"The Yin and Yang, the Way of Heaven and Earth, the Outline of All Things, the Parents of Change, the Origin of Birth and Death, and the House of the Gods" - "Su Qing, Yin and Yang Should Be Like the Great Theory"
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Teacher morality is something that cannot be seen or touched, a good teacher does not necessarily have good teacher morality, and a teacher with teacher morality is not necessarily a good teacher. There are always two sides to things, let alone people. Teachers are also ordinary people, and people have thousands of faces, that is, people often say: "Meet people and make dishes." Similarly, so is ShiDe. It is true that some teachers have consistent morality, but for most people, it is applicable to the general general situation of teacher morality "seeing people and making dishes".
When I was a kid, I attended the best middle school in the city, and my father attended this school in junior high school. The name of the school is very popular - experimental school, it seems that every place has an experimental school, and every place has Zhongshan Road. As the name suggests, the experiment is the place of the experiment, and my father said: When I went to school, the experimental school was the first school in the city to teach English. Feeling that my whole family is an alumnus, I was full of expectations for the school after I went from elementary school to junior high school.
My home is close to the school, and the children's primary school that lives near my house is also from the experimental school. I am one of the few children who attend elementary school far from home, and of course this elementary school is also one of the best in the city. Why go to elementary school far from home? Mainly at that time there was a relationship to go to school, it was as simple as that. So after finishing my homework at night or on Saturdays and Sundays, I would go to the Martyrs' Cemetery Square next to my home (in our square also has a park function, so as not to be misunderstood by some patriotic radicals), and I got acquainted with the children near my family, and when I entered the junior high school class, I found that many of my classmates were friends near my family.
Our class is the last class of the seventh class, before the beginning of the school there was a placement test I played a summer vacation after everything forgot, on the paper casually wrote, at that time to give me the feeling is: this test question is so difficult to completely do not look like the primary school, maybe my elementary school is too greedy? Another fact is that the language essay was not finished. It is said that the students in our class either have poor grades on the placement test, or are related households or pay money to borrow.
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The class teacher was in his early thirties, wearing glasses, with a square face that looked decent, teaching us history lessons, and this man could not laugh, and when he did not laugh, he looked like a talent, and when he laughed, he broke the defense, and used an inappropriate but very appropriate but pejorative word that was obscene. His wife is a class teacher in our grade to teach Chinese, and the two of them have just had a son, which is a stable and happy family. The class teacher has a good effect in class, and the history class is relaxed and active.
I just arrived at school and saw some students using scientific calculators, at that time every child was stationery control, buying a lot of stationery but not using much. The appearance of the scientific calculator deeply attracted me, coupled with the show off of my classmates completely planted grass in my heart, the important thing is that I heard that the middle school entrance examination including the mid-term and final exam mathematics can be used as a calculator, so in the name of learning, I asked my family for twenty yuan to buy one. After buying it, I didn't use it, but carried it every day. People always have a psychology, for example, I want a certain thing, its use value is vague, but just because of a place deeply attracted, it turns out that after buying it, it is found that it is like that. For example: I have not used Apple for many years with Android mobile phones, and I especially want to use Apple mobile phones under the people around me and network public opinion, and I may have just bought a month that I feel very novel, but then it is flat. No, this example is not very appropriate, it should be the kindle is the best example. At that time, I would also take out the calculator from time to time to see and play, but there was no use value, but I was the first batch of the class to buy it in advance, and many students would be curious to see my calculator.
It wasn't long before the school asked for a calculator.
The calculator sold by the school was twenty-three yuan, which looked different from mine, although there was a certification mark on the back. The class teacher asked the classmates to collect money, and I remember that it seemed that the class teacher said that everyone should buy it, which put pressure on me - I had already bought it, so did I have to ask the family for money to buy one? I didn't take a good class for half a day, and I was worried about how to solve it. Avoidance is the best way to solve the problem – I chose not to pay money. The next day, the classmate who collected the money came to me and asked for money and said, "The whole class will send you one." This sentence is undoubtedly a blow to me, people need to fit in the group, I don't have a calculator, don't I not fit in? Just like the students in the class all wear Nike Adi, it is like wearing a pair of domestic shoes. In middle school, the comparison is either gregarious (such as wearing Nike Adi) or is a maverick in heights that others can't reach (such as getting hair done and buying expensive items that are beyond the age of recognition). Coupled with the rich feelings of the classmates who received the money at that time, I was even more uncomfortable and overwhelmed - his emotions contained the fact that I did not complete the task because I did not pay the money and could not be praised in front of the teacher, and also contained a trace of anger.
At that moment I knew that I could not escape, and I had to change the method and go home at noon to ask for money to buy. When I got home, I told my parents that I was going to buy a calculator at school and that I was going to buy one. Sure enough, it was opposed by the parents. The reason is simple: why buy one already? If I don't listen, I'll buy it, and I'll make trouble. My mother said: "This is your school colluding with the manufacturer, and the class teacher has a kickback when you buy a calculator." This sentence clarified the essence of this matter at that time but it could not solve my problem, I cried, I made trouble, I wanted. When it didn't work at noon, I went to school in frustration.
It was another worrying afternoon, my heart was full of entanglements, my parents did not buy it, the school had to pay money, and I knew that I did not buy a calculator in the first place. After the first class at school, I was lucky that the teacher did not ask me to talk, people were afraid of what was coming, and after the second class, the class teacher came and called me out of the classroom alone. With an anxious face, he said: "The whole class has paid money, why don't you pay the money?" I said, "I've bought it." "You bring me your calculator and I'll see.". At that time, the whole class was studying on their own, and it would have been strange enough to call me out alone—who would call me out alone without committing a crime. I ran to my chair with a very purposeful face, took out the calculator cleanly from my bag, and walked out of the classroom at a steady pace to the class teacher. The class teacher looked at the calculator, as if looking for some treasure for a thirty-year-old man to regain his glory. He pulled out his cell phone and called my father about it and asked me to go back to my seat.
This matter finally fell in my heart, and when I returned to my seat, my heart was calming down, and at that time, I was honest and would not express my heart and hinder my face. The disgusting thing came, and on the morning of the third day, the class teacher called me out again, took my calculator with a "lewd" smile and said to me: "I asked you, you can't bring this calculator into the examination room when it is a fake exam, you take it back." I said thoughtfully, "Okay." Look at what the class teacher said, as if he had also specifically found someone to help me identify, he sent me an appraisal report, and the second half of the sentence also frightened me. I was overjoyed to be back in my seat, happy that this matter had finally passed. However, there is a little concern in my heart, will not really because it is fake after the exam can not be brought into the examination room, right? For this reason, I have been shrouded in the fact that the calculator is fake for a long time, and even compared it with the calculator bought by the classmates' school, so that the classmates proudly said: "You see although both calculators have certification marks on the back, but our logos have something like hair, yours does not have one, no is fake." ”
After this incident, the recent middle school exam came, and the irony came - from my year onwards, the mathematical physics and chemistry exam did not allow the use of calculators.
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This incident hit me very hard at that time, and I felt uncomfortable for the first time in my heart in the first year of junior high school, and I was very uncomfortable at that time, and I didn't know the essence of this matter, nor did I believe that my parents said that I took kickbacks. Now that I think back on this, this is a matter of a teacher abandoning shi devotion to take kickbacks, which makes me feel uncomfortable in my heart when I am still a teenager. And those classmates, disgusting. After all, at that time, I was not yet enlightened, and I couldn't see things clearly. Twenty-three yuan is not much, but it exposes the teacher's moral problem. Every teacher is a thousand faces, there is no absolutely good teacher, there is no absolutely bad teacher, after all, no one is perfect, because no matter who you are, you can not guarantee that your behavior has not hurt the other person's heart or comfort zone. The class teacher also inspired me in some things, and the foundation of my history class was also laid by the class teacher, and I did not have any hatred for him, but as far as this matter is concerned, if you ask me to forgive and tell me what the teacher is doing, don't do anything, then please get out of the way, without the suffering of others, do not persuade others to be good. Before the short video platform had a social case, a man on the street met the teacher of the year slapped the teacher, the comments are saying that the man is not good (of course, hitting people is not right), but no one rationally to look at the causes and consequences, after all, the audience of the short video platform did not know what to reverse, what is taken out of context. It is said that the teacher was not good to the man at that time, and caused damage to his heart. I do not express my opinion on this, but only clarify that it is necessary to be rational and objective in looking at people and things, and I think the same is true of my class teacher.
I studied at a normal school as an undergraduate and also studied pedagogy. In the process of learning, I have been reflecting on some things in combination with my own experience of going to school, and I have made up my mind that if I do a teacher, I must not do such things. I think my classmates feel the same way, after all, everyone talks about their school experiences. But there is a huge confusion in front of them - those who were still college students, attacked the teacher's morality in the classroom, and determined that they would be a teacher in the future, how can some people become teachers and become teachers that they hated at that time? I believe that the class teacher was also an aspiring young man in college, and because of this, after taking the pedagogy course, I decided not to become a teacher in the compulsory education stage until I understood the reason for this confusion.
Writing this, I wonder why I wrote this? It's the wee hours of the morning, and it's nerve-wrenching.