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Good times
Man Zhen looked for Shu Hui and found that Shu Hui was not there, and decisively chose to chat with Shu Hui's family, but did not expect to meet Shen Shijun.
Shen Shijun glanced at her, as if he had hooked his soul and kept looking at her affectionately.
Man Zhen was intent on avoiding, and even chose to find an excuse to leave.
When Shen Shijun saw that she was ready to leave, he also left.
On the way, Shen Shijun took the lead in breaking the silence, thinking that he did not expect her to be in Shanghai.
She responded simply, arguing that she hadn't thought of him in Shanghai either.
Subsequently, he took the initiative to come forward and wanted to ask her to dinner.
Man Zhen had intended to refuse, but watching him talk so seriously, he chose to suggest that when the time came for the three of them to eat together.
Shen Shijun whispered bitterly, thinking that he did not need to eat, and it was okay to sit down.
Man Zhen was soft-hearted for a moment and thought it would work.
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Just like that, the two of them found a place to sit down and eat.
Shen Shijun deceived his family for the first time, believing that he was entertaining guests outside, and even more for the first time, he concealed his wife's accusations against himself and unswervingly chose to eat outside.
Gu Manzhen deceived his family for the first time, thinking that he was eating with his colleagues.
The moment he sat down, Gu Manzhen finally tore off his mask, looked at him movingly, and asked him, Are you happy?
Shi Jun hesitated, finding that he could not talk about happiness in recent years, but only because of the stagnant time.
Gu Manzhen cried and said, I only want you to be happy, as long as you are happy.
When it is too late, the tears cannot stop flowing.
Shi Jun looked at the wound on her hand, doubted the cause and effect of this, and asked Gu Manzhen what he had experienced in the past few years. How can it look so vicissitudes?
Gu Manzhen found that he had nothing to hide from now, so he chose to tell it from beginning to end.
When Shen Shijun heard this, he instantly exploded, thinking that he wanted to find that person to settle the account.
Gu Manzhen smiled indifferently, thinking that it didn't matter, anyway, he had nothing to do with that person now.
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Looking back, Shen Shijun pulled her tightly, thinking that the two people could start again.
Gu Manzhen said soberly and wisely, we can't go back to the past.
Shen Shijun never believed it, thinking that he could change the future of the two people.
Until he heard that Zhang Yujin was single, he maintained his doubts, worried that the two people would continue the frontier.
Chattering and asking, are the two people in contact? Will he get married again? With whom will he marry again?
These doubts have already abandoned his feelings with Gu Manzhen.
Because he didn't believe gu Manzhen, he didn't believe in the feelings of the two people.
At this moment, I found that the love of two people could not stand up to the outside world, but also could not withstand their respective trust.
Winter · Good times
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I used to think that two people had lifted the misunderstanding here, and they would really try their best to continue the relationship.
Now it seems that it is really impossible.
This impossibility lies in the fact that Gu Manzhen knows and understands that Shijun will not turn his back on her family for her, let alone go against her parents' opinions.
But Shen Shijun's impossibility, although he did not say it, but in his heart has been inscribed, he did not have the courage to give up his family, and he did not have the courage to marry Gu Manzhen against his family's opinion.
After all, two people have quarreled over their respective families, and there is a crisis of trust in their own, and even broke up.
The vortex of feelings has long been engraved on the two people.
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If, at that time, he had the courage to introduce her to his family, or even the courage to turn his back on the family and declare the love of the two people.
Well, two people will not go to the point of breaking up at all.
If, at that time, she had the courage to let go of the burden of the family and the courage to accept the help of the other party.
Then, the two people have long been married, and they will not be reduced to the current space.
The point is that the situation is more complicated now than it was then.
That is, Gu Manzhen was raped and had a son, which was impure in the eyes of his mother.
Shen Shijun is married and has three children, and in the eyes of his mother, he wants to live like this for a lifetime.
If he gives up, Shen Shijun is bound to break with his mother, and her mother will definitely be heartbroken.
Then, Shen Shijun absolutely could not give up.
After all, my mother is now living alone, which is really pitiful.
The point is that he once couldn't break up with his parents, and now he can't do it.
And she now knew that it was not painful to be with Cui Zhi, but she still did not dare to let go and leave.
Instead, they choose to deliberately avoid, look for a job farther away, and avoid getting along between two people.
But in any case, it backfired, and the child entangled him, making it impossible for him to leave the family.
In addition to knowing that Shen Shijun would not give up her family for her, Gu Manzhen also did not dare to ask for more feelings, and now she found that only by grasping the son in front of her was the most real and reliable.
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