I have two fathers, one of whom treats me as grass and the other who treats me as a treasure

Others envy me for having two dads, two loves. But only I know the bitterness and bitterness of it.

01

Speaking of what my father did, it was really called a pig or a dog.

When my mother found that the money in the family was gone, her face was all green and she looked panicked.

At that time, I was three years old, just going to kindergarten, and my mother was lying on the ground crying earth-shatteringly, "Sun Huai, you are a dead ghost, you pay me back, you pay me back!" ”

The Sun Huai in my mother's mouth is my father, a man who loves to gamble.

Since I was born, he has been obsessed with gambling, always small bets continuously, big bets no.

All the money my mom earned was brought to the card table by my dad, and although my restaurant made a lot of money, there was still zero left.

It is said that men who are obsessed with gambling are bottomless, and my dad is one of them.

I was playing with my friends with candy, and a few uniformed people appeared at the door, and don't guess, they seemed to have come to catch my mother.

Because her mother had already put on the clothes she liked, she smiled and said, "Xiao Bei, mother will come when she goes." You're going to be nice! ”

Probably feeling that my mother would not come back, I cried and said, "Mom, Mom, don't leave me!" mother! ”

It wasn't Sun Zhun who took my mother to court, and my mother wouldn't have been taken away.

Obviously, he borrowed the money, but in the end, it was my mother who took on all the money.

After a month in the detention center, my mother finally returned.

It was my grandmother who took me to pick me up that day, and the mother and daughter put their arms around me, and we both held our heads and cried.

My father, I'll call him Sun Huai.

Not long after my mother returned, she strongly demanded a divorce.

My mother was also stubborn, and she held on hard for several months, but she still did as Sun Huai wished and received the certificate.

In the morning, Sun Huai ran to the registration office again.

According to his brain circuit, it was hard to catch a rich woman, and it was impossible to let go.

Sun Huai remarried, the other party is a woman several years older than him, it is said that the style is outstanding, the most important thing is that there is money, can be squandered by Sun Huai.

The news of my father's life has never stopped here, and my relationship with him has also stopped here.

We were like kites with broken wires, unable to find each other.

02

My mom was a very strong woman, and she started from scratch against gossip.

It is still the familiar catering industry, but only two small workers, plus grandma, a total of four people in the store, are often too busy to drink water or eat.

Fortunately, my mother carried it over, the business in the store gradually entered a good state, and my mother's love also came.

Walking into my mother's life was a man named Wei Biao.

Wei Biao was fat, but he was enthusiastic and down-to-earth. As soon as I arrived at the store, everyone thought he was the boss, and my mother was the boss lady.

In the face of Wei Biao's arrival, I was somewhat resistant. Although Sun Huai never appeared again, I could not accept another person appearing in the sky, as my father.

Wei Biao never forced me to do anything I didn't like, including I called him fat several times, and he didn't mind.

He and my mother didn't take long to get a license and get a drink, which was a notice to everyone that they were together.

My mother pulled me to call him Daddy, and I threw up my hands and ran away, Wei Biao smiled and said, "Little child, let her go, Xiao Bei wants to do anything, you follow her." ”

Yes, Wei Dad never forced me to do what I didn't want to do, he always smiled and stood on my side and spoiled me.

"Mom, I want a guzheng, everyone else has a koto," I said, pulling on my mother's sleeve, but looking at Wei Dad, he made a look at him.

Wei Dad understood and said in front of my mother, "Little child, if she wants to buy it for her, wife..."

But my mother didn't do what me and Wei Dad did, only that the two of us sang and threw her together.

At the moment, anger said: "No, Xiao Bei, I don't know yet, three minutes of heat." Learn this today, learn that tomorrow, and as a result, none of them have been learned. ”

Yes, my mother was particularly angry, and it seemed that this trick did not work.

I pouted and walked away, tears in my eyes.

03

Wei Dad can always poke into the nest of people's hearts, and the next day, he went to pick me up, quietly pulled out a black bag from the back, and said, "Xiao Bei, guess what Wei Dad bought for you?" ”

I roughly guessed that it was the guzheng, clapped my hands and shouted, "Wei Dad is powerful, Wei Dad is mighty, 㖿!" ”

I, who had always called him Only To Daddy, reconciled with him for the first time, hugged him and called Daddy.

It was not because a guzheng betrayed Sun Huai, it was actually Wei Dad who swept away my haze for many days, he knew my heart better than my mother, although he knew that I wanted to show off, he still satisfied me regardless of it.

Wei Dad constantly spoiled my careful thoughts and went crazy with me.

"Yo, Little Bei, how do you go out dressed like this?" Like the ancients," Grandma Wang next door quipped at my dress, staring me up and down.

Wei Dad stopped in front and said, "Aunt Wang, the child likes Hanfu, today is to participate in the cosplay performance, she is the protagonist." ”

Grandma Wang didn't understand what cosplay was, and kept shaking her head: "Tut, this child has been dressing more and more strangely since he has a new father, alas!" ”

I and Wei Dad have gone far, Grandma Wang is still pulling everyone to point out, I looked up and asked, "Wei Dad, aren't you bothered?" They always like to talk about other people's homes. ”

Wei Dad squatted down, the corners of his mouth outlined with a smile and said: "Xiao Bei, don't care about other people's opinions, we must pursue our own way of life to the fullest." ”

I was only six years old, and I didn't understand What Wei Dad meant, but I remembered what he said about pursuing my own life.

At the performance scene, I had a lot of fun, but unexpectedly met Sun Huai, the man I had called my father.

Sun Huai should have taken the initiative to come to me, and my mother could not resist his request, so she told him that I was here.

He pulled me along and shouted, "Little Bee, come, come to Daddy's place." ”

I watched in amazement, speechless for half a day, trying to break free of his entanglement.

"Xiao Bei, what are you wearing?" Like a meal, here a piece, there is a piece, not as good as a piece of clothing on Dad's body, look, Dad is wearing how beautiful," Sun Huai showed off his glamorous beauty, in front of Wei Biao's face fiercely performed that set of no face.

"Dad, you let go, let go," I can't see Sun Huai's face and no skin, he has been gone for a few years, how can he think of coming to see me now.

I took Wei Dad's hand and signaled him to run quickly, so the two of us ran out of the scene breathlessly, leaving Sun Huai there to mourn.

04

Sun Huai was angry that I let him pigeons go, or in front of Wei Biao, so he offered to let me stay with him for two days.

At first, I was still very happy to come, free from my mother's discipline, I could make a big fuss in the Heavenly Palace, but that night I cried, crying very badly, "Dad, I want to go home, I want to go home." ”

On the other end of the phone was my mother, and the way she didn't hurry up on the phone made me tremble with fear, "Xiao Bei, in two days it will be fine." Your dad won't treat you badly, you're his girlfriend. ”

How could my mother be such a person, I didn't hang up the phone, and I brought Wei Dad to him, and he said, "Xiao Bei, wait for Dad, Dad will come to pick you up right away." ”

Within an hour, Dad Wei appeared in his pajamas with beads of sweat on it, and I ran into his arms and said, "Dad, I'm going home, I'm going home." ”

So I once again left Sun Huai and led Wei Dad back home.

Sun Huai disappeared into my world, and I thought I would never meet him again until he came to the door, "Xiao Bei, Dad took you on a tour, let's go to the northeast to see the snow and play snowman." ”

Although I don't like Sun Huai, he still understands the little nine-nine in his daughter's heart.

I was moved by Sun Huai's words, especially the sentence, "Sun Bei, without your mother around, we have fun, open our hearts to play, ah." ”

My mother managed me strictly, which made me extremely annoyed in adolescence, and with Sun Huai's shield, I could play it justifiably.

Wei Dad and my mother were still not at ease, they insisted on taking me to the airport, watching me follow Sun Huai into the security checkpoint before leaving.

Walking to the boarding gate, a woman with a loud voice shouted at me, "Little Bei, come, hold, and eat on the plane in a moment." ”

This woman is Sun Huai's wife, and she and I met for the first time. She smiled at me and turned to twist her waist and stomp on the cat's steps and swayed to get on the plane.

What, a huge watermelon lay in my arms, and I struggled to hold them in both hands and slowly moved forward.

I muttered, "Dad, what, if there are people who eat melons on the plane, it's still such a big watermelon." ”

As if he hadn't seen it, Sun Huai blew a whistle and said, "Hurry up, Xiao Bei, everyone is on, fast." ”

A few people next to me looked at me in amazement, which made me shy, and if there was a hole in the ground, I really wanted to drill into it and solve the current helplessness.

05

I have traveled all over the three eastern provinces and played all the attractions to see the time, and I must go back.

I thought Sun Huai would buy a plane ticket to return, but I didn't want him to do a disgusting thing.

Early in the morning, I was picked up and said it was a train.

I sped after them in a daze, waiting for the car to realize that I was a hard sleeper and that the two of them were soft sleepers.

I asked Sun Huai, "Dad, can you change it, I don't dare to lie here alone, I'm afraid." ”

Sun Huai's wife did not do it, and said angrily at the moment: "No! I can't live in a space with you, that's the bottom line. ”

Sun Huai dared to offend his god of wealth, so he had to laugh and say, "Xiao Bei, you endure it, isn't it more than 20 hours, there are conductors in the carriage, what are you looking for them?" ”

"Dad, no, I can't," I grinned and cried in spite of everyone's eyes, but Sun Huai left with the goddess of wealth in her arms, not even turning around and not giving me the slightest hesitation.

The car drove to the territory of Hebei, and Sun Huai quietly came over and said: "Xiao Bei, Dad changed you to a soft bed and left." ”

Sun Huai followed me to the soft sleeping car, and the woman skimmed her lips and said, "I won't be in the same room with you if I don't look at your father's face." ”

Sun Huai did not leave, he added money to arrange me into a soft bed, I was extremely happy at the moment, it turned out that my father still loved me, he could not let go of me.

But the truth is, it's not as good as I think.

After a while, the phone rang, it was Sun Huai's phone, and it kept ringing.

He didn't answer at all, I grabbed the phone and fed it, but I heard Wei Dad's big voice, "Sun Huai, your grandson, look after my daughter." I've transferred the money to you, and if you do something bad, watch out for me to fix you! ”

My tears fell, and Sun Huai eagerly grabbed the mobile phone and hung up, "Xiao Bei, you don't understand the adult's business, don't think about it." ”

I was no longer the girl with no heart and no lungs, and since Sun Huai had harmed her mother and entered the detention center, I had sworn that I would never see him again in this life.

But he still came and found me. When confronted with his pleas, I softened my heart again, and my softness was boundless.

People are so strange, when they hate, they hate to death, but when they love, they are powerless to resist.

Along the way I didn't make a sound, staring out the window, and I didn't say anything except eating and going to the toilet.

Sun Huai and the woman realized that something was wrong and tried not to provoke me.

The three of us in the carriage were like strangers, and the only communication was "Okay?" good no good? ”

The train arrived at the station, and after more than 20 hours of driving, I met Wei Dad and my mother.

I rushed to Daddy Wei and said, "Dad, how did you get here?" Sun Huai will send me home, you don't need to bother so much. ”

Sun Huai was behind me, and this sentence was deliberately said to him. I want him to taste what it's like for his daughter to call someone else's dad.

Sun Huai's wife was not happy and said, "Sun Huai, can't you go back?" The car is waiting for it! ”

Sun Huai walked away with the woman step by step.

The first time I saw him cry, even though he was blocking it with his hand, the water between his fingers soaked out and wet the back of his hand.

The three of us headed for the parking lot, and Sun Huai and the woman had long disappeared.

My mom didn't know what was going on on the train, only asked me if I was funny, and forced me to go home to catch my homework.

While driving, Wei Dad said: "Wife, don't worry, let the child rest for one night, tomorrow is not too late." ”

Wei Biao tacitly did not mention that matter, and naturally I would not break it.

Sun Huai had already injured her mother all over her body, and I didn't want to pour salt on her wounds anymore.

I've grown up, and there are some things I can share for my mother, including not allowing Sun Huai to hurt her again.

07

Sun Huai never reappeared, along with his goddess of wealth woman, disappeared without a trace.

My mom asked me what happened that time, and I said vaguely, "Mom, nothing." What can happen? Besides, it is a good thing that Sun Huai disappeared, and maybe he will go to the rich woman again. ”

My mom wanted to talk and stop, I knew she wanted to say, that's your dad, how, you can't forget him.

My mother, after all, is soft-hearted.

But I hope she forgets Sun Huai, the man who was my father.

Wei Dad loved her so much, loved me so much, and had his love, how happy our mother and daughter were.