performs on the stage, she does her best, after every performance on stage, she understands that she has no way back, Her life has been doomed to have no connection with sweet love, and the achievements on the road of music are becoming more and more pure, and she understands that she still has a long way to go, nothing can stop her, she always believes that every encounter is a heavenly arrangement, respectively. Flowers and laughter in her youth are as important as the applause in her twilight years and the loneliness of being alone, which will make her know herself deeply, believing that she has her own unique understanding of the ideal of life, and there is nothing that can affect her emotions anymore, even if the elderly father will cry whenever he mentions his daughter's marriage, he still can't change her freedom-loving nature, Wilde said: "Loving yourself is the beginning of a romantic life." "She has loved herself passionately, just like most people she was once a little girl, with the touch and the romance of life step by step forward, she is doomed to a lot of fate, if ordinary people yearn for a moment of romance, she is a lifelong desire for romance, she is relying on the romance of roses every day to survive, she is hopelessly idealistic suitor, two marriages without regrets only romantic marriages pushed her to a higher height, making her stand tall in the music world, and she simply thinks: romance to death , either pursue a romantic life, or die on the road to the pursuit of romance.
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