#Father#Father's Day# #爱 #
Wake up at four in the morning in a dream.
Dreaming of my parents Jenny, grandparents, and grandpa.
Tossing and turning nervously no, a little scared.
Hurry up and send a message to Dad,
He replied to me in seconds: Did you get up so early?
I replied: Just woke up dreaming of you / How did you wake up so early?
I was going to say that I dreamed of my grandparents and my mother Jenny and Grandpa and some unrelated people, but I stopped.
I am afraid that my casual words will evoke a lot of past events, and it is inevitable to be sad to be trapped in the past.
I am afraid that you also want your grandparents, I am afraid that you will also fall into the memory like me, in fact, you remember them all the time, if the second elder is still alive in the world, in this good era, as a child, you can have more filial piety and give each other companionship.
Because I often think like this, and because I often think about it, so I live more and more bravely, the more I live more and more transparently, I deeply thank you from the heart for all the unspoken love and depth that you have paid for me.
Second, I am afraid that you will worry about whether I am good or bad.
With a distance of thousands of kilometers between Xi'an and Lanzhou, even if you know that the current life is as good as ever, not bad or bad, you will definitely tell me: everything is good at home. Sure enough,
You reply to me: "I looked at the rain or not."
I said, "Is the house okay?" ”
You say, "It's all good at home, don't worry."
I knew you would say that, and I expected that when asked about the family and your and your mother's health, it was always the same sentence "the family is good." For decades, I've been used to saying everything is fine and you never say anything bad. You have never complained in decades that life gives us all kinds of tribulations, and you often say that all this is the best gift that God has given us. You always encourage us, let us grow so tenacious, you resist everything alone, never say bitter and never say tired, this is you. Connected to the blood, let me think of it and can't help but burst into tears, let me feel your heartache, but often feel helpless and powerless, what can I share for you? All I can do is make myself good and resilient, and then I'll call you every once in a while. Across thousands of rivers and mountains, you are the person I care about the most.
I reply to you with a message: "Is the lid (rape) finished?" ”
You say, "The back garden has long been cut."
Your word "early capital" made me feel full of strength and felt like laughing, and my mind suddenly appeared your usual high morale, full of self-confidence, and calm between talking and laughing. You see, this is you, this is the father I remember growing up with that makes me confident every time I mention and think about it. Still so confident and high-spirited to answer me, from childhood to adulthood, I was infected by your confident and resolute voice, so I have always been very proud to have a father like you. Although I have not been able to become your pride, I have become a person who loves my life's pursuit of dreams, I am your child, I am still your pride. So Dad, thank you for giving me life, thank you for giving me the deepest love selflessly for so many years, thank you for your selfless efforts for me, thank you for making me me and still be me.
I replied to you, "Dad, you've worked hard. ”
You reply: "It's still early, go to bed first, the house is fine." ”
You will always just say that everything is fine and nothing has changed in years.
After talking to you and receiving your well-being, I am much more down-to-earth. I was able to sleep with peace of mind for the few hours I had left, but I was already drowsy and began to knock down these precious dreams and my deep love for you.
[To Father] 2021.8.12
