"Just like my mouth, it is my most inferior and the most difficult place to take it, I didn't expect the audience to like my mouth and envy my mouth, you say life is wonderful?" 」 ——Han Peiquan
| Author: Xu Xiaodi
| Interview: Zhou Shengnan
| Editor: Ah Ye
| Editor: Curry
In "Creation Camp 2021", Han Peiquan once had a private conversation with Li Luxiu.
Li Luxiu, a man destined to leave his name in the history of Chinese boy band talent shows. As a Russian who worked as a Chinese translator for a Japanese player, he was temporarily pulled on the field due to the lack of 89 1 and began a practice career of cutting off the internet and quitting his mobile phone.
Other players want to debut, only he wants to get off work. Singing lovelessly on the debut stage, he was amazed that he was not the penultimate number one; he was classified as the lowest-rated F class, and he said that F represented Freedom, freedom. The fans of "lack of morality" desperately voted for him, and all the bamboo shoots of the internal entertainment were taken away, that is, teacher Li could not be allowed to leave work.
"I want to go home, really, I haven't had a good time lately." Without a camera, Teacher Li revealed his heart to Han Peiquan.
Han Peiquan sighed, "This is a real person", "Others are players in the cultivation department, and Teacher Li belongs to the forced department".
"What type of person am I?" He asked himself, "If you divide the creation camp into two types of students, one is Han Meijuan and the other is the other students. ”
Han Meijuan is the more widely known name of Han Peiquan. In September 2019, the image of this 38-year-old woman with flaming red lips and strange eyeliner was spread all over the Internet with demonic divine sentences such as "A hundred causes will have results, your retribution is me" and "Remember to double-click Mo Mo Da".
·“ Han Meijuan's image has exploded throughout the Internet.
Under the heavy makeup is a 19-year-old northeastern boy named Han Peiquan.
In 2021, when the idol draft has been "rolled in", the good-looking skin bag is becoming more and more the same, and for the pro-melon eating masses, the interesting soul is the most important.
"What demons and ghosts, glamorous rays, all kinds of famous scenes, all kinds of process logic, everyone has seen it in the group show." My presence is a mudslide, a dark horse, a sense of freshness. Han Peiquan said.
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#专访 #韩佩泉: There are two kinds of people in #创造营, the other students and Han Meijuan
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"Everywhere I go, I'll take Han Meijuan with me"
In September 2019, when Han Meijuan's magic sound of "remember double-clicking Mo MoDa" sounded, the Internet world did experience a landslide tsunami-like mudslide.
Some people think that his makeup is weird and sensational; some people think that his voice is noisy and the content is empty.
"They said the Internet wasn't watching and let me out." Han Peiquan said, "At that time, I set a record, and the number of fans exceeded 10 million in a month. People who like me like me very much, and those who hate me are quite diaphragmy, how to get you? How can it still brush you? Uninstall this software, why can I see you on other platforms? ”
The so-called Jiangshan generation has Internet celebrities out, each leading the way for dozens of days. But Han Meijuan is a special existence among them. Her makeup is frightening, her voice is terrifying, but she is not violent and fierce, offending the audience, and every word she says is in the causal logic of the general public.
Han Meijuan is a character created by Han Peiquan. "She is very tough, dares to say anything, does not care whether this sentence will move someone's cake, only says what is considered righteous." She was brave and did not care about anyone's evaluation, questioning, and insults; she also had a kind of freedom, especially freedom. ”
Han Peiquan and Han Meijuan are two contrasts. "Normal I am a person with low self-esteem, when I was a child, I wore a mask to school every day, I had social phobia, and I was a problem teenager with a dark side; but Han Meijuan, she is very confident, she dares to do anything, I don't care, eyeliner can be drawn to the temples." Shaping Han Meijuan is also using this way to encourage herself, make herself happy, and say what she wants to say most in her heart. ”
Those funny, in fact, have no deep meaning. When Han Meijuan said in a voice that impacted Tianlinggai, "Sisters, get up the spirit, be confident, you are the most beautiful and lovely child in the world", she conveyed that people should be confident and proud to be the protagonist of this survival game.
When the private message was filled with a lot of insults, Han Peiquan hesitated, "afraid that he was playing too much", until he saw a message from a depressed patient who thanked him for letting him see the hope of life.
"I found myself able to change a group of people, even if they were in the minority." Han Peiquan said that at the height of the fire, he posted a video that had nothing to do with funny, removed the heavy makeup from his mouth, and told his story: "One in every 700 babies will suffer from congenital cleft lip and palate, and I am thankful that I was born different." ”
"I want more people to see, am I really a sensational clown?"
It was also the courage given by Han Meijuan that made him decide to come to the stage of "Creation Camp".
On the first stage, he made his final appearance. The first sentence before the singing was still the comedian route: "Oh, I already knew that I would sing "Unforgettable Tonight"." ”
Then, he seriously sang a song called "The Man Who Walked the Tightrope".
Zhou Shen, as a judge, said excitedly: "I am very happy to hear that he is not saying goodbye to Han Meijuan. ”
"I will never tear off Han Meijuan's label, people have to be grateful, to know how they came today." From an Internet celebrity to an artist, replaced by someone else, you may delete the previous video, thinking that it will have an impact on future development. But I think that without Han Meijuan, how can there be Han Peiquan? Everywhere I go, I take Han Meijuan with me. ”
"Of the next ten thousand,
At a glance, you can recognize that this is Han Peiquan."
"Tightrope Walker" is the title track of musician Li Quan's album released in 2000. The lyrics read: Walking in mid-air, the wind that kills people is about to down. ”
That year, Han Peiquan was born in Qiqihar, Heilongjiang. The joy of the millennium did not take care of the family, because Han Peiquan suffered from congenital cleft lip and palate, not only the lips were open, but the entire palate to the throat was cracked.
His mother ran away from home a month later, and his father sold barbecues out of town, earning only a few thousand yuan a month, and died of cirrhosis in 2013.
Successive blows fell on Han Peiquan. "When you go to school, everyone looks at you with strange eyes, and everywhere you go, you are questioning." Looking in the mirror has collapsed countless times, crying and making a lot of noise. Why do I look like this? Why do you think you are so ugly? In school, boys are good-looking, and there will be girls chasing me; I look like this, everyone takes me as a pistachio. ”
In junior high school, he learned to make up, search for tutorials on the Internet, buy cheap cosmetics in small supermarkets and underground malls, eyeliner for one dollar, and mascara for two dollars. "Many people wonder, even if you look ugly, why do you still wear makeup?" Can makeup cover up your ugliness? ”
"From the first grade of primary school, others are nine years of compulsory education, I am nine years of school violence." Han Peiquan said. Every time he was beaten, the child who hit someone said, "Teacher, I played with him, not on purpose." The teacher advised: "Don't do anything, there is no need, you think too much, shake hands and reconcile." ”
He felt unfair and didn't ask for a reasonable apology. When he came home at night, the tires of the bicycle were all sprinkled, and a piece of paper was placed in the basket, and a brick was pressed against it, and the curse on his whole family was written.
In winter, the playground was covered with snow, he was pushed to the ground, a group of people kicked snow at him, and the more he cried, the more the snowballs fell on him.
Once on the toilet, he was pushed into the toilet, dirty and others laughing. Since then, every time he leaves class, he does not dare to go to the toilet, but raises his hand during class and asks for leave to go to the toilet.
He received many letters cursing him, and all kinds of ugly words were engraved on the table. The school sent out new books, he went to the toilet, and his bag was full of water. During class, the boy at the back table used scissors to cut off the small braids he had left for many years.
"Bullied by the second grade in the first grade, bullied by the third grade in the second grade... By the sixth grade, after a year of stability, I made a wish every night that I would never see them again. As a result, in the first year of junior high school, I went to a school with them. When I saw them, they looked at me and smiled, isn't that the little pervert, girly? I was desperate, desperate. Han Peiquan said, "Lucky people have used their childhood to heal their lives." I belong to the unfortunate and have spent my whole life healing my childhood wounds. ”
From the age of 2 months, through the "Happy Smile" public welfare activity of the Chinese Welfare Foundation, Han Peiquan began to undergo surgery. The surgery is complicated, requiring a bone to be taken from the waist and then transplanted into the upper chamber to fill it.
After the eighth operation, he was pushed out of the room in the operating room, the anesthesia was not yet strong, the nose was still inserted, the mouth was half open, and it was full of sponges and gauze. It should have been done later, but he decided not to do it.
I looked at the ceiling and thought to myself: I Don't want to suffer this sin again in my life. I went to fix it, just to look normal in the eyes of others. But I was born like this, how to fix it? I'm such a person that I can't tear off that label. I looked like that, and out of the ten thousand people in the future, I could recognize at a glance that this was Han Peiquan. ”
Before, he couldn't pronounce words clearly, nasal sounds were very heavy, and he couldn't bite words; after the operation, he first practiced speaking, a, o, e, i, u, ü, and practiced pronunciation every day; and then practiced singing, others listened to weird, but Grandma said that singing was too good.
Grandma was the person he was most grateful for. "She took care of me, took care of me, and gave me everything she could give. Without my milk, I wouldn't have stood here and nothing would have happened. ”
In 2018, Han Peiquan came of age. This year, he began to play short video platforms, open live broadcasts, teach everyone to wear European and American makeup, and send clips of his own singing. He wrote on Weibo:
Han Meijuan's emergence made him the protagonist of this survival game. Hundreds, thousands, tens of thousands... He relied on live broadcasting to "discover the way to money".
When he earned 10,000 yuan, Han Peiquan transferred money to his grandmother's WeChat. My are frightened, where did you get it from? I said I earned it. She said, I collect the money, but don't spend it, and get you a passbook tomorrow. In the future, the money earned is transferred to the milk, and the milk is saved for you. ”
When "Creation Camp" was recorded, the contestants had been training intensely. On the day of the Spring Festival, the program team returned the mobile phones collected to everyone and talked to the family for 10 minutes.
Han Meijuan and grandma dialed the video, put the mobile phone in the corner, and without hesitation, prostrated their heads in the chaotic crowd, wishing grandma health and longevity.
Grandma smiled and said to her grandson, "I want to turn into a little mosquito and fly through the cracks in the door to see you." ”
At the hottest and most profitable time, he participated in the draft
In 2013, Han Peiquan participated in the "China Dream Show" with a song "Rain Flower Stone". He was 13 years old and made his variety debut.
In 2018, he went to the Beijing Contemporary Music Academy and began to study music seriously. "Every day from morning to night, from a good voice to a can't sing, sing desperately, sing anything."
Before becoming an Internet celebrity, Han Peiquan participated in the 4-year talent show and experienced countless auditions. In 2021, he came to "Creation Camp" with the mentality of "one round tour".
In the first period of the show, he was on the hot search with the combination of "candy super sweet", and with the strength of his mouth, he became the king of the humanoid bullet screen and reaction of this "Creation Camp".
Netizens shouted: "Han Peiquan can be eliminated, but his mouth must stay." ”
When he said this, Han Peiquan did not expect to release it. After the broadcast, he first found the "Candy Super Sweet" group to apologize.
He felt guilty, the theme song two creative grouping, took the initiative to pull them up, formed a "ROSE hot search booking", took them to liberate their nature, subvert the change: "This is where my nightmare began, seeing everyone's toes symphonic to each other, cutting three rooms and two halls, goosebumps non-stop, making you embarrassed secrets, it's me!" ”
From the instructor to the student, the audience laughed and poured a piece.
This is the wisdom of Han Peiquan, who self-deprecated to break the embarrassing siege and subvert the wall of the boy band. As he put it:
When he came, Han Peiquan positioned himself as a "round trip", and now he stopped at Ergong, which exceeded expectations. As for the grades, "I swear that killing me doesn't even believe that the grade means I can't do it." In the interview, he once said in the joking tone of "Fan Xue Ten" that he made 6 million yuan less in "Creation Camp" and "made his debut in the way of my wealth.".
His biggest regret was the separation. Step by step from the gray boyhood to the Internet celebrity, he can't tell whether others are good to him, whether it is purposeful or aimless, and always carries a defensive heart.
In the show, Han Peiquan made good friends Xie Xingyang. "We are both very insecure people, hugging each other for warmth, comfort and encouragement. I removed my makeup in front of him, took off my face, tore off the wig pieces, and even asked him to tear them for me. He will also tell me his story unreservedly. Later we moved to a dormitory, and when I was sick, he helped me with medicine. He wouldn't let me eat on the show, and he would sneak some small snacks into my pillow. We are best friends and can't be separated from each other. ”
During the period of recording the program, Han Peiquan became a psychologist and enlightened many people.
Someone was upset because of some small things, he said, my experience is much worse than yours, do you see what I am doing now?
Some people questioned that he was not angry because of his looks, he said, you see what I look like, you see how good you look!
"One should find a way to make one's life a little more exciting." Although my childhood was miserable, in other words, it is called wonderful, very wonderful, and it is a good film to make a movie. Han Peiquan said, "Just like my mouth, it is the place where I am most inferior and the most unable to take it, I did not expect that the audience could still like my mouth and envy my mouth. ”
As Eason Chan sang in a song: If you like weird people, I am actually beautiful.