It rained heavily that day
You want to ask her if she has an umbrella
But I can't say anything
Want to work when the brain
There was always the image of her getting wet
Along with the wetness are the eye sockets
The biggest fear is not that she is not around you
It was her unexpected understanding
If she complains to you a few times
You'll feel a lot better
You don't feel distance at first
Alienated you and her
You'll just think she's a little different
It's like the last time I said I'd give her a birthday
"I've booked the restaurant, you're almost there"
"Baby, I'm sorry, I forgot, I'm driving now"
"It's okay, it's too late to come here now, another day"
The "storm" you waited for didn't come as expected
I can always feel a different emotion in my heart
Then you had a big fight on the phone
As you get busier at work
There is less and less time to spend with her
You suddenly find that she has reservations about you
Like the last time I took a leave of absence to surprise her
"Baby, open the door, I've brought you your favorite mango"
But it was her roommate who opened the door
"Kiki, she has a stomach problem, in the hospital, she didn't tell you"
You met her in the hospital
"Why don't you tell me about your stomach pain"
"It's okay, a little pain, I didn't tell you"
In the evening you accompany her back to the dormitory
Later you often came over to accompany her
But you are always conflicted by small things
Until once
You feel like it's all coming to an end
It rained quite heavily that day
"It's raining, baby, I'll pick you up"
"No, I can do it alone"
"Well, be safe on the way back"
She obviously rejected you
But came back soaking wet with clothes
And those wet eyes
The night we parted
She helps you pack your bags
She still cares about you
But it doesn't matter anymore
This phrase always echoes in my head
It was as if you were falling from a 100-meter building
Overwhelmed with every step
You stand in front of the door for a long time
That step was never taken
The high wall in her heart did not defeat you after all
That night, it was as if you had just been together
She was like a moth, she had only one chance to choose, and that high wall was just her way of protecting herself.
One step forward, maybe a lifetime.