"Someone asked me where you are good, so many years I can't forget, the spring breeze is more beautiful than your laughter, people who have not seen you will not understand" - Li Zongsheng's "Ghost Obsession" just shows your position in my heart at that time, even after ten years, I hope that all this is a dream, when you wake up, I am still at the front and back table, you are still a student, you and I still have such an ambiguous relationship. I will always remember that tangled feeling of heartache. Obviously we can be together, but because of my insistence, your uncertainty, I love you, but you love her.
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That was in 2010, even after ten years, I also felt that it was happening in front of me, that kind of heart-wrenching feeling, roughly introducing the situation at that time, I and that he was the last row of adjacent tables, and you were in front of me, when the class had such a rule: the teacher in order to protect the eyes of the students, to ensure that each student will not only look at the blackboard from one point of view, so the two weeks of the class table must be moved, but our last row because it is one person and one table, so everyone agreed the same, We don't move with everyone, because we are the same everywhere, and we don't learn, as long as we don't affect others (I believe many students have such an experience).
When we were at the table before and after, I can still remember the feeling, that is, we are basically chatting, talking about ideals, talking about the future, talking about everything, just don't talk about learning, not talking about feelings, remembering that when I didn't come to the self-study class, you all did it later, when I was at the same table, we were more radical, but that's it, we never went further, didn't break the window paper of that layer of feelings (now think about it was stupid, it was a straight man, if it would be confessed, how can there be something behind, You have long belonged to me).
Of course, happy days are always so short, the heart-wrenching moment with the Sunday afternoon self-study class table adjustment will also come, you finally arrived in front of him, originally everyone is a scum, do not have to study, but always have to find something to pass this boring learning moment, before and after the table to talk is to vent a way, looking at your smile, listening to your twittering non-stop, looking at your laughter full of spring light, my inner entanglement is overflowing with words (I believe that you and he know it at the time) is even more unintentional to learn, I always feel that staying where I am is torturing myself, and we all know that I like you in my heart, and you like him.
Looking back now, in addition to the pain at that time, the feeling of pain was very clear and profound, and then there was regret, in fact, you were also hesitating at the time, you did not express your attitude to anyone, neither said that you liked me, nor did you say that you liked him, but I did not stick to the table before and after those two weeks, if I was more sure at that time, if I insisted on it at that time, if I tried to break this layer of window paper at that time, maybe we were the one who came to the end. But that's always the way things are, where there are so many ifs.
However, God likes to joke like this, and in the year of my college entrance examination review, he made a joke for me, to say that it was a coincidence to miss it once, but our fate seems to be like this, repeatedly missed.
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