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Reprinted from the Human TheLivings

People like them, one smarter than the other, one more calm than the other, can always clean up their emotions, everything is in broad daylight, talking and laughing.

Illustration | Stills from Spring Night

Before I was admitted to a public institution, the concept of organs and institutions was no different from most people: one job is a lifetime, one look at the head, less money and less close to home, every day is to read the newspaper and drink tea. After working in public institutions for 7 years, I found that these stereotypes only reflected the state of some units, and also ignored a special group of people here - non-staff personnel. It is special because they are on the fringes of the system, and society is accustomed to calling them "temporary workers", in order to spread many "legends" about them.

My friend Ding Jie was once a labor dispatch employee of a public institution, and he was the only person I could speak in the unit at that time. Recently, I brushed up on a Weibo post where she was swimming with a teenage girl with the caption: Playing with the little princess. With a heart of gossip, I carefully examined the face of the little girl, and it was indeed very similar to Mr. Zhu, the leader of our superior unit.

I still remember christmas 3 years ago, Ding Jie and I had coffee and cake with Mr. Zhu in front of the Strait of Malacca. After Mr. Zhu left, Ding Jie said to me, "Xiaoying, when I didn't know him, he spoke for me. Only he has ever felt sorry for me. ”

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In 2014, I graduated from a local foreign language major in Hangzhou and was admitted to a district-level institution in the city's foreign-related economic outlet. According to the current point of view, with my grades in school and mediocre performance, I should not be able to pass the examination for such a unit. However, in those years, the economic situation was very good, and the graduates with strong personal ability chose work units such as foreign companies and banks, and most of the students who were prepared for the examination, especially the district-level career preparation, were mostly girls like me who were not very competitive.

At that time, I met all the requirements of the unit for this position: fresh graduates, female students, Hangzhou natives, foreign language majors, and stable personalities. The unit is very small, counting the staff, a total of less than 20 people, at that time there was no recruitment of non-staff, so some people promoted or retired, the unit can re-recruit people. When I arrived in this unit, the young people were me, and the other colleagues were over 35 years old, and the whole atmosphere was to cope with work, and the focus was mainly on side business and family.

Until 2017, I worked in such an atmosphere - they were right, I was indeed very suitable for this position, how much ability I did not have, but hard work, serious and careful, work without success, leadership colleagues are quite satisfied with me.

This year, the head of the unit retired honorably, and the new director who succeeded him was very young, less than 40 years old. Such a young cadre naturally cannot be as content with the status quo and only seek stability like the old leaders who were about to retire before. After taking office, he quickly found out the basic situation of the unit's laziness and laziness, and set a development strategy for eliminating discipline, expanding the scale, raising the grade, and expanding the influence.

However, the unit is already full, and it is very difficult to expand the scale and apply for a new establishment.

After discussion, the team decided to recruit a group of highly educated talents in the form of labor dispatch. For this decision, the "old fritters" of the unit were naturally quite critical, and there was also gossip about catching wind and shadows, saying that the new director was going to arrange relatives and eyeliner in the unit, and was bent on destroying the simple atmosphere of the unit, saying that everyone was going to bear the burden and suffer hardships. I didn't care so much about the workload and atmosphere, but when I was 25 years old, I was worried that if the unit recruited excellent talents, would it marginalize me even more?

The first 1 male and 4 female recruits were all graduate students. Ding Jie's resume is the best of these 5 people, she is a hangzhou native, undergraduate and graduate students have graduated from a 211 college in Jiangsu, before coming to our unit, in a state-owned bank with internship belt formal work for nearly a year. She is a bit arrogant and tall, but her business ability and writing are very good, and her dress is also the most fashionable in the unit. In the first year, Ding Jie and I did not have much private communication, but I heard a lot of rumors about her.

Where middle-aged men and women gather, the evaluation of young fashion girls is naturally unable to escape the greasy, worldly jokes, some behind her saying that she is "cold on the outside and hot on the inside", some who say that she "does not like men", I can't hear these unbearable words, and I don't participate in the chewing of the tongue by old colleagues.

My own ability is average, The outstanding performance of Ding Jie has been silently appreciated and admired, every time the unit organizes activities and organizes speeches, Ding Jie can make people shine, her business ability is also one of the best, the writing materials leadership almost do not need to modify, but also by the provincial government affairs information platform hired several times, almost every week at the regular meeting can get the director's separate praise. But I also have some doubts in my heart, Ding Jie is so excellent, why should she come to a unit like ours as a non-staff member?

Therefore, in the early spring of 2018, when another old colleague in our unit retired and vacated a compilation to recruit for the examination, I thought that ding jie must be included in the compilation. First, Ding Jie's excellence and leadership are obvious to all, and second, the society says that the recruitment of public institutions is "radish pit", and the quota is reserved for non-staff personnel.

On Children's Day, after a written interview, the public institution recruited the personnel to be hired and put on the list - the person who entered the physical examination and political review was not Ding Jie, but the only male student among the 5 graduate students outside the staff.

With my position in the unit, it is naturally impossible to know the inside story, but my impression of this boy is that my resume, work performance, and personal ability are far inferior to Ding Jie. Those who have talked about Ding Jie behind their backs do not seem to be surprised by this result, and their attitude towards Ding Jie is even more contemptuous, and even some ridicule: What happened to you in the end when you rushed to perform like this? Haven't you been admitted yet?

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The old comrades retired and also vacated the leadership position of the department. In the summer of 2018, the deputy director of my department was promoted to the main post, and only I had reached the number of years of service and did not have a position, so it was logical that after 4 years of work, I was promoted to deputy director of the department.

At this time, I have found that in such a unit, whether you can be promoted or not depends not entirely on personal ability and work performance, and the most important determining factor is "timing". Whether it is recruited or promoted, the primary condition is that there is a vacant position, otherwise the leader will be helpless to promote.

After this examination, the clear-eyed people can see that Ding Jie's enthusiasm for work has been extinguished for the most part, she no longer carefully prepares speeches and materials, the words on her hands are much rougher, and there are some small mistakes from time to time. In fact, I feel in my heart that this is also the common sentiment of people, and Ding Jie has been very courageous. In other words, I have to face the gossip of colleagues in the unit, and I also have to see colleagues who "robbed" my own staff every day, but I am afraid that I don't even want to go to class.

At a meeting of the staff, the director talked about Ding Jie, I thought he would feel that Ding Jie was sorry, but I didn't expect that he just told Ding Jie's department leader that if Ding Jie wanted to do a good job of spiritual work, he should criticize it, and also said, "Girls just can't do it, and the work has not been self-motivated for a long time."

As a woman, I felt uncomfortable, but I didn't dare to show anything. Later, if I had known the real reason why Ding Jie did not pass the exam at that time, I might have been even more upset.

I originally understood the cause and effect of this incident, but it was half a year later. At the end of 2018, the unit sent Ding Jie and me to visit Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia on business, accompanied by Mr. Zhu, the leader of the superior unit. Mr. Zhu is more than 40 years old, well-dressed, elegant, not angry and arrogant, and has the demeanor of a leading cadre. I had only heard of the leader, and I might have met him at the conference, but there was no opportunity to communicate privately. This time, the 3 of us were going to spend a week in Kuala Lumpur.

On the plane on the way to the trip, I saw a little strangeness: Ding Jie and Mr. Zhu were very familiar, and they were not like superiors and subordinates, but more like friends. On the plane, they sat side by side, naturally eating different flavors of airplane meals, Mr. Zhu would take his mobile phone to Show Ding Jie, the two people did not have any intimate movements, but all the way to talk and laugh, Mr. Zhu was not at all leader shelf.

I seemed to have spied some secret, and when I think about it, it doesn't seem to be a secret, after all, they didn't have any deviant behavior. But I paid more attention during my journey. With this attention, it is difficult for me to convince myself that they are just ordinary superior-subordinate relationships: for example, on occasions such as dinner parties, they do not seem to mind drinking each other's wine glasses; for example, in the venue visit in Kuala Lumpur, Mr. Zhu always walks with Ding Jie, Ding Jie walks away, Mr. Zhu will look for her figure in the crowd; Kuala Lumpur is humid and rainy, sometimes the meeting ends and finds that it is raining outside, the organizers will prepare umbrellas for everyone, Mr. Zhu and Ding Jie will tacitly hold an umbrella to walk at the end. The umbrella was still supported by Mr. Zhu as the leader, and when I got on the commercial car, I saw Mr. Zhu's hand naturally cross Ding Jie's waistline.

Although I don't know about Mr. Zhu's situation, no matter how stupid I am, I also know that Mr. Zhu must be a person with a family.

One day in the middle of the trip, the organizer did not arrange a work itinerary, so Mr. Zhu invited Ding Jie and I to the café in front of the Strait of Malacca to drink coffee and eat cake. Halfway through, Mr. Zhu received a call from the organizer and said goodbye to us, so that the two girls could have fun.

Exotic and exotic, only me and Ding Jie were left. I know that I am not as smart as her, in other words, in china, I will not care about these trifles, but far away from the homeland will always be more open than usual, the simple sense of justice makes me can't help but say a reminder: "Ding Jie, old Zhu is so decent, the family should be quite happy, right?" ”

Ding Jie's hand stirring the coffee suddenly stopped, looked up at me and smiled sincerely, and said, "Thank you, Xiaoying, I always knew that you were different from them." ”

I didn't say more, she looked down and took a bite of the cake, and finally couldn't help but put down the fork: "Xiaoying, in fact, I really don't have anything with him, it's true." It was just that when I didn't know him, he spoke for me. Only he has ever felt sorry for me. ”

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Facing the ancient vast sea of the Strait of Malacca, Ding Jie talked to me about many things that should have been secret.

It all started with Ding Jie's last job. After graduating from graduate school, she originally planned to stay in the city where she went to school for her boyfriend, but she did not expect that near graduation, her boyfriend broke up with her, saying that the family did not want to find a daughter-in-law from abroad.

The failure of the relationship, coupled with the urging of her parents, Ding Jie returned to Hangzhou and entered a state-owned bank through a written interview to start an internship. During the internship and probationary period, the bank has no indicator requirements for employees, but once the probationary period has passed, Ding Jie feels that she can't do this job: every month she has the bottom of her performance, the relationship between colleagues is also tense, the customer relationship is also general, even if it is scolded, every month the branch must post a list to announce the performance, so that the cold and arrogant Ding Jie almost wants to be depressed. So she was in a hurry to go to the doctor, frantically cast her resume to find a job, and the requirements for the job were that there could be no KPIs, and in this way, she accidentally hit and bumped into our unit.

"In fact, at the beginning, I thought... At least it's much better than when I was in the bank, and I can fall asleep at night. But as the days went on, the director always drew cakes for me, saying that I was doing a good job, and there was an opportunity. I also know that it is a pie, but it has been a long time... I can't help but think that it is of course best to be able to make it in. My parents always asked if the things that were compiled could be implemented, even if they went out to kiss each other, others had to ask if there was a compilation, I knew that others were orchestrating me behind my back, not because I didn't have a compilation..."

For various reasons, Ding Jie went from being satisfied with the status quo to having some obsession with the establishment. Half a year ago, in that unit recruitment, Ding Jie had no suspense that she was the first place in the written test, but with the interview results, Ding Jie ranked second, and she missed the preparation.

"What I hate most is not this. What I hate most is that the director later talked to me, saying that recently a colleague reflected that I was negative about work, saying that young people can't get by and get by, or to be positive, the opportunities are for people who are prepared, like this time who, who, did not seize the opportunity to be admitted to the compilation - Xiaoying, I heard this sentence, not exaggerated, really produced physiological nausea. Who was the one who got into the compilation, he thought I didn't know? I know better than anyone! Xiao Ying, how can people be shameless like this. ”

In the recruitment interview of our unit, Mr. Zhu must be an interviewer, and I understood a few points in my heart: "Later, did he tell you?" ”

Ding Jie's eyes flickered a little glassy: "Yes." He said that he had fought for me, but the other party was looking for someone older than him, and he could only count it. ”

"People like him... You should take good care of your feathers. "I don't believe in my heart that Mr. Zhu would really argue for Ding Jie, who was only seen once during the interview."

At this moment, Ding Jie showed a look that made people a little frightened, and she seemed to be smiling: "Xiaoying, I was outside the interview conference room that day, and I heard it all." He fought for me. ”

It turned out that on the day of the interview, because it was in her own unit, Ding Jie was very familiar with the conference room, and knew that in addition to the "heavily guarded" conference room door, there was also a corner that others did not know that could also hear the sound of the conference room. When the interviewer discusses the candidate, he will generally put forward his favorite candidate, and finally after everyone's discussion, the main interviewer will finally make the decision.

She eavesdropped on the whole process of the discussion outside the conference room, heard the main interviewer's high praise for "who is who", knew how "who who" surpassed her, and heard Mr. Zhu really speak for her, but the difference between the light and the heavy was huge, and in the end it was impossible to change the result.

Mr. Zhu did not lie to her.

Just from this interview, Mr. Zhu added Ding Jie's WeChat to the work group. He was generous and did not say anything excessive, Ding Jie also showed me their chat records, Mr. Zhu objectively introduced his identity, expressed that although Ding Jie did not pass the examination, as an interviewer, she also felt that she was also a very good employee. Nothing else.

They began to maintain this reluctantly called friendly relationship.

Mr. Zhu does have a happy family, his wife and his door are right, and the original families of both sides are decent. Mrs. Zhu herself is a medical staff of a third-class hospital, and the two of them are also married late, and there is a lively and cute daughter who goes to primary school.

In the past few months, Ding Jie and Mr. Zhu have met a lot, but they are also bright and upright. Mr. Zhu will invite Ding Jie to eat at home, let Ding Jie accompany her daughter to write homework, visit the park, play ball, which is equivalent to being half a tutor. Mr. Zhu's daughter likes this sister very much, Mrs. Zhu also likes Ding Jie, because they are very busy, there is a serious sister who can often accompany her daughter, Mrs. Zhu thinks it is also very good, I heard that Ding Jie is still single, and she also wants to introduce the young man from the hospital to Ding Jie. Ding Jie also went to meet, and also thought about developing with one or two of them, and in the end, for various reasons, it was still fruitless.

As for Mr. Zhu and Ding Jie, according to Ding Jie, she knows that he likes her, and he also knows that she likes him, but they have never crossed the thunder pool, never dated alone, and almost do not chat, everything can be put under the sun to see, "chat records printed out can be posted on the door of the unit, and will not let people see what is the beginning." Only the first time she was invited to Mr. Zhu's house for dinner, in the car, Mr. Zhu said to Ding Jie: "The last interview, in fact, you are very sorry. ”

"Xiaoying, I know what you want to say. We're all trying desperately to defend ourselves, and we're really trying our best. ”

I get it, but I'm silent, and I don't want to add any superfluous evaluation to such feelings. I thought to myself, it is precisely because you have all kept yourself, you are all smart people, so those so-called ambiguous little details, it is particularly sad.

On my last night in Kuala Lumpur, Ding Jie came to my room to find me. She was a little absent-minded, saying that today she had left her umbrella at the door of the conference room, and she didn't know who had taken it wrong, so she was gone.

She said: "Xiaoying, everyone attending the meeting has an umbrella, why did they take my umbrella?" ”

The umbrella was held by her and Mr. Zhu together. Although I think that they are holding an umbrella together is a bit ambiguous, but from the perspective of today's society, this is really not a moment of passion, in exchange for an open circle, let alone an umbrella, that is, kissing, hugging, it will not be good. However, there are always some people who, even in the era of male and female defense and openness, are still very insistent on their inner order. Because of perseverance, it will be infinitely magnified.

I actually thought of a possibility - could it be that Mr. Zhu took the umbrella? Until now, this has only been a mystery. I know why Ding Jie's absent-mindedness is, but with Mr. Zhu's personality and experience, he can never fail on the last night. I believe that they really have nothing, and I am willing to believe that Mr. Zhu's restraint has the consideration of protecting Ding Jie, but in the moment, the pain still swept the girl.

We are too young to love, and we may be accustomed to people in our 40s, but for young us, it is one thing to understand the truth, and it is another thing to be uncomfortable.

"Xiao Ying, he should be for me?"

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In fact, Ding Jie's resignation is reasonable. I know that it is a bit naïve to think like this, and the leader has not given Ding Jie any promises, but I think that Ding Jie has the right to feel betrayed, she can't change anything, she can only leave this gray environment.

In the summer of 2019, almost a year after Ding Jie was not admitted to our unit, she was admitted to another system at the municipal level. When she announced this news, she more or less had the meaning of raising her eyebrows.

The discussion of the "old fritters" in the unit began to focus on how she was admitted to this municipal unit, and the conclusion was: "Hangzhou locals, there are always some relationships, some energy." ”

I couldn't help but express my opinion for the first time: "Will it be a simple test?" ”

The middle-aged man's greasy face appeared with a contemptuous "you know" expression, saying, "That's maybe, maybe."

It was my fifth year on the job, and I was nominally the deputy in the department, but the work I did was no different from the first year I was on the job. I have not made any new progress from my work, and I have thought about leaving this pot of warm water to cook frogs countless times, but because it is too comfortable, and because I don't know what else I can do when I leave here, I always make it up.

I would like to say that I was simply admitted and did not find any way. Besides, such an environment and growth, admitted, can not be considered a great blessing.

I couldn't say it in the end.

After returning from Kuala Lumpur, Ding Jie and I became friends. Before Ding Jie left our unit, she had a meal with me, and to commemorate the beginning of our friendship, we made an appointment with a Southeast Asian restaurant in the city, and the flavor of curry and shrimp paste was quite moist and hot tropical.

Ding Jie, who held the municipal career establishment, was no longer the girl who hated others for stealing her cake at that time, and she resolved those unfairnesses in a conversation and laughter: "Now think about it, what a big deal, where there is no such thing, that is, I am unlucky, maybe there is another compilation vacant, I will be admitted." You're not a popular unit either. ”

For Mr. Zhu and her new position, Ding Jie said somewhat vaguely: "Old Zhu said to let me apply for this position to try, but I didn't expect to be admitted, everything went smoothly." Director that person you know, smiling tiger one, he knows something I don't know what I don't want to care about, anyway, he was polite to me, thinking of the cakes he painted for me, I think it's really ridiculous. ”

That meal, Ding Jie paid for it. When she scanned the QR code, she suddenly said: "Xiaoying, you are really a good person." I'm sorry. ”

Of course she was sorry for me.

In government agencies and institutions, it is not a good thing to know too much, especially about superior leaders and personnel recruitment. Before visiting Kuala Lumpur, we were just nodding friends, she had always been meticulous, sharing such a big secret with me, but she never seemed to worry about whether I was reliable, and it would not be just a whim, but secretly hoped that my mouth would not be strict, and through me to pass on the wind and shadow things. If her purpose is achieved, I am afraid that the jade stone will burn and bring disaster to the pond fish.

I didn't have any decent friends in the unit because I had little value to other colleagues. Ding Jie and my friendship is not simple, but in the end there is someone who laughs and laughs, walks together and drinks milk tea together, I never want to expose her. Of course, she never revealed a word to the rest of the unit.

She invited me to a meal because she once wanted to shoot me, and naturally I didn't care about these dark past events, so I had to pretend to be stupid: "Yeah, you're gone, I don't know who I can talk to in the future." ”

The other graduate students who were admitted with Ding Jie at the beginning, in addition to the male students who were admitted to the establishment, several others also left their jobs one after another, with different destinations, and I heard that there were also naked resignations, and I couldn't help but be a little envious. Later, our unit recruited several waves of graduate students outside the staff, because there has been no vacancy, and can not retain talents, the people who come in are getting younger and younger, the time to leave is getting shorter and shorter, some of them I can't name, people leave their jobs.

Among these people, Ding Jie may be the best, even if it is the boy who was admitted to the establishment, he is also quite dissatisfied with the unit, but he can only be like me, and he does not have the courage to face the ups and downs of the outside society.

On May Day this year, after the epidemic passed, I received a congratulatory post from Ding Jie. She was getting married, and the groom was an elite dentist. She sent a circle of friends, posted a group photo of the little couple and Mr. Zhu and Mrs. Zhu, saying that she thanked the elders for their love and matchmaking, and thanked the big media. I clicked on the big picture, and the four people in the picture were smiling and stretched out, and there was nothing unusual about it.

Ding Jie's wedding was also very decent, her in-laws dressed very elaborately, the groom's family should be good, people seem to be well protected, all the way have not experienced anything, entertaining guests, coordinating the scene, are personally presented by Ding Jie. She only invited me to a colleague from the original unit, and although the beginning of this friendship was not satisfactory, but as the days passed, things passed, and the affection was still retained.

The main marriage of the wedding is Mrs. Zhu, her face is round and very blessed, when she came to speak on stage, Ding Jie's new colleagues who were at the same table with me began to whisper, from the relationship between Mrs. Zhu and Ding Jie, to Mr. Zhu can go to today without relying on the old man, imagination is wild, I heard the end, no one can think of this layer of relationship between Ding Jie and Mr. Zhu.

Mrs. Zhu cordially instructed the young couple on the stage to respect and love each other and give birth to a noble son early, and by the way, she said that her husband and wife relationship with Mr. Zhu has been like a day for more than ten years, really like Ding Jie's distant aunt and aunt, for unsuspecting relatives and friends, it is seamless. But as I sat down at the banquet, it was really hard to believe that if she had no sense of her husband and Ding Jie's affairs, she would be so attached to the lifelong events of a young girl with no background. Apparently, she knew her husband better than anyone, and knew how to break this undeserved thought.

Everything seems to be a good ending. Maybe only I occasionally think of Kuala Lumpur's humid and hot rainy season.

(The characters in the text are pseudonyms)

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