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In 86, I was in junior high school in our district, and I, Gao Lin, and Chen Lin were three famous "figures" in the grade. But the three of us are famous for different reasons.
Gao Lin and I are both excellent students, and we are also good students in the eyes of teachers and classmates, and we can basically occupy the top one or two positions in the grade for a long time.
But Chen Lin is different, his grades are very stable, and he can know his ranking without the teacher marking the papers in every exam, anyway, he is either the first or the second from the bottom.
Although Chen Lin's grades were not satisfactory, he was very popular with his classmates, and even the teacher's attitude towards him was not as fierce as that of other "bad students", but a little more tolerant.
Because Chen Lin has a specialty, that is, he is very good at sports. Every time he has a school sports meeting, he has won medals and won soft hands. Whether it is track and field or ball games, as long as there are events in which he participates, others basically have no chance of winning the championship.
I'm a female classmate, and although I have good grades, I'm not the kind of girl who reads dead books. I don't know when I started to have an inexplicable good impression of Chen Lin in my heart.
At the beginning, I also felt a little flustered, panicked by my inexplicable hazy emotions for Chen Lin.
After all, since I was a child, whether it was in the eyes of my parents or teachers and classmates, I was the type of good girl, how could I have such a "heinous" distraction from studying?
But the emotions of girlhood really don't have any reason. Many times, I have also reflected on myself many times, why do I have a good impression of a "bad student" like Chen Lin, but I ignore Gao Lin?
Many years later, I realized that the reason why I didn't have a good impression of Gao Lin may be due to two reasons: we are both "good students", there is more obvious competition between me and him, and in my heart, there is also the jealousy of "both Yu and Liang".
Secondly, the name Gao Lin makes me very disgusted, it is the protagonist of a very popular movie called "Life", the hero in it is called Gao Jialin, and he is the modern version of Chen Shimei, who is really pointed out by thousands of people, and almost no girl will like him.
But in any case, I am a very calm type, although I have more and more expectations for Chen Lin in my heart, and even hope that he will have a sudden outburst one day, and his results can improve by leaps and bounds, then I will have more reasons to get closer to him.
But although the ideal is perfect, Chen Lin's grades have always been so poor, except for the days when the sports meeting was beautiful, he was taught by the teacher at other times.
In a blink of an eye, we were in the third year of junior high school, and it was already 1989, and I saw that we were about to graduate, and I began to look forward to my future.
After entering the third year of junior high school, the teachers have stricter requirements for us, especially me and Gao Lin, these "seed players", which are the objects of the school's key protection, because whether we can be admitted to the secondary school is a greater honor for the school.
At that time, rural children wanted to get ahead, mainly through the way of taking the secondary school examination. Although everyone knows that the future of university is better, rural people are more willing to see immediate benefits due to family conditions.
After all, compared with going to university, being admitted to a technical secondary school is jumping out of the farm, and after three years, you will have a stable job and income. And to go to college, you need to study for three more years of high school, and high school promotion is so strict.
As soon as the second semester of the third year of junior high school began, the teacher found our students who usually ranked in the top ten of the grade and held a mobilization meeting together, hoping that we could grasp the final sprint stage, not drop the chain at the critical moment, and it was best to be admitted to the secondary school, which was not only responsible for our own life, but also to win glory for our alma mater.
Because Gao Lin and I have always been in the first or second place in the grade, it has become the top priority, and the few resources of the school are also tilted towards us as much as possible. The school even arranged a female teacher to tutor me, and I could ask any questions in time.
During that time, the restlessness in my heart towards Chen Lin seemed to have been temporarily put down, after all, I encountered the biggest choice related to my life, and I didn't dare to take it lightly.
It was probably a week before the pre-exam, when we had half a day of school on Saturday and everyone had a holiday in the afternoon, but a dozen of us were "detained" by the school, that is, we had to stay in school in the afternoon to review, and we didn't go home from school until around five o'clock.
When I was sorting out my schoolbag, I suddenly dropped a note from my Chinese textbook, and when I opened it, I saw that it was neatly written in pen and script:
Xiaojuan, the high school entrance examination is coming soon, and after the high school entrance examination, we will go our separate ways, I want to tell you the words that have been hidden in my heart for three years, I like you!
I looked at the note in my hand, and the final payment was the word "Lin", and I couldn't help but lose my mind.
The word "Lin" gave me a lot of reverie, and I immediately thought of the two "Lins" in our school, Gao Lin and Chen Lin.
But I quickly had the result in my heart, although two classmates have this Lin character in their names, but a simple judgment can distinguish who wrote it:
Chen Lin's results don't need to take the preliminary exam at all, if he wrote it, I would definitely be quite excited, and I might even give him a note back.
But this afternoon is the review class of the pre-examination class, there are only about a dozen people, Gao Lin is of course one of them, whose hand is the note in his hand, isn't it obvious? Of course it's Gao Lin.
I thought so in my heart, and looking at the handwriting on the note, it was more like Gao Lin's handwriting. After all, as a poor student, Chen Lin's handwriting is not particularly bad, but it has always been very sloppy. Although the regular script cannot accurately distinguish the handwriting, it is more likely that Gao Lin wrote it.
A trace of anger swelled up in my heart almost immediately, good you Gao (Jia) Lin, you actually came to distract me at this critical moment, and I even thought of the word "beautiful man" for the first time in my heart.
I think this is Gao Lin's strategy, in the past three years, our grades are on par with each other, if I am now distracted and fall in love, and I can't get into the secondary school when the time comes, and he is admitted, then it means that I have no face?
Thinking of this, the anger in my heart was even greater, and the first thing I thought of was to hand over this note to the teacher and ask the teacher to criticize him fiercely, which could be regarded as giving me a bad breath.
I handed the note to the female teacher who was in charge of tutoring me, and the teacher was very nervous when she saw it, and quickly accompanied me around the playground a few times and said a lot of things.
The main thing is to persuade me not to be disturbed by external factors, to seize the time to review, and leave the rest to the teacher to deal with.
Sure enough, after returning to school on Sunday, Gao Lin was "invited" to the office by the principal, and about half an hour later, I was also called in.
As the top two seeds in the school, the principal did not speak too badly, but explained to us more seriously the dangers of early love. But to Gao Lin, he showed a sad expression.
But Gao Lin never admitted that the note was written by him, and interrupted the principal's speech several times, and even in the face of me, the "subject", he "warned" me with a hard mouth:
Don't be sentimental, I haven't written a note at all, don't think about relying on me.
Gao Lin said it with confidence, and even asked the principal to check his handwriting. The principal did not continue to entangle, but just reminded us to be attentive in our business, and if there is something to change, we will be encouraged.
We were "reprimanded" in the principal's office for more than an hour, and although we didn't receive much scolding, we still looked very depressed when we came out. As soon as I left the office door, Gao Lin taunted me in a low voice:
Huang Xiaojuan, I didn't expect you to have this crooked mind, and you actually thought of such a lewd idea to frame me, your conspiracy will not succeed, I must be admitted to the secondary school to show you.
I was caught off guard by the development of events, and I vaguely wondered if I had really made a mistake, but I refused to admit in my heart that the note would have been written by Chen Lin. If it was really he who wrote it, then am I missing something?
Despite such a small episode, time does not stand still. Soon it was time for the pre-examination stage, and Gao Lin and I also successfully passed the pre-examination and obtained the place to apply for the technical secondary school.
But since then, Gao Lin and I have almost become enemies.
In the past, although we didn't deal with each other, we were still a harmonious group on the surface, at least in the eyes of the teacher, we were still good classmates who "moved forward in the competition".
Now our relationship has directly torn a hole, not only ignoring each other, but even occasionally passing some news through the mouth of a third party, saying that in their own eyes, the other party does not exist at all, and does not pose a threat at all.
The days of middle school passed quickly, and soon the high school entrance examination came to me, and although it was the first big exam in my life, there was really not much pressure on me.
As soon as the exam was over, I was completely confident in my results, walked out of the exam room with my head held high, and reported my "experience" to the teacher.
Sure enough, as soon as the results came out, I was really admitted to the regional health school, and Gao Lin was on the list with me, and he was admitted to the middle school. There were two other male classmates, and I was the only female student who was admitted to the technical secondary school that year.
When the news reached my family, our whole family was full of joy, in the countryside at that time, it was very honorable to have a secondary school student in the family, and the degree was no worse than taking the college entrance examination now.
Because this result was what I expected, although I was happy myself, I was not overly happy. I heard that Gao Lin was admitted to the normal school, but I was a little dissatisfied in my heart: in the future, it is a pity that I can't be in the same school, otherwise I can continue to "ravage" him.
About a week after the results of the high school entrance examination came out, a male classmate from the same village suddenly came to my house and mysteriously called me out of the house, saying that someone had come to look for you.
The first time I went to his house, I saw Chen Lin, he was a little cynical when he was at school, but that day he was dressed neatly for the first time, and his eyes contained too much meaning when he looked at me.
Chen Lin and I walked on the road for a while, and he told me that he came today for two purposes, one is to congratulate me on being admitted to the secondary school, and the other is to get my forgiveness - it turned out that the note more than a month ago was actually written by him.
When I heard the news, I was immediately dumbfounded. If I had known that it was Chen Lin who handed me the note, maybe my psychology would have changed even more.
But at that time, Gao Lin, the first thing I thought of, even did not hesitate to make such a huge storm. Now that time has changed, and I suddenly learn that the culprit is in front of me, I realize how self-righteous I was at the beginning.
I didn't get too entangled with Chen Lin, and said goodbye to him very plainly. Chen Lin didn't say much, in his heart, between me and him, with my admission to the secondary school, the hidden gap became so insurmountable.
Soon it was the beginning of the school year, but I was dumbfounded that the normal and health schools in our area were neighbors, and there was a wall between the two schools, and students on both sides of the school often came and went. After going back and forth, Gao Lin and I actually met more often.
At that time, the campus was also very particular about the concept of "hometown", we came from the same county, and even graduated from a school in a township. Uninformed students are very curious, why don't you see any intersections with you as "childhood sweethearts"?
It's a pity that both of us have a feeling of "I can't say what I have suffered", those grievances in middle school are actually slowly fading with age, and Chen Lin's special visit before the start of school year, I seem to have a little apology for Gao Lin in my heart.
So, I comforted myself in my heart and said that it was just to make up for my mistake at that time, which caused him to be misunderstood by the teacher because of the injustice he was guilty of, and also to block the classmates from continuing to speculate, so Gao Lin and I gradually had some contact. By the end of the semester in the third year of secondary school, we had even begun to go home together.
After graduating, Gao Lin returned to our alma mater as a teacher, and I went back to the hospital to become a doctor.
Because of the identity of junior high school classmates, coupled with the gradual familiarity of the secondary school era, we officially established a relationship after a few years.
After falling in love, we occasionally talked about the troubles we had at that time, and Gao Lin told me that he was really annoyed with me back then, but there was a kind of grievance that he couldn't explain.
It's just that I also remembered later, aren't my classmates making continuous progress in the past three years under the competition with me?
Later, when I was in the secondary school, I took the initiative a little bit, and he naturally received my kindness, so he began to notice the difference in me.
During those years, Gao Lin and I urged each other to continue to improve, and three years later, we obtained a college diploma together, and we officially got married in the same year.
Today, many years later, even though we are all over half a hundred years old, the story of that note becomes the first topic of conversation whenever we think back to our youth. My husband would always laugh at me, saying how frizzy you were back then, and even love letters would make the wrong person. But I don't regret it at all, it was because of that mistake that I finally got a happy marriage. #精品长文创作季#