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Young people fight sword fighting fame, and the boy's great instrument will eventually become late - Gao Shi

author:Beijing lawyer Xiao was happy

"Fengtian Chengyun, Emperor Zhaoyue, gao shi judged the rebel thief Xu knew that the rebellion was meritorious, and was named the envoy of Jiannan Xichuan Jiedushi, qin this." The eunuch came to the military camp thousands of miles away to announce the latest appointment of the Emperor of the Tang Dynasty to this person who succeeded in the third counter-rebellion.

With great achievements in battle, he shook the sword beside his waist, stretched out his hands to take the Holy Will of the Tang Emperor, and finally achieved the defense of the feudal governor, but at this time, there was no joy in his heart. Some, just the exhaustion after success, and the worry about the future and fate of this dynasty.

On the night of the day, a feast was held in the barracks to celebrate the success of the counter-rebellion and to celebrate his award of the title of Envoy of the Jiannan Nishikawa Festival. At this moment, the sky that belonged to him had long since ceased to have thousands of miles of yellow clouds, and he was no longer the lone goose that did not know where to go in the north wind and heavy snow. With his outstanding military achievements, he has already achieved that no one in the world knows the king. However, looking at the high-ranking friends in the barracks now, listening to the soldiers singing their praises and praises, I suddenly felt that I was so lonely at this time. He looked at the bowl of spirits on the table, thought of his old friends, and asked himself softly, "Where are you all now, are you all okay?" ”

He sat alone on top of the handsome slump, his already graying hair reflected in the wine bowl. Yes, I am already sixty years old, frost sideburns are another year, and there are a few years to live. Wouldn't he be like this Li Family Dynasty, whose splendor was irreparably stepped into the twilight of the Anshi Rebellion, and the overthrow was sooner or later. Unfortunately, in the most glorious and prosperous period of this imperial dynasty, his best years were a long trough in his life, and it was the most depressed era of the empire that achieved his own military achievements and achieved today's self. Isn't that ironic?

Drunk for a thousand bells is not drunk, but how old is not good at wine, at this time he is deeply drunk. He was carried back to the big tent by the soldiers, and the old servant who had been with him all these years saw that his master was drunk again, shook his head helplessly, and waited to listen to the orders at any time.

At this time, riding on the moonlight in his dreams, he has long returned to the era of many years ago, when he was depressed but had been struggling to chase his dreams. Twenty years ago, he had already entered middle age and once again fell behind, looking at the big Chang'an, although he had been more and more frustrated and courageous, he could not help but feel a sense of discouragement in his heart. Yes, although he is a prominent family lineage, the young man learned the sword and the sword qi is rampant, the poetry is amazing, although his father died early in the middle of the family road, he never fell into the ambition of Qingyun, but it also stimulated his ambition, vowing to revitalize the family by his own strength and break out of his own world.

Therefore, when he was still a teenager, he rode to Chang'an with the ambition of Qingyun in his heart and broke into Kyoto alone. However, even though the emperor's hundred officials gathered and there were countless heavy buildings and high pavilions, it was not the nine days that this young bird of his youth could soar. It seemed that there were countless opportunities to win fame, but there was no door open to him, and when the dream fell into the dust, he still remembered the unspeakable pain at that time.

So, he put down the sword in his hand, picked up Tao Yuanming's hoe, and sowed his full belly of poetry and unlimited ambition into the field. I thought you could let go of everything in your heart, but the more you want to suppress that ambition in your heart, the more this ambition will burn in your heart. After twelve years of hard work, he finally couldn't stand the fire in his heart that was more and more suppressed, and once again embarked on the journey of chasing his dreams.

This time, this time, since we have set out, we will not look back. As a result, there were three years of border plug life, and there was the helplessness of Chang'an falling behind again after three years. After landing on the ground, he left Chang'an and drifted around the world. With a conversation with Li Bai and Du Fu, I climbed high and looked far ahead, and traveled the world with the afterglow of the Tang Dynasty for an unforgettable happy time. Then, bid farewell to the confidants who are equally frustrated by fate and face their own lives.

After all, he was lucky, luckier than Du Fu, and luckier than Li Bai, who was the same age as himself. Perhaps it was the favor of heaven, and finally took pity on him, who was more than half a hundred years old and had been scrawled, and let him meet the first noble man in this life, Ge Shuhan. "The Big Dipper is seven stars high, and Goshu carries a knife at night." So far, peeping at the horses, I dare not cross Lintao. Perhaps it was the unique affection between the heroes, and the famous general of the Empire was shocked at the first sight of him and included him. Since then, he has begun his career of side plug-building.

Just when he thought that he would spend the rest of his life under the account of Ge Shuhan, the Anshi Rebellion completely shattered the few remaining dreams of the Tang Empire's prosperity, but achieved his last glory. Emperor Ming fled in panic, and li heng, the crown prince of his life, became the second nobleman in his life. From then on, until today and tonight, he was appointed as the envoy of Jiannan Xichuan Jiedushi by another emperor of the Tang Dynasty.

But what can these glorious glories mean to an old man over sixty years old? At that time, "lamentable ignorance of oneself, Gao Yang a drunkard", today's "a lying east mountain thirty spring, do you know the old wind and dust of the book and sword." Deeply drunk, he saw countless pictures of his past in his dreams, muttering to himself, dreaming...

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