If you are awake, you must be lonely

Only when I returned to my personal area did I feel as if I had gained my freedom. Once my feet have stepped out of the boundaries of the self, I will be bound by the outside world. Because your words enter the public space, they will be surrounded by various sounds. In order to maintain a harmonious relationship, you have to acquiesce to this way of being. One person envelops another, eventually becomes a group of people, and finally becomes a collective.

If you are awake, you must be lonely. If you are confused, you can succeed. In order to survive, everyone must adapt to the group, put the words into the group, cater to the voice of the group, and let go of the habits of the individual. Slowly, I felt that I did not like to be alone, but I was afraid of being wrapped up and torn apart by the outside world. In this conflict, I sometimes move forward, sometimes backward, and my heart is burning.

As long as I don't cultivate immortal enlightenment. I was bound to go inside the group. It's just how my individual voice is placed, how to maintain an independent self without being lost. This is one of life's great challenges. I see it as a challenge, rather than always choosing between moving forward and going backward. It was like it was raining on a sunny day. I tolerate the good and bad of the world. I'm like a storage box, putting different voices in my own pocket, turning the opposite into inclusion, constantly stretching out the capacity of the mind.

I began to change my attitude toward the world, began to enter the discourse of the group, and no longer cut my relationship with the group. I wanted to keep my mind independent in another way and exist in my system. When I am no longer in opposition to the group, everything external can be included by me. They are no longer divided into good and bad, and there is no right or wrong. If I can change them, I am lucky, and if I can't, I will put my mind at ease.

The voices of the group are consistent, while the voices of the individuals are individual. After the group is cut apart, the individual's voice becomes small and fragmented. Sometimes I go straight into the individual for a conversation, which is the way I want it. Because when the individual speaks alone. Individuals have no group worries. Individual voices will jump out of the group and be heard individually. Individuals need to listen, and groups want to be affirmed.

I love walking into the crowds. I no longer worry about my thoughts being wrapped up. Only buildings with weak foundations will be swept away by floods. The voices of the crowd provided me with the direction of the times. They are a force that can overwhelm them all at any time. The meaning of the individual's existence is to always remind the direction of this force.