The Little Thing About First Love ~ The Only Memory in the Whole University (1)

Really with him is from October 5, 2005 to February 5, 2010, a total of 4 years and 4 months, 1584 days, 38016 hours, 2280960 minutes, 13685760 seconds, when others are busy preparing for 2010 Valentine's Day, he proposed to break up with me, he said that he has considered for a long time, feel that two people together is not appropriate, a lot of problems in front of two people, let him feel that there is no future, there is another reason, It's that he doesn't want to have any bondage, he wants to live his life freely, of course, which means that he hopes that there is no me by his side to hinder his femininity.

In 2004 I failed the college entrance examination, entered the repeat class, he was in the same class as me, before was a classmate in the class, and because of the same reason for the failure of the college entrance examination, so it seemed particularly close, he always took the initiative to chat with me, amusing me happy, at that time I had another boy in my heart, they were very familiar with each other, sometimes he would play a role in the middle, but over time, on the contrary, we both became more familiar, what can be said, he looked at me perfectly, Something is okay always love to go to my table seat to chat with me, and then directly my table became him, he said that at that time he already had feelings for me, but for many reasons, can not say, a year of re-reading career soon passed, we also from strange classmate relationship to talk about the intimate friends, and later I came up with it, between men and women, there can be no pure boyfriend and girlfriend.

The college entrance examination is over, the results have not come out, I am nervous at home, every day will always be very nervous, one day, he suddenly called my house, talked to me a lot, I can't remember what I talked about, but I just remember that at that time I felt very good, felt like in a big desert, suddenly someone gave me a bowl of water to drink, after that, he often called me to chat, so I felt like there was water to drink every day, the days were not so difficult, and finally waited for the results to come out, my results were not very good, But it is not very bad, the difference in the key line 2 points, this result later I chose Qingdao University of Science and Technology, his results are average, he originally wanted to report to the school in the south, and then did not know what reason was also reported in Qingdao, according to what he said is that since he can not go to his favorite school, then apply for a university with me in a city, at that time I knew that he also reported in Qingdao, to be honest I was very happy, I don't know if I began to like him at that time, Perhaps such unclear feelings also paved the way for the entanglement between me and him in the future.

Next to the day of college, I came to Qingdao first, before I came I bought a mobile phone, after buying a good card, I couldn't wait to call him, he was not at home at the time, the phone that his family answered, I left my number, I hope he can come back to call me at the first time, sure enough, I got his call at night, he chatted with me, asked me this and asked me about it, I told him about the new things I encountered during the day, he listened carefully over there, that feeling was really happy. Just came to Qingdao around there is no one to know, I feel lonely, the next day when the military training there was a boy with me to talk to, I do not know the reason, he asked what I told him, finally he gave my dormitory phone number to go, at night when the dormitory people are going out to play, I stayed alone in the dormitory, the dormitory phone rang, I thought it was looking for a roommate, the result was that the boy called me, at that time I was surprised, I think he could not know to ask me the dormitory phone, it is impossible to remember my name, He said he asked me to go for a walk around the campus, although I hesitated, but I still went, and I didn't know why I would agree, maybe it was loneliness, maybe I wanted to find someone to talk to, maybe I really wanted to see the campus, maybe it was my stupid heart, he didn't call me that night, the result was that I walked around the campus with a strange boy for an hour and a half that night, and now I have no impression of what the boy told me that night.

After that he also came to Qingdao, his school also opened, he also bought a mobile phone, so we usually call often, at least twenty or thirty calls a day, text messages are countless, his text messages also from crush to bold courtship, the content is very touching, but also very thoughtful, sometimes a text message can move me to cry, I don't know when I began to fall, maybe from the beginning I fell into it, I clearly remember, the school eleven holiday, he let me go home with him, Before the holiday, he came to pick me up at my school, and he was afraid that he would not find the way to come to my school with the old fourth in his dormitory.

To be continued.