1. 20 years of dusty knots, lingering regrets
Time flies, time flies. In the blink of an eye, Song Dandan has overcome all obstacles and spent most of his life. Looking back on her brilliant artistic journey, she has conquered all kinds of battles, made great achievements, and made countless great achievements that have attracted the attention of the world.
However, deep down, there is always a bitter bitter fruit hidden, a lingering regretful past.
As she herself said: "This is the biggest knot in my heart in 20 years. "Whenever I am alone, that past will always quietly come to mind. Back in 1987, she met a well-known director who was in high demand, and the two worked together seamlessly.
However, the director's slightly arrogant and pretentious character gradually emerged in the process of cooperation, causing many contradictions, which eventually led to the breakdown of the relationship and parting ways.
Despite the passage of time and the passage of time, that episode still deeply touched Song Dandan's heart. In the blink of an eye, more than 20 years have passed in a hurry, but her indignation and disappointment with the director have never been completely dissipated.
It was undoubtedly a big regret in her career, and it became a lingering knot in her heart, often plunging her into endless emotion and reflection.
Second, the old things reappear, mixed feelings
On an ordinary day, Song Dandan sat alone at home and fell into deep thought. The sunlight shone down on her through the window, which should have brought warmth, but instead made her feel inexplicably irritable and melancholy.
Immediately afterward, images of the past flashed back in her mind like a movie. In 1987, she first met a director, and the two worked together perfectly, but as time went on, conflicts gradually grew and eventually broke up.
In 1987, she first met a director, and the two worked together perfectly, but as time went on, conflicts gradually grew and eventually broke up.
Although time has passed, that episode still tugs at her heartstrings. Song Dandan had mixed feelings in his heart, and he had mixed tastes. There is not only regret for being too immature and rash back then, but also anger at the director's arrogant behavior, and regret for not being able to start over.
In an instant, she lost control of her emotions, tears swirling in her eyes, as if she would burst out of her eyes at any moment. Song Dandan took several deep breaths, trying to calm himself down, but he still couldn't get rid of the boredom in his heart.
3. Get to know the director, and the conflict escalates
1987 was undoubtedly another major turning point in Song Dandan's career. By chance, she met a director who was already up-and-coming at the time. The two hit it off at first sight and quickly established a close working relationship.
At first, the cooperation process went quite smoothly, and the director greatly appreciated Song Dandan's acting ability. "I am really convinced by the sincerity and simplicity of your acting skills, and the profound and brilliant philosophy of life contained in you.
The director praised in such warm language, and his face showed unconcealed joy.
However, the arrogance hidden beneath the director's arrogant exterior is also gradually revealed in the course of the collaboration. He often criticized Song Dandan for no reason, and even often became angry.
Once, just because of a trivial mistake, he mercilessly accused Song Dandan of "low business level" and "only dragging the team back" in front of everyone, and his harsh words made everyone present feel extremely uncomfortable.
Despite this, Song Dandan always tried to control his emotions and tried to resolve the contradictions between the two parties. However, the director's actions are getting more and more out of control, and the way he deals with problems is becoming more and more extreme.
Once, Song Dandan witnessed the director ruthlessly humiliate a female staff member in front of everyone, and the viciousness of his words was unbelievable, and he even loudly declared in front of everyone, "You are simply a layman who knows nothing!" The atmosphere instantly fell into an embarrassing stalemate.
Under these circumstances, the contradictions intensified, and the two sides eventually broke up. Song Dandan recalled the last fierce quarrel, the two sides exchanged words, and the scene was extremely tense.
She finally couldn't take it anymore and asked aloud what the director was saying about "what's wrong" and why he was treating others like this. However, the director's answer was extremely arrogant, he didn't care about her questioning, and he was still pretentious.
In this way, a silent "war" quietly began.
As a brilliant director, he has unrivaled control over film and television productions, but this extreme confidence and heavy-handed approach quickly turns into a ruthless destruction of his employees. Countless times, Song Dandan has witnessed the director unreasonably insulting and provoking others in full view.
What's more, he will be furious and attack the people around him by surprise.
In the face of such a bad act, Song Dandan reached out several times to persuade him, but he was ruthlessly suppressed by the director. As a partner, she was subjected to merciless cynicism and was accused of being a "team breaker".
One day, in front of everyone, the director pointed at her and shouted that she was "ignorant and ignorant" and "would only set up obstacles for the team".
At that moment, Song Dandan felt that his dignity had been trampled on like never before. Tears rolled in her eyes, and she tried her best not to let them fall, and her heart was full of bitterness. However, under the circumstances at the time, she did not have enough strength to challenge the powerful director, so she could only endure the humiliation for the time being and stay calm.
The director's words and deeds have seriously violated the bottom line of professional ethics. However, Song Dandan knows that if she makes too many remarks about this, I am afraid that she will be swept away by the director immediately.
Therefore, she can only silently bear this sense of oppression and face this "war" with the director alone.
Fifth, it is difficult to let go, and it is difficult to calm down
Time flies, time flies. In the blink of an eye, more than 20 years have passed since Song Dandan's break with that director. However, whenever she recalls that unbearable past, her heart will still be filled with layers of waves and mixed feelings.
She never agreed with what the director did. In her eyes, the director's behavior has long exceeded the bottom line of professional ethics, and his conduct is even worse. The way he treats his employees is undoubtedly a kind of mental torture and a personal insult.
Some injuries are difficult to describe with words. Song Dandan still clearly remembers the pain and helplessness in her heart during the last confrontation with the director. However, the director's response was unexpectedly arrogant and rude.
He turned a deaf ear to Song Dandan's questioning, and instead accused her of "only dragging her feet" and "knowing nothing".
In his arrogant eyes, only he can be called great and outstanding, and others are just insignificant existences. Between his words, there was endless contempt and ridicule for Song Dandan.
Under this situation, Song Dandan completely crossed the last bottom line, leaving only despair. She deeply understands that she has cut off the possibility of having anything to do with this director.
So, at that fatal moment of conflict, Song Dandan resolutely stepped forward and made up his mind to part ways with the director.
At that time, her heart was filled with endless anger and unyielding. When she was young and vigorous, she once tried to have a heated debate with the director again, eager to clear her grievances. However, the director turned a deaf ear to this, and his attitude was extremely arrogant and indifferent.
In the end, Song Dandan could only bite her lip tightly and leave the crew angrily, with a sonorous voice.
To this day, that unforgettable past still makes her unforgettable, with mixed tastes. Although on the surface, she is open to reconciliation, but deep down, the mustard for the director has always lingered, and it is difficult to truly let go.