He Zizhen is a legendary woman, but also a very emotional woman, her personality is warm and bold, tenacious and strong, which makes her an ideal partner during Chairman Mao's arduous revolutionary period, and a good wife who can share weal and woe with her other half without complaint.
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Regrettably, the happiness of the second half of her life was also ruined by her strong personality, and after accompanying Chairman Mao through ten years of storms, she finally ignored the fact that her daughter Li Minshang was still young and chairman Mao's affectionate retention, and left the Soviet Union in a negative mood, after which she was mentally depressed and her spirit collapsed for a time.
Especially as she gradually entered her old age, she regretted that she had left Chairman Mao, but Jiang Qing had already taken her place.
In any case, He Zizhen was deeply in love with Chairman Mao, and after leaving Chairman Mao, he did not marry again, and the second half of his life was depressed and painful. To this end, her grandson Kong Jining was only four or five years old when he saw that her grandmother was sullen and unhappy, and often tried to coax her to be happy.
Kong Jining, the son of Li Min and Kong Linghua, was born in Zhongnanhai and lived with his grandfather Mao Zedong six months ago. Chairman Mao loved this grandson very much, and after work, he would always hold him around and make him happy, and one day he was working, and suddenly remembered the toy pressed at the bottom of the box, his daughter Li Min's childhood, so he got up and found the toy, wiped it clean, and then took it to his grandson to play.
Chairman Mao has been for the country and the people all his life, his heart is very selfless, he worries about state affairs every day, but at the moment he is willing to put down his work to find toys for his grandson, which shows how much he loves his grandson. Coupled with the withering of his children in his later years, as well as years of regret for his children, and his lonely state of mind, this grandson gave him a great comfort.
However, due to Jiang Qing's exclusion of Kong Linghua and Li Min, Kong Jining was forced to move away from Zhongnanhai with his parents after 6 months, and for a long time, accompanied by his grandmother He Zizhen.
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When he was young, Kong Jining did not know why his grandmother was unhappy, but he was very sensible and often adjusted his depressed mood for his grandmother. A little older, one time He Zizhen took a bath, he saw that there were many "pits" in his grandmother's back, and he asked his grandmother curiously what it was?
He Zizhen told him lightly that it was the bomb dropped by the enemy plane that blew it up... This made Kong Jining, in addition to being surprised, he couldn't help but feel a sense of reverence for his grandmother.
This time injured, He Zizhen was to cover her teammates, when her injury was very serious, so that Chairman Mao, who "had tears but did not flick" when he was young, could not help but shed tears and blame himself. Later, when He Zizhen left the Soviet Union in a negative mood, Chairman Mao still took this matter to keep her, but she was still determined to leave.
He Zizhen, who has a fierce personality, is also a hero of the towel, when he was young, he single-handedly went up to Jinggang Mountain, his marksmanship was very powerful, and he dared to fight face to face with the enemy, his temperament was very cool, coupled with his young beauty, Chairman Mao was deeply attracted to her.
She accompanied Chairman Mao for a total of 10 years and bore him 3 daughters and 3 sons, but unfortunately they were busy with the revolution for the motherland and the people, and they could only be fostered in the farmhouse again and again when the children were still in their infancy, and finally lost to the people.
Perhaps the separation from life and death with his daughters again and again is a major factor in the contradictions between He Zizhen and Chairman Mao, and with the continuous improvement of Chairman Mao's status in the party, He Zizhen, a strong heroine, gradually felt that she was not enough to match Chairman Mao, and some of the woman's thoughts came out, and in the case of insufficient security, she often had disputes with Chairman Mao.
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But in fact, she and Chairman Mao have been worried about each other all their lives and have never really let go of each other, but unfortunately, after He Zizhen left the Soviet Union, her relationship with Chairman Mao was exhausted, and she left a sigh in vain.
In her later years, He Zizhen once lamented to her grandson Kong Jining that in the 10 years of living in the Soviet Union, she felt more bitter than the Long March.
After she went to the Soviet Union that year, in order to keep her identity secret, she changed her name to Wen Yun and lived while studying in the Soviet Union, which would still maintain a positive attitude towards life. According to a past story that Chairman Mao and Zeng Zhi talked about, he sent guards to Xi'an to pick her up before He Zizhen went to the Soviet Union, but she quickly went to the Soviet Union resolutely.
He Zizhen's determination became a later injury, especially when she went to the Soviet Union, she was pregnant, gave birth to a son alone, because of the poor living conditions, this child died before she could even take her name, which caused her a huge blow. At that time, she washed her face with tears every day, often ran to the child's grave to call him, and cried bitterly.
Later, she learned that Chairman Mao was already with Jiang Qing, and her spirit was once even more mentally disturbed, and her body was full of pain, so it was indeed more painful than the Long March.
After many years of separation from her, Chairman Mao once arranged to avoid Jiang Qing to meet with her and asked her a question: Why did you insist on leaving me?
He Zizhen cried and regretted it, saying that he was too ignorant and willful at that time... But time cannot be turned back, and they can only draw a pale and powerless end in the mix of feelings.