"I've always been the bottom of my class."
"The second-to-last test is considered to be a good result."
Rich looks, humorous words, when Hu Jingying jokingly tells about past experiences, it will always inadvertently cause people to laugh.
Behind this optimistic attitude, hu Jingying's unknown childhood is hidden.
The picture shows Hu Jingying
Inferiority, disappointment, cowardice, loneliness, these gray words, just like Hu Jingying's bleak childhood.
I thought that my life was destined to go to the gray road, and the appearance of a crystal ball made all this quietly change...
01
Hu Jingying said that her childhood always faced two situations: the embarrassment of "counting first" and the disappointed looks of her parents.
"She wasn't our own, this kid is so stupid."
At a family gathering, the "jokes" of the parents made the relatives laugh. But Hu Jingying, after swallowing two mouthfuls of food, hid in the room and cried...
"Stupid" is the word she has heard the most since she was a child, and she has done her best to change it in order to tear off the label of "stupid".
In school, Hu Jingying used all her pocket money to buy one bag after another of candy, just to give back to those classmates who tutored her. After school, Hu Jingying took the initiative to go to a relative's house to make up for classes, just so that her grades could improve.
However, after making efforts, there were still no improvement in the results, so that Hu Jingying's self-esteem was hurt again and again.
"Don't be so stupid, don't study, wait until you're seventeen or eighteen and get married."
"You're just stupid, give up."
Hu Jingying doubted herself in her heart, and her parents' jokes were like the last straw that weighed on her.
Hu Jingying began to express the loss and inferiority in her heart by not listening to lectures, copying homework, and skipping school. At school, she sat in the corner and stopped trying to blend in with her classmates; after school, she slipped into an endless field and sat alone until night was near.
Without the love of her family and the care of her friends, Hu Jingying wrapped herself in silence and loneliness, without light, unable to breathe...
02
The appearance of Cui Haonan made Hu Jingying feel a little different.
Cui Haonan was a loan student who came to the school from Beijing and became the first place in the grade. Because they lived very close, the two became partners on the way out of school.
The picture shows Cui Haonan
"Hu Jingying, have you ever been to the Forbidden City?" The Forbidden City is particularly large, and the kang where the emperor sleeps, welcome to Beijing, I will take you to play. ”
Cui Haonan's warm invitation made Hu Jingying very happy, and for the first time she felt that her friends cared about and respected her.
However, Hu Jingying, who did not listen to lectures and copied homework, still maintained her grades steadily in the first place. After an exam, Hu Jingying unsurprisingly got her own test paper full of red crosses.
"Even if you're wrong, it doesn't matter, you're not stupid, as long as you study hard, you can make progress." Cui Haonan looked at Hu Jingying intently, and his resolute eyes were full of luster.
Looking at Cui Haonan's actions, Hu Jingying turned around and quietly wiped away her tears.
What Hu Jingying felt was no longer the taunt she had been accustomed to, but the encouragement she had longed for for a long time. Cui Haonan seemed to tell her a word with a resolute gaze: Believe in yourself.
From this day on, Hu Jingying gave up skipping school, copying homework, began to listen carefully to the lectures, and began to try to re-integrate into her classmates...
Scan the QR code
Watch the full video
03
The carefree days always flew by in the blink of an eye, Hu Jingying's grades were greatly improved, and she and Cui Haonan became good friends without saying anything.
One day a year later, Cui Haonan gave Hu Jingying a beautiful crystal ball.
But what Hu Jingying did not expect was that this was a farewell gift from Cui Haonan.
The crystal ball shone dazzlingly under the sun's illumination, but Hu Jingying had tears in her eyes.
"Hu Jingying, your life will be like this crystal, beautiful and dazzling, I am waiting for you in Beijing..."
The picture shows the crystal ball
The lighthouse of the crystal ball heart illuminated the distance, just like Cui Haonan's encouragement, which cleared the confusion for Hu Jingying and found the direction.
Hu Jingying, who bid farewell to Cui's classmates, studied harder and harder. Later, Hu Jingying was admitted to the junior college and applied for the remote mountain volunteer teacher, hoping to pass on the love in her heart to more children.
Due to the inconvenience of communication, Hu Jingying lost Cui Haonan's contact information, and for 12 years, Hu Jingying has been eager to see Cui Haonan again and personally thank him.
At the scene of "Waiting for Me in This World", although Cui could not come to the scene due to physical reasons, his parents came to visit Hu Jingying.
The tears could not be suppressed, and Hu Jingying threw herself into her aunt's arms.
The picture shows the meeting screen
It turned out that over the years, Cui Haonan had never forgotten Hu Jingying and never forgotten the friendship between the two.
In Cui Haonan's eyes, his encouragement to Hu Jingying at that time was even more what a good friend should do...
In the moment of feeling ridicule, feeling loneliness, and feeling self-abandonment, Cui Haonan gave Hu Jingying, a warm light.
And Hu Jingying used 12 years of concern and thoughts to thank this first "light".
Just as Hu Jingying said: "I may be a small part of your life in your memory, but you have become a new chapter in my life." ”
This light told her that in the face of all kinds of life, she should strive to move forward regardless of the results...