The betrayal of the original intention
Shen Zui was born in a landlord family in Changsha, Hunan, and has been educated by a good family since he was a child. His mother often taught him that "a person can not be an official, but he must be a man."
His mother's earnest teachings made Shen Zui establish lofty ideals and lofty ambitions since he was a child.
In 1918, at the age of 18, Shen Zui responded to the call of the agrarian revolution, vowing to beat his father and seek justice for the crimes of the exploiting class. Full of enthusiasm and youth, he risked being expelled from school, and actively participated in the anti-Japanese student movement to save the country at that time. For a time, Shen Zui became a little revolutionary hero and was loved and praised by the masses.
In 1932, Shen Zui was favored by Dai Li, the head of the Kuomintang spies, and was recruited into the gang. At first, Shen Zui still had a hint of illusion that he could promote the revolutionary process within the Kuomintang. But he soon discovered that what the Kuomintang was doing was contrary to his original revolutionary ideals. When Dai Lian ordered him to assassinate Song Qingling, Shen Zui realized that he had completely taken the wrong path.
Along the way, Shen Zui witnessed too much of the dark side of society and the crimes of the Kuomintang. Those people in tattered clothes, starving and freezing reminded him of his original intention to respond to the agrarian revolution. However, the temptation of power and profit made him unable to extricate himself, and eventually he became a killing machine for the military commander, constantly killing patriots.
In the dead of night, Shen Zui would open the window, kneel in the direction of the moon, and keep muttering "Mother, I'm sorry".
His mother's teachings became an eternal shackle in his heart and the only remaining conscience he had. However, once the head of the killing is opened, there is no turning back.
Mother's teachings
Shen's drunken mother was a traditional Hunan lady who taught her son the principles of life since he was a child. She often said to Shen Zui: "A person can not be an official, but he must be a man." ＂
This sentence was deeply imprinted in Shen Drunken Heart and became the motto of his life.
In 1918, at the age of 18, Shen Zui responded to the call of the agrarian revolution and was determined to devote himself to the revolutionary cause. Before leaving, his mother did not stop him, but only told him to adhere to the principles of life. Shen left his hometown in tears and went to Shanghai to participate in the revolution.
In Shanghai, Shen Zui joined the student movement and became a well-known "little revolutionary hero".
However, the ruthless tricks of fate made him finally join the camp of the Kuomintang. Despite this, his mother's teachings always haunted him.
In 1932, Shen Zui was favored by Dai Li, the head of the Kuomintang spies, and was recruited into the gang. At first, he had the illusion that he could push the revolutionary process forward within the Kuomintang. But he soon discovered that what the Kuomintang was doing was contrary to his original revolutionary ideals. When Dai Lian ordered him to assassinate Song Qingling, Shen Zui realized that he had completely taken the wrong path.
Along the way, Shen Zui witnessed too much of the dark side of society and the crimes of the Kuomintang. Those people in tattered clothes, starving and freezing reminded him of his original intention to respond to the agrarian revolution. However, the temptation of power and profit made him unable to extricate himself, and eventually became a killing machine for the military commander.
In the dead of night, Shen Zui would open the window, kneel in the direction of the moon, and keep muttering "Mother, I'm sorry".
His mother's teachings became an eternal shackle in his heart and the only remaining conscience he had.
After gaining a foothold in Shanghai, Shen Zui took his mother over. The mother was very happy to see that her son's wish had come true. However, she was also worried about her son's safety, so she went to the temple every once in a while to pray for him.
Once, my mother inadvertently bumped into the scene where Shen Zui led people to arrest patriots. At that time, Shen was drunk and sitting in the car, and his mother wanted to get closer and take a closer look, but was scolded by the people inside in Shanghainese.
Shen Zui was afraid that his mother would be disappointed in him after knowing the truth, so he held back the panic in his heart and had to pretend to be a local and scold her away.
How can there be a wall in the world that does not leak, and over time, according to the information from the outside world, my mother finally knew what Shen Zui did. She once tried to stop her son, and specially gave him a copy of "The Ethereal Record of Imperial Incense" written by Yu Deling, a female official in the late Qing Dynasty, hoping to learn from the experience of the Qing government that deviated from the people's will and did not die well, so that he could be a good man.
It's a pity that Shen Sheng, who has been blinded by the desire for power, can't listen to his mother's teachings at all. Next, he pursued patriots more and more frequently, and established the famous "Dregs Cave", a murderous demon cave.
It wasn't until he was captured by the People's Liberation Army in 1949 and reformed in prison that Shen Zui regained his original intention. What impressed him the most was that the prison guards often took them on tours of the revolutionary base areas to get a feel for the face of New China, and they also took the initiative to explain to them the party's policy of tolerance.
Faced with the party's regeneration, Shen Zui decided to make up for his mistakes by writing, exposing some historical truths and the crimes of the Kuomintang.
Drunken guilt
Although Shen Zui has completely degenerated into a killing machine of the military commander, he still has a trace of conscience in his heart. In the dead of night, he would open the window, kneel in the direction of the moon, and keep muttering "Mother, I'm sorry".
His mother's teachings became an eternal shackle in his heart and the only remaining conscience he had. Shen Zui knew that what he had done had completely deviated from his mother's earnest teachings, and he felt extremely guilty about it.
To make up for his guilt, Shen tried to comfort his mother's heart in other ways. After gaining a foothold in Shanghai, he took his mother over, hoping to spend more time with her.
The mother was very happy to see that her son's wish had come true. But she was also worried about her son's safety, so she went to the temple every once in a while to pray for him.
Once, my mother inadvertently bumped into the scene where Shen Zui led people to arrest patriots. At that time, Shen was drunk and sitting in the car, and his mother wanted to get closer and take a closer look, but was scolded by the people inside in Shanghainese.
Shen Zui was afraid that his mother would be disappointed in him after knowing the truth, so he held back the panic in his heart and had to pretend to be a local and scold her away.
How can there be a wall in the world that does not leak, and over time, according to the information from the outside world, my mother finally knew what Shen Zui did. She once tried to stop her son, and specially gave him a copy of "The Ethereal Record of Imperial Incense" written by Yu Deling, a female official in the late Qing Dynasty, hoping to learn from the experience of the Qing government that deviated from the people's will and did not die well, so that he could be a good man.
It's a pity that Shen Sheng, who has been blinded by the desire for power, can't listen to his mother's teachings at all. Next, he pursued patriots more and more frequently, and established the famous "Dregs Cave", a murderous demon cave.
Despite this, the conscience in the drunken heart has not been completely extinguished. In June 1948, after the revolutionary hero Sister Jiang was arrested, Shen Zui personally went to the scum cave to interrogate her. In the face of Sister Jiang's unyielding revolutionary integrity, Shen Zui was shaken for a while.
At that time, Sister Jiang was being tortured, and her bones were already exposed. Looking at this scene, Shen Zui suddenly remembered his mother's teachings, and for a while he had the idea of stopping the abuse.
It's a pity that this shred of conscience was quickly suppressed by him, and Sister Jiang was eventually subjected to even more cruel abuse.
Despite this, this flash of thought has become an eternal pimple in Shen Drunk's heart. From then on, whenever he was alone, he would always involuntarily think of Sister Jiang's steadfast appearance and his mother's teachings, and his heart would be filled with endless guilt and self-blame.
The renewed flame of revolution
On June 14, 1948, when the revolutionary hero Sister Jiang was on a mission in Wanxian, she was captured by the military commander's agents because of Ran Yizhi's betrayal.
After hearing the news, Xu Yuanju, then head of the southwest district of the Kuomintang Secrecy Bureau in Chongqing, personally went to the "scum cave" where Sister Jiang was being held to interrogate her.
At first, Xu Yuanju tried to coerce and induce Sister Jiang to extract information about our party in Chongqing. But Sister Jiang was unyielding and refused his requests one after another.
Xu Yuanju tore off his hypocritical face and instructed his subordinates to use all the torture tools in the scum cave on Sister Jiang.
Even though the white bones were exposed on her body, and even those spies were so frightened by these torture instruments that her face turned pale, Sister Jiang never lowered her head. Seeing that he didn't eat soft and hard, Xu Yuanju suddenly said with bad intentions that he wanted to strip Sister Jiang's clothes naked and let everyone watch her.
Sister Jiang responded calmly: "I'm not even afraid of death, how can I be afraid that you will pick off my clothes? It's just that if you think about it, your mother, wife and daughter, they are all women, and you use such a method to insult me, but also insult them." ＂
This "mother" happened to fall into the drunken ears of those who came to discuss military affairs, and it made him fall into memory.
Born into a family of landlords, Shen responded to the call of the agrarian revolution at the age of 18 and later joined the Kuomintang as a military agent. Along the way, he witnessed too much of the dark side of society and the crimes of the Kuomintang, and eventually became a killing machine.
Whenever he is alone, Shen Zui always thinks of his mother's teachings "A person can not be an official, but he must be a man", and his heart will be filled with endless guilt.
Sister Jiang's words made him realize that he had not only betrayed his revolutionary ideals, but also desecrated the bottom line of being a man.
In 1949, Shen Zui was captured by the People's Liberation Army and underwent rehabilitation in prison. What impressed him the most was that the prison guards often took them on tours of the revolutionary base areas to get a feel for the face of New China, and they also took the initiative to explain to them the party's policy of tolerance.
In the face of the party's regeneration, Shen Zui regained his original intention. He decided to make up for his mistakes by writing and exposing some historical truths and the crimes of the Kuomintang.
In 1980, Shen Zui, who was over the age of six, was allowed to visit relatives in Hong Kong. While in Hong Kong, a little girl asked him why he brutally stabbed Sister Jiang with a bamboo stick.
The question sparked intoxicating memories, and he began to relive his life's journey.
The revelation of the truth
In 1980, Shen Zui, who was over the age of six, was allowed to visit relatives in Hong Kong. While in Hong Kong, a little girl asked him why he brutally stabbed the revolutionary hero Sister Jiang with a bamboo stick.
The question sparked intoxicating memories, and he began to relive his life's journey.
Shen Zui was born in a landlord family in Changsha, Hunan, and has been educated by a good family since he was a child. His mother often taught him that "a person can not be an official, but he must be a man."
His mother's earnest teachings made Shen Zui establish lofty ideals and lofty ambitions since he was a child.
In 1918, at the age of 18, Shen Zui responded to the call of the agrarian revolution, vowing to beat his father and seek justice for the crimes of the exploiting class. Full of enthusiasm and youth, he also actively participated in the anti-Japanese student movement to save the country at that time. For a time, Shen Zui became a little revolutionary hero and was loved and praised by the masses.
In 1932, Shen Zui was favored by Dai Li, the head of the Kuomintang spies, and was recruited into the gang. At first, he had the illusion that he could push the revolutionary process forward within the Kuomintang. But he soon discovered that what the Kuomintang was doing was contrary to his original revolutionary ideals. When Dai Lian ordered him to assassinate Song Qingling, Shen Zui realized that he had completely taken the wrong path.
Along the way, Shen Zui witnessed too much of the dark side of society and the crimes of the Kuomintang. Those people in tattered clothes, starving and freezing reminded him of his original intention to respond to the agrarian revolution. However, the temptation of power and profit made him unable to extricate himself, and eventually he became a killing machine for the military commander, constantly killing patriots.
In June 1948, after the revolutionary hero Sister Jiang was arrested, Shen Zui personally went to the "scum cave" to interrogate her. In the face of Sister Jiang's unyielding revolutionary integrity, Shen Zui was shaken for a while, and he had the idea of stopping the abuse.
It's a pity that this shred of conscience was quickly suppressed by him, and Sister Jiang was eventually subjected to even more cruel abuse.
It wasn't until he was captured by the People's Liberation Army in 1949 and reformed in prison that Shen Zui regained his original intention. What impressed him the most was that the prison guards often took them on tours of the revolutionary base areas to get a feel for the face of New China, and they also took the initiative to explain to them the party's policy of tolerance.
Faced with the party's regeneration, Shen Zui decided to make up for his mistakes by writing, exposing some historical truths and the crimes of the Kuomintang.
In 1980, Shen Zui, who was over the age of six, was allowed to visit relatives in Hong Kong. While in Hong Kong, a little girl asked him why he brutally stabbed Sister Jiang with a bamboo stick.
This question sparked drunken memories, and he began to reveal his life course and the crimes of the Kuomintang to the little girl.
Shen Zui said sincerely: "I was blinded by power and interests back then, and I did many things that hurt nature and reason, and I am sorry for Sister Jiang and the entire Chinese people. Fortunately, the party has given me the opportunity to be a new person, and I will spend the rest of my life atoning for the party and the people. ＂