Wen | Fang Xiaoju
In the original work of "White Deer Plain", when the Seventeenth Division was about to go out of Tongguan to fight against the Japanese Kou, Lu Zhaohai, as the leader of the regiment, came to the White Deer Academy of Mr. Zhu and asked him to give a copper dollar to Bai Ling:
"Sir, there is a small matter that will cause you trouble, and when you see Bai Ling, please give this copper dollar to her with your own hands." I'm going to go to war, lest this copper fall into the hands of the devil and get dirty..."
Mr. Zhu looked at the copper dollar that Lu Zhaohai was holding in both hands and asked doubtfully, "A copper?" You owe her a copper? You're taking it too seriously."
The surprised expression of the teacher made Lu Zhaohai a little embarrassed, and he said shyly: "Half, this copper dollar has half of her, half of me, and whoever holds it will owe the other half."
Mr. Zhu was Bai Ling's uncle, and the reason why Lu Zhaohai entrusted him to hand over the copper yuan to Bai Ling was because Bai Ling had already owed him.
Just when Lu Zhaohai was full of infinite yearning for love, he was caught off guard, and Bai Ling married Lu Zhaopeng. As soon as he turned around, he became his sister-in-law.
Mr. Zhu said in Lu Zhaohai, "Later... When she became my sister-in-law," he saw a deep insincerity and heavy sadness in his eyes, and at the same time, he felt the belief that he had passed on to himself that "death in battle will not return".
Taking the copper dollar from Lu Zhaohai's hand, Mr. Zhu clutched it tightly in the palm of his hand and said solemnly:
"I will keep it, and when you return from the battlefield, it will be best for you to return to Zhao, or it is best for you to give it to Bai Ling."
Mr. Zhu did not expect that his favorite student would never return, and he would stay on the battlefield forever with the question of "why did his sweetheart become his sister-in-law in the blink of an eye".
Bai Ling did not really fall in love with Lu Zhaohai, and she was "sorry for Lu Zhaohai"
Lu Zhaohai and Bai Ling's relationship began when the Zhensong army besieged xi'an city.
At that time, Lu Zhaohai was studying at a middle school in the provincial capital, and Bai Ling was studying at a church school.
The Zhensong army besieged the provincial capital, countless soldiers died because of the defense of the city, Lu Zhaohai and Bai Ling met in the procession of burying the corpses, and became revolutionary comrades.
The two young people felt sorry for each other in the bloody rain and wind of the war, and both developed feelings of dependence on each other, and Lu Zhaohai's feelings for Bai Ling quietly changed, and he fell deeply in love with Bai Ling.
After the burial of the bodies, the two men attended a national revolutionary training course.
Among the instructors of the training course were both Communists and Kuomintang members, and they encouraged the citizens and students who came to participate in the training to choose a party they liked.
Because they were young and did not yet have a clear belief, Lu Zhaohai and Bai Ling did not know which party they should choose, so Lu Zhaohai suggested that they should decide by throwing copper dollars.
By throwing copper dollars, Lu Zhaohai chose the Communist Party and Bai Ling chose the Kuomintang. After determining their respective beliefs, the two joined hands and threw themselves into the battle of defending the city.
Because of his outstanding performance in the battle of defending the city, Lu Zhaohai was officially accepted as a member of the Communist Party of China. Later, his superiors found that he was not only brave in battle, but also had wisdom and high cultural attainment, so he sponsored him to the Baoding Military School in Hebei Province.
Since then, Lu Zhaohai has fulfilled his wish since childhood and become a real soldier.
Before reporting to the military school, Lu Zhaohai invited Bai Ling to a photo studio and took a love photo with her, and the two of them also made a private appointment for life.
The copper dollar became their keepsake. When parting, Lu Zhaohai solemnly put it into his personal pocket.
However, Lu Zhaohai did not expect that this separation was not only a turning point in his fate, but also a watershed in his and Bai Ling's feelings, and his love with Bai Ling would stop like this.
When the two saw each other again, everything changed. Lu Zhaohai, a platoon leader of the 17th Division of the Nationalist Army, had quit the Communist Party and joined the Kuomintang. Under the influence of Lu Zhaopeng, Bai Ling's original faith had long changed, and she became a staunch Communist Party member.
The fission of faith makes the two disagree as soon as they meet, and after waking up from their thoughts, they fall into a fierce dispute.
Lu Zhaohai complained that Bai Ling had casually changed his faith and made a counter-incident with him, and Bai Ling laughed at Lu Zhaohai for taking the Kuomintang certificate and getting a rough mouth, and was infected with the problem of the Kuomintang turning his face and not recognizing people.
Listening to Lu Zhaohai's ridicule of the revolutionary movement launched by his brother on the plains, which at best was nothing more than the blind movement of the starving people in the famine years and the famine months, the remaining wisp of warmth in Bai Ling's heart suddenly became cold.
The fission of faith and the difference of opinion forced Bai Ling to re-examine her relationship with Lu Zhaohai.
Bai Ling suddenly felt that the copper dollar game she and Lu Zhaohai used to play was like a child's family, and she did not really fall in love with Lu Zhaohai at all. Her feelings for Lu Zhaohai are nothing more than "pity for each other" in times of crisis.
So, when the aunt asked her: "You and the second eldest of the Deer family are still pulling"? When she said frankly:
"In the early years, we both had a private lifelong plan! But they were all small and didn't understand anything. Now that they have grown up, they understand the reason, and they feel that it is not appropriate. It's just that the general folks and villagers come and go like the party, and there is nothing to pull and pull."
Bai Ling's sentence "Just like the general villagers and villagers party", completely rejected her relationship with Lu Zhaohai - between her and Lu Zhaohai, it was just a misunderstanding when she was not more.
Therefore, she would later marry Lu Zhaopeng desperately, and turned around to become Lu Zhaohai's sister-in-law.
Lu Zhaohai's love for Bai Ling is an obsession with "wishful thinking"
When he saw Bai Ling's disappointment and indifference to himself, Lu Zhaohai did not give up lightly, and after calming down, he advised Bai Ling to consider the feelings of the two and make an appointment to meet again the next day.
The next day, when Lu Zhaohai came to the place where they had thrown the copper dollar according to the agreed time, he did not see Bai Ling, and it was his brother Lu Zhaopeng who was waiting.
Lu Zhaopeng climbed on his brother's shoulder and said to him:
"Let's go, don't wait, she's not coming... It doesn't matter if you can't talk about a piece for the time being, it is not impossible to wait for three years and two years. In three years and two years, everyone has seen more, and the ability to judge and recognize right and wrong has also improved, and perhaps there will be changes."
Bai Ling's avoidance made Lu Zhaohai very painful, looking at Lu Zhaopeng who suddenly appeared in front of him, he had a premonition - would his brother snatch his sweetheart?
Therefore, on the eve of going to Yulin to return to the team, Lu Zhaohai made an appointment with Bai Ling, hoping to save the feelings of the two and express her determination not to marry. He clasped Bai Ling's hand tightly and said emotionally:
"I give in to you, I listen to you, we simply don't participate in any party, you teach your students, I'm my soldier..."
After listening to Lu Zhaohai's words, Bai Ling jerked his hand back from his hand and said fiercely:
"Do you know how the party you are in kills the other party... Aren't you afraid of splashing blood on your face when you join such a party"?
At this time, Bai Ling was just like Lu Zhaohai's premonition, and her psychology had undergone major changes: Lu Zhaohai's image had dimmed sharply in her heart, and his brother Lu Zhaopeng was increasingly overflowing in her heart.
In the face of Bai Ling, who was sharply opposed to himself, Lu Zhaohai did not retreat, he once again clasped Bai Ling's hand and said affectionately:
"I'll be gone tomorrow, maybe it's a few years before I come back... We have that copper dollar as an oath, and if I lose you, I will never marry you."
With the wishful thinking in his heart, whether Bai Ling still loved himself or not, Lu Zhaohai plunged headlong into the deep pool of unrequited love and could not extricate himself.
After returning from Yulin, Lu Zhaohai had completely felt that Bai Ling had no affection for him, but he still did not have a dead heart, and he told Bai Ling sadly:
"I don't force you to change anything anymore, you can marry as you please." Well, I... Or keep your oath, not you don't marry. When you get married, I swear not to marry again... The more I have traveled north and south for so many years, the more I believe that the world will never find you in my heart again."
Lu Zhaohai's wishful thinking about Bai Ling made him always live in fantasy, refusing to let go of Bai Ling, he always wondered: The two have been privately engaged for life, why did they get to this situation now?
Regarding the fact that Bai Ling no longer loved himself, Lu Zhaohai had always refused to believe it. He clings, fantasizes, and hopes that one day Bai Ling will be able to regain the frontier with him.
Therefore, he did not understand why Bai Ling had turned around and become his sister-in-law until he died.
Bai Ling's love for Lu Zhaopeng is the real love
Unlike Lu Zhaohai's "pity for each other", Bai Ling's love for Lu Zhaopeng is the true love from the heart.
Because of the fission of faith and the difference of opinion, Bai Ling did not want to see Lu Zhaohai again, so when she made an appointment with Lu Zhaohai, she pushed Out Lu Zhaopeng to replace herself.
As soon as he saw his brother, Lu Zhaohai had a bad premonition, he was afraid that his brother would one day snatch Bai Ling from his side, so at that meeting, he had an unspeakable hatred for Lu Zhaopeng.
Later, in front of Bai Ling, Lu Zhaohai expressed his concern:
"I had a bad premonition when I saw him... No matter who, even my own brother, whoever takes you, I do not recognize him as the Heavenly King Lao Tzu"!
Lu Zhaohai's worries are not empty, and people's senses are sometimes inexplicably accurate. After Bai Ling became an underground worker under the leadership of Lu Zhaopeng, the two not only cooperated tacitly in their work, but also underwent subtle changes in their feelings, but they failed to show it due to various emotions.
After Lu Zhaohai expressed his concern in front of Bai Ling, Bai Ling acted a little unnaturally when he saw Lu Zhaopeng again.
Bai Ling's expression aroused Lu Zhaopeng's vigilance, and he said solemnly: "In extraordinary times, no situation can be concealed."
Under Lu Zhaopeng's questioning, Bai Ling told the truth: "Your brother is afraid that you will take me away."
After listening to Bai Ling's words, Lu Zhaopeng's face suddenly turned red, and he waved his hand in a panic and said awkwardly: "Nonsense!"!
As we all know, only when a person is punctured by others will look unnatural and will blush and be embarrassed. The performance of Bai Ling and Lu Zhaopeng fully proves that they are in love with each other.
The same faith, the common pursuit, so that Bai Ling and Lu Zhaopeng, two like-minded men and women, in the harsh underground struggle, support each other, warm each other, the two hearts are getting closer and closer.
In Bai Ling's eyes, Lu Zhaopeng was a piece of furniture that had already been formed, and Lu Zhaohai was still a piece of log that had just been cut; Lu Zhaopeng was already a sharp axe, and Lu Zhaohai was still a tower of iron billets, and the two brothers had an essential difference in her heart.
Lu Zhaohai's ideals and revenge at that time aroused only Bai Ling's enthusiasm, Lu Zhaopeng's revolutionary will and leadership ability, and what aroused Bai Ling's heartfelt admiration.
Therefore, when the organization arranged for Bai Ling and Lu Zhaopeng to be a fake couple, the love in Bai Ling's heart was completely ignited:
Bai Ling suddenly stood up, grabbed Zhaopeng's hand and said, "Let's be a real husband and wife, Brother Zhaopeng!"! Lu Zhaopeng shuddered violently... Bai Ling looked up and said seriously, "What I said is from my heart, we are a real couple for a day, and I will not lose."
Bai Ling's intense love dissipated the wisp of apology for his brother that Lu Zhaopeng had hidden in his heart, and he desperately crossed the moral and psychological barriers and formed a real couple with Bai Ling.
For Lu Zhaopeng from admiration to admiration, and then to the pouring of the soul, Bai Ling's heartfelt love is evolved step by step, not blind, not impulsive.
Bai Ling, the lover of Lu Zhaohai Qingmei Bamboo Horse, turned around and became his sister-in-law, because Lu Zhaopeng made her admire and fall for it from the bottom of her heart. Her love for Lu Zhaopeng is true love from the heart, desperately.
Emotional threesome, wishful thinking that is destined to be a tragedy
When Bai Ling launched the student movement, a brick smashed the nose of Minister Tao, an important member of the Nanjing government, and became a key criminal pursued by the Kuomintang. For the sake of safety, the organization decided to let her leave Xi'an and go to the base area.
In order to let the pregnant Bai Ling leave the city safely and successfully reach the base area, Lu Zhaopeng went to ask his brother Lu Zhaohai.
Afraid of stimulating his brother, he refused, Lu Zhaopeng concealed the truth, he only told Lu Zhaohai that his sister-in-law was going to the countryside to confinement, did not say who the new sister-in-law was.
Knowing that his brother had married again, Lu Zhaohai, while being happy for him, joked:
"You marry a new daughter-in-law and don't say hello to me, you are really desperate."
Although the elder brother was a Communist leader and himself a Kuomintang officer, the two had different beliefs and different political views, but Lu Zhaohai was very sympathetic to the dead marriage in his brother's family, and in order to get to know his new sister-in-law, he boldly agreed to his brother's request:
"I'm willing to help with this, you believe in your brother, and your brother will die."
When he was overjoyed to see his new sister-in-law, Lu Zhaohai was so shocked that he almost fell to the ground--the new sister-in-law standing in front of him was Bai Ling, who was already pregnant with Liujia.
Looking at Bai Ling, who was full of embarrassment, Lu Zhaopeng laughed and said:
"Lu Zhaopeng can definitely become a big thing - thick face!" Only people with thick faces can achieve great things."
Lu Zhaohai never dreamed that his brother would make such a trick, not only copied his own back road, but also took away his brother's daughter-in-law, and actually begged his brother to escort her to the countryside to sit in confinement.
Bai Ling was a little self-conscious under Lu Zhaohai's ridicule, and she gambled and said:
"Zhaohai, you go back!" I'll go out of town and go back to the countryside by myself, and I won't bother you anymore."
Lu Zhaohai suddenly realized from Bai Ling's words that she and Lu Zhaopeng must have a dangerous reason that could not be told, and said to Bai Ling: "I run errands for you, you still make sex", and finally escorted her out of the city.
After sending Bai Ling to a safe place, Lu Zhaohai's heart fluctuated with a sadness at the end of the road, she gently wrapped her arms around Bai Ling, kissed her on the cheek, and then politely released her arm and said sadly:
"I say to you one last word today, I will never marry. No one in the world will make me move..."
Lu Zhaohai clung to the obsession in his heart, allowing himself to be trapped in "wishful thinking" and unable to extricate himself.
In this "emotional threesome", he who is too obsessed is destined to be the one who is disappointed.