Dear Baby,
You're still in Mom's belly, throbbing mischievously, the warm womb wrapped around your tiny body, occasionally a glimmer of light coming in from the outside.
At this time, you may wake up from your sleep because of this dazzling sunshine, and kick your chubby calf again.
For more than seven months, you may not remember the process, how to change from a small bean sprout to a small fat man today.
The only people who attested to this process were the mother and the doctor and aunt who examined the babybirth.
The first thing I want to tell you,
In life, you will encounter many good things, and you will encounter many bad things, good and bad, intertwined with each other, regardless of each other.
When they first got married, Mom and Dad simply enjoyed the world of two.
Sometimes it is noisy for who does housework, and sometimes it is necessary to buy a thing, whether it is cost-effective or not, and it is red-faced. More because of the New Year, which one to go to, the stalemate.
But these are short-lived, not as anxious and headache-inducing as when you were born.
After playing with the heart, watching the friends around them post out the doll photos, envious, the elders and relatives also broke their fingers, calculating who we really have a problem, here there is really a wordless question to ask the heavens dilemma and embarrassment.
After working for four years, finally in an inadvertent, you quietly came to us...
When I first saw the pregnancy test stick parallel bars, I couldn't believe my eyes, thinking it was another scam, and I didn't take it seriously, and I was ready to continue working tomorrow.
Suddenly a pain in the lower abdomen, nervous midnight to see the emergency department.
Up to twenty minutes of examination, ectopic pregnancy is told.
You are still too young to know what this means, but the good news that fell from the sky suddenly turned into a cloud and disappeared into the air, blurred and invisible, as if it had come.
That night, my mother was alone in the room of the six-person room, looking at the belly of other people's pregnant mothers, listening to the fetal heart of other people's babies, and accusing God of unfair fate to me.
Baby, you may not be able to understand the mood of your mother who is close to collapse at that time, and you can only feel the same way when you are also old enough to be a mother.
Quietly waiting for the result, the doctor said calmly that eighty percent is true, and surgery must be considered, otherwise the heavy bleeding will affect not only the life of the child, but also the life of the mother.
Is this bad news that's too bad to be true?
The next day, Dad decided to take Mom to another hospital for a review, and we who don't believe in fate don't want to be denied your existence by a word.
An experienced color ultrasound doctor said to me, rest assured, it is not an ectopic pregnancy, rest assured to raise a fetus.
By now, I may have forgotten her face, but I clearly remember the scene and the sonorous words at that time.
Behind the bad things, it is actually a good thing, followed by another?
During the week of hospitalization,
Lying down every day to read a book, inhaling oxygen, eating a Chinese medicine I, comfortable do not want, instant appetite increased, chicken, duck and fish meat, come not refuse.
Occasionally, because some small examinations are not passed, the heart is very flustered.
But under the 70-day fetal protection career, it was really safe.
You think that's the end of it?
No, of course not!
When she was four months pregnant, her mother could not go to work because of pregnancy reactions, and she struggled every day about how to take sick leave and when to go to work.
In the process of contradiction, there is no time to consider your state at all, and vomiting has taken up most of my schedule.
In August, a little better, quickly proposed to work, the leader forgave me as an elderly mother, let me rest at home, and instantly felt good enough to fly.
And then there are good things and bad things.
For example, dad is too busy at work to spend time with mom or communicate with baby. The lonely and lonely hatred weakly left Lin Daiyu's tears.
For example, in order to move, and take care of the grandmother, the noise in life occurs, and the mother is asked to coordinate.
For example, after being diagnosed with gestational diabetes at 26 weeks, I can't eat sweets, and I see black rice, millet and other coarse grains every day. You also have to poke your finger over and over every day to monitor whether your blood sugar is up to standard.
These parents are short things, I really can't say, because every pregnant woman may encounter problems such as these.
But even so, I still want to tell you what levels you will go through in life, and there will be seemingly inconspicuous things that are irritating at the moment.
It's a process, and it's a special wealth that gives me to grow and experience.
Now, you are still foolishly hiding in your mother's warm little bed, the wind and waves outside, and there is a mother and father blocking for you.
No matter how much pressure, we carry it for you.
Future you, remember,
Good things and bad things will follow, accept it indifferently, and slowly wait for time to pass the years.