When Nietzsche wept

"When Nietzsche Wept", this book has been read for a week, and I am troubled by the emotions in the book, my thoughts are mixed, and my spirit is desperate. For a week, I was overwhelmed by despair, accompanied by Brel in the book and Nietzsche, Brel's patient, to see others and redeem myself!

First, despair

Beauty Salami approached Dr. Breyer and asked brel to help teach Nietzsche with her new psychoanalytic technique. According to Salamei, there are indications that Nietzsche is suicidal.

In his contact with Nietzsche, Nietzsche showed his mind and its strength. And the rights and controls that arise in the social process and their sensitivity. Refusing to cede any of his rights to any one person under any circumstances, he therefore refuses to accept the kindness and help given by anyone in the course of social interaction, because he believes that if so, others will use this help to further control him.

He refuses to accept any help from his counselor, believing that this is how he can truly maintain his independent self. Refusing to admit that he had any mental dilemmas, believing that the migraines that caused him to suffer were just too tiring at work.

In order to let Nietzsche open his heart in similar situations and emotions, Breyer pretended to let the great Nietzsche be his mentor and cure Breyer's despair, in exchange for Brel curing Nietzsche's migraines.

Poor Brehr initially wanted this as a means of opening Nietzsche's mind. But as the conversation deepened, he found that his despair was always there, his insomnia all night long, and as the most successful doctor in Europe at the age of forty, he felt more and more like the nightmare he had every night when he fell from a forty-story building to the floor; his ambiguity with female patients and assistants, slowly, he refused to talk to his wife, and even resented the most beautiful lady in the empire, whose presence made it impossible for him to get close to other ladies smoothly.

Nietzsche's desperation was also willing to show slowly, in order to maintain the originality and independence of his own philosophical thought----- try to avoid interference from other thinkers. He lived in isolation, even leaving the university where he taught, without a wife and children,.... But after all, he was still a person, a social person, and the long-term isolation was slowly eroding his mental health, and later the deterioration of his relationship with Salamei aggravated this situation, and despair became an uncontrollable existence.

Second, any symptom is an expression of meaning, explain the meaning clearly, and the symptoms disappear naturally

In daily life, some people often say that hateful people must have something to hate. For analytically speaking, we will also find that a certain suffering caused by the poor man may be the result of the poor man's choice, because when this pain arises, something that may be his benefit also appears.

Nietzsche had migraines that made the professor miserable every time he had a seizure. But such a migraine can give Nietzsche a just reason to resign from the school. Professor Nietzsche himself was not satisfied with his teaching and research at the university, and his colleagues and students did not understand and accept his ideas, so he often said that his ideas would be accepted by people a hundred years later. Leaving school was a relief for his research.

Nietzsche's eyes are getting worse and worse, and there is a tendency to go blind. But if his eyes are not good, he is not reading other people's books, which is of great benefit to the originality of his ideas.