Bless my sister

My family has been passed down from generation to generation, there are few relatives and friends, and half of my life is very envious of the big family where people's children are full of joy and harmony. Born in a family like mine, I was doomed to be lonely and lonely, not to mention that I was only eighteen years old when my father died, self-reliant, and took on the burden of life early. A person is lonely in this world, in fact, it is a sad thing, the cold and arrogant in the eyes of outsiders, not the same as the common, etc. are all strong armor that walks independently, and no one wants to go close to feel the fire in your heart, and the same goodness that is born with. Living as a hedgehog is not my intention, there is no warmth to rely on, naturally curled up in a strong appearance.

I don't have a sister, but the reality is that I really have a sister, a good sister who cares about me everywhere. My sister is from the same city, three years older than me, cheerful, sincere, and naturally versatile, walking that is all happy and hehe, life troubles seem to never be written on her face.

My sister was something I had accidentally met, and I suspected that God had given me a piece of warmth. My sister's company held an essay contest, I had the honor to participate in and win the award, maybe the sister who loves to learn and loves to read saw my text, she added my WeChat through others.

My sister likes my sincere lyrics, she sympathizes with my bumpy life, and she appreciates my kindness. After the relationship, my sister began to care about me like a sister, pay attention to my dynamics, forward the articles of my public account, recite my poems, and recommend me to her friends like a brother, praising me endlessly. Sister is the most powerful supporter of my words, of course, is also the motivation for me to insist on writing, no matter how good the article is inseparable from loyal readers, no matter how strong people are eager to have a person who understands you.

My sister's neighborhood is only separated by a wall from the yard I rented, and I am too poor to make a living, often eating on time, and dealing with a few mouths on the street when I am busy. My sister often delivered good meals. My sister sometimes complains that I don't work hard and make money harder, and she hopes I can live better. I was touched by a lot of love. Later, my sister retired, went to Xi'an to manage my granddaughter, my son went to college because he wanted to transfer in Xi'an, every time he came and went, his sister was enthusiastic about contacting and traveling, taking good care of it, and secretly giving some pocket money. Feeling such kindness, it is a pity that a poor brother like me has no return, nothing more than to change the article for her, run a spare leg, help her daughter change an essay, all of which are trivial and trivial. I am glad to have such a sister who cares about me and pushes me forward.

Life is always so unpredictable, my sister inadvertently found out the disease during this year's physical examination, so that everyone is not able to reach the historical data, a happy person suddenly became depressed and worried. This damn disease really doesn't know what it is, a good person suddenly fell ill, and it is not optimistic.

My sister and I talked on the phone every day, trying to comfort her with light words, not wanting her to have a psychological burden, although I was very distressed and worried.

Yesterday my sister entered the hospital, the patients in the same room made her worried, she hated the helpless look of lying on the bed, and all kinds of inexplicable intubation made her lose confidence. I comforted her, it's okay, people's fate is destined, suffering is not finished blessings, god will not let you go, we have to cheer ourselves, people are strong and sick also have to give us concessions. When I put down the phone, I was not in tears!

Today my sister sent me a picture of her, a little haggard, but people still have spirit, chat let me have a little comfort. Sister said that she may have to shave her hair for a while, and when she said it, she held back tears, I could feel the sadness behind her calmness, what a beautiful long hair, for a woman who loves beauty, I don't know how much pain should be in my heart at this moment! There was nothing I could do but the only consolation.

Tomorrow there will be surgery, my sister gave her life to the doctor, and I can only leave all my worries in my hometown hundreds of miles away. Because of the damn epidemic, I can't go with her for surgery, I want to hold her hand, hug her, let her rest assured, and then quietly stand outside the operating room waiting for her safe return, hugging and crying, sighing! God always has to let people go through some suffering, some torture, some regrets, make people feel guilty and sad, and fall into it.

Tomorrow is a day of good luck and good luck, one two eight, I firmly believe that everything will go smoothly, it will be. At the end of the winter solstice, all things rest, only Lamei long spirit, Lamei is the sister's screen name, the kind sister will definitely survive this disaster, brother prays for you, tearfully written blessings!

Cloth on the afternoon of December 7, 2021