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"Let me die, I'm so uncomfortable..."
The little girl in the hospital gown covered her stomach and struggled in pain on the hospital bed, a small face crumpled with pain, and needles on her hands and feet.
"Hold on, baby." The doctor choked and said to the little girl.
Suddenly the little girl struggled to sit up, but she fell violently on the bed again, the back of her head slammed the bed, and there was no longer any movement, and the doctor was shocked and rushed to rescue.
"Quick, get on the machine, hurry." The doctor cried out in a broken voice.
"Baby hold on."
"Baby, you insist on it again"
"Baby, good..."
……
"Drops..."
Suddenly a harsh sound interrupted the doctor's call, and bean tears slid down the corner of the doctor's eyes, and one drop or two drops gradually blurred the doctor's vision, but he still did not stop the movement of his hand, no one shouted to stop, and took turns to do rescue measures.
For exactly 80 minutes, the little girl still couldn't be saved, and she lay there silently, motionless, her thin pale face still hanging from the tears of pain and struggle.
Just two days ago, she also wrote a suicide note to arrange her own affairs, and everyone was touched to see her suicide note and could not cry.
So, what is the disease of this little girl? What did the little girl write, and why did everyone react like this?
At 4:00 a.m. on December 2, 1996, in the path next to a small bridge in Shenjiachong, Yongxing Town, Chengdu, Sichuan Province, a few faint but full of vitality cries were heard from time to time.
At this time, She Shiyou was going to rush through here with his mother, and she shiyou still thought it was the call of a kitten, and as she got closer and closer, she could hear it more and more clearly.
She Shiyou felt that something was wrong, so he followed the sound into the path and opened the grass, and what came into his eyes was a small baby, a small and exquisite baby, wrapped in a rag, and a small note in his arms: October 20 at 12:00 p.m.
She Shiyou picked up the child and carefully examined it for a while, watching the child freeze and cry.
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"Son, let it go." The mother on the side saw She Shiyou's thoughts and wanted to persuade him to put down the little baby and leave it alone.
"But it's cold, this little doll is wrapped in such a rag..." She Shiyou opened his clothes and wrapped the little doll in his arms.
"But our family is poor, you haven't married your daughter-in-law yet, you take this little doll back, the days are over, let's leave her alone." The mother said helplessly to She Shiyou and dragged him again.
She Shiyou looked at the little doll in her arms and her eyes were full of reluctance: How to raise it when you hold it back, you can't always let the baby suffer with herself. Thinking of this, She Shiyou was fierce and carefully placed the doll in his arms in the grass just now.
When his mother saw him put down the doll, she dragged him and continued to hurry, but the cry of the little doll reached She Shiyou's ear again, and he really couldn't do it, so he gently patted his mother's hand.
The mother looked up at his determined eyes and knew that he had made up his mind, so she helplessly let go.
She Shiyou turned back and picked up the little doll and wrapped it in his arms, and said to the little doll, "In the future, I can only eat what you eat." ”
In this way, the little doll was carried home by She Shiyou and named she Yan. She Shiyou is still a bachelor, there is no daughter-in-law, and she can't find breast milk for her children to eat, and milk powder can't afford to buy, so she had to feed the little doll to drink rice soup, and finally raised the little doll.
The children of poor families have long been in charge, and this sentence is not wrong at all. Xiao Sheyan is very well-behaved and sensible, knowing that it is not easy for her father to earn money to support herself, she took the initiative to take on the role of doing housework, and when she was only five years old, she learned to wash clothes and cook, like a little adult.
Because the family is very poor, Xiao Sheyan can only eat a meal of meat for a few months, and she did not drink milk when she was a child, her health is very poor, she is often sick without nutrition, but she is not squeamish, still optimistic and cheerful.
When Xiao Sheyan grew up a little longer, She Shiyou sent her to school. She Yan in the school is positive and optimistic, smart and clever, and her excellent grades are very popular with teachers.
When She Yan returned home from school, she would often read texts to She Shiyou, and sometimes taught her father to recognize words, and the father and daughter lived a poor and plain life, very happy and happy.
The sensible Little She Yan never asked why there was only a father and no mother in the family, she was ridiculed by her classmates at school as a child she had picked up, she did not care, nor did she mention it to She Shiyou.
She Shiyou felt that the little doll had grown up and understood things, and should tell the doll about her origins, so he said to her nervously: "Baby, you were picked up by me in the field." ”
Xiao Sheyan was not surprised to hear her father say this, but just hugged She Shiyou and said to him: "I know, but in my heart you are my father, you saved my illness, I am just willing to live with you." ”
She Shiyou was very touched to hear Xiao Sheyan's words, and the father and daughter hugged each other tightly, thinking that life would continue to be ordinary like this, but they did not expect that an accident broke this supposedly happy life.
One day in June 2005, Xiao Sheyan was washing her face with the basin, but she did not expect to open her eyes after washing her face, but she saw that the water in the basin was stained red, and blood was still gushing out of the nasal cavity, Xiao Sheyan hurriedly raised her hand, but it did not work, the nosebleed was still flowing, she raised her other hand again, but the color of the water in the basin was getting deeper and deeper.
"Daddy, Daddy." Seeing that the nosebleed could not be stopped, Xiao Sheyan had to call She Shiyou, seeing that her daughter's nose was bleeding, She Shiyou was very panicked, and hurriedly took Xiao Sheyan to the township health center.
Arrived at the health center, the doctor wanted to inject Xiao Sheyan to stop the bleeding, but the needle had just been inserted, and it had not been pushed, and the needle hole also flowed blood, and the doctor hurriedly looked at Xiao Sheyan's other places, and found that her two arms had red dots, picked up her pants legs, and found that the legs were also red dots.
"Hurry up and see the big hospital." After reading it, the doctor hurriedly said to She Shiyou.
She Shiyou saw the doctor's serious look and did not have time to inquire in detail, and rushed to the big hospital with Xiao Sheyan.
When she arrived at Chengdu Children's Hospital, She Shiyou wanted to quickly see her daughter, but was told to queue up for registration, and She Shiyou had to let Xiao She Yan sit on a chair next to her and wait for her to queue.
Xiao Sheyan's nosebleeds were still flowing, and she was afraid of staining the floor of the hospital, so she found a small bucket and then picked up a small half bucket in a short while.
She Shiyou's heart was full of pain, and she looked at her daughter from time to time with red eyes, and from time to time she looked at the long line.
At this time, a small nurse passed by and saw Xiao Sheyan sitting on a chair with a nosebleed, and the bucket in front of her had been picked up for almost half a bucket.
"Little friend, how come you're here, your family?" The nurse asked with a worried look.
Xiao Sheyan raised her head and pointed hard to She Shiyou who was in line in front of her, and She Shiyou also turned around at this time and looked at Xiao Sheyan with pain.
The nurse looked at She Shiyou, who was still waiting for the registration, and said anxiously: "It's all like this, don't wait for the registration, go directly to the emergency room, follow me!" ”
She Shiyou heard that and hurriedly came out of the line with Xiao Sheyan and followed the nurse.
After a while, the nurse led the two men to the doctor: "Doctor, this little girl's symptoms are very serious, let her see." ”
Looking down at the nurse's line of sight, the doctor suddenly felt bad, quickly pulled She Yan over for a careful examination, and frowned tightly throughout the whole time.
She Shiyou on the side was sweating, rubbing his hands back and forth, looking at Xiao Sheyan nervously. However, Xiao Sheyan's big eyes fluttered without a trace of nervousness and obedience to cooperate with the doctor's examination, and shed so much blood without a word.
"It's acute leukemia." The doctor looked at She Shiyou solemnly and said.
"So how to treat it, doctor." She Shiyou asked anxiously.
"The follow-up cost is 300,000." Probably accustomed to this situation, the doctor directly told She Shiyou the main information.
Hearing the doctor's words, She Shiyou was instantly like a deflated leather ball, and he was weak. The doctor's words kept echoing in his ears, and he was a little overwhelmed, but for the sake of his daughter, he still pretended to be calm, settled his daughter, and went home to collect money.
Where's the money? She Shiyou came to the outside of the hospital and looked at the traffic in front of him, he felt desperate, he could no longer hide his emotions, and covered his face and cried bitterly.
She Shiyou borrowed all his relatives and friends but was still far away from 300,000, and She Shiyou had to sell the only adobe house in the family, but the money was still very small.
Xiao Sheyan on the hospital bed also understood that her illness was not simple, so she said to She Shiyou: "Daddy, I don't want to live anymore." ”
She Shiyou looked at Xiao Sheyan in surprise and said, "What nonsense do you say, you are only eight years old, how can you say such a thing?" ”
"I'm a baby I picked up, I can't afford this disease, let me be discharged, Dad." She Yan's face was haggard, but the words in her mouth were very firm.
She Shiyou looked down in silence with red eyes, and he couldn't say a word. She Yan comforted him on the side: "It's okay Dad, don't be sad, I will bury me in the back mountain after I die, I don't want to be too far away from you." I can live to the autumn, I like the autumn..."
On June 18, 2005, She Yan insisted on giving up treatment, sat on a hospital bed with a pencil and wrote a few crooked big words on the paper: She Yan voluntarily gave up treatment.
In this way, Xiao Sheyan was discharged from the hospital, and on the way, Xiao Sheyan said: "Dad, I want to take a picture, and I will be gone after I am gone, and if you think of me, you will look at my photo." ”
She Shiyou couldn't hide his sadness and choked up and said, "Well, Daddy took you to shoot." ”
After returning home, She Shiyou also called out to Xiao Sheyan's aunt She Xiaohua, and the two took Xiao Sheyan to town and spent 30 yuan to buy a flower skirt, and Xiao Sheyan happily circled around after putting it on, and a smile opened on her sick face.
The three of them took a family portrait, and then took a few pictures of Xiao Sheyan alone, and only Xiao Sheyan smiled innocently in the photo.
Three days later, Xiao Sheyan was re-admitted to the hematology department of Chengdu Children's Hospital, and it turned out that a well-wisher knew xiao Sheyan's story and donated money for her so that she could continue her treatment.
So how do others know about Xiao Sheyan?
A reporter named Fu Yan learned of this touching story by chance, and also wrote an article for her "8-year-old girl obediently arranging the aftermath", which made many people know She Yan.
Some well-meaning people can't bear to let this sensible and well-behaved female doll leave this world like this, and began to donate money for her, with donations as high as 560,000 yuan, far more than 300,000.
In this way, Xiao Sheyan got the opportunity to be treated again, and began to be hospitalized for treatment and undergo long chemotherapy.
On this day, Xiao Sheyan's attending doctor Xu Ming came over to treat Xiao Sheyan: "Today we are going to do a bone marrow puncture, don't be afraid, just endure for a while." ”
Xiao Sheyan replied childishly, "Good! ”
Xu Ming took out a large needle and walked to She Yan, and everyone else had to take a breath of cool air when they saw it, but Xiao Sheyan's eyelids did not blink, the needle pierced through her sternum, and she did not cry or scream.
Chemotherapy also caused a strong gastrointestinal reaction, Xiao Sheyan's bedside often has to put a small basin, she vomited while infusion, each time to vomit a large basin, she was stunned is silent.
Xu Ming looked at the strong little girl, not only the mother's love flooded her heart, she said to Xiao Sheyan: "Good doll, I will be your mother." ”
"Really?" Xiao Sheyan was very surprised, and her face was full of disbelief.
"Really," Xu Ming said firmly as she looked at her.
"Mother Xu." Xiao Sheyan was very happy.
Xu Ming heard Xiao Sheyan's well-behaved voice and his heart melted: "Eh, good daughter." ”
After more than two months of chemotherapy, leukemia was basically stabilized. However, the complications caused by chemotherapy are the most fatal, and in just two months, Xiao Sheyan has broken through 9 "ghost gates".
On August 20, 2005, Fu Yan came to visit Xiao Sheyan with the expectations of the majority of netizens, and everyone was looking forward to Xiao Sheyan's recovery.
When Xiao Sheyan saw Fu Yan coming, she asked the question she had always been curious about: "Auntie, why did they donate money to me?" ”
Fu Yan looked at Xiao Sheyan and said softly; "Because they are all good people, they want to save you."
"Then I will be as kind as they are in the future."
Saying that, Xiao Sheyan took out a math book from under the pillow and handed it to Fu Yan: "Auntie, this is my suicide note." ”
Fu Yan looked at her hand and opened it with trembling, a total of three pages: "Aunt Fu Yan thank you, it is not that you will not have anyone to know me, no one will donate money to me for medical treatment, and thank you to the uncles and aunts who donated money to me." The house is going to collapse, give ten thousand to Daddy, Daddy don't be sad, don't jump off the building, Auntie, you have to watch Daddy for me, and then the rest of the money will be given to those children who are as sick as me..."
Seeing those words pieced together in pencil, Fu Yan couldn't help but cry anymore.
That night, the weather suddenly turned cold, Xu Ming saw Xiao Sheyan still barefoot during the rounds, so he said: "Remember to put on your socks, Mo froze." ”
"Mother Xu, I haven't worn my socks yet."
Hearing Xiao Sheyan's words, Xu Ming couldn't help but have a sour nose and asked, "Then your mother bought it for you, what else do you want besides socks?" ”
"Hmmm... I also want red leather shoes with white socks like Snow White. ”
"Good for a short stay"
Xu Ming, who had been busy until the evening of the 21st, bought Xiao Sheyan a pair of red leather shoes and two pairs of white socks, and gave them to Xiao Sheyan early the next morning.
Xiao Sheyan was very happy to put on, and her little wish came true. Because of the needle on the foot, it had to be taken off.
Due to the heavy bleeding of the digestive tract caused by chemotherapy, Xiao Sheyan has been fasting for a month without eating. Little she couldn't stand it anymore, grabbed the instant noodles that were placed next to her, broke a piece and put it in her mouth.
After eating, Xiao Sheyan had unbearable abdominal pain and pain. Dragged until the afternoon, Xiao Sheyan fell heavily on the hospital bed, causing intracranial hemorrhage, and the doctors rescued for 80 minutes and did not rescue him.
The angelic girl was gone of this world forever, and next to the hospital bed were her shoes and white socks that she had worn only once.
In the hospital room, they looked at all this painlessly, and Xiao Sheyan finally failed to survive. In the end, according to Xiao Sheyan's will, the remaining donations were given to seven children who suffered from the same disease as her, the oldest was 19 years old and the youngest was 2 years old.
She's affair warmed the whole world, she saved the lives of seven other children, and she was like her last words: "I've been here, I'm very good..."