About the dreams of these years

I inadvertently opened my old mailbox, when I had just graduated, and a neighbor's big brother helped me introduce me to work. Seeing the emails I was communicating at that time was very spirited and polite. Now sigh, it turned out that I had just come out of the ivory tower, it was so polite and decent. I guess I can't reply to emails like this now.

Now I don't dare to trouble others, and I have to get by. Cowering, not daring to move forward. Or more dare not face the losers themselves. Because under the same ring of years, not grasping anything, still the bottom, is still so difficult, but time has passed. A lot of people, a lot of things don't go back to the past.

I especially want to tell myself that I cherish the present and cherish the people around me. Don't pursue too many things, don't run too far, don't spend time on work, entrepreneurship, not making money, and not having time to spend with your family.

When yes, when I stopped, and I was afraid of running out of money, Credit Card was a good friend of mine and could give me a sense of security. I'm afraid of places where I need money, I'm afraid I don't have money. Can't borrow, others can have money, I don't have money, it's my incompetence. I just hope that my family will be safe and happy. This is my greatest wish.

Two days ago, I recalled what happened two or three years ago, and those details were very close and close, and I was also very scared, and I didn't dare to sleep, and I couldn't sleep. Everything has to be carried, and it is still so painful to think of so many things that have happened. Secretly ran to the mother's room, slept with the mother, but also could not sleep, until three o'clock, and then returned to their own bed, in order to fall asleep. It may also be because of drinking tea that makes me unable to sleep. Usually try not to recall these things, avoid these things. When I think about it, those feelings of fear still attack layer by layer.

Life needs to be strong, it takes hard work, and it needs money even more. It also requires that all family members be safe and healthy. The purpose of a lifetime of struggle is nothing more than a neat and happy family. That's my dream.

Tonight I calculated the account, the annual net profit is only 60,000 6, and the sister said that she earned a lonely. It is hoped that in 2022, the total profit can reach 200,000 and the net profit will be 160,000. Earn an extra 100,000 yuan to pay off the debt. In addition to rent social security, there can be 10,000 yuan left a month.