The Surging News reporter Huang Xiaohe
"People are complex ... I have cognition, I have seen these scenes. ”
From Internet celebrities to artists, Han Peiquan benefited from "speaking", but also encountered a crisis because of "speaking", in an exclusive interview with the surging news reporter, he drew a focus on his "way of speaking":
Speaking is a lifelong learning. In fact, there is no absolute right or wrong in speaking... Maybe what I said today is a particularly good one, and it's not so good to put it out after three years, and vice versa. How to talk is something I have to learn all my life ”
Early in the morning of the Interview on May 29, the makeup artist was wrestling with Han Peiquan's hair. The door of the dressing room was half open, and he could see the carefully modified side face, and Han Peiquan quietly prepared everything until he was dressed and sat down in front of the reporter.
"The elderly believe everything, the middle-aged question everything, the young people understand everything..."
The reporter just opened his head, and Han Peiquan quickly picked up the conversation, "I have (feelings) of all three ages." I'm easily dragged away, but sometimes it's really too easy to trust people..."
Han Peiquan in the recording of "Informal Talks"
This time to Shanghai to participate in the recording of the B station program "Informal Talks", Han Peiquan was very happy, felt that it was quite relaxed, it was originally a program that spoke freely, and did not need to make too much preparation.
The topics of the "Informal Talks" are all matters of common concern to Chinese youth, and the moderator and a number of foreign youths from different countries and regions representing different civilizations have a heated discussion and seek diversified answers.
The 6.5 season of "Informal Talks" of Station B is jointly produced by Shanghai Phantom Electric Information Technology Co., Ltd. (bilibili platform side) and Hubei Satellite TV. It is broadcast exclusively on Station B every Friday and rebroadcast on Hubei Satellite TV a week later.
In the seventh episode, in the heated discussion of the representatives of various countries, the view that "gender is not the criterion for defining the character of men and women" was expressed.
Talking about "what is manhood", Han Peiquan appeared to say.
"The biggest 'evaluation' of me by online violence is that I am not worthy of being a man", in the show, Han Peiquan once again talked about his own growth experience. "Outside, I said I looked ugly, how my facial features were, how my voice was very feminine, I simply turned myself into a woman, showed you, magnified ten times and twenty times ..."
Because of makeup, plus the thin sound caused by congenital cleft lip and palate, when Han Peiquan went to school, male classmates thought that he was feminine, only girls were willing to play with him, even now, he was mostly surrounded by female friends.
"I grew up in an environment of protection and love from women. Raising the whole family alone and being responsible for grandma's filial piety, I think these things are a man's sense of responsibility, this is manhood Han Peiquan said in the program.
But Han Peiquan's point of view was also refuted by the guest Chen Ming, who said, "'The sense of responsibility is an act of a special man', I [this] particularly disagree, I explicitly oppose this situation, because he is not a man, he is a good person." ”
Han Peiquan nodded, "I think Teacher Chen is right." After recording the show, he said that he had changed, "I realized one thing at the time, there are many problems in this world, it is not only one answer. ”
A hundred causes will have an effect
Before Han Meijuan was born, Han Peiquan tried a lot of short videos, telling funny passages, small fresh choruses, etc., the effect was not good, and the fan data could not come.
That night in 2019, he turned himself into a northeastern aunt "Han Meijuan" who made up european and American makeup, with a rough and powerful lip line and an area of eyeshadow like a fan, and recorded many quotations madly, first in the circle of friends, causing a scramble to forward, and then posted on the Internet.
The phrase "A hundred causes will have an effect, and your retribution is me" made him angry.
"A hundred causes must have results, your retribution is me" made Han Peiquan fire on the short video platform
In a variety of Internet celebrity anchors, Han Meijuan turned out to be out of the blue, and most people were scared half to death when they first brushed "her", but insisted on watching it.
From spitting to hi to imitation, a short video of a foreigner watching Han Meijuan well reproduces the psychological process of the general public.
Li Shi asked her, "You bought so many expensive cosmetics, how come you still make yourself like this?" ”
Han Meijuan narrowed her eyes, "Didn't I just dress up very well?" Yes, Han Meijuan is a lady who was born with a "you are very confident" light, which is the core emotion of her overthrow of the public and her competition to imitate.
After a talent show, Han Peiquan behind Han Meijuan surfaced, in the program, he played the on-the-spot adaptability trained in the live broadcast to the fullest, like a hair dryer, blowing everyone's hair, resulting in the contestants "all Juanhua".
"Creation Camp 2021" is a famous "All Juanhua" performance on the stage of the second creation
Almost everyone praised him for his eloquence, singing skills, emotional intelligence, and was actually "sober in the world", when he was scolded on the hot search because he said the wrong thing in an interview.
"There is no friendship, just for the traffic for the sake of heat, so I interact." These extreme words stung the true heart of Xiu Fan.
Since then, as the "mouth of Han Meijuan" as the first productive force of Han Peiquan, the blackness and controversy have never stopped.
"I want to understand, I'm just a controversial person, I don't want to resist." Han Peiquan shook his head.
A recent controversial interview with Han Peiquan
On the day of the interview, when asked about his attitude towards the Internet, Han Peiquan believed that the good and bad were all "enjoyed". Because the internet has rewritten his fate and turned him upside down.
But just two weeks after the interview, he cried uncontrollably during a live broadcast, and this "enjoyment" finally turned into "uncomfortable", and he also paid the price for his sword to go sideways.
Han Peiquan, who cried bitterly in the live broadcast
Afterwards, the reporter asked the staff around him, and the staff sighed and said: There are too many people who scold, and they scold rumors, he really can't stand it and collapses.
On the day of the interview, Han Peiquan has already deftly revealed the root cause of his problems: between Internet celebrities and artists, he has not yet found a trade-off (boundary).
Internet celebrity Han Meijuan can be intimidated, because no one cares what the internet celebrity says, but when the artist Han Peiquan appears, the audience group faced is different, and the so-called public figures really have to pay attention to their words and deeds at all times.
"I realized... In fact, it is also a process of my growth "Throughout the interview, everyone could smell his uneasiness.
More than 3,000 pieces of seafood feast
Before "sending roast chicken" (remember double-clicking Mo Moda), Han Peiquan experienced 18 years of darkest moments, abandoned by his mother, his father died early, eight cleft lip and palate surgeries, school bullying, and the first few pages of his life were already covered with dark folds.
What made him stretch his heart was his grandmother, who gave him unconditional love and support, and grandma was like a god in his heart.
Han Peiquan and Grandma
When he was a child, Han Peiquan also fantasized that he was born into a rich and famous family, from a young age, he had no worries about food and clothing, studied abroad to study music, learned and returned to China, supported by fans, and cheered at the airport.
But he only had himself and his grandmother at that time. If he hadn't been operated on by social welfare, he might still be a person who couldn't even speak clearly.
Makeup can cover up surgical scars and restore confidence and happiness. Internet celebrity Han Meijuan made money and became the pillar of the family.
He said that it was only in these three years that he really lived a good life.
In "Creation Camp 2021", Han Peiquan kowtowed to his grandmother
The most extravagant thing I have ever done is to go to a Western restaurant with my grandmother to eat a seafood dinner, which is particularly expensive, the two of them ate more than three thousand pieces, Han Peiquan ordered a glass of red wine for his grandmother, and he also ordered a glass, he said to his grandmother, "Come, milk, let's do it!" ”
At that moment, Grandma was embarrassed to say, "You see, we are still doing this." But Han Peiquan was secretly happy in his heart, he did everything that this family pillar should do, and did his best to give his grandmother the best.
"The near-term goal is to buy a platinum bag for grandma, so my grandma will have to buy vegetables." Han Peiquan said.
"If there is an issue of "Informal Talks" with the topic of 'How to Face Death', what will the optimistic Han Meijuan say?" The reporter was curious.
"I'm sure everyone has ever thought like I did. At a very young age, it will fantasize about a picture when it is inadvertent, and the person you love the most has passed away. ”
Han Peiquan's tone gradually slowed down, "This picture is more frightening than watching a horror movie, and goosebumps are everywhere." I watched someone die on TV that night, and then I lay in bed with my eyes closed and wondered if my grandma would experience this one day, but I only had my grandma, and what could I do without me..."
Therefore, Han Peiquan, who was only twelve or thirteen years old at the time, ran to his grandmother's room at three o'clock in the morning, hugged his grandmother and cried, while shouting that he did not want his grandmother to leave, but his grandmother's answer was very Han Meijuan, "You are sick!" Are you expecting me to die or what? ”
Even when he was 17 years old, Han Peiquan would go to his grandmother's room every night before going to bed, put his finger under her nostrils to check her sniffles and confirm that his grandmother was still there.
"Post-creation era" Han Peiquan's grandmother and the students of "Creation Camp 2021" connected live
He said that there are only two things in the face of death, the first is the fear of pain, and the second is the fear of being forgotten.
"Afraid that many things have not been done, and many people who care have not yet cared in place People disappear after death, and what you can leave behind in this world is naturally what you have to do when you are alive ”
Han Peiquan believes that there is nothing to fear about death, because everything he is doing now is something he will not regret.
"In my lifetime, in my grandmother's lifetime, grasp all the time, don't waste a minute and a second, I should earn money quickly, take my grandmother to live a good life, live in a big villa, and do some things that are not emotionally completed between grandchildren." 」
Han Meijuan's mouth
"Today I saw a person hair circle, first listed a data that said this is a low-desire society, he said, 'Live broadcast is all men playing women, can you not have low desire?' This may represent the views of some people, how would you evaluate this 'low desire' that he expressed? The reporter asked.
"This person may be talking about me directly, in fact, you can ask directly, I can accept." You ask, everyone thinks that seeing you every day is a low desire, what do you think? Han Peiquan quickly asked himself a question and answered himself.
In 2019, the Internet launched a vote called "Which Internet celebrity do you think is the most disgusting in Douyin", and "Han Meijuan" ranked first. Under such public opinion, Han Peiquan sent such a microblog.
Han Peiquan's response to the question "Which Influencer in Douyin Do You Think Is Most Disgusting?"
The microblog quickly won Han Meijuan a wave of favor.
"People often post comments on the Internet to scold Internet celebrities, the gap between photos and videos, hype marketing themselves, playing ugly broadcasts, etc., but who doesn't want to live such a life, right? For any ordinary person you ask him, a live broadcast I let you earn 102,000, but what you have to endure is thousands of people to scold you, are you willing? A lot of people will say I do, and that's a very real, cruel question. ”
Han Peiquan told reporters that the live broadcast of what content is for survival, traffic can change the family's livelihood, you don't like it, you can not watch, you can also scold, but you can not stop its existence.
It can be seen that Han Peiquan is living very hard, because he is too hard, there are always people who think that he is putting on a show, commenting that he is playing ugly and fighting out of position, after the red, desperately trying to make money, and then setting up inspirational people, taking the past to sell misery, washing white and then participating in the draft, the original draft pulled a wave of popularity, and was scolded because of random talk...
He began to tease about it.
Han Peiquan. This image is courtesy of its studio
"I found that ah, I am not quite the same as some of the attacks I have suffered before, before it was simply to attack the looks, attack the form of my video, and attack an Internet celebrity to take such a video. Now the attack is even more intense, a long text to list you throughout, and then a bunch of philosophical arguments to give you a bunch of things, and finally it is actually to scold you - you are not a good thing. Then you say you (how tired), you might as well just scold! ”
Everyone present laughed.
In the conflict, there is a way of self-preservation, that is, before the enemy begins to attack, before the other party tears open the ugliest place for you to see, laughing and taking themselves to practice first, what else can I do?
From weak to strong, Han Peiquan seems to have made a smart choice, one step forward, Han Meijuan, who has teeth and claws to smile and shake everything, takes a step back, there is inspirational musician Han Peiquan. And the real one, he can hide behind the two people and be a bystander.
The reality is that with the 30 million fans who claim to have the whole network, whether it is Han Meijuan or Han Peiquan, they are far away from the days of saying whatever they want.
He's only 21 years old
Like a child in life, he is more rational at work, and Han Peiquan calls himself a special perfectionist.
He did not accept the label of "human sobriety" imposed by the outside world, and he even felt afraid.
"Except for the group of people who know Han Meijuan, they didn't sit down and chat with me like you, but through a show, some clips, they think they know me very well", Han Peiquan picked up his eyebrows, "If you really want to say that I want to set up a persona, I am a person set up by Han Meijuan." ”
"The name 'sobriety in the world' is quite strange, why are you sober at the age of 21?" Isn't 21 an age of brave trial and error..." the reporter asked.
"That's it!" Han Peiquan said, "I'm not always sober, I'm afraid you say I'm sober, just like you said, 21 years old should be the age to do whatever you want." ”
Han Peiquan believes that through his image, everyone has forgotten the fact that he is 21 years old, and more people have a stereotype: they think that he is a 30-year-old fritter with a lot of experience, so they infer how cunning and sinister he is.
In fact, there is still a big difference between a person's experience and experience.
"Actually, I have times when I'm confused, and I'm really like a child in private," Mr. Han said.
"Have you ever worried that one day you will suddenly stop being red?" The reporter asked.
"It's so normal, it's the only confidence I have in myself."
Han Peiquan stared at the reporter for a while and said, "I will always have movement, will always be active in the public vision, not hype, but I will continue to tap my potential, Han Meijuan is followed by Han Peiquan, after Han Peiquan may be a Korean actor, or it may be a Han host." ”
He finally added, "After the fire, you should not hurry to make money, but there must be something new." The higher your foundation is, the higher the building above ”
I define fans as viewers
Han Meijuan's live broadcast is crazy, such as chatting with Li Shi. Li Asked, how did you meet Nie Xiaoqian (also a male and female Internet celebrity)? Han Meijuan said nonsense in a serious way: Nie Xiaoqian is a single mother is not easy, the two of us are Lianqiao, we met in the implant hairline hospital, because we are both an attending doctor...
This almost brought Li Shile off the screen.
Another live broadcast was han Meijuan giving fans a meeting, very seriously telling fans that they would "pit everyone's money" for a while, selling them, two dollars a piece, and teaching fans how to cooperate. But the fans are not angry, full of screen hahahahahahahahaha
Han Meijuan gave a meeting to the fans and told the fans that she would "pit everyone's money" for a while.
"Han Meijuan is a crazy person, she is a very dramatic character, I am in that state sometimes, not that I am crazy, it will be very interesting to be crazy, fans can actually understand, I am not really selling everyone." 」
Han Peiquan explained that this industrial chain (live broadcast) is this logic, not made up by him, but he used particularly ugly words to say it, and the result became a very funny thing.
The exaggerated crazy Han Meijuan and the real-life Han Peiquan form a great contrast, which is "the degree of freedom given by the contrast during the Internet celebrity period".
Han Peiquan said that when he plays a role and integrates into that role, everyone will not recognize what he looks like in life. Han Meijuan is a character who can do whatever she wants online. "I took off my makeup, everyone didn't know who it was, and it didn't affect my normal life."
"You said before that it is embarrassing that everyone in your fans has fans, but is this matter resolved now?" The reporter asked.
"No..." Han Peiquan silently tuned himself into Han Meijuan mode;
"My fan base is really everyone's fans, everyone's fans have it!" You know what? Sometimes I'll touch porcelain artists...'Do you see me like Di Lieba today?' I know I'm not like that, but I think it's funny, it's funny, it's going to work. But because of these things, these people (celebrities) fans have entered my group, they scold me, can you not touch it? (Han Peiquan began to imitate the exchange of fans) He also touched your artist, he also touched our family, he touched our family Wang Lihong last time, he also touched our family who ... Coupled with the incident of the previous two days, there were not many people in the group of 2,000 people, good guys, it was equivalent to I set up a special field (attack) group for myself, and they scolded me for having a way! I just looked at the chat record: Han Meijuan, you are really not a good thing, I am now all broken on your filters, all kinds of scolding... I wondered why my fans didn't help me talk a little bit, turned over half a day, a my 7th level or 8th level (fans), he said a word, he said Mei Juan you still pay attention to the next time, I really can't help you, I just helped you back a sentence, I said Mei Juan is not easy, more than 200 private messages scolded me, I can't come back, they are too fierce, Mei Juan I can't help you, you are good for yourself! ”
In the rice circle, fans like to get together to party, no matter what the reason, the most important thing is to take action and party.
Han Peiquan knows this well, he is more like an improvist in a small theater, and the more the fans react at the bottom, the more fierce he plays. It seems that only in this way can those harmful content be treated as part of the horse-catching drama and not leave a shadow on itself.
"Because I've always defined fans as viewers, I don't want them to be the kind of star chasers, and I don't like that feeling."
Before going on that talent show, he recorded a message to fans, "I want you to love yourself more than I love." ”
Han Peiquan's elimination speech after the second release of "Creation Camp 2021" has touched many people
I'm not selling miserable, I'm really miserable
A short video platform ten years of the hero received the award, Han Meijuan took the stage to speak, he sighed to reporters, "The last speech was still junior high school, what an award was taken at the time, this is really the first speech after leaving school, the state is different, like watching "The Temptation to Go Home", it was very miserable before, suddenly came to the peak moment. ”
Short videos can be out of the circle of popularity, Han Peiquan believes that the necessary condition is: "Can your content be empathetic?" ”
"Han Meijuan's empathy point is self-confidence, because too many people are not confident at the moment, this is true, maybe this is also a neglected problem ”
Han Peiquan believes that all of Han Meijuan's quotations are encouraging self-confidence. Everyone brushes the video to relieve stress, "You are the most beautiful, you are beautiful!" "This kind of comedic way, proper play with stems, but also can inspire others."
He didn't believe that making a video could influence others, but there were a group of people who were influenced by his positive energy. Not long ago, he also received a video forwarded by a girl to the Charity Foundation, the girl is also a cleft lip and palate, she thanked Han Meijuan, let her regain her self-confidence to face a new life, at that time, Han Peiquan felt that what she did was meaningful.
Han Peiquan recounted his experience in treating cleft lip and palate
"A lot of people think I'm selling misery because I've been talking about my own experience, but I don't shy away from it at all, and I'll always talk about my experience in the future, because first of all, I'm not selling misery, I'm really miserable." Secondly, what is selling misery? Through my misery, I set up people, and at the same time to get money and gain benefits. I'm not! Every time I go to tell someone how miserable I am, I want to tell him that I am not miserable now, that I was so miserable before, that I can still live so well, what I have experienced, what kind of psychological struggle I have had! ”
Han Peiquan hoped that these words would affect a group of people, so that they could see that people who were so bright and beautiful used to be very miserable before, and even like everyone else, they were very ordinary people.
In almost every interview, he unconsciously cheers on young people who still live in inferiority and denial. Perhaps deep down, he is more like a self who is afraid of inferiority, repeatedly recounting and strengthening his faith.
Han Peiquan said, "As an ordinary person, from the bottom to today, I will plan everything I want to do in the future, and every road must be particularly stable, I only have this one chance, which is what I have worked so hard to get." ”
Years of torture, so that this 21-year-old boy visible to the naked eye of the careful sensitivity, inferiority and resistance intertwined into a thick shell, this kind of carrying too much force of life, it is easy to be described as "clever" and "ambitious", you can hardly believe that he can really completely get rid of the past throughout his life.
So try to slow down the performances of those horse-catching performances, mute the savage funny, and observe from the perspective of growth, the way he works so hard, probably lost too much, and can't afford to lose.
Editor-in-Charge: Zhang Zhe
Proofreader: Ding Xiao