Huang Xinying admitted her mistake in a high-profile manner, and was willing to apologize to Zheng Xiuwen and Ma Guoming in person, knowing that she would never be able to wash her name
Huang Xinying should make a full comeback!
In the early morning of December 22, a number of Hong Kong media simultaneously pushed an exclusive interview with Huang Xinying, in which she tearfully talked about her father who passed away not long ago and the "peace of mind incident" four years ago.
Huang Xinying said in the interview that the outside world believes that she has never apologized to the victims of the "peace of mind incident" (Zheng Xiuwen and Ma Guoming), but in fact, she has sent messages privately, but the other party has not replied.
"I didn't think about whether the other party would forgive me at the time, I just wanted to apologize, everyone said I didn't do (apologize), in fact, I did, I don't think there is any need to announce the world's ......"
Now, under the protection of her newlywed husband Li Wanhong, she even has the courage to apologize to Zheng Xiuwen and Ma Guoming in person.
"I'm brave enough, I'm going to be brave enough at this moment, I didn't give an interview for so long, I just want to be ready, I'm mature enough to deal with these things, I might really go over and apologize in person, but I have to take my time. ”
Every time she appeared in public, she never blamed Huang Xinying, but instead persuaded media reporters to "look ahead." Such an attitude was obviously a goodwill to Huang Xinying.
The "peace of mind incident" has passed, and it doesn't matter whether Zheng Xiuwen replied to Huang Xinying's apology text message, but if Huang Xinying really went to the other party to say sorry in person, would it be considered a second degree of injury?
Huang Xinying "cheated", Ma Guoming chose to break up, she felt very reasonable, "From his point of view, it may not be together." I don't think it would have gotten to this point if it wasn't for the problem, and if we weren't together, I forgave and didn't think about getting back together. ”
After Huang Xinying's accident, TVB did not "fire the squid", and even invited her to return to the nest to make a comeback, but Huang Xinying herself claimed that she was not ready to face the audience, and finally dragged it to the end of the contract with TVB.
After meeting her husband Li Wanhong, Huang Xinying made up her mind to become an independent singer, she financed her own records, and recently released her third new song, "I Sleep".
Huang Xinying's career as a singer is destined to be difficult, even if she releases a record when she is the most popular, no one may pay attention to her, not to mention that she is only a "former TVB artist" now.
Huang Xinying said that after experiencing the "peace of mind incident", she learned to take into account the consequences of being a person and doing things, and she is willing to take responsibility for what she has done.
Wong said that she is mentally prepared to face different negative comments, and now she knows how to deal with negative emotions.
Moreover, she saw many people scolding herself on the Internet, but in real life, she had never tried to be scolded by passers-by on the street, which made her feel that the world was still beautiful, "I want to tell you that if you are often scolded on the Internet, you will find that people are still very beautiful when you go out on the street, because most of the people I meet will tell me to come on, and everyone's concern for me makes me regain confidence in human nature." ”
Huang Xinying once again moved out the "peace of mind incident" in order to promote her new song, which more or less has the meaning of whitewashing, but she thinks that she can never be whitewashed, "If I make a mistake, I try to change, I don't need to wash it at all, in fact, it can't be washed, it's best to remember the mistakes I made, ask me to play the role of a bad woman, I can accept it, I shouldn't mind what others think of me." ”
In the whole thing, Huang Xinying felt that the person she was most sorry for was her father.
Huang's father is a well-known Chinese medicine doctor, he has been ill for a while, and after witnessing Huang Xinying's marriage, he died of illness.
Huang Xinying said that when the "peace of mind incident" broke out, my father felt sad and disappointed, "I am a self-disciplined person, I don't have to worry about my parents since I was a child, and my parents trust me very much, but after that incident, they began to reflect on whether they didn't teach me enough?"
Huang's father was the first person to scold Huang Xinying, Huang Xinying recalled that her father pointed out that she made mistakes, "He won't comfort me, he said that I was wrong, and I must know the reason for my mistakes...... There are too many people involved in the whole thing. ”
During those days, Huang Xinying tasted the warmth and coldness of people, and had a behind-the-scenes friend who asked people to pass a message to her, "He said, you're done playing, don't come back."
She also tried to be betrayed by a friend in the circle, and when the media couldn't find her, the friend sent her a text message, she replied, and the content immediately appeared in the newspaper.
Of course, there are also people who send charcoal in the snow, and the host Lin Shengbin (A Bob) not only did not draw a clear line after her accident, but also reached out to her and asked her if there was anything he could help with.
Huang Xinying remembers it in her heart and is grateful to this day.
Before Huang Xinying's accident, she was a Hua Dan supported by TVB, and she had the opportunity to try different roles, and there was also a "peerless good man" Ma Guoming by her side.
At that time, she and Li Wanhong were just ordinary friends, the latter was divorced, served as a drummer in the band, and her appearance and economic strength were average, in the eyes of the world, Huang Xinying should "look down" on Li Wanhong.
But the world is so wonderful, Huang Xinying was pointed out by thousands of people, and Li Wanhong privately messaged the word "come on" on social platforms, leaving an impression on Huang Xinying.
Huang Xinying began to chat with Li Wanhong, and the two deepened their communication and understanding because of their dogs, and slowly developed into a couple.
When asked what her husband's charm was, Huang Xinying said, "He was very down-to-earth, I was in an unhappy state at the time, he gave me a sense of security, he always said, 'It's not a big deal', 'Don't be so afraid'...... Let me settle down in the storm. ”
The two have been in love for more than a year, Li Wanhong was anxious to propose to Huang Xinying, and the woman was surprised, because it was too fast, but Huang Xinying still agreed to the other party, because she felt that the two got along well and could have a future.
For various reasons, the two finally waited until they were in love for 3 years before getting married.
In addition, Li Wanhong's family is willing to accept Huang Xinying, they are not affected by entertainment news, and they love Huang Xinying, which makes her very touched, "I think his family is really good, I also thanked them at the wedding, and did not look at me from other angles." ”
In the most difficult days, Huang Xinying had no job at all, but she was still grateful for the road she had traveled in the past four years, and she felt that she had grown up and learned a precious lesson in her life.
After the incident, Huang Xinying paid attention to the news of several parties as usual and did not avoid taboos, including the marriage of Ma Guoming and Tang Luowen.
She said that everyone has mutual friends, so even if you don't watch entertainment news, you can see the latest news, "Fate and fate, our fate has ended, I hope they all have a good life, maybe one day, we will meet, I will not be afraid, and I will not avoid it." ”
Huang Xinying "rested" for four years, during her shutdown, she sold one of her houses, and when she ended her contract with TVB, she received a sum of money, which was the remuneration for her previous work.
Relying on this money, Huang Xinying can not only support herself, but also self-financed records.
Newly married for more than a month, Huang Xinying feels that life is not much different, "We have lived together before marriage, but now we are just called different." I used to call him 'Daddy' with my two puppies, but now I'm calling him 'Husband'. I'm 34 years old, I'm not young anymore, and I want to have a baby soon. We all love children and will take care of them ourselves in the future and will not leave them to the babysitter. ”
Huang Xinying said that the money given by TVB has been spent, and now she has to use her savings, which is why she has to start planning for the future.