Twenty-two years later, did I understand why Leslie Cheung committed suicide? It turned out that he had long been abandoned by the times

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It's April Fool's Day again!

On April 1, 2003, Leslie Cheung jumped from a high-rise building.

ended his life without any nostalgia.

only left a sentence in despair:

"I haven't done anything bad in my life, why is this happening?"

A generation of superstars has fallen.

It has become an eternal regret in the hearts of countless people.

After decades, someone finally said the reason why Leslie Cheung committed suicide......

01

April 1, 2003, April Fool's Day,

Leslie Cheung played a huge joke on the whole world.

At the age of 46, he jumped from the 24th floor of the Mandarin Hotel in Hong Kong.

ended his brilliant life.

On the second day, the news of "Leslie Cheung jumped to his death" made headlines in major newspapers.

For a time, it aroused doubts from people from all walks of life.

Is it suicide? Or was it victimized?

With the gradual development of public opinion, Leslie Cheung's eldest sister stood up and told the truth.

It is indeed suicide.

It turned out that Leslie Cheung had been suffering from depression all along.

In the end, he chose to end his 46-year life.

At Leslie Cheung's funeral, tens of thousands of fans spontaneously came to mourn.

It is reported that on the day of Leslie Cheung's funeral, all the white bouquets in all flower shops in Hong Kong were sold out.

Fans couldn't hold back their tears.

Since then, April 1 every year has become a day for fans to commemorate Leslie Cheung.

This year is no exception.

Fans in the mainland held an event of "Continuing to pamper Leslie Cheung for 22 years".

A flower wall was also specially made to be placed at the Mandarin Hotel.

The entrance of the Mandarin Hotel has long been a sea of flowers.

There are flowers and some souvenirs that Leslie Cheung liked before his death.

It can be seen that everyone loves and misses Leslie Cheung.

The people who came to mourn at the scene were not only young people, but also gray-haired old people.

The whole scene was orderly, and there was no crowding and noise.

There were also songs sung by Leslie Cheung before his death, and there was a faint sadness in the air.

In addition to the Mandarin Hotel, there are also people on the Avenue of Stars in Tsim Sha Tsui who laid flowers to commemorate Leslie Cheung.

After 22 years, so many people still come to commemorate, which shows Leslie Cheung's influence.

There is no doubt that Leslie Cheung's death has become an eternal regret in the hearts of many people.

And his friend Ma Weidu talked about Leslie Cheung in a talk show and revealed the secret of suicide.

"He committed suicide because he was abandoned."

Leslie Cheung and Ma Wei both met in the crew of "Farewell My Concubine".

According to Ma Weidu's recollection, Leslie Cheung, who was filming "Farewell My Concubine" at that time, was so high-spirited.

portrays the character of "Cheng Dieyi" very realistically, and the feelings are handled very delicately.

This work also made Leslie Cheung one of his famous works.

Afterwards, when Ma Weidu saw Leslie Cheung again, he found that he was very different from his previous state.

behaved very abnormally throughout the filming process, and even the fingers holding the cigarette were trembling slightly.

After many years, the two met again, and Leslie Cheung told Ma Weidu that he was leaving Hong Kong and had plans to go abroad.

Because there is so much right and wrong here, he is leaving here and going to a place where no one knows him.

What kind of right and wrong will make Leslie Cheung have the idea of leaving here?

And when Ma Weidu said "abandoned", who was abandoned?

02

In the 80s and 90s of the last century, the "Tan Zhang Controversy" officially kicked off.

Leslie Cheung has won the hearts of many young people with his unique music style and outstanding appearance.

And Alan Tam stabilized a large number of fans with love songs.

In those years, the two almost monopolized most of the music awards in the music industry.

Fans of both are in a state of saber rattling, insulting and slandering each other.

On the contrary, Alan Tam and Leslie Cheung have a good relationship.

Say nice things about the other person many times in public.

But the fans of the two families once reached the point of incompatibility.

This battle reached its peak at the Golden Melody Awards ceremony in 1988.

At that time, Leslie Cheung won the Golden Melody Award that year with "Silence is Golden".

But when the award presenter Chow Yun-fat announced Leslie Cheung's name, there were bursts of boos from the audience.

And most of these boos came from Alan Tam's fans.

At this time, Chow Yun-fat's words made this contradiction even more serious.

He teased Alan Tam in public in the audience: "How can he keep winning awards, is it fake?"

's words made Alan Tam in a dilemma.

And Leslie Cheung still held on with an embarrassed smile and went on stage to receive the award.

And Alan Tam didn't want this farce to continue.

Afterwards, it was announced that he would never participate in the selection of any awards.

These words directly made Alan Tam fans point the finger at Leslie Cheung.

even maliciously sent cursed things to Leslie Cheung's door.

After a long period of harassment, Leslie Cheung announced the closure of the wheat in 1989.

This is why this "war" has barely been extinguished.

03

After that, Leslie Cheung gradually withdrew from the Hong Kong music scene and turned to the film and television industry.

Good people shine wherever they are.

"Applause", "Burning Youth", "The True Colors of Heroes", "A Chinese Ghost Story" ......

also won the Best Actor Award at the Academy Awards for "Forrest Gump".

In this year, Leslie Cheung lost the most important person in his life, "Sixth Sister".

The sixth sister is Leslie Cheung's nanny, who has taken care of him since he was a child, not biological but seemingly biological.

The relationship between the two is very deep, and Leslie Cheung has long regarded the sixth sister as his biological mother.

But in 1990, the sixth sister died of illness, which hit Leslie Cheung very hard.

Thanks to Tang Hede by his side, Leslie Cheung walked out of those days.

In 1997, Leslie Cheung held a solo concert again.

At this concert, Leslie Cheung used a song "The Moon Represents My Heart" to confess Tang Hede affectionately.

Unexpectedly, his move directly pushed him to the forefront again.

The outside world's fingers and fingers made him suffer a lot.

And the last straw that broke him was the award ceremony of the Academy Awards.

At that time, Leslie Cheung was nominated for the Academy Awards again with "Springtime".

The subject matter of this film is the story of "homosexual love".

When it first started broadcasting, it was controversial.

As a result, at the awards ceremony, the host openly and secretly satirized homosexuality and pretended to vomit.

The camera immediately turned to Leslie Cheung, but he always looked unfazed.

But since then, Leslie Cheung has not participated in the Golden Horse Awards.

Perhaps it was the continuous blows that Leslie Cheung had the idea of being abandoned by the times.

The leap in 2003 ended his suffering.

And his ashes have been stored in Tang Hede's home, so that he can always remember them.

epilogue

It's April Fool's Day again, the wind continues to blow, and we will always remember it......

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