Firmly believe that Aoyama does not relax

"Firmly believe that the green mountain does not relax, and the root is in the broken rock." Thousands of grinding blows are still strong, and Ren'er's east, west, south, and north winds are strong." This poem is very much in line with my state of mind at this moment.

After work, I sat quietly for several hours in Zhongshan Park, watching the distant scenery while looking back on the past four years of my career in The Sea of Shares. Four years of experience, there have been laughter, there have been confusion, there has been pain, all kinds of feelings, in the present it seems to be nothing more than a passing cloud, insignificant.

Everyone who comes to a big city has a small dream, that is, to hope that one day, they can have their own house in this city and take root in this city. I was no exception, after graduating from university, I came to Shenzhen from Guangzhou to work. When I first came to Shenzhen, I was shocked by everything in the city, and I remember that I had just entered the subway in Shenzhen at that time, and found that the people around me were walking like flying, even if a young sister walked at a pace far beyond me. Yes, the city is very young and very dynamic, but at the same time very hurried. Trying to put down roots in this big city is a challenging thing for ordinary people like me.

From the first day I entered the job, my mind remembered what a Chinese worker sister said at a job fair at South China University of Technology at that time: "The first thing to become a social person is to learn to take care of yourself, and the second thing is to learn to manage money." This passage is still fresh in my memory five years later. In the first six months, after paying off the student loans of the university era and the 30,000 yuan of debts belonging to me at home, I finally began the practice of financial management. After getting my 7th month's salary, I couldn't wait to open the Ping An Securities APP online and bought the first stock in my life, China Merchants Bank, at a price of about 28 yuan.

At that time, it was March 2018, the third day of buying the stock of China Merchants Bank, and the profit was 100 yuan, so I sold this stock and then bought the stock of ICBC. Due to the Sino-US trade war, China's A shares have been down throughout the year, and the same is true for the Industrial and Commercial Bank of China, which I bought, and has been down throughout the year. I just entered the market, the ignorant are fearless, may also be young and alone, the monthly salary, deducted the cost of living, all bought the Industrial and Commercial Bank of China, the cost of ICBC all the way to make up for more than four yuan, until the end of the year, the stock market turned better, my ICBC stock profited thousands of yuan, and then all sold.

At the beginning of 2019, I started buying Ping An Bank and China Merchants Bank with most of my money, when Ping An Bank's stock price was about 8 yuan and CMB's stock was about 30s. This year's stock market soared, the stock market rose throughout the year, from the beginning of the year to the end of the year, the stock market funds successfully doubled. The corners of his mouth rose that year, as if he had embarked on the road to success.

At the end of 2019, the new crown epidemic appeared, and the stock market after the Spring Festival began to fall to a halt, and Ping An Bank and China Merchants Bank, which I had a heavy position, also fell sharply. Maybe still young, I still increased my monthly salary to these two stocks, which experienced the policy of banks needing to make profits, and the bank stocks suffered a large wave of heavy positions, during which the mood was mixed, fortunately this kind of day is not so long. By the middle of the year, stocks were back at high due to the flooding. I chose to reduce most of my position and return to my hometown to buy a house at the end of 2020.

In the middle of 2019, I opened the Sci-Tech Innovation Board and the Hong Kong Stock Connect, and began the investment road of Hong Kong stocks (the beginning of failure). Hong Kong stocks mainly bought three stocks: Xiaomi, Tencent and Meituan. Remember the first time you bought, Xiaomi's stock price was 12 yuan, Meituan's stock price was about 200 yuan, and Tencent's purchase price was in the early 500s. All the way to increase the position, all the way up, the feeling at that time was wonderful, there was a fluttering feeling, especially Xiaomi's stock price was 35 yuan, Tencent's stock price was 770 yuan, and Meituan's stock price was more than 400 yuan. Unfortunately, the good times are not long, in 2021, the state began to strongly supervise Internet companies, Hong Kong stocks began a long decline, stock prices all the way down, almost full of Internet stocks, I began to cut meat pain.

Thanks to me at the beginning, I still retained some sanity, chose to reduce the position, the Internet stock has not lost much so far, but the profit on the book has become a dream. What's even more regrettable is that Ping An Bank and China Merchants Bank, which I abandoned, have performed well in 2021.

After more than a year of painful lessons, stocks are not so fun, I hope that everyone still have to remain cautious, stocks can play, but need to be moderate, can not put all their savings into it, followed by choose their own familiar industries.

For me, stock finance has become an important hobby for me, and if I want to leave, I may not be able to do it, but I will maintain a sense of sanity, firmly adhere to a goal, stick to my own principles, and only do what I am familiar with. Because I myself work in financial banking, I want to follow up only to stick to the bank stock industry, small rated investment.