Xiang Zhen
I am a visitor from my hometown
The real life suffering writes about the courage and strength of reality, and the book uses prose narration to write about the black and white sides of human nature.
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The author's self-contradiction struggles in the fence of the shackles of fate, that kind of tenacity and helplessness, the cold and warm of human feelings jump on the paper, and are also deeply engraved in the hearts of people...
06
My eldest sister
◎ Xiang Zhen
When her sister was sixteen years old, under the care of acquaintances, she came to the county town and became a nanny. It is said that the salary is three hundred yuan per month.
When my cousin returned from Zhejiang, she saw this situation and persuaded her sister to take her sister to Zhejiang and enter the factory.
A month after my sister left, the third uncle of the family brought back a month's salary from his sister to his mother. The third uncle brought the information to him at that time, but withheld the money, because the third uncle had dragged his father to prepare wood, paid a deposit of three hundred yuan to his father, and then the wood was prepared, but the third uncle never came to pull the wood.
The sister's salary as a nanny became the collateral for the third uncle's own mistakes. And then bring back the words, a sentence of "people have been with others"
"Ran away"? Everyone in the family is in doubt.
"Running" is a great betrayal of the mother's thoughts, and she always feels that her sister will never come back, so she suddenly put her resentment on her cousin.
The mother was a typical rural woman, and because of this incident, a person in his hometown said to himself and scolded his cousin, and the scolding did not stop for a day.
Perhaps, without any contact information, the mother who cannot recognize the word has no choice but to scold.
Time gradually faded, and three years later, the cousin was killed due to love and died.
My sister and my cousin's daughter continue to work in Zhejiang, and I think that two little girls, far away from home, depend on each other for their lives, must have a lot of suffering.
On the night of the final exam of my first semester in the first grade, my sister returned home from Zhejiang. In the spring of the following year, my sister set off for Zhejiang again, and she went back and forth for many years.
When I was in junior high school, my eldest sister was married, but she was still working in Zhejiang. At that time, my life was particularly embarrassing, and she sent me a little living expenses, so that my junior high school career was not so messy.
When I was in high school, my eldest sister would quietly give me some money, in fact, that money was earned by her in a drop of sweat and tears in the Zhejiang factory, but she did not dare to give her brother-in-law to know that she gave me living expenses. At that time, I didn't understand why the money that my eldest sister earned by herself could not be mailed to me in a fair and honest manner, and after many years, I gradually understood that her approach was a kind of protection.
At that time, our origins and the environment in which we lived had always restrained us, and there were many more constraints on us than poverty. Those days that we are powerless to change are gone, like a very sharp blade, very sharply carved into the years of our lifeblood, and it seems that all along, we have been experiencing it every day.
Time has passed, and the days we have passed have become a calendar that we cannot forget, and the pages have been torn apart in the great river of our lives, and the pages have disappeared in the orbit of time. Our growth, covered with a lot of suffering, seems to be the imprint on us.
If I could turn back the clock, I could go back to the past, although I could not change the fate of me and my eldest sister. But at least I can choose to work harder, work harder, and get myself into a better university.
- Xiang Zhen
"I am a visitor from my hometown" by Xiang Zhen
This article is the sixth section of "I am a visitor from my hometown", written by Xiang Zhen.
Xiang Zhen (Nuo), born in 1992, pen name Zhou Chuan, is a young writer and poet. His works can be found in Prose Poems, China Youth Daily, China Young Writers Daily, Poetry Geography, Huanggang Weekly, Guizhou Daily, Chinese Poetry, Learning to Strengthen the Country, Young Pioneers Activities, And Juvenile Times Daily. He is the author of "Qianshan Qianshui", "Small Dictionary of Red Scarf Study", "I Am a Visitor from My Hometown" and so on. His works have been selected into the "Youth Poetry Yearbook (2017 Volume)", "Dragon Palace Poetry", "Weining on the Clouds" and so on.
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