After watching "Half Life" for many days, I did not start writing for a long time, and I thought about it for a long time, but I just left a sigh. Before Wen Youdong fengyu read the book, she was very distressed about Manlu, Manlu's heart twists and turns, she paid all her youth and effort for the family, but in the end she wanted to keep a person to be good to herself.
Having done so many things, Man lu was finally lonely and old. This loneliness is not only left to her by Zhu Hongcai, Man Zhen, her mother, but also Zhang Yujin.
In turn, from Man Zhen's point of view, it is actually the same, Man Zhen and Shen Shijun, and his mother, and his sister Man Lu, Xu Shuhui and Shi Cuizhi, all of them, in fact, there is only half a life of fate.
Half-life fate is for us, and it is a part of our life path. When we come to this world, we meet many, many people, just to accompany us for a while, to witness the growth brought about by us in that special time with the people in front of us.
Long Yingtai said in "Seeing", "The so-called parents and children only mean that your fate with him is that you and this life are constantly watching his back drift away. ”
Not only our parents, our brothers and sisters, the right people we have met in time, teachers, girlfriends and friends, are all small points of light in this infinite and non-cyclical circle.
So what is the meaning of these points of light for us? The experiences of Man Zhen and Man Lu are actually enough to say it all.
Accompany us through the difficult road.
The Gu sisters' family, after the death of their father, in order to support the family, in order to let the younger siblings grow up healthily, and to make the burden of the mother a little lighter, the sister Manlu became a dancer. Families love each other and support each other through those darkest moments of life. When people are really in difficulty, there is no so-called dislike or contempt, as long as they can survive, it is the warmth between people. Including later, when Zhang Yujin arrived, Gu Mu hid from her in order not to make Man Lu sad. The love accumulated in difficult days is the most precious and rare memory in a person's life.
Witness our highlight moments. Who would really be happy about our achievements? The man we used to think was right.
After Man Lu got married, In addition to working in the company, Man Zhen also used his spare time as a tutor. Man Zhen was busy all day long, and after dinner, a person hurried out the door. In the dim light, Shen Shijun either accompanied, or waited, or could give Man Zhen an unexpected little surprise, in those days, Shen Shijun was so quietly in love with Gu Manzhen. Gu Manzhen's best years and most enterprising highlight moments of his life were spent in Shen Shijun's admiration and appreciation. What kind of life journey should that be? Full of sweetness, full of fun, full of long and long-lasting whispers that make people want to go.
Enrich our memories of life. People meet in their youth, crazy, paranoid and warm and sincere, what a good year, what a good time.
When they met many years later, when Gu Manzhenyun gently talked to Shen Shijun about what had happened that year, and the ruby ring with coffee-colored velvet thread and reddish-brown blood. At that time, How eager Man Zhen was to want Shi Jun to save her, but unfortunately, the years made people. Man Zhen still remembers that when she came back from class, just took off her coat, Shi Jun began to kiss her, and when they were in love with each other, everything they wanted was touching.
Speaking of Shi Cuizhi and Xu Shuhui, the two are interested in each other, and in the case that Shi Cuizhi is already engaged, Shuhui and Cuizhi only walk alone together, and Cuizhi withdrew from marriage for Shuhui. Think about how brave and determined it was for women to make such a choice in the society at that time. For a rich lady like Cui Zhi, this is a madness like no other.
Many years later, Cui Zhi and Shi Jun each met with their former sweethearts with their hearts, leaving aside the chai rice oil and salt behind their heads, and only wanted to know what the white moonlight and cinnabar moles in their hearts had become, and what they had experienced over the years. In fact, as the years go by, the sweetheart is just repeating chai rice oil and salt similarly in places that he can't reach, and the distance and poetry are living in his imagination. However, those memories, for themselves, are so precious, and with these, I feel that I have lived so seriously.
Those who appear in order have made us who we are now.
Although I have been entangled in death and cried bitterly, I have also been happy and happy, and I have grown hard. It is those who appear in their own lives, accompanying them through one stage after another of life. Even if the distant and poetic still want to chase, but the people in front of you and the life in front of you are more worthy of cherishing. Just like Shi Cuizhi and Shen Shijun, they were restless and tacitly went to see the people they wanted to see, and sooner or later they still had to return to their one-meter life. Chai rice oil salt sauce vinegar tea is bland and trivial, but it can flow in fine water and work together with whiteheads.
Moreover, the most important thing in life is who the present self has become. Remembering the past and having the past, it is the wealth accumulated in the past that has made the present self. Truely, half a life is part of our lives, which is both a necessary experience for growth and a gift of life.
Then, you may wish to carry the beauty of the past and stride forward!
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