1. Lonely and proud, 63-year-old Cheng Fangyuan blooms with the light of life in solitude
In the silence of the room, 63-year-old Cheng Fangyuan sat by the window, gently caressing a yellowed wedding photo in his hand. Her eyes flickered endlessly between the dazzling couple in the photo, and she couldn't close her eyes for a long time, and the passage of time made her feel emotional, and the once young girl has now entered old age.
The young woman in the photo is radiant and beautiful, and she is closely attached to her husband Wang Gang next to her, affectionately.
Cheng Fangyuan sighed helplessly, she had never told others about that unforgettable pain. Those painful memories are like a teardrop deeply imprinted in my heart, and I still can't easily erase them.
Many years later, Wang Gang personally confessed, "I'm sorry for Yuanzi", but the hurt at that time was so deep that this relationship could not be recovered after the breakup.
Facing himself in the mirror full of traces of time, Cheng Fangyuan has long lost his former style? Wrinkles swirled back and forth between the forehead and the corners of the eyes, and the eyes that were once bright had become dull.
However, instead of being angry at the tricks of fate, she calmly accepted the merciless baptism of the years.
The breakdown of her marriage had dealt her a heavy blow, but she did not let it fall. Cheng Fangyuan chose to go alone and devote herself to her beloved music career. To this day, she is still full of energy, and in addition to making music, she is also passionate about various hobbies such as travel and photography, and lives a free life.
2. Looking back on the past years
To understand why Cheng Fangyuan has such an unwavering inner world, we must go back to her past. Born into a musical family, she has shown extraordinary musical talent since she was a child, which has made her family have high hopes for her.
In order to train her to be a leader in the field of music, her parents did their best. From violin to piano to vocal training, all kinds of famous teachers surround her like stars.
However, the lively and active Cheng Fangyuan does not like those monotonous and boring classes, and she prefers free and freewheeling musical exploration.
Whenever her parents go out, this naughty girl will always sneak up on the roof, let the warm sun dispel the worries in her heart, and immerse herself in innocent singing alone, enjoying her own musical.
The moment he entered junior high school, Cheng Fangyuan fell in love with the melancholy and moving erhu, a national instrument. Whenever after class, she always did not hesitate to throw off her heavy schoolbag, and ran to the music classroom full of musical rhythm with passion, releasing herself to the fullest and playing the erhu affectionately.
The erhu seems to have become an emotional confidant in the palm of her hand, telling all kinds of situations in the world and telling all kinds of complex emotions. Soon after, she became known as the "Erhu Princess" on campus, and her emotional performance captivated countless people.
During his college years, Cheng Fangyuan was finally admitted to the Folk Music Department of the Central Conservatory of Music and began to systematically learn erhu performance. There, she met the first love affair of her life, a talented professor of professional classes.
When she was young, she was ignorant of love, but simply followed her heart and unreservedly dedicated her sincerity to this teacher who came from afar.
The life after marriage is like a beautiful dream, the two of them are very sweet. However, the good times are ruthlessly shattered by the harsh reality. The mentor expected Cheng Fangyuan to devote herself to her family, but she was determined to pursue her musical dreams.
The values of the two have developed a huge difference, and the family often has heated quarrels over these issues, and the atmosphere is always filled with a faint sadness.
Finally, after a fierce dispute, Cheng Fangyuan felt deep pain and resolutely decided to file for divorce. Although divorce was undoubtedly a social shame and doubt for women at that time, she resolutely chose to take responsibility for her life and bravely waved goodbye to the past.
Since then, Cheng Fangyuan has devoted himself to the development of his music career. She studied vocal music knowledge day and night, innovatively created a unique performance form of self-playing and singing, and finally became a blockbuster, radiating a bright light in the music world and realizing her musical dream.
3. In 1996, he married Wang Gang at the age of 32
In 1996, 32-year-old Cheng Fangyuan tied the knot with Wang Gang, a hot film and television star at the time, and was known as "the most suitable artist couple". Their fate began with a popular variety show, and after an in-depth understanding, they found that they had many topics in common with each other, so they quickly fell in love.
At this time, Wang Gang was nearly 40 years old, and deep down in his heart, he had also experienced a failed marriage. This ordinary young man from the art troupe, with his outstanding language talent and humorous personality, has gradually won wide acclaim on the TV screen.
When Wang Gang's career reached its glorious peak, he also rekindled the flame of hope on the road of love.
Cheng Fangyuan was full of admiration for Wang Gang's positive and enterprising spirit, and was deeply impressed by his hard work and struggle in his career. The scene that is still fresh in my memory is that once Wang Gang took the initiative to buy the front row tickets for the concert, and the two were immersed in the sea of beautiful singing together, and their hearts were closely connected at this moment.
And Wang Gang is also obsessed with Cheng Fangyuan's high-pitched and infectious voice, longing to hear her voice in his ears every moment.
In the blessings of friends, the two elites in the circle finally fell in love with each other, and in a simple but solemn ceremony, they walked hand in hand into the sacred hall of marriage, and the sweet smile of the newlywed Yan'er filled their faces.
However, in addition to fertility problems, Wang Gang often went home drunk for entertainment, and was full of drunkenness, making a mess at home. Once, Cheng Fangyuan went to the wine bureau to pick him up, and Wang Gang insulted him in public, leaving an indelible scar on her heart.
After suffering from this kind of cold violence for a long time, Cheng Fangyuan completely lost confidence in this husband, and his married life was far from the ideal beauty.
On the contrary, Wang Gang also has a lot of complaints about Cheng Fangyuan's lifestyle. He expects his wife to be able to take care of the family, take care of the housework, and have a child so that he can enjoy the joy of family life, instead of being busy with work all day.
Therefore, Wang Gang unscrupulously vented his emotions at home and expressed his dissatisfaction. He would invite his confidants to have a drink at home, completely ignoring his wife's feelings, showing a chic posture that only cares about his own pleasure.
The two who drifted apart failed to resolve the conflict after all, and embarked on the road of divorce after only 5 years of marriage. Although Wang Gang had burst into tears and begged to stay, Cheng Fangyuan had made up his mind not to continue to entangle with him.
Many years later, Wang Gang also admitted that it was his alcoholism that hurt Cheng Fangyuan and failed her deep friendship, and the fate of the two was destined to not last long.
However, this wonderful sweetness did not last long. In just half a year, the rift between the two has gradually emerged. As a professional actor, Wang Gang often devotes himself to his busy acting career, travels to major cities all year round for filming operations, and spends little time at home, unable to accompany his wife and lovely daughter from time to time.
Du Xiaojuan began to feel endless loneliness and loneliness, and the emotional bond between the two gradually became alienated.
What's even more unbearable is that Wang Gang's persistent pursuit of his career has surpassed the degree of cherishing his family. Sometimes, in order to create a perfect character image, Wang Gang will even rehearse repeatedly all night, completely ignoring the feelings of his family.
Du Xiaojuan had watched Wang Gang's performance with great anticipation, but when she saw him fascinated on stage, the fiery passion made her feel terrified.
As a result, the contradiction between the two is like a snowball that is patiently pushed, and it swells and grows stronger. Quarrels and cold wars were inevitable, and finally in 1984, Wang Gang resolutely filed for divorce, while Tingting lived with her mother.
This failed marriage experience brought deep psychological trauma to Wang Gang, making him afraid of marriage and not daring to set foot again easily. It wasn't until a few years later that he met Cheng Fangyuan in a variety show and saw her positive and energetic work attitude, and Wang just re-emerged the idea of building a family.
In the face of Cheng Fangyuan, he secretly vowed to take good care of this relationship and avoid repeating the mistakes of his previous marriage. However, the world is unpredictable, and all kinds of unforeseen conflicts and disputes still make their marriage relationship drift apart, and finally end in divorce.