Wen Fu Qing
She is not the kind of princess who will obediently wait for the prince to come and rescue her, she will take the sword and slay the dragon with her own hands.
Chen Zhuoxuan: This girl does not shy away from talking about her ambitions. /Courtesy of respondents
When participating in the 2020 talent show, Chen Zhuoxuan openly called out to advertisers, and the look of writing ambition on her face made her controversial for a while. Many people's first impression of her is that this girl does not shy away from talking about her ambitions.
There is actually a second half of the speech: "If so, I will do my best to climb higher, as I said." ”
Chen Zhuoxuan's desire to be "seen" is strong and frank. As the only post-95 in the Jiangsu Satellite TV workplace observation reality show "Sparkling You" flash investment group, Chen Zhuoxuan's judgment and insights, and her crisp and even slightly sharp expression, let the audience see another side of her.
From beginning to end, Chen Zhuoxuan did not hide his appreciation for the player Lin Yinggu. They are undoubtedly similar on some level – to shine through the crowd, no matter what industry they are in.
When he first entered the industry as a singer, Chen Zhuoxuan was also afraid of showing ambition, but as a result, he was getting farther and farther away from his dream. She realized that she might be the kind of person who is hard to spot, and only when she takes the initiative to fight for it, it is possible to seize the opportunity.
Chen Zhuoxuan had to stand taller, because the mountainside was too crowded.
One day singing my own song to start a concert
When he was a child, Chen Zhuoxuan watched the singer performance on TV, and a small flame lit up in his heart. Standing on the stage and singing to so many people must have felt so good, she couldn't help but imagine herself standing on the stage.
At the age of 6, Chen Zhuoxuan began to learn to sing. When she was in junior high school, she wanted to go to conservatory, but her parents thought it would be better not to decide so early on what she wanted to do in the future. Dad stressed to her that "when a hobby becomes a job, it will be very painful, and it may not be so liked." So she obediently finished high school and was admitted to college.
In college, Chen Zhuoxuan signed up for "Super Girl", and this experience made her sure of her love. But only her grandfather stood up for her.
When she entered her freshman year, Chen Zhuoxuan spoke as a representative of the new students; she also submitted an application to join the party at the first time. Whether it's studying, clubbing, or singing, she wants to be the one who does the best.
Once, in order to prepare for the singer competition, Chen Zhuoxuan worked hard to improve his singing ability and lung capacity, and sang while running on the school's athletic field every day. This slightly strange behavior has caused students to talk about it.
Chen Zhuoxuan cares about the opinions of the people around her, but she will slowly digest these voices. /unsplash
For the views of the people around her, Chen Zhuoxuan is concerned, but she will always slowly digest these voices, "The most important thing at the moment is to become stronger, and all the things that make me feel uncomfortable are not important to make myself stronger."
Chen Zhuoxuan often makes plans and strictly implements them. She doesn't like too many changes in her life and wants everything to be under her control.
But even if you are strict with yourself, you will inevitably make mistakes. In a singer competition in high school, Chen Zhuoxuan did not perform well and made mistakes. After stepping down, she was sad for a long time, gambled that she would never sing again, and later participated in the competition.
Being strong is the instinct flowing in Chen Zhuoxuan's blood, she once said: "Preparation to 100%, on the stage can only play 70% or 80 percent; so only by preparing to 200%, on the stage can play stable." "It is inevitable to be nervous on stage, and often encounter some unexpected situations, only by practicing more and deepening muscle memory, can you not easily make mistakes."
Chen Zhuoxuan once posted on Weibo: "Born to do a lot of things wrong, but there is one thing that can never be wrong, that is, music." In fact, at that time, she had not been on the stage for a long time, and she just went to the studio to audition on the day she posted.
Before his debut, Chen Zhuoxuan had not worked for a long time. At that time, she was very confused, she was so eager for the stage, but when she was extremely anxious, she even considered whether she should give up singing.
In May 2021, Chen Zhuoxuan sang the promotional song "No Tears in Moscow" for the movie "77 Times Moved Her". /Weibo @ Hard Candy Girl 303-Chen Zhuoxuan
Chen Zhuoxuan once imagined that if he could not make a smooth debut in the program, he would open a coffee shop and sing by himself.
That floating state made Chen Zhuoxuan particularly insecure. Later, she found that the sense of security could only be given by herself. She decided to enrich herself and prepare herself for the future. She rarely asks friends out to play, instead sticking to fitness and singing.
It was a process of constantly breaking and rebuilding, Chen Zhuoxuan said frankly: "At the beginning, I gave myself two years, and after two years, I found that I couldn't do it, and I still had to continue to do it." People will really broaden their bottom line infinitely for the things they love, whether I have achieved it today or not, or I will continue to do it. ”
Chen Zhuoxuan had a performance in Thailand, and the audience sang together, she was very touched, but soon understood something. The soberness after the extreme satisfaction made her have a strong sense of gap, and she hoped that one day she would sing her own songs and start a concert, and all the audience in the audience would come for her.
It's easier to show ambition than to express emotion
In "Sparkling You", Chen Zhuoxuan, as a member of the Flash Investment Group, observed 9 interns who had just entered the workplace to see how they experienced various workplace processes such as interview, entry and assessment in the securities industry with fast pace, high intensity and strong professionalism, faced pressure and grew rapidly, so as to summarize the rules of job search and the rules of workplace survival.
Chen Zhuoxuan in the show "Sparkling You". /Courtesy of the interviewee
This program involves the main business lines of the securities industry, as the mentor Zhang Jiqiang said: "People in the financial industry still have a little complex, to help the economy, help transformation, and help the development of science and technology." The combination of 5G and the capital market is also relatively good, and we hope to help the development of the industry while discovering business opportunities. Among them, the 5G sharing meeting made "science and technology control" Chen Zhuoxuan addicted.
Among the interns, Chen Zhuoxuan admired Lin Yinggu, Han Binwei and Zhao Fengnan the most, and felt that he could find resonance in them. She admires Lin Yinggu's self-confidence and feels that he is a person with many shining points; Han Binwei is a very resilient girl who will maintain a positive attitude in the trough; Zhao Fengnan is a girl who works hard silently, may not be conspicuous in the crowd at first, but she can always maintain a stable play.
Ma Dong watched the interns who had just entered the workplace undergoing beatings, and couldn't help but sigh: "They are all molting, and it is good to finish molting." Chen Zhuoxuan feels that in the process of growing up, people will definitely go through a painful and difficult stage, just like molting, after molting, they will become new and mature. However, don't rush to throw away the skin of the molt, because it is a precious memory.
In the process of molting, Chen Zhuoxuan also had moments of "timidity", but whenever she took a small step back in her mind, in reality she would take a big step back. She had to put away her "cowardice" and take a bigger step to recover her dream.
In everyone's impression, Chen Zhuoxuan seems to have always been very confident, and it is almost impossible to see when she is nervous and flustered. In fact, the staff around her are very clear that she is often nervous and entangled, but she hides that side and only shows an indestructible side.
Chen Zhuoxuan often shows people with a hard shell, and even in the face of her family, it is difficult for her to say things like "I love you". In the hearts of her parents, she has always been an independent girl.
"In the matter of singing, Chen Zhuoxuan is full of ambition and desire." /Weibo @ Hard Candy Girl 303-Chen Zhuoxuan
There is no doubt that in the matter of singing, Chen Zhuoxuan is full of ambition and desire, as fierce as a lion. But back to life, she will be like a big cat, soft and cute.
When she was a child, Chen Zhuoxuan lived in school, and her parents were busy at work and rarely went to see her. When she participated in the show, she competed under great pressure and had not seen her family for a long time, nor had she contacted the outside world. She didn't expect her mother to come, and when her mother suddenly appeared, Chen Zhuoxuan immediately cried out, which was a rare soft moment for her.
Chen Zhuoxuan is slow and hot, as she said, "It is easier for me to show ambition than to express emotions."
Player Lin Yinggu also often shows "ambition". He felt that he was a simple, direct person, moody and angry, and it was difficult to hide some real thoughts. Lin Yinggu recognized Chen Zhuoxuan's idea of "wanting to stand taller", because at the moment, there is too much "gold", in addition to outstanding strength, it is also necessary to fight hard for opportunities.
Everyone has ambitions, someone will hide it, someone will write it on their faces. Chen Zhuoxuan feels that you should show your ambition at the right time, it is important to work hard, and it is just as important to let others know what your goals are.
However, showing ambition also needs to be done on occasion. When he first entered the workplace, Chen Zhuoxuan did not advocate arguing for himself, because the workplace is results-oriented, and the best way to defend himself is to give good results.
Chen Zhuoxuan felt that the timely silence was very necessary, "suddenly coming without being alarmed, adding without anger for no reason." /Courtesy of the interviewee
Chen Zhuoxuan felt that timely silence was very necessary, just like Ma Dong said, "Suddenly come without being alarmed, adding without anger for no reason."
Lin Yinggu's parents adopted a free-range education for him and paid little attention to him. He thinks he is a child who does not like to learn very much, but once he is put into a competitive environment, his desire to win and lose will be stimulated, and he especially wants to win. He laughs that the motivation for learning in middle and high school does not come from the desire for knowledge, but from the performance rankings. He often sets goals for himself, but the goals must be achievable, and he needs positive feedback to motivate himself. The same is true of Chen Zhuoxuan, she has always been a student who needs encouragement, which teacher encourages her a little more, which homework will be better.
On the road to becoming a singer, Chen Zhuoxuan has had many teachers, including many senior singers who have never met but have inspired her a lot. She likes Teacher Yu Wanting in "Sparkling You", because Teacher Yu is the kind of person who looks stern but can directly point out the key points of the problem every time, and can make people make rapid progress, which is the kind of leader that Chen Zhuoxuan wants most.
Lin Yinggu feels that he can only act like an eagle in the workplace, and he is more like a sleepy koala in life, but also has a sensual side, and sometimes he will be moved to tears when he sees his favorite movies. From childhood to adulthood, Lin YingGu is most proud of constantly exploring itself. He knows exactly what he wants, what he likes and what he's good at. For the future, he has his own judgment and it is difficult to be influenced by others.
In the show, Chen Zhuoxuan seems to have found a fellow traveler. She is in an unpredictable environment, the only constant is to let herself be stretched all the time, do not dare to relax, "when I most fight is the way it is now."
There are 8 contestants in the show "Sparkling You". /Courtesy of the interviewee
Ma Dong once said in the program: "When these young people grow up and have their own achievements in their own industries, looking back at the appearance of their first entry into the workplace in the show, they will be very emotional." Chen Zhuoxuan had a relationship in his heart.
Fold away some of the edges, but they won't be smoothed out
Chen Zhuoxuan's Weibo is not set for half a year to be visible, and here is a record of her various pasts since she went to college, which can be turned to 2015 at the earliest. She doesn't mind showing her past, and some of the photos she spits on, but still keeps. She feels that everyone will have a process from youth to maturity, and she hopes to let fans know more about her, a more comprehensive her.
Many people feel that the distance between fans and artists is far away, and some people even say that it is a relationship between consumption and goods. Chen Zhuoxuan feels that this is too blunt, for her, "fans are like untouchable friends, they care about me, understand me, I also hope to give them more positive guidance, present more real states to show them."
"Along the way, they've been supporting me and caring a lot about my feelings, so I should care about their feelings too." Before the final of "Creation Camp 2020", some fans said that they wanted to hear her sing rap, and she really chose a difficult bang bang as the final song.
Chen Zhuoxuan would output some golden sentences from time to time, which was related to her daily accumulation. She is a person who will sink her heart into reading books, and when she has ideas, she will record them at any time. Recently, she was reading a book from a fan.
During the competition, the walls of Chen Zhuoxuan's dormitory were densely filled with words, including a sentence from the English poet Radiad Kipling's "If" dedicated to young people: "There is a mind, but not a fire; there is a dream, but not a dream master." She used these words to remind herself to live for herself and not to be dominated by desire.
Those words written on the wall are Chen Zhuoxuan's spiritual support, "Every day before going to bed, you can sleep with peace of mind, and there is a feeling of redemption."
Chen Zhuoxuan felt like a copper coin, she would put away some of the edges and corners, but the core would never be smoothed out. /Courtesy of the interviewee
Now Chen Zhuoxuan feels like a copper coin, with an outer circle and an inner square. She will put away some of the edges and corners, but the kernel will never change or be smoothed out.
The little girl who had listened to her father and had not taken the entrance examination for the conservatory in junior high school finally turned the hobby of singing into a job and stood on a higher and bigger stage. This has indeed brought Chen Zhuoxuan a lot of pain, pressure and fatigue, but because of love, these efforts are worth it, she enjoys these unavoidable pains, and strives to seize every opportunity.
As she once said, "I grasp what I should grab, what I am suitable for grasping, what I deserve to grasp, all the choices I have now, whether to lose or win, whether to retreat or advance, are the best choices I have made at the moment, and every minute I do my best."
Chen Zhuoxuan, who has "fought hard" for his dreams, may be an "atypical" professional as an artist. However, the search for self, the realization of value, she is no different from them, and with us. Observing the experience of 9 interns fighting for offers, for Chen Zhuoxuan and the audience, the more realistic meaning is to find "themselves" in the program and shine outside the program.
Chen Zhuoxuan said that the workplace is not so terrible, but every step must be steadfast and attentive, and your every effort will usher in a bright future for yourself.
May all ambitious young people shine.