In order to save the prince of the Beijing circle.
I was picked and broke my hamstrings, and I never stood on stage again.
But he forgot all that he had promised me, and turned away from him to marry someone else.
He also said to me, "Zheng, I should just treat you as a sister. 」
On his wedding day, he was abandoned.
But he asked me if I would like to marry him.
I looked at him and whispered, "Song Ci, you said you were just my brother. 」
1
On the day of the engagement, Song Ci and I were kidnapped.
Kept in a cage.
绑匪将宋辞沉入水底,将他打得皮开肉绽。
But he was left breathing a sigh of relief.
They kidnapped for money, not for death.
Until the Song family sends a ransom, they won't take our lives.
But they didn't know that in this tug-of-war, the principals of the Song family couldn't wait for them to kill Song Ci.
Because only in this way can his illegitimate son enter the house.
But we can't sit still.
If this continues, they will kill Song Ci.
I watched them drink, slowly approaching and curling up by the wall.
Leaning on his shoulder, pretending to be sleepy.
趁着绑匪醉酒,在腰间取了钥匙。
I whispered in Song Ci's ear, "Don't sleep, I'll take you away. 」
We took advantage of the darkness to get out, but we were not familiar with the terrain.
Walking around blindly, I don't know where I've gone.
Within ten minutes, someone noticed that we had run away.
The noisy sound and Song Ci's rapid breathing made me feel uneasy.
He had a high fever and bleeding from his wounds.
I hid him in a nearby cave and whispered in his ear, "Song Ci, will you wait for me to come back to you?"
"Okay. 」
He answered me weakly.
He smiled lightly at me and continued, "Kite, leave me alone and run. 」
I left him behind and walked on.
The branches cut through my skin, and the stones tripped me up.
The moment I saw the light on, I was caught.
He grabbed me by the hair and knocked me against a tree.
"Stinky bitch, let you run—"
The words in my mouth are so dirty that I can't hear them.
I was taken back again.
They forced me to tell me what happened to Song Ci, but I avoided it.
A bad attitude angered them.
The steward said, "Pick her hamstrings and see if she can run next time." 」
His voice was breezy and calm, as if he were saying something mundane.
The pain was coming over my ankle, and I felt like I was going to die.
At this moment, I can only pray that Song Ci has been saved.
He can bring people to save me.
The pain in my heart came, and it made me feel that life was worse than death.
It doesn't matter, my life was given by Song Ci.
If you pay it back, you will pay it back.
2
Once again, I was in a cage.
The wound was not treated, the flesh was blurred, ulcerated and inflamed.
In the past half a month, I have felt like I am about to die of pain.
But every time I felt like this, the kidnapper would press my wound and make me sober up.
When I was rescued.
I don't know what year, month, or day it was.
I just feel that the days of being locked up are very long.
Day after day, but like year after year.
I lay on the hospital bed, expecting to see Song Ci.
But except for the Song family to send someone to take care of me, no one came to see me.
No matter how I asked about Song Ci's whereabouts, that person said, "Miss Xie, don't worry, the little master is all right. 」
"But—"
Since he's all right, why didn't he come and see me?
I waited and waited until I was about to be discharged from the hospital, and Song Ci never came once.
He appeared on the television.
The reporter asked him, "Mr. Song, is your wedding scheduled for the 7th of this month?"
He nodded, glanced at the men, and whispered, "Yes, everyone is welcome to my wedding. 」
As he spoke, he made a gesture to bypass the crowd.
When he was about to leave, the reporter continued: "Then I want to wish you and Miss Xie a happy wedding in advance. 」
As soon as the words landed, he looked at them from afar.
His brows furrowed, he thought for a moment, and said, "My bride, not surnamed Xie. 」
At this moment, those reporters were stunned, and even I was stunned.
But when he said something, there was no joke between his eyebrows.
Seeing that everyone didn't speak, he continued to add, "My bride is Miss Shen, Shen Zhi. 」
This sentence is commonplace, as if it is chattering.
But it was like a sharp and sharp sword, stabbing at me fiercely.
Takes my breath away.
I struggled to my feet, holding my wheelchair in my hand, trying to ask what was going on.
But he fell to the ground again and again.
I can't get up.
I couldn't stand up.
Tears ran down the corners of my eyes, and my heart felt like it was being grabbed by a big hand, rubbed repeatedly until my heart broke.
When the aunt who took care of me saw me like this, she reached out and helped me up.
Persuaded me, "Miss Xie, you should know that the Song family will not allow you to enter the door. 」
I looked up at her and grabbed the corner of her dress, "What about Song Ci? I want to see him."
"I want to see Song Ci. 」
She looked down at me and said with a smile, "Young Master doesn't remember you. 」
I don't believe it.
Song Ci once said to me that he only loves me in this life.
Constant meeting 娶我。
He won't forget me.
Under my pleading again and again, she took me to see Song Ci.
His wounds were scarred and looked fine.
But when he saw me, he looked at me like a stranger.
I looked at him, tears involuntarily slipping from my eyes.
After a while, he choked up and said, "Song Ci, I'm Xie Liuzheng. 」
"Hmm. He replied softly, "Do you have anything to do with me?"
"Song Ci, you said you would marry me. 」
I looked at him, but he saw that his eyes were full of indifference.
He lowered his eyes, frowned slightly, and said after a long time, "I heard that the Song family funded you.
"I should just treat you as a sister. 」
The voice was calm, devoid of any emotion, as if narrating a very ordinary event.
But this sentence is like a knife that cuts my heart off piece by piece.
I lowered my head and smiled.
Laughing and laughing, tears couldn't stop flowing down.
I wanted to grab him and tell him about the promise he had made to me.
But he forgot about me.
Everything about me is heard.
I was absent from all his memories.
But just a month ago, he stood in front of my critics.
He said, "I'm going to marry a koto, and no one can stop me. 」
Then he took me by the hand and led me away from the land of right and wrong.
When the Song family taunts me, he will always stand in front of me.
But at this moment, he won't.
I wiped away my tears, met his eyes, and whispered, "Then I wish you a happy marriage and eternal happiness. 」
The voice fell, and I turned my wheelchair to get out.
I saw his bride Shen Zhi greet me and walk past me.
But the voice fell into my ears word for word.
She said, "Brother Song Ci, do you think I look good in this dress?"
"It's beautiful. 」
His voice was gentle, like he had coaxed me countless times.
It's just that today, I'm that outsider.
3
I pretended not to hear.
I went straight down the stairs with the elevator.
When I went down, the Song family was all there.
Look at me from envy before, to ridicule now.
There was also sarcasm in his voice.
"Look, I'll just say it, Xie Liuzheng can't be my sister-in-law. 」
"She's just a play. 」
They laughed at me and sarcastically mocked me.
Said that I was a toad, but I still wanted to eat swan meat.
I hear too much of that.
Turn your wheelchair and walk forward.
When I left, Mrs. Song couldn't stand it, so she asked the aunt to follow me and take care of me.
I looked at her and shook my head, "Don't bother, I can do it alone. 」
You have to get used to it.
Such a day will never be a day or two.
After that, I will still be alone.
Mrs. Song sent me to the door.
I turned my wheelchair and left.
However, as soon as I got out of the villa area, it snowed.
For the first time in the years I've been in Northtown, it's snowing like this.
It fell on me, but I didn't feel the cold.
The streets are full of people, and everyone has their own home.
And I've been in this city for ten years.
But I never found a home that belonged to me.
I thought that Song Ci would give me a home.
In the course of this decade.
Song Ci will always be by my side.
I followed him as I followed, and he led me forward.
He would say to me, "Don't be afraid, I'll be there for you. 」
I walked forward for twenty minutes and there was some thin snow on the ground.
The further you go, the thicker the snow becomes.
The wheelchair was held up by a stone and could not be turned.
I scrambled to my feet, trying to push forward.
but he fell to the ground.
I can't stand up.
There was a lot of people around, but no one came to their aid.
I know, they're afraid I'm touching porcelain.
When I was desperate, I saw Song Ci walking towards me from afar.
He held a black umbrella and covered me from the wind and snow above my head.
Then he crouched down and shoved the umbrella into my hand: "Take it. 」
Bent down and picked me up and put me in the car.
It's like 10 years ago, they brought me to Northtown.
But it's not ten years ago.
Now, he's not trying to protect me, he's being more merciful.
He took me back to my accommodation.
Take the invitation out of your pocket and place it on the table.
He said, "I forgot to give you an invitation just now. 」
I looked at the invitation on the table.
Reach out and pick it up, turn it over.
Tears fell on Song Ci's name, blurring his name.
I scrambling to wipe it, and I raised my head to meet his eyes.
In the sound of his own heartbeat, his voice was heard, and he said, "The family said, you should think—"
"Okay, I'll go, I will—"
When Song Ci left, I can't remember exactly.
I only know that my heart seems to be empty, and I keep pouring wind into it.
It hurt for a while.
Song Ci is still the young master of the Song family who attracts attention.
But he's no longer my song.
4
After leaving the Song family.
My life has returned to its usual normal.
I asked a friend to help me find an aunt and do rehabilitation training every day.
Although I can no longer be on the stage, I have to live.
Day by day.
Song Ci and Shen Zhi's marriage progressed in an orderly manner.
I saw Song Ci's sister Song He posting in the circle of friends:
[Let's celebrate, my brother has finally lost that little baggage.] 】
And Song Ci also praised it.
Wisps of pain surged up little by little.
The heart is like being held by a pair of big hands.
Out of breath.
It turns out that I am a burden to Song Ci.
I stared at the picture on the wall and reached out to rip it off.
The phone vibrated on my lap and I pressed answer.
On the other end of the phone, it was Pei Zhiyu.
He said, "Xie Liuzheng, are you really sure that Song Ci loved you?"
I didn't answer, and subconsciously hung up the phone.
I'm afraid that the answer I get is not as good as I thought.
The young Song Ci made a mistake and was sent to Xishui Town by the Song family.
said that it was for him to have a long memory, but in fact his father wanted to send him farther away.
To a place where education is not so good.
It would be better if he gave up his studies and became a waster who was proficient in eating, drinking, and having fun.
Then his father could open his mouth and take his illegitimate son into the door.
Song Ci did not become what his father had hoped.
He has a gentle temperament and is steady.
Grades are among the best in their grade.
Every time it was the turn of a third-year senior student to speak, he would stand on the rostrum and speak.
Everyone praised him for being a breezy and moonless boy.
is worthy of being a genius in Beicheng.
And I am a speck of dust, and that speck of dust is so dirty that it doesn't fall on him.
At that time, I couldn't even eat.
After my father died, my mother remarried, and my stepfather was an alcoholic.
If you drink too much, they will beat me up, call me a waste, and call me a little oil bottle.
Hitting me is even more commonplace.
Most of the time, when I don't like it, I'll be slapped in the face.
Strange to say, my mother was as cowardly as a mess of mud on the ground.
Even to see him do this to me.
and never said that they would leave him.
At that time, I was only fifteen years old.
Can't resist.
Can't struggle.
I can only beg my mother day after day to take me away.
But she said, "Zheng, bear with me, and soon you will grow up and you will be able to leave—"
I looked at her in despair.
But he couldn't say a word.
Life goes on like this, I can only endure it, there is no other way.
Every time he hit me, I told myself that it would be fine in a few more years.
But he quarreled with my mother and picked up the bottle to hit me.
I ran and called for help.
The screams caused a lot of noise to the neighbors, but no one came to their aid.
Just when I thought the bottle was going to land on my head, I was grabbed by a guy and pulled behind me.
His appearance is like a duckweed that appeared when I was about to drown in the water.
"Lao Tzu disciplines his daughter, it's your business!"
Song Ci looked directly at my stepfather.
Squeeze his hand hard.
The bottle hits the ground with a crisp sound.
He turned back to me and asked, "Is this your dad?"
"No, it's not. I flatly denied it.
My stepdad was annoyed and reached out to pull me while calling me a slut.
Song Ci grabbed his hand and pressed him against the wall.
The voice was thick and nasal: "It's illegal to beat someone, if you don't mind, I'll help you call the police." 」
Xu heard that he was going to call the police.
The drunkard was sober.
Cursed and told me never to come back.
Otherwise, you will beat me to death.
And my so-called mother never came down.
In that moment, I was abandoned by my only loved one.
I was overwhelmed.
Song Ci took me to the rental house.
He sat on the couch and looked straight at me.
I don't know what I'm thinking.
But he didn't say anything.
Let me live in the living room for me to eat, live and read.
I didn't have a plan.
I only thought that in the future, everything would be returned to him.
It wasn't until he was approaching the college entrance examination that he asked me, "Xie Liuzheng, will you go back to Beicheng with me?"
"Okay. 」
I answered categorically.
Because I want to get out of this place.
But I didn't know that I was just a pawn.
5
After Song Ci brought me to Beicheng.
Outside of my studies.
I began to learn acting, dancing, and guzheng.
Arrange my life to the full.
I don't have any leisure time to think about the bad things I had before.
Later, he threw a lot of resources on my head.
He even asked me to go to a well-known dance company to brush up on my resume.
My popularity is smashed out in this resource after resource.
So much so that when touring.
has been on several rounds of hot searches.
Everyone praised me as a fairy in the world and entered the mortal world.
But I never thought that I was actually the mud on the ground.
It was Song Ci who personally put this mess of mud on the wall.
I'm always afraid of being talked about.
I was in a state of panic all day.
But that day still came.
My stepfather went on the show and said that I had abandoned my biological mother, who had been ill for a long time.
Saying that I made money, I cut off ties with my family.
He is a man without a heart.
The hot search has been scrolling round after round.
The discussion is high.
The scolding rose like a tide.
Drown me, suffocate me.
During those days, all I dreamed of was my stepfather's hateful face.
He slammed me in the face and told me to take the money, take the money, take the money—
And those scolding like a tidal wave.
Say I'm wolf-hearted.
It's a slut.
I didn't sleep overnight.
High-intensity training day in and day out.
Caused me to faint in the training room.
When I woke up, Song Ci was sitting beside me.
With a smile in his eyes, he pinned my broken hair back.
He whispered to me, "Don't be afraid, I'm here. 」
I took his hand and asked him, "Will you lose me?"
"You have to believe me, I will never lose you. He replied.
I don't know when I fell in love with him.
He was gentle and polite.
Take care of everything with ease.
So when he said he was going to get engaged to me.
My heart was about to pop out of my throat.
I didn't even think about it.
Is he worthy of such a heaven and moon?
When I was nineteen years old, I entered the door of the Song family for the first time.
He groped the back of my hand as if soothingly.
He bowed his head and whispered in my ear, "Don't be afraid. 」
"Don't be afraid. 」
My voice is soft.
Drowned in the wind.
He took my hand.
The moment I stepped in, the chatter around me became louder and louder.
"Is it the little star that Song Ci picked up?"
"Why her?"
"It's easy to handle. 」
I only heard a few words in the noisy crowd.
The rest is to say, I am not worthy of Song Ci.
The young master of the Song family marrying a little star is not a glorious thing.
But Song Ci took my hand and walked to the stage, looking at his father from afar.
He said, "This is my fiancée, Miss Xie Liuzheng. 」
The long guns and short guns of the media drowned me out.
It stabbed me so hard that I couldn't open my eyes.
I saw Song Ci's father knock down the wine on one side.
He pointed at him unhappily, but he couldn't say a word.
The engagement reception was unpleasant.
The news from the venue spread.
Song Ci said to everyone, "Zheng Zheng is the person I recognize, and I will definitely marry her. 」
But at this moment I knew.
The person who was engaged to him was actually decided by his father a long time ago.
And Song Ci chose me only to sing the opposite.
Maybe he had already figured out how to use me the moment he brought me to Beicheng.
6
On the day of Song Ci's wedding, the Song family sent a car to pick me up.
Pei Zhiyu also came.
His car was parked downstairs and looked at me from afar.
There was no smile in those eyes.
I saw the housekeeper of the Song family pushing me forward and walking in front of me.
He bent down and picked me up, and said to the housekeeper of the Song family, "We agreed to go together early in the morning. 」
Not really.
I don't know him well.
Knowing him is also a blessing for Song Ci.
relationship, too, shallow.
He took my wheelchair into the trunk and got into the driver's seat.
He glanced at me and asked, "Are you ready?"
"Why did you come to pick me up?" I asked.
Pei Zhiyu pondered for a moment and smiled.
"There are no good people in the Song family, they came to pick you up, maybe they were just to humiliate you. 」
I looked up at him and asked, "What about you?"
I didn't get an answer to this question.
Speechless all the way.
Until the car pulls into the hotel's underground parking lot.
Pei Zhiyu held the car steady, looked straight at me, and said, "Xie Liuzheng, don't cry later. 」
"Okay. I whispered.
He pushed me in.
The media followed me.
The spears and cannons pierced me so much that I couldn't even open my eyes.
They asked me, "Miss Xie, can you tell me what happened between you and Mr. Song Ci?"
"Mr. Song Ci's fiancée, how did you change from you to Miss Shen Zhi?"
"Miss Xie Liuzheng, what's wrong with your legs?"
The media blocked my passage.
Pei Zhiyu called the security guard to clear the way for me.
But I shouted.
I looked around and my eyes fell on the people on stage.
He said softly, "Mr. Song Ci and I have separated peacefully.
"I'm here today to wish him a happy wedding. 」
Listening to the chatter around me, my body was cold to the bone.
They mocked openly and covertly, like I had taken off my clothes and stood in the middle of the crowd.
For people to see.
Pei Zhiyu was always by my side.
No one dared to come up and cause trouble.
Because everyone knows that Pei is always an upstart in Beicheng and a frivolous young man.
If you mess with him, nothing will end well.
Pei Zhiyu pushed me to the backstage.
I looked at Shen Zhi who had put on bridal makeup.
He whispered, "Happy newlyweds. 」
She suddenly turned around, shoved the shredded hair from my ear behind her ear, and shook her head.
In my ear, he said, "Actually, I won't marry Song Ci. 」
At this moment, it was my turn to be stunned.
Before I could figure it out, I saw her look at Pei Zhiyu and say, "Thank you." 」
"You're welcome. He replied.
I do not know. What kind of dumb riddle are they playing.
The wedding started as scheduled.
But the bride never came to the stage.
Until I heard someone say.
The bride ran away.
It was almost at that moment that I understood Shen Zhi's words.
7
Shen Zhi ran away.
I subconsciously looked at Pei Zhiyu, and he winked at me, acting innocent.
But here, I can't ask him.
The people on stage were at a loss.
It wasn't even about five seconds before he suddenly walked up to me.
With a bouquet of flowers, he knelt down on one knee at me.
He asked me, "Zheng, will you marry me?"
in the crowd.
Some people say that this is a surprise arranged for me by Song Ci.
Some say it's an ingenious proposal.
But only I know, no.
I'm still that substitute.
I looked down at Song Ci holding flowers.
At this moment, his face began to blur in my eyes.
I don't know him anymore.
There was silence for about three seconds, and I whispered, "Song Ci, you said that you are just my brother. 」
And Pei Zhiyu, who was beside me, suddenly laughed.
looked at Song Ci and said, "Song Ci, the play is over. 」
What play?
I don't know.
Until Pei Zhiyu spoke again:
"Song Ci, is the drama smashed?"
The video of Song Ci meeting the kidnappers was played on the big screen.
He said, "Don't be afraid of anyone, the more real this scene, the better. 」
The kidnapper asked, "What should I do if Miss Xie is hurt?"
He replied, "It's okay, she won't know, and even if she did, she wouldn't hate me. 」
It turned out that from kidnapping to marriage.
The director of this scene is none other than him.
It's Song Ci.
8
I have been with Song Ci for five years.
He's tired of me.
I was accused of being from a bad background, and I was accused of my stepfather's extortion.
I think I'm boring, dull, and can't please the upper circle.
There is no way for him to use it.
That's why he rehearsed such a play.
What torture, captivity, it's all fake.
It's only true if it hurts me.
At this moment, the heart was like a sharp dagger.
The pain gradually came up.
I can accept Song Ci's abandonment, but I can't accept his hurt.
Tears slipped from the corners of my eyes.