Jiang Xin Xu Wei sang "Rebirth" to provide "paradise" for old friend Zhang Chu He Yong, "I am an anti-star system person" "I have always been a person, and I have never been a person"

Singer Jiang Xin wrote an autobiographical novel "The Day of Long Hair Flying", which was sought after by fans. Recently, Jiang Xin added 80,000 words to the book, which was revised and launched by the Culture and Art Publishing House. At the same time, her new song "Rebirth" sung by Xu Wei was officially released the day before yesterday. In July, she'll be releasing her new album and embarking on a nationwide tour. For her, these are all rebirths after she has gone through a great ups and downs.

Days of Long Hair is her first full-length autobiographical novel.

<h1>"I'm an anti-star person."</h1>

Jiang Xin lives in a sunny neighborhood surrounded by green trees in Shunyi and has two cats. A few years ago, Jiang Xin and her husband, who lived in the Drum Tower, rented out the original house of the family and rented this small villa with the rent. On the first floor is a spacious kitchen and living room, with a long table that can accommodate more than a dozen people to eat, "They like the crayfish made by my aunt the most, and as soon as I came, I drove to the market to buy crayfish." The "they" in Jiang Xin's mouth are zhang chu, He Yong and other well-known rock singers. Jiang Xin is like the hostess of the party, nearly thirty years have passed, and these old friends of the year still maintain the habit of gathering from time to time. The basement floor has been soundproofed, and you can play the piano and drums here. The neighboring households are empty, and on weekend nights, everyone eats, drinks, sings and sings at Jiang Xin's house without worrying about disturbing the people, and this has become their paradise. "Because I'm free here, I don't care what I want to do." Jiang Xin said.

Jiang Xin's husband, Zhang Yongguang, is China's best band drummer, known in the circle as "Drum San'er", who unfortunately died of severe depression in 2014. His drum kit is still in the basement. Jiang Xin has always been single, and invited an aunt to cook for her every day and clean up. She is not afraid to live alone, and on days without performances, she wakes up to a cup of coffee, reads a book for an hour or two in the sun at her desk, then practices the piano and begins to compose. From time to time, friends come to get together. The habit of practicing the piano was what her husband required her before she died, "He told me not to be lazy, to practice every day, not to practice before the performance, to be diligent, to be worthy of the audience." ”

"It may have become the traditional saying of 'widow.'" Jiang Xin calmly mentioned this disaster, "I know that life, old age, illness and death, but we can't say that some people have left, and their souls are still with me." When she says "leave," she means not only her husband, but also these good friends in her circle over the years. Starting from Zhang Ju of the Tang Dynasty Band, she has lost her closest friends one after another, and now the most worried about her friends is also her friends, "a friend is a force, and a friend is a gas station." A friend was depressed and called her in the middle of the night to say she couldn't stand it, so she quickly drove to her friend's house to accompany her until dawn.

Life is not tolerant of Jiang Xin, friends say that she has a "bumpy love road", after experiencing all kinds of ups and downs in life, ordinary people can not bear the pain, we see this wavy long hair, still thin and tall, smiling and reading a book. She will write some feelings on the book, and whenever she sees the touch, she will write it on the book with a pen. Jiang Xin has a small book, which remembers her feelings anytime and anywhere, and she can't count how many books she has written, and she has maintained the habit of recording with a pen for many years.

There are also people who constantly invite her to record variety shows to make money and make popularity, but she always gives up halfway, she is unwilling to accept the commercial operation of being manipulated by others, and she is unwilling to say some reluctant empty words. "If you're just content with fame and have to pay for fake likes to buy some fans, you're going the wrong way." Jiang Xin said, "I hope I can become a good artist, I am working hard, step by step to move forward." ”

"I'm an anti-star system person, and I especially hate the word 'star.' In my heart, stars and artists are not the same, good artists are definitely stars, but stars are not necessarily artists. This is Jiang Xin's definition. She said that from a star to an artist is a road of self-examination, maybe you will be red one day, but maybe you do not have such a deep foundation, you need to constantly improve, continue to learn, to persist, in order to go from star to artist.

<h1>"I've always been a person, and I've never been a person."</h1>

Jiang Xin seems to have not changed, still enthusiastically, generously, casually, and quickly expressing his views. But there was a fundamental change in her heart, very different from the young her.

Days of Long Hair is her first full-length autobiographical novel. "The previous edition was 250,000 words, and a lot of deletions were deleted, because the publishers at that time said that the bestsellers were 250,000 words, and I insisted, but they felt that everyone in this era did not like to read books that were too thick, but I wrote more than 300,000 words, and this edition restored all the deleted books, which was the full version." Jiang Xin said.

When she was not writing books, Jiang Xin had many small books at home, and she was accustomed to writing down her inner feelings, not for publication. "This can't be said to be a way of life, it should be said that it is my passion, and it is impossible for you to make me write for the sake of publishing books." 」 Jiang Xin told reporters that before she started making music, there would be such a book, one a year, until today, "These are all innate things, not all people who love to write things have books, writing things for me is as important as eating, drinking, sunlight, and air." ”

Looking around, more than twenty years have changed the appearance of friends, "Among the female singers in our group, Ai Jing painted, Ding Wei should still be making music, I don't know how many people are still making music." Many friends around Jiang Xin were depressed, some came out, and some friends have not yet come out, than how to be brave, friends discussed how to make him better," We organized a charity performance to raise money for him to see a doctor, but friends can't raise friends for a lifetime, to find a way to make him self-reliant, but he is particularly weak after each performance, to lie down for three days, we dare not let him go to the performance again." After Jiang Xin walked through the sadness, he began to use his own strength to help the people around him. She said to Zhang Chu, you have to hold on, we have to support each other! For them, the spiritual warmth and care between friends is crucial, and a friend is less supported.

This time, Jiang Xin has experienced "rebirth" twice in the songs she cooperated with Xu Wei, and this time she wrote in the new song "Rebirth": Youth will not grow old, love will not wither, and all the beauty will not disappear. "Although I have become a person again, I am also ready to go alone for the future journey. Because now I know because I've always been a person and I've never been a person. I feel that there is no birth or death, death is just the disappearance of the body, the shining souls are there, they are with me, whenever I want to talk to them, they are all there. Jiang Xin looked up, "It's like the stars in the night sky." ”

Source: Beijing Evening News reporter Chen Mengxi Wen and photo