It's a sweet love story

"I've always hoped that after a lot of suffering and unwillingness, I can still protect myself from this little shining thing in my heart, which is called kindness and compassion, which may be very small, but you don't know who will come out of the darkness through this light." 」

Fortunately, I got the light of Lu Ming and walked out of the darkness.

The summer of 2018 was a summer that I would never forget. I remember that at noon that big summer, I had just been at the police station to sell the old Chen household and came out.

Standing at the intersection of traffic, the sun above me seemed to have suddenly cracked into nine, as if the cement floor was about to be baked, and I felt like I was in an airtight steamer.

Breathless, the lower abdomen from the faint colic to the end felt like being scraped by a knife, the pain was unbearable, plus these days have been dealing with Lao Liu's posthumous affairs, did not close their eyes much.

I remember when I was still a little conscious, accompanied by the screams of the people around me and the honking of the car, I fell into an embrace.

When I opened my eyes from the illusory consciousness, Lu Ming's beautiful and gentle face appeared in my line of sight, and he showed me 8 clean and white teeth.

"Is it better, where else does it feel uncomfortable", his voice was good, good to hear that I had always thought I had braided, that I thought I was in heaven.

In a trance, I blinked my eyes several times, until the back of my hand felt tingling, and I suddenly woke up.

"Don't move, you still have a needle in your hand."

I was trying to sit up, Lu Ming bent down, one hand around my shoulder, the other hand to help me support the dripping hand, is in an intimate but deliberately distanced posture, to help me sit up.

"Thank you."

I heard my own weak voice ringing out, and I dripped my confused pupils and looked around. Let me suppress the smell of disinfectant water of fear, the cold and piercing white walls, the white sheets, I know, after a week, I am back to this hospital that took Lao Liu's life and made me evil.

Lu Ming saw from the look of disgust in my disgusted eyes that I was resistant to this place.

As if he had done something bad, he lowered his voice: "Sorry, you just fainted on the road, and in a hurry, I sent you here."

"Thank you for saving me, I'm sorry, because I don't like it here, and I don't blame you for meaning, you should have helped me advance the medical expenses, how much money, I gave it back to you"

"Don't worry, wait until you are better, then you will not be late to transfer it to me."

I was so tired that I didn't want to move, so I nodded silently.

In an instant, the ward suddenly fell silent, there was only one patient in the ward, the other beds were empty, neither of us spoke again, outside the corridor, occasionally a nurse walked by, I stared out the window at the glare of the sun for a while.

Looking back at the corner of his eye, he looked at Lu Ming carefully, black pants and white shirt, lining people clean Sven, his eyelashes were very long, the bridge of his nose was very straight, his lips were slightly upturned, even if he did not smile, he was smiling, he was looking down at his watch.

I said, "I'm already fine, I'm sorry to delay you for so long, you have something to do or you go to work first, wait for me to finish playing a little bit of rest, you can go back by yourself."

He turned his head to look at me, and the inky black pupils that were as quiet as water projected my wretched figure, and I gently looked away, not daring to look directly at him.

He chuckled and asked, "Do you want to notify your family to come over?"

Family members...

Hearing these three words, my nose was sour, my heart was blocked by a cloud of gas, and my family... My only family member, Lao Chen, died in this hospital in a car accident last week, I have no family, I Chen Qiqi have no family in this world, in this huge city, there is no place for me.

Lu Ming seemed to sense that my emotions were not right, and he knew that he was like him, and did not ask any more questions, he stood up, sighed, tucked the corner of the quilt for me, looked at the needle and half a bottle, and then walked out of the ward.

The whole world seemed to come to a standstill because of his departure, and the heavy air squeezed against me, and my heart was completely empty.

"Is he gone?"

I heard a voice calling softly from the bottom of my heart.

Suddenly, I felt my pupils glow, staring dead at the doorway, and Lu Ming, who was standing there again, showed me those 8 big white teeth and walked in with something in his hand.

His breath came at me, and the air crammed around me instantly dissipated, and the surrounding area was filled with his smell, a faint aroma like lemon.

He said: "I'm really sorry because I had to leave for a very important meeting in the afternoon, and I've told the nurse to ask her to take more care of you, plus, this is for you."

He smiled and handed me a white gift bag: "It was the nurse at the hospital who asked me to buy it for you, I don't know what brand you used, it was the female staff in the store who recommended this to me."

My second monk was confused and stared at him confusedly, he stared at me and smiled, those eyes seemed to suck me in, I hurriedly took over and did not dare to look at him, he said: "Do you have WeChat?"

I stupidly took out my phone, and we added WeChat twice.

"If you have anything to do, just look for me"

Finally, he told me to drink more hot water, rest more, and so on before leaving.

His stride was firm and strong, his posture was straight, and I stared at his distant back and thought, "He should be a very good husband and father."

OMG... I was full of thoughts.

I dispelled the messy thoughts that filled my head, and my attention fell back to the bag he had bought me on the edge of the pillow, which I picked up and opened.

The whole face blushed completely, almost did not dig a seam to bury myself, I stared at the bag of aunt towels inside, and the ten thousand horses in my brain were galloping.

It turned out that Lu Ming went to buy me this aunt towel, and a big man bought an aunt towel for a strange woman...

At that moment, the only thing I wanted was to quickly settle the medical expenses for him, blacken him, and never see him again.

After the drip, it was already 2 hours later, back to the rental house was already 5 o'clock in the afternoon, I was tired and tired, did not want to move anything, fell asleep, woke up, the sky outside the window has been completely dark.

Do you know? You wake up with the feeling of being abandoned by the whole world.

Fear, loneliness, and the thought of the old Chen who had been dependent on me since childhood was no longer there, and the grief that weighed on my heart instantly crushed my defense line, and I cried under the quilt, crying heart-rending and shaking.

The bell on the edge of the pillow sounded, and I felt like I was dead, I didn't want to do anything, I didn't want to move anything, I just stared at the ceiling in a daze, and the tears flowed non-stop, in fact, at that time, there was a momentary thought.

Just forget it, just end it like this, let everything end, I'm so tired, really tired...

Tired of crying, I fell asleep again, it was about 9 o'clock in the evening, I was finally woken up by hunger, I lay in the dark, I did not want to move, and finally I was hungry and stomachache, so I got up like a gossamer, turned on the light, simply found some cookies that I did not know when to buy, and stuffed them into my stomach.

Finally with some strength, I felt my whole body soaked in tears, I wanted to take a hot bath, took off my clothes, stood under the shower, only to know that the water heater was broken, looked for the landlord, the landlord is an old lady, she said she was not at home, let me think of a way.

I thought of a way, I could think of any way, I sold the house where I lived with Old Chen to pay off the debt, found this remote location, cheap rent house, only lived for 3 days, life is not familiar, let me think of what way.

Maybe once a person is in that state of collapse, the brain does not seem to be able to move, and at that time, he did not think of calling the repair master to come to the door, just at this time Lu Ming called.

Thinking about it now, I always feel that in fact, God did not treat me so badly, and when I was most desperate and helpless, I sent Lu Ming, an angel, to save me.

I heard Lu Ming's anxious voice on the other end of the phone: "Chen Qiqi, are you okay, I looked for you on WeChat all day, I didn't see you reply, it was not easy to get your phone from the nurse, are you better?"

The moment he heard his voice, the grief and fear of the past few days seemed to turn into tears that had broken the embankment.

I cried and yelled at Lu Ming on the other end of the phone: "I don't have a father anymore, I don't have a father anymore, why did God do this to me, my father is such a good and kind person, why should he take him away from me..."

I vaguely vented all my emotions, in fact, in the end, what I said, I didn't even know myself, probably I was cursing God.

Much later, I asked Mr. Lu why he was so insensitive to a stranger, if someone else had made so many voice calls and not answered.

He said that it was because he saw that I was in a bad mood in the hospital, and remembered the moment I rushed out of the main road (in fact, I was dizzy at the time, I didn't notice the car at all, so I planted my head on the road, fortunately he dragged me behind me at the time, but who knows, this drag I fainted), worried that I would not be able to think, so he tried to contact me.

I'm glad it wasn't for one of his non-giving-up calls at the time, or if I really couldn't think of doing something stupid at that moment.

Lu Ming waited for my side of the mood to slowly calm down, the sobbing sound was intermittent, he said over there: "Chen Qiqi, are you encountering any difficulties, tell me, I can help you."

You don't know, Lu Ming's voice, really good, mellow and powerful, let my whole panicked heart, finally fell to the ground, caught something real.

I took pity and sobbed and said, "I want to take a hot shower, but my water heater is broken."

I haven't finished my words yet.

I heard Lu Ming's hurried footsteps, and he said, "Send me your positioning."

"Son, where are you going so late," a woman's voice came over the phone.

"Mom, the company has something, I'll go back"

I heard the door slamming shut.

I sent the location to Lu Ming through WeChat, it turned out that he looked for me many times, I have not listened.

When Lu Ming arrived, I was wearing a sheet, the shawl was distributed, like a small milk cat lifelessly shrunk in the corner, he looked at me with a frown squeezed, his face was very heavy, as if something was accumulating, he couldn't bear it, he actually bought me a lot of food, when he saw me, he didn't say anything, rolled up his sleeves and went to the bathroom for a long time.

I sat there in a daze, listening to the sound of ping-pong and ping-pong in the bathroom, and after a while, the sound of water flowing, and then there was no sound.

Then he came out, didn't say a word, tugged at my arm, picked me up, and sat down at the end of the bed, his eyes stoic, staring at me for a few seconds, clear eyes with a few streaks of blood, his clenched teeth, as if making some kind of decision.

Suddenly, I was trapped in a warm and generous embrace.

I could hear his heartbeat, beating rhythmically, he caressed my hair, over and over again, his arms were warm, the smell of his body made me shed all my defenses, and I cried out again in the arms of a strange man. Tears wet his white shirt.

I heard his soft voice ringing above my head: "Cry, cry out and you'll be fine."

Later, I was a little vague, I remember that it seemed that Lu Ming cooked me a bowl of steaming egg noodles when I went to take a bath, and watched me finish eating, and then he was relieved to leave.

After that, every day, Lu Ming would come to see me, take me to dinner, and buy me something.

Not long after the Tanabata Festival, he took me to the night market that night, my hand was unconsciously wrapped in his palm, we did not say a word of confession, only looked into each other's eyes, looked at each other's eyes, looked at each other's eyes, we knew that we were in love.

Lu Ming is not a person who knows how to create romance, but his every sentence and every action seems to have a romantic color, as if what he says and does is wholeheartedly for you.

There is good food, he is always the first to think of you, there is fun, he always tries to take you with him, in short, he does not want to make you happy all the time.

On cold days, he can hold you in his arms and put on your socks when you are not willing to wear socks, and scold you like an old mother for not knowing how to take care of your body, he remembers your physiological period, prepares a warm baby in advance, an aunt towel, in short, he is the kind of person who breaks his heart for you and coaxes you as a daughter.

He is very gentlemanly, responsible for his work, very good to his family and friends, and I often wonder how He De, Chen Qiqi, can have such a good person.

An excellent person like Lu Ming would be a pair of parents who could be cultivated.

It wasn't until Lu Ming brought me to his parents that I deeply realized that if there are parents, there must be sons, Lu Ming's mother is a university teacher, his father is an engineer, and Lu Ming is also engaged in scientific and technological research.

You enter his family, you know, what is called like a spring breeze, his parents are peaceful and cheerful, there is no shelf, I am an ordinary company employee, a third-rate undergraduate, they are a doctoral student, but they do not look down on you because of this.

In front of you, they are ordinary parents who want their sons to be healthy and happy.

Their family gave me the greatest tolerance, melting my heart of ice cubes little by little, and his mother, knowing that I had no father and no mother, loved me as her own daughter, so much so that even Lu Ming sometimes said sourly: "I feel like I am a door-to-door son-in-law."

But my eyes were full of infinite spoiling for me, and in their home, I felt like a spoiled princess, unable to take care of herself.

At night, I leaned into Mr. Lu's arms and smirked: "Mr. Lu, I feel that you are an angel who left me alone after old Chen did not trust me after death, and specially arranged you to be by my side."

At this time, Lu Ming tightly took me in his arms, gently patted my back, and said, "Yes, I came with a mission, and my mission is to take care of you for the rest of my life."

The two got married a year after they met, when I was 27 years old, Mr. Lu was 32 years old, and a year after marriage, our little princess, Bibi, was born.

Lu Ming said to his parents, "Now that we have two princesses in the Lu family, I, a knight, must work harder."

Our love continues.

Life has its own adventures, I believe that heaven gave Lu Ming to me, I want to cherish it.

Suffering and luck sometimes coexist, when you feel that life is hopeless, please do not give up on yourself, believe that in this world, there is always a light shining on you, as long as you open your heart, open your hands, to accept, or in the next second it can shelter you.

When others are in trouble, hold out your hand, maybe you are the light that shines on him.

Believe me, after suffering is happiness.

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