Before Zhaohai went to the front line to fight, he specially asked Bai Ling to meet. He and Bai Ling swore an oath with a copper dollar, and if Zhaohai lost Bai Ling, he would not marry for the rest of his life. Before Zhaohai returned, Bai Ling was not allowed to agree to any marriage proposal.
Zhaohai repeatedly instructed Bai Ling to speak and not to repent. Bai Ling was a little annoyed: You don't seem to believe me?
Zhaohai nodded: "Yes, the last time we met, why did you let my brother see me in your place?" I had an ominous premonition when I saw him, maybe I was too focused on you. But I want to tell you that no matter whoever takes you, even my brother, I will not recognize him, even if he is the Heavenly King Laozi.
Zhaohai's affection for Bai Ling is well known to everyone. His greatest hope in this life was to marry Bai Ling, but since the last time he saw his brother Lu Zhaopeng, Zhaohai had an ominous premonition, always feeling that Zhaopeng would rob him of his most beloved woman.
Zhaohai's sixth sense is very accurate, Zhaopeng not only snatched Bai Ling, but also made her pregnant. After Zhaohai returned from the front line, Bai Ling was already about to give birth. Seeing Bai Ling and Zhaopeng's righteous and guilt-free appearance, Zhaohai's heart was full of mixed feelings. At that moment, I was so sad about Zhaohai. Because Bai Ling did not know that Zhaopeng married her, he would indirectly take her and Zhaohai's life.
Zhaohai and Bai Ling grew up together on the White Deer Plain, and after he went to the provincial city to study, he also registered for Bai Ling at the Women's College. The two of them walked around Xi'an City in their leisure time, and also put on a Kong Ming lantern representing love.
That day, Bai Ling saw the confession love letter written to her by Zhaohai on Kong Ming's lamp, and deliberately pretended not to see it. Xi'an City is so beautiful that she doesn't want to talk about her children's private feelings. She regarded Zhaohai as a good buddy, as a confidant who could talk and laugh. After the war in Xi'an City, Bai Ling learned that she also had Zhaohai in her heart.
At that time, the city of Xi'an had been besieged, and the Bailing Women's College was also bombed. Zhaohai went crazy looking for Bai Ling in the ruins, his hand was injured, bleeding, and he didn't care. In his heart, the White Spirit was all he had. If something happened to Bai Ling, he would never forgive himself for the rest of his life.
Fortunately, Bai Ling's life was great and he was not injured. However, there were countless casualties in the city, Bai Ling became a nurse, saving lives and helping the wounded every day, settling the wounded, and Zhaohai fought in front of Xi'an City, and worked with others to protect Xi'an City from being captured.
During that time, xi'an city was in short supply, and many people could not eat. Zhaohai was worried that Bai Ling was hungry, so he hid his few rations and gave them to Bai Ling to eat. He didn't want Bai Ling to have a psychological burden, and lied that these rations were distributed by the team, that he was a soldier on the front line, and that he could eat as much as he wanted.
Bai Ling believed it to be true, and not only ate it himself, but also shared it with others. Zhaohai felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and Bai Ling didn't know what these meals meant to him. He fights in front of him hungry, passes out if he is not careful, or loses his life because he is too hungry and physically weak.
These meals were bought with his life. Although he felt uncomfortable seeing Bai Ling take the food he had saved for others to eat, in order not to let Bai Ling feel guilty about him, he still hid the truth. Later, when Bai Ling learned from others that although Zhaohai was a warrior, his daily rations were not enough to eat like theirs, he knew what Zhaohai had done for her.
She was in the place where the porridge was served, and she saw Zhaohai queuing up for a mouthful of white rice soup that could not see the rice, and she felt remorse in her heart. It turned out that this man had silently paid so much behind her back in order not to let her go hungry. At that moment, she suddenly felt sad for this tall and strong man in front of her.
The supplies outside could not come in, and Zhaohai and Bai Ling could not even drink rice soup. In order to survive, they cheered each other up, Bai Ling stayed in the courtyard during the day, and Zhaohai went out to grab food with others. No one knows how hard they had to survive at that time.
Bai Luomei said: Not all people can meet the right people at the right age. Even if you meet the right person, you may not be able to give you the love you want.
In the best years, Zhaohai met people who wanted to work together for a lifetime. He had always lamented that he was so lucky, and he firmly believed that he and Bai Ling had experienced life and death, and love was as steady as a rock, but he did not expect that after the liberation of Xi'an City, everything was quietly changing. His position was changing, and Bai Ling's heart was also changing. Their promise is nothing more than a liar's words to a fool, and the result is that the fool takes it seriously, and the scammer is not serious.
Shortly after Zhaohai left Xi'an City, Bai Ling returned to Bailuyuan, and when she heard that Xiaowen was pursuing Lu Zhaopeng, she couldn't help but get nervous. On the night of Lu Zhaopeng's escape, Bai Ling paced back and forth between the door and the bed like a fire.
It was written in the original work: It has been half a year since the last meeting, and she wants to see him, not only to see that he is black, thin, and healed after half a year, but also has a heart-wrenching approaching affection that scratches her heart. She was already aware of a major psychological change, in the two days from yesterday to today, Zhaohai had rapidly dimmed in her mind, while his brother Lu Zhaopeng had rapidly filled her heart.
Bai Ling found that he had real feelings for Zhaopeng. Bai Ling and Zhaopeng both joined the same team. Bai Ling received the task, and the team let them play the role of husband and wife to obtain intelligence, Bai Ling did not expect that the person was Zhaopeng. When the two met, Zhaopeng was a little embarrassed.
Zhaopeng explained to Bai Ling in a broken voice: I didn't know it would be you, otherwise I would have resolutely opposed it. I don't want you to misunderstand, I know everything about you and Zhaohai. If Zhaohai knew that we were pretending to be husband and wife, he would definitely say that I was too despicable.
At night, the two of them slept on the pillow, and Zhaopeng's heart was more embarrassed than Bai Ling's. He saw Bai Ling's shyness, and he also saw her simplicity. Zhaopeng has been married and knows the actual content of sharing a bed. He is older than Bai Ling, and Bai Ling and his brother are lovers, strictly speaking, his sister-in-law, he wants to maintain his dignity, and he does not want to damage his face as an older brother, so he tries his best to hide his inner embarrassment.
Bai Ling and Zhaopeng both had real feelings when they got along day and night. Bai Ling hoped to be a real couple with Zhaopeng, but Zhaopeng hesitated. On the White Deer Plain, as well as his wife Leng Qiuyue, who was married by ming media, he could not be with Bai Ling. But Bai Ling's love words moved him. Several times in the night, she heard Zhaopeng calling her name, and she saw love in Zhaopeng's eyes, and she knew that they were all in love with each other.
Bai Ling and Zhaopeng were together, and their loving appearance made me feel ridiculous. Mr. Zhu on the White Deer Plain said that Bai Ling's eyes were simple and she was a cute and kind girl, but I couldn't see where Bai Ling was kind.
When she was with Zhaohai, Zhaohai confessed to her many times, and she never refused. Even if Zhaohai wanted to call Out to Bai Jiaxuan's father-in-law and say that she would marry Bai Ling in the future, she had never cut off Zhaohai's thoughts about her.
She promised to wait for Zhaohai to return before deciding whether to marry him. In just half a year, she was with Zhaopeng without guilt. If she was really pure and kind, had she considered Zhaohai's feelings? Have you considered the cold autumn moon on the White Deer Plains that endured the pain of acacia?
Yishu said: A person can't leave, but because he doesn't want to go away; a person breaks the contract because he doesn't want to go to the appointment, and all the excuses are nonsense, they are used to cover up their unwillingness to sacrifice.
Bai Ling's failure of the contract was not that she could not afford to wait, but that she had never thought of waiting for Zhaohai to return. She took the initiative to confess Zhaopeng on the pretext of being involuntary in love, but she wanted to hide her inner dirtiness. If Bai Ling lived in modern times, he was doomed to be spurned. Regardless of whether Zhaopeng loves Leng Qiuyue or not, since they are married, they are husband and wife. No matter how bad their feelings are, as long as they don't divorce, Bai Ling shouldn't interfere in her marriage.
Bai Ling grew up in the palm of Bai Jiaxuan's hand, and she lived a carefree and wanton life. The appearance seems simple and lovely, but in fact, there is no conscience and no correct three views.
After she left the White Deer Plain, she never wanted to go home and see. Before her mother Xiancao died, her greatest wish was to see her. But she was busy developing her career and talking to Zhaopeng about love. In her heart, where is this home? If she had a snack on her family and often wrote letters with her family, she would not let Xian Cao leave with regrets.
Bai Ling is too selfish, she is ruthless and unjust to her family, and she also takes the initiative to confess Zhaopeng's behavior in the name of "in the name of love", which makes me shameful, and Zhaopeng's approach makes me unable to agree.
Zhaohai is Zhaopeng's brother, when he fled for his life on the mountain, it was Zhaohai who risked his life to save his life, and he and Bai Ling were together, which was the biggest disappointment to Zhaohai and the greatest blasphemy against family affection. He says that he is frank, this is the result of his frankness?
Zhaopeng did not like Leng Qiuyue, he wanted to love freely and pursue beautiful love, but he compromised in front of Lu Zilin's slap. Under the persecution of his father, he married Leng Qiuyue into the door, but after marriage, he did not treat her kindly, preferring to sleep alone in a damp and dark room rather than share a room with Leng Qiuyue. He felt that he was unhappy in his marriage, but he did not think that Leng Qiuyue was not innocent? What mistake did she make to endure Zhaopeng's cold violence?
Zhaopeng is out all year round, can not be constrained by the family, do not have to worry about the guidance of outsiders, and who you want to be with, you can be with whom. But the cold autumn moon, a marriage book, imprisons the freedom of the cold autumn moon. If she wants to live a good life on the White Deer Plain, she must abide by the three principles and five constants, honor her in-laws, and cannot have two hearts and cannot do anything to be sorry for her husband.
Zhaopeng married her into the door but let her stay widowed, how did she gain a foothold on the White Deer Plain? Before Leng Qiuyue died, he didn't know about Zhaopeng and Bai Ling together. If she knew, she would have a nervous breakdown. Because this man who said that he would not marry in his life and not have children actually got along with his sister-in-law behind her back.
Lu Xun said: If a person does not have the ability to help the person he loves, it is best not to talk about love or non-love. Of course, help does not equal love, but love cannot exclude help.
Zhaopeng did not have the ability to give Leng Qiuyue happiness, but he delayed her life and ruined her life. Leng Qiuyue is the wife he is marrying, she wants a child of their own, and wants to be with Zhaopeng too demanding? But Zhaopeng was extremely indifferent to her and gave bai ling all his tenderness.
What she had wanted to get in her life, Bai Ling had obtained it effortlessly, if the people on the White Deer Plain knew about it, what should they think of Leng Qiuyue? They would only laugh at Leng Qiuyue for being so useless that they couldn't even hold the heart of a big man. But what did Leng Qiuyue do wrong? She is also a victim of feudal marriage!
Leng Qiuyue was widowed to the point of madness, and was poisoned by Mr. Leng, Zhaopeng was indifferent, he watched her die in pain, and refused to give him the responsibility that he should pay as a husband. Is a man like Zhaopeng, who is ruthless and irresponsible, really worth relying on?
Bai Ling followed Zhaopeng without complaint or regret, and after she became pregnant, she hid in Tibet everywhere, and Zhaopeng had to ask Zhaohai to send her to the countryside for the safety of the child and Bai Ling.
Zhaohai said to Bai Ling: From now on, I have no brother, Lu Zhaopeng is not worthy of being a brother to me, I used to sympathize with him, now I hate him, from now on, I never want to see him again.
Bai Ling said in an indifferent tone: Hate it, hate it, anyway, there are so many people who hate him, not worse than you.
Zhaohai gritted his teeth and said, "But only I hate him beyond reconciliation." You know, we serve different people, and it's hard for me to see you later. But I want to tell you that from now on, I will never marry. No one in the world has touched me anymore, I mean what I say, and you will witness my character in the future.
After Zhaohai sent Bai Ling safely to the village, he left. After a while, when he returned to Bailuyuan to see Mr. Zhu, he asked him to give Bai Ling a copper dollar, and half of this copper dollar was what he owed to Bai Ling.
Mr. Zhu was puzzled: You only owe her half, if you give her this copper dollar, won't she owe you half?
Zhaohai nodded: "She owes me better than I owe her, this copper dollar is our promise of love, but unfortunately she has now become my sister-in-law." I kept this copper dollar in my pocket and never told anyone the story behind it. Now that I'm going to the battlefield, I'm afraid the copper will get dirty if it falls into the hands of the devil.
Mr. Zhu's heart sank, this copper dollar condensed the friendship of two young men and women, Zhaohai did this, is to imply that he died in battle and will not return to the faith! He was willing to take good care of Zhaohai, but he hoped that Zhaohai would come back safely and personally hand it over to Bai Ling.
Zhaohai went and never returned, and he died gloriously on the battlefield. The most important thing That Zhaohai could not put down in this life was Bai Ling. He and Bai Ling swore to wait for each other to return, which was to establish a belief in their own survival. He wants to live well and come back to marry the woman he loves.
Now Bai Ling is married and becomes his sister-in-law. The faith in his heart collapsed. Without Bai Ling, he became carefree, and he could no longer find the motivation to support him against death. Since it is better to live in pain than to die violently, choose the latter!
Before Zhaohai died, the person he was most worried about was Bai Ling, he didn't know that Bai Ling gave birth to boys and girls, was he doing well? But no matter what, he hoped that Bai Ling would be happy. However, Zhaohai did not know that Bai Ling was already waiting for him in another world.
Not long after Bai Ling gave birth to his daughter, he continued to do his former work. Later, there was an adultery in the team, and Bai Ling became the target of investigation, some people said that this was related to her too friendly relationship with everyone, and some people said that she was too wild, and cursed in prison for three days before becoming the fastest person to be caught but filled in the well.
When Bai Ling died, Zhaopeng did not appear. She also didn't know where Zhaopeng had gone, but the only thing left in her hand was a letter that Zhaopeng had left for her before she left. I think that if Bai Ling married Zhaohai, he would not have suffered such grievances, right? Because he knew Bai Ling too well and loved Bai Ling too much, no matter how dangerous the road ahead was, he would not leave Bai Ling alone, let alone let her face danger herself.
However, since Bai Ling chose Zhaopeng, he had to accept the price of marrying him. Bai Ling died, and I only regretted that I had no heartache. Fortunately, Zhaohai did not know the news of her death, otherwise he would die of heartache. Because the punishment for him was too great, worse than taking his life. He will hate Zhaopeng so much that he did not protect the person he loves most, and he will also blame himself and regret that he should not let go of her hand.
There is a line in "The Year of Hurry": On the road to growth, there are always all kinds of parting. At that time, we firmly believed that parting was for reunion, so we said goodbye. In fact, the world is too big, and those who said that they will never be separated, once separated, may be indefinite and forgetful. Goodbye, in fact, is not a goodbye, but a promise.
When Zhaohai and Bai Ling parted, they said goodbye, but unfortunately, after the goodbye, he was still him, but she changed. He kept the promise of love, and she had long since forgotten the promise. Although Zhaohai will never be able to marry Bai Ling, he has lived a frank and peaceful life in this life, and his love for Bai Ling is clean and clear, which makes people admire and envy.
When Zhaohai sent Bai Ling to the countryside to deliver her baby, he asked her when she would meet again? I didn't expect that parting would become indefinite. Zhaohai died, but I believe that he never regretted loving Bai Ling. This love is not possessive and obsessive, but simply I love you and hope you are happy, nothing more.