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Because I didn't have a TV at home since I was a child, I didn't have the opportunity to watch some movies and TV series when I was young, and many times I heard others discuss some classic TV and movies, and I had a very confused feeling.
I accidentally saw the movie "Alien Space" yesterday, and although I have always liked Zhang Guorong's overlord Bieji, I didn't watch his other movies too much.
After watching this movie, I made a certain understanding of Zhang Guorong's life from childhood to adulthood and after becoming famous, which made me think about some of my own problems, so I had this article.
The movie "Alien Space" saw many people's comments on the Internet saying that it was Zhang Guorong's posthumous work, and they were also speculating whether Zhang Guorong's death was because of the psychological shadow left by this movie.
Luo Zhiliang, the director of this film, has also denied such speculation, according to him, there was no depression in the process of shooting the film in Zhang Guorong, but every shot was very satisfied.
Years later, screenwriter Er Dongsheng will never watch "Different Degree Space".
In his impression, Zhang Guorong is afraid of heights, when shooting different degrees of space, there is a shot to jump from a dozen high-rise buildings, he tied himself with a rope, the director assisted him in his arms to stand on the side, he did not dare to look at the bottom.
But in the end, he chose to end his life by jumping off the building, and even Er Dongsheng was wondering: he was always wondering if he would do that behavior, that message, which was only established by making my movie.
The heroine of this film, Zhang Xin, is a girl who hopes to become a writer
In the house she rented, the house where the wife and daughter of the former landlord lived, Zhang Xin once received a warm invitation from the landlord to come to his room for dinner.
On the way to eat, Zhang Xin saw a large and a small pair of slippers at the door of the room, and the landlord explained that his wife and son died of a mudslide while playing in the park a few years ago.
But the landlord always believed that the mother and son would come back to him, so he kept the slippers. Looking at the landlord's strange smile, Zhang Xin did not dare to stay any longer, and she left the landlord's house.
Since then, he has always been able to see the landlord's wife and daughter, and once saw a foot covered in dirt, turning his head to look out the window at two heads, when I saw it here and thought I was watching a horror movie.
Under such various tortures, according to Zhang Xin, several boyfriends who talked about her eventually chose to leave her because they could not stand such a state.
After suffering from the torment of life and helpless, Zhang Xin had to ask the psychologist for help, and at this time he met Luo Zhan.
Luo Zhan knew very well that the "ghost" that Zhang Xin saw was just a kind of self-illusion caused by his long-term isolation, so Luo Zhan wanted to do everything he could to help her realize this, so that she could bravely walk out from which hallucinations she had.
By reading Zhang Xin's diary in the past, Luo Zhan learned some of the things that happened to her in her past life.
He also followed the sound emitted in the water pipe, looking for the source and finally learned that the upstairs residents were making trouble, and at the same time installed cameras in the house where Zhang Xin lived, and after a series of operations, he understood what was going on.
Some of the bad phenomena that Zhang Xin saw were actually related to her psychological trauma, because her parents had divorced from a very young age.
Therefore, when she encounters anything, she must strive her own, and in the process of fighting, she slowly forms her own desire to possess.
She thinks she's a failure in her own emotional handling, so every boyfriend he interacts with feels particularly tired and has a certain fear of her.
Whether it is the landlord's various bad behaviors or the male tenants upstairs making trouble, they will have certain psychological hints to her, so that Zhang Xin sees the so-called "ghost", which is actually the projection of the external world by the heart.
Luo Zhan let Zhang Xin meet with her parents, and then let Zhang Xin point out to her parents some psychological harm they had caused to herself, and in this way, her illness was cured.
In this process, the two people also slowly developed feelings, but when the two people came to live together, Zhang Xin found that Luo Zhan had a lot of strange behavior.
Every time Luo Zhan slept until midnight, he would consciously wake up, and then like a changed person, he kept saying some words in his mouth, while at the same time sorting out some books.
As a girlfriend, Zhang Xin saw the boyfriend's behavior, he recorded the whole process through the camera, and when Luo Zhan woke up and showed him the video, he saw the past photos he sorted out, and many memories that he could not remember remembered were remembered again!
It turned out that Luo Zhan had fallen in love with a girl when he was in school, when the two people were innocent and simple, and they were in love, but the good times were not long, and the girl could not stand that Luo Zhan and other girls were too close during the school period.
Therefore, the two people had a disagreement, the girl because of a moment of impatience, raised the scissors in her hand to cut her wrist, and at the same time jumped off the tall building in front of Luo Zhan, this picture must have caused a certain psychological shadow to Luo Zhan's young psychology.
As Luo Zhan consciously sealed this memory, and Dr. Luo consciously sealed this memory, it was precisely because of the curses of the girl's parents and Zhang Xin that he had hidden memories. Zhang Xin thoughtfully hugged Dr. Luo, but without thinking, Zhang Xin saw the vicious female ghost emerging from behind Zhang Xin.
After watching the whole movie, I think this seems to be a horror movie, it is actually a movie about the heart knot, the reason why there is a horror atmosphere, I guess the movie is to express the inner horror.
Because whether it was Zhang Xin or Luo Zhan, they were all knotted because of some of their past experiences, so they were tortured and frightened by the "ghost".
First of all, let's talk about Zhang Xin, she is not born with a lonely and extreme personality, but because of a series of acquired original family reasons, her three views and life experience are a result of the convergence.
By the time she was twelve, her parents had divorced and then married each other, feeling very good about herself, and as a result, she repeatedly ran into a wall in front of reality, so she said that she had seen a "ghost" all day long.
These words were spoken from the mouth of his cousin-in-law, and it sounded as if there was some element of ridicule, and her cousin thought that she was such a person for the things and actions that she was going to commit suicide.
However, if we think about this problem from another angle, it will be different, and Zhang Xin's lonely personality is not a kind of voice for help from the people around him.
And then what is reality? The people around her are used to it, feel that this is her normal, think about how much real care we usually ignore the people around us?
In the face of her parents' lack of responsibility, the family's various indifference and ridicule, the boyfriend can't stand her fears and chooses to leave her. Zhang Xin always felt particularly lonely in this world, but he was in a very helpless state.
Let's look at Luo Zhan, he is a particularly enterprising psychologist, feels like a workaholic, so he has also made a lot of achievements in his work, and countless mental illness patients have been cured under his hands.
However, such a person who solves various psychological problems for others every day also has some knots that he does not know.
His girlfriend in middle school committed suicide by cutting his wrists for him, and out of selfishness, he chose to forget the unbearable memories and pictures.
But the way in which you deceive yourself in this way seems to have completed the steps of self-justification.
When this demon appears again one day, Luo Zhan will not be able to get rid of his girlfriend's "ghost" no matter what, and he can see it wherever he goes.
Is it really his girlfriend who asked him for his life? I don't think so.
In fact, it is because Luo Zhan always feels guilty about the death of his girlfriend and is difficult to let go.
In the face of all kinds of guilt and difficulty in letting go, I don't know how to compensate, and I don't know what to do to get forgiveness.
Therefore, to a certain extent, Zhang Xin and Luo Zhan are essentially the same person, they are both lonely and helpless people.
In fact, back in our lives, it is not so, most people are basically lonely, but some people can realize it, some people can not realize it.
Isn't it a kind of loneliness to see that many young parents now do not consider the feelings of their children, choose divorce, and then continue to remarry, which finally leads to the shadow left in the psychology of their children?
With each of us starting a family, the number of times that we used to be small, classmates, and friends contacted less and less, is this not a kind of loneliness?
When we encounter some difficulties and ask those around us for help, most of what we get is perfunctory, all kinds of prevarication, indifference that ignores them, and even all kinds of ridicule and contempt. Isn't that a kind of loneliness?
Many times, we commit irreparable behaviors and mistakes for various reasons, and these bad behaviors and mistakes are like "ghosts" that have always been inseparable from us.
Do you think that you want to be forgiven by others, but in fact, you still want to forgive yourself for the mistakes you have made.
Therefore, loneliness may be the knot of the heart, and this knot is the demon of those who do evil, and it is also the gap in our hearts that has always been difficult to cross
When Zhang Xin met her parents, she painfully accused her of psychological harm in front of her parents, and at this time her heart knot was unraveled.
When Luo Zhan got forgiveness from his girlfriend "ghost", Luo Zhan's heart knot was unraveled, and the two of them were very lucky, they were redeemed from each other, and they forgave others while forgiving themselves.
Maybe each of us will not be as lucky as the two of them, and perhaps the best way for us ordinary people to untie our own knots is not to embarrass ourselves, nor to embarrass others.
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