On August 20, 2005, in Chengdu Children's Hospital, She Yan, an 8-year-old girl with acute leukemia, was lying weakly on a hospital bed, looking at the ceiling with her eyes slightly open.
"Auntie, can you tell me why they donated money to me?"
"Because they're all good people."
She was answered by Fu Yan, a reporter from the Chengdu Evening News.
Since she heard that She Yan was ill and lacked money for treatment, she has been committed to calling on caring people in the community to donate money for her, hoping to see a miracle happen.
However, even though so much effort had been made, She Yan's condition had not improved, but her physique had deteriorated.
As for whether her condition is good or bad, she Yan, who is young, is actually very clear.
The two months of chemotherapy made her miserable, and her adoptive father spent almost all his savings, and even owed a lot of foreign debts, and was almost forced to a desperate situation.
Therefore, in the end, the sensible She Yan chose to give up treatment.
She drew a math workbook from under the pillow and slowly handed it to Fu Yan: "Auntie, this is, my suicide note..."
Fu Yan's heart immediately trembled, and he hurriedly opened it and looked at it.
When she saw the last word, she was already in tears, choking up and not knowing what to say.
Fu Yan's heart was pounded with pain, and she couldn't imagine what kind of mood She Yan had used to write these words.
Abandoned by her parents at birth, she was adopted as a righteous daughter by her adoptive father
November 30, 1996, was the luckiest day for She Yan.
For She Shiyou, it will also be a day that will never be forgotten.
According to the lunar calendar, that day should be the 20th day of the 10th month of the lunar calendar.
She Shiyou had just finished his business and was preparing to rush home from the Shen family in Yongxing Town.
It was so cold that people were shivering, she Shiyou just wanted to quickly warm up, thinking of this, he couldn't help but speed up his pace again.
However, just as he was passing a small bridge, a faint cry suddenly came from the grass.
She Shiyou thought that he had heard wrongly, so he continued to take a step forward.
After a while, a few more cries came.
He stopped and listened carefully, yes, it was really the cry of a child!
Driven by curiosity, She Shiyou hurried to the edge of the grass.
Immediately after that, i found a small baby with a red face and was about to freeze to death.
Whose child is this? How can it be thrown here? It's also too cruel!
She Shiyou looked closely and found that there was a small piece of paper on the baby's chest, which read, "12:00 p.m. on October 20th."
He guessed that it seemed very likely that a pair of cold-blooded parents did not want children, so they threw her here, which was really irresponsible!
As a man who grew up in the countryside, She Shiyou's character is honest and kind, and he can't turn a blind eye to this poor child.
But when I think that I have not yet married my daughter-in-law at the age of 30, it will be more difficult if I bring another child back.
She Shiyou hesitated, what can I do now?
He picked up the child for a while, and then he put her down again, going back and forth several times, never making up his mind.
During this period, the child's breathing also became weaker and weaker.
She Shiyou closed his eyes and took a deep breath, thinking to himself, if this child is left unattended, after a few days he will either be taken away by the beast or frozen to death, and he absolutely cannot see death without saving!
"In the future, whatever I eat, you will follow me to eat!"
She Shiyou hurriedly took off her clothes, wrapped up the baby in her arms, and ran in the direction of home.
After arriving home, She Shiyou quickly put the child on the bed, boiled hot water for her again, and boiled rice soup for her.
The 30-year-old man has no experience as a father, and can only learn to do it by looking at it from other places.
Seeing that the child slowly recovered, the big stone in She Shiyou's heart also fell.
He sat on the edge of the bed, looking lovingly at the child who had closed his eyes to sleep, and couldn't help but touch her face.
"This may be the fate between the two of us, and I will be your father from now on."
Later, when she learned that the child she was holding was a female doll, She Shiyou named her She Yan.
As the days passed, Xiao Sheyan finally grew to 5 years old.
If only before that, she could still lean on daddy's shoulder.
At this time, she also began to know that she was different from other children.
They have mom and dad, and they only have dad.
They can hang out and have to stay at home to help dad with the housework, because the two of them are the only ones in the house.
Obviously, he is so small, but he understands things so painfully.
Whenever She Shiyou saw it, he would be very sad, and he couldn't bear to let Yan Yan suffer with him.
But She Yan didn't care about this, she wanted to make her father proud of herself through her own efforts.
Therefore, when studying in the class, She Yan always worked harder than other children, and her grades were among the best.
And 5-year-old She Yan is cheerful and smiley, and whenever she comes home from school, she will tell her father what happened that day.
"Dad, you know what? Our school held a singing competition today and the teacher said I sang very well. ”
"Dad, I'll give you a question and guess if you'll count."
"Dad, I got a little red flower today, where do you think it's better to stick it?"
Whenever she listened to her daughter share these happy things with herself, She Shiyou would smile with relief.
After a tiring day, he came home to see a cute baby waiting for him, and his exhaustion could dissipate in an instant.
If you can live like this forever, it is not impossible to think about it.
She Shiyou has no ambitions, and only hopes to grow up with Xiao Sheyan.
However, fate always seemed to like to joke with him.
At the age of 8, he was diagnosed with a serious illness, and his adoptive father exhausted the family's treatment
When She Yan was 8 years old, her body began to appear abnormal, and every once in a while she would have nosebleeds.
At first, She Shiyou thought that she was just on fire, and did not pay too much attention to it.
Until one day, when She Yan washed her face, a similar situation occurred again.
She Shiyou hurriedly used various methods to help her stop the bleeding, stuffed her nose with paper, patted her forehead with cool water, etc., but none of them were used.
Seeing that his daughter's clothes had been stained with a large amount of blood, She Shiyou was a little panicked, and he hurriedly ran to the township health center with the child in his arms.
As a result, a more serious situation occurred, and She Yan's blood did not stop.
Even after the doctor gave her an injection, the eye of the needle began to bleed.
Not only that, but there were many red dots on She Yan's thighs.
She Shiyou was confused, what was going on? Why is it getting worse?
When the doctor saw that the situation was not right, he immediately shouted at him: "Send the child to the big hospital to see!" ”
With a heart full of worry, She Shiyou hurried to the big hospital in Chengdu.
Unfortunately, this is the peak period of medical consultation, and it is not his turn at all.
There was no way, She Shiyou could only hold She Yan and sit on a chair and wait anxiously.
During this period, She Yan's nosebleeds continued to flow down, even dripping down the floor along her clothes.
At this time, more and more people cast their eyes on this side.
She Shiyou was afraid that it would affect others, so she had to take a small basin to her daughter.
As a result, after only a few minutes, the blood in the small basin had accumulated to half.
She Shiyou was so anxious that he was about to cry, and while coaxing his daughter in his arms, he begged the doctor to rescue them.
Soon, a doctor saw this situation and quickly examined She Yan.
After seeing the diagnosis results, She Shiyou was stunned on the spot, and her daughter actually had "acute leukemia"!
He eagerly asked the doctor how he could cure She Yan.
The doctor told him with embarrassment: "This disease is difficult to treat, and the cost of treatment is also very high!" ”
"How much does it cost?"
"Generally speaking, 300,000 is needed!"
She Shiyou was a little confused, not to mention 300,000, not even 30,000 of him.
He turned his head to look at his daughter, who was in a coma, and his eyes slowly moistened.
Now I can't think too much, the child must be saved!
She Shiyou hurried home, preparing to borrow some money from relatives first, and then borrow money from neighbors door to door to make IOUs.
Borrowing hundreds and thousands of them can also be regarded as raising a lot.
However, these are only a drop in the bucket, not enough.
She Shiyou sat on a stool and held his forehead in worry, where should he go to get money?
He looked up at his adobe house and decided to try to find the buyer.
But maybe the house was too dilapidated, the news was sent, and no one contacted him at all...
Since this time, She Shiyou has been running around to raise money while taking free time to take care of his daughter, and people have lost a lot of weight, and the whole person is visible to the naked eye.
Xiao Sheyan had already discovered her father's abnormality.
She could probably guess what her father was doing all this time, and she couldn't help but feel a pang of bitterness in her heart.
In order to cure his illness, Dad had to run around borrowing money.
She Yan didn't want to see him so tired, and she even felt that if she didn't cure this disease, she would die, wouldn't her father be relieved?
With such a thought, She Yan took her father's hand.
However, before she could say anything, her tears began to pour out.
"Dad, I want to die..."
She Shiyou did not expect her daughter to say such a sentence.
After the surprise, he said with a little reproachful tone: "You are only 8 years old, what is the death, why do you want to die?" ”
"I am a child who was picked up, and everyone says that I have a bad fate and can't afford this disease, so you let me get out of the hospital!" When I'm dead, bury me on the hillside behind our house, I don't want to leave my father. ”
Hearing her daughter choking up and saying these words, She Shiyou slumped down in her chair, not knowing what to say.
He felt that he was so incompetent, how could he not even put together 300,000, how could he live like this, and even his own children could not be saved?
He really didn't know what to do anymore!
After thinking about it, She Shiyou was still unwilling to give up, and he was ready to continue to raise money outside and work several more jobs at the same time.
But what he didn't know was that at this moment, 8-year-old She Yan had already written a sentence in the medical record book instead of himself: "Voluntarily give up the treatment of She Yan!" ”
The media helped raise funds and broke through the ghost door 9 times in a row
Perhaps sensing that she had no cure, Xiao Sheyan asked her aunt to buy a new dress with her, and then asked her father to go to the photo studio to take a photo.
She always thought that when she was gone, if her father thought of her, he could look at the pictures.
She Yan under the lens seems to have never been invaded by disease, and it is always the little girl who smiles brightly.
On the way home holding hands with her father, She Yan saw the familiar school again.
She would love to sit in a bright classroom with other children, but unfortunately, it seems that this will not happen.
After completing these wishes, She Yan returned to her familiar home and waited for the arrival of the God of Death.
Sometimes when she was lying alone in bed and looking at the falling leaves outside the window, she felt very desolate in her heart.
The rest of the time seems to be waiting for death, will he pass away quietly like that leaf?
And Dad, will he be alone...
Just when everything was already moving in a tragic direction, the turning point suddenly came!
A reporter from the Chengdu Evening News named Fu Yan.
She Yan learned about She Yan's story by chance from the hospital, and in order to help raise money, she wrote a report and published it in the newspaper.
Because the content really attracted tears, soon, the entire Rongcheng and even the entire Internet were touched by the deeds of She Yan and She Shiyou.
In order to save this child, they donated with their best heart.
In the end, it took only ten days to raise more than 560,000 yuan.
Along with the donations, there are also many netizens' encouragement and comfort.
"She Yan, my dear child, I hope you can leave the hospital in good health!"
"She Yan, I wish you a safe and secure adult!"
"She Yan, dear child, I fantasize about one day growing up with you and seeing you get married!"
Seeing so many people encouraging herself, She Yan was very happy.
She returned to Chengdu Children's Hospital again and began chemotherapy.
This process is difficult for ordinary people to endure, but the young She Yan endured.
She didn't cry or scream, she didn't shed a tear, and this strength surprised every medical staff.
During the period, a female doctor named Xu Ming learned about She Yan's deeds and watched her undergo painful chemotherapy, and her heart was very moved.
She wanted She Yan to be her daughter, to give this girl a motherly love she had never experienced before.
After She Yan heard this request, she did not refuse.
From birth to now, she never knew what it was like to have her mother company, so she shyly called the other party "Xu Mother".
Before I knew it, two months had passed.
She Yan has undergone 9 consecutive chemotherapy treatments, each time like passing away from the ghost door.
But even so, her condition did not improve, and her physique was much worse than before.
Looking at the worried looks of her father and the doctors and nurses, She Yan understood what was going on.
She didn't want to be tortured like this anymore, so she secretly wrote a suicide note on a night when no one was there.
When Fu Yan came to visit her the next day, She Yan handed her the suicide note.
Just hearing the two words of the suicide note, Fu Yan still couldn't believe his ears, did Xiao Sheyan know what he was doing?
But when she saw the words on the suicide note, the tears could not be stopped.
This child is indeed arranging his own affairs.
"Auntie goodbye, we'll see you in our dreams. Aunt Fu Yan, my father's house is going to collapse. Dad don't get angry, don't jump off the building. Aunt Fu, you have to look after my father. Auntie, the doctor gave us a little money for the school, thank you aunt for saying to the President of the Red Cross. When I die, give the rest of the money to those who are as sick as I am, so that their illness will get better..."
Two days later, She Yan's condition deteriorated sharply, her digestive tract began to bleed, and she had to rely on infusions for almost a whole month and could not eat.
Because she was so hungry, She Yan couldn't stand it anymore.
She secretly broke a piece of instant noodles and put it in her mouth, only to get a sharp increase in her condition.
In the end, poor She Yan stopped breathing in pain and left this world forever.
When the news of She Yan's death came out, netizens began to mourn in various ways to express their reluctance.
On the day of her funeral, many citizens of Chengdu also came to the cremation hall and watched the little angel leave with tears.
Before leaving, She Yan had said that she wanted to donate the money raised from all walks of life to other children with the same disease as herself.
Fortunately, one of the girls, Xu Li, successfully completed the operation after being helped.
To be able to live in this world again and see more beautiful landscapes.
Many years later, a director named Du Bin.
After learning about the plight of children with leukemia, he took She Yan as the prototype and filmed a public welfare movie called "Zhang Wang of Heaven".
Unsurprisingly, the film was widely acclaimed, and She Yan's story once again entered the field of vision of more people.
Countless people were moved to tears by her and were willing to do their best to help more children with leukemia.
Although She Yan left forever, she used her purest and most beautiful heart to leave a beautiful place in the world.
And this beauty will continue to all corners of the world forever, blooming the most beautiful flowers!