December, Jinghai Hospital.
Neurology operating room.
Gu Yanci was wearing a blue mask, revealing a pair of deep eyebrows.
His bloodied hand reached back: "Hemostat." ”
When Xu Nanxi heard this, he immediately went to get the hemostats on the instrument table.
As soon as he picked it up, his arm suddenly felt a familiar feeling of weakness, and the hemostat fell back to the instrument table.
The tense atmosphere in the operating room was added to the restlessness by this sound, and Gu Yanci cast a disgusted look at her.
He didn't hesitate: "Go out, change Dr. Liang in." ”
At the moment of life and death, Xu Nanxi didn't dare to have much emotion, and hurriedly retreated.
Outside the operating room.
Seeing the new assistant enter, Xu Nanxi leaned against the wall and took off his mask.
She slowly raised her right hand, but it was just such a simple movement, but she felt extremely heavy.
The doctor's most important thing is his hands, but a week ago she found that she was gradually unable to hold a scalpel.
She has gone for a medical check-up, but the results are not yet available...
Thoughts drifted away, and the lights in the operating room went out.
Xu Nanxi came back to his senses and saw Gu Yanci walking out of the operating room with a group of assistants.
The man's bony hand took off the mask, revealing a cold and indifferent face: "Inform the patient's family that the operation was successful." ”
The nurse who followed him answered.
Xu Nanxi took a deep breath and stepped forward: "Doctor Gu." ”
Gu Yan paused, and the assistants around him dispersed with great vision.
Some people didn't forget to talk about it before leaving.
"Xu Nanxi from the emergency department is pestering Dr. Gu again, she made such a big mistake in the operating room today, how embarrassed..."
Hearing this, Xu Nanxi's heart couldn't help but feel bitter.
No one in Jinghai Hospital knows that Gu Yanci has been married to her for five years!
Seeing the man walking up to her with a displeased face, she asked nervously, "Tomorrow is our wedding anniversary, do you have any leave?" I think..."
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Gu Yanci's voice with implicit anger.
"Xu Nanxi, don't you know what day tomorrow will be?!"
Xu Nanxi was trembling by his roar, and his eyes were dyed with panic.
She knew that Gu Yanci's mother died on their wedding anniversary.
And she was rescued in the earthquake-stricken area that year, and she didn't even see the last side of Gu's mother.
Xu Nanxi hurriedly explained: "When my mobile phone was broken in the disaster area, I didn't receive the last call from my mother, I..."
However, her words were interrupted again by Gu Yanci.
"When my mother called you, the rescue had been over for two days."
"Xu Nanxi, you have to find a good reason to lie."
After saying that, Gu Yanci strode away.
Xu Nanxi stood in place, looking at the man's slender back with slightly red eyes, hanging down at his side and clenching his hands.
She was about to catch up and continue to explain, but suddenly stumbled under her feet!
Xu Nanxi almost fell, and suddenly found that his body was as heavy as lead.
She was about to ask for help, but she saw that Gu Yanci had already walked away.
The muscles of his body trembled uncontrollably, Xu Nanxi was helpless and panicked, and he couldn't recover for a long time...
……
Half an hour later, the emergency department office
Xu Nanxi walked slowly to his desk with stiff steps.
She slumped back in her chair, remembering how abnormal her body had been.
Frequent weakness and sluggishness are complications of many diseases, and she can't tell why.
Xu Nanxi sighed lowly, and the mobile phone on the table suddenly rang.
She picked it up and opened it to see that a small face suddenly lost blood.
On the screen is her inspection report, followed by an anxious _-
"Nanxi, you have been diagnosed with ALS in the early stage!"
"Please get treatment as soon as possible, otherwise you will definitely not survive for three years!"
Xu Nanxi's hand holding the mobile phone turned white, and his ears were buzzing.
As a doctor, she actually suffered from ALS.
Thinking of the sense of responsibility and pride that came from putting on the white coat, she was unwilling to give up like this.
Now that medical technology is so advanced, it is impossible to say that there may be a glimmer of opportunity.
Thinking of this, Xu Nanxi had another glimmer of hope in his heart.
Late at night, Runyuan Villa.
Xu Nanxi sat on the edge of the bed, and Gu Yanci walked out of the bathroom.
Looking at the loose bath towel around the man's sturdy and fair waist, Xu Nanxi's ears couldn't help but turn a little red.
She drove away those inappropriate thoughts, and was about to talk to Gu Yan about her condition.
Gu Yanci's kiss fell with coldness.
The man pressed her down on the bed without saying a word, his slender fingers poking in from under his nightdress.
Xu Nanxi twisted his eyebrows, gasped slightly and rejected him: "Don't worry, I..."
Gu Yanci slammed his waist hard, and his voice was full of forbearance: "I'll talk about it when I'm done." ”
In the bedroom, there was an ambiguous gasp.
An hour later, Xu Nanxi collapsed on the bed.
There was still a flush on her face that had not faded, and Gu Xunci had fallen asleep beside her.
Through the dim bedside lamp, she traced the handsome sleeping face of the man with her eyes.
In the end, she didn't tell Gu Yanci that she had ALS.
When he knows, will he stop caring about his past mistakes and reconcile with her?
Xu Nanxi sighed and turned off the light.
……
The next day, Jinghai Hospital.
Gu Yanci went to the hospital first.
"There was a series of car accidents on the second ring of Qiaonan Road! The emergency department team is ready to receive treatment immediately! ”
As soon as Xu Nanxi entered the emergency department wearing a white hexagram, he heard an emergency order.
Her face turned grim and she hurried out.
Sirens and wails abounded in front of the hospital, and the smell of blood filled the air.
Xu Nanxi walked to the hall of the reception room and saw the tragic situation of dozens of patients with different injuries.
When a nurse saw her, she shouted urgently, "Doctor Xu! There's a patient here who needs to be stitched right away! ”
Xu Nanxi turned his head and saw a girl with a painful look lying on a stretcher, with a deep and hideous wound on her snow-white thigh.
Hearing this, Xu Nanxi walked over, but was suddenly stunned!
There was a familiar tremor in her right hand, and she suddenly felt the world spin in front of her.
Seeing that she didn't move, the nurse couldn't help but raise her voice: "Doctor Xu!" ”
Xu Nanxi opened his mouth, wanting to explain but couldn't make a sound.
Suddenly, a force pushed her away from behind.
Xu Nanxi almost fell to the ground, but he could stand firmly, and he heard Gu Yanci's calm and calm voice sound.
"Get into the treatment room, I'll come."
The nurse did not dare to delay and hurriedly followed his footsteps.
Xu Nanxi looked down at her trembling hands, and the huge grief in her chest almost suffocated her.
Could it be that she's... Can't be on the front line anymore?
Until late at night, all the wounded were treated.
Xu Nanxi sat on the bench tiredly, unable to even lift his head.
Suddenly, a pair of shiny leather shoes came into view.
She raised her head and met Gu Yanci's indifferent eyes.
The man's words of concealed anger fell: "The injured person who injured his leg today will have his leg amputated due to infection one step later." ”
"Your ethics as a doctor are just to stand aside and be stunned?"
Hearing this, Xu Nanxi breathed a sigh of relief.
Helplessness and grievances filled her heart, and she was so suffocated that she was in unbearable pain.
Her lips trembled, and she forced a sentence out of her throat—
"Gu Yanci, I can't be a doctor anymore, I have ALS."
There was a moment of silence in the hallway.
Gu Yanci's eyes flashed with a little unclear emotion, and he said in a cold voice: "The misdiagnosis rate of ALS is as high as 50 percent, you want to use such a clumsy excuse to evade responsibility?" ”
Hearing this, Xu Nanxi's tears stopped in his eyes.
She looked at Gu Yanci's look of disbelief on her face, and became anxious for a while.
She got up: "I've done a review, I..."
Before he finished speaking, a nurse's cry suddenly came from not far away.
"Doctor Gu, there is a patient looking for you!"
Xu Nanxi was stunned.
Before she could come back to her senses, Gu Yanci had already turned her head and answered.
He looked coldly and glanced at Xu Nanxi for the last time: "Think about the oath you took when you put on this dress, if you can't do it, go and write your resignation report as soon as possible." ”
With that, the man lifted his feet and left.
Looking at the back of him leaving, Xu Nanxi trembled even more.
She couldn't even raise her feet to chase after Gu Yanci, so she could only watch Gu Yanci go away again with tears in her eyes.
Xu Nanxi's chest was tight, but he also felt that he was right.
Her current state is not suitable to stay in the hospital anymore.
Today's suturing surgery was a big mistake, and she couldn't gamble with the patient's safety.
Xu Nanxi clenched his trembling hands hard, a flash of determination flashed in his eyes, and then turned around and walked towards the office.
The next day, Jinghai Hospital.
Xu Nanxi handed over his resignation report to the department director early in the morning.
She hugged a small cardboard box and looked at her colleagues in the department.
Xu Nanxi rarely spoke to them, and now they were all busy with their own affairs.
Her arms clutching the cardboard box tightened, and after a moment, she still bent slightly to her colleagues.
"Thank you for your help and care for me in the past four years, thank you for your hard work."
The people in the department paused in unison.
Xu Nanxi didn't stay any longer, and left quickly with his head down.
Walk out the door of the department.
As soon as Xu Nanxi turned around, he bumped into Gu Yanci, who was wearing a sterile suit.
Looking at each other, Gu Yanci frowned.
He finally had a different look on his always dull face, and said angrily: "I just said a few words to you yesterday, and you really resigned.
What exactly are you doing as a doctor?! ”
Xu Nanxi's lips trembled a little, and there was a fine and dense pain in his heart.
After a while, she forced herself to say: "My ALS is real." ”
When Gu Yan heard this, his expression was stunned.
He reacted quickly, and anger pulsed faintly in his eyes: "When you refused to see my mother for the last time, you also used this expression to deceive me. ”
"Xu Nanxi, put away your sympathetic lies, I won't believe you anymore, don't waste your efforts."
Countless explanations choked in his throat, and Xu Nanxi didn't know what to say for a moment.
Some trusts, once cracked, can never be healed.
And Gu Yanci raised his feet and left, as ruthless as before.
Since she was a child, her wish was to become a doctor who saves lives, and now she can no longer be on the front line.
Xu Nanxi stood stiffly in place holding the cardboard box, clenching his teeth to prevent the tears in his eyes from falling.
……
Late at night, Runyuan Villa.
It was already one o'clock in the morning, and Gu Yanci hadn't gone home yet.
Xu Nanxi sat on the bed and pursed her lips, she remembered that Gu Yanci was on the morning shift today, and he had never come back so late.
Is he still blaming himself for his resignation...
After hesitating for a moment, Xu Nanxi still picked up his mobile phone and dialed Gu Yanci's phone.
The bell rang until the end before it was picked up.
Xu Nanxi was just about to speak, when he heard a sweet female voice from the end of the earpiece-
"Hello, may I ask what you are looking for Brother Yanci?"
Xu Nanxi fell into an ice cave for a moment.
She said in a stiff voice, "You are..."
Before he finished speaking, there was a busy hanging up signal from the phone.
Xu Nanxi looked down at the mobile phone screen that had long been turned off, and something seemed to be collapsing a little bit in his heart.
……
Jinghai Hospital, Chief Physician's Office.
Gu Yanci pushed open the door of the office and saw Qiao Wanwan in a hospital gown holding his mobile phone.
His face sank, and he said coldly: "No one has taught you not to mess with other people's things? ”
Qiao Wanwan didn't expect him to say it so directly, and she couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.
She hurriedly handed her mobile phone to Gu Yanci: "Your mobile phone kept ringing just now, so I'll answer it for you first..."
When Gu Yan heard this, he couldn't help but wrinkle his eyebrows.
He took the mobile phone handed over by Qiao Wanwan and put it in his pocket: "What are you doing with me?" ”
Hearing this, Qiao Wanwan's face turned red.
She squirmed and said, "I'm here to thank you, but thanks to the timely suturing surgery you performed on me, you saved my leg." ”
Gu Yanci glanced at her injured leg lightly, walked to the desk and sat down.
"It's our job, you can leave if it's okay."
He was so cold, but Qiao Wanwan was enthusiastic.
She was still coquettish: "Where is it? I remember that the nurse called a female doctor to stitch for me, but she stayed where she was for a long time and didn't move, and she really didn't have any medical ethics..."
Before he finished speaking, the man's brows furrowed faintly.
He looked up and interrupted Qiao Wanwan: "Do you need me to call the security guard to ask you out?" ”
Qiao Wanwan choked instantly.
She looked at Gu Yanci with a look that didn't look like a joke, so she had to leave reluctantly.
Gu Yanci was the only one left in the office.
He sat in his chair with an incomprehensible emotion in his eyes.
Half a month later, Runyuan Villa.
Xu Nanxi sat on the sofa with a haggard face, and the whole person lost a lot of weight.
For so many days, Gu Yanci has been leaving early and returning late.
It was difficult for Xu Nanxi to see him, let alone ask her who the woman that night was.
Suddenly, a hurried doorbell rang in the villa.
Xu Nanxi raised his head suddenly, is this Gu Yanci coming back?
She hurriedly got up, ran to the door with more and more stumbling steps, opened the door and shouted, "Yan Ci..."
The next moment, her words choked in her throat.
Standing at the door was her senior brother in college, Shen Xize.
He also worked in Jinghai Hospital, and was one of the few people who knew that Xu Nanxi and Gu Yan were married.
Xu Nanxi asked softly, "Senior brother, why are you here?" ”
Looking at her pale little face, Shen Xize couldn't help but reproach her words.
"Nanxi, since I sent you the diagnosis report of ALS, you have never replied to my message."
"Time is running out, why haven't you started treatment yet?!"
Hearing this, Xu Nanxi's eyes darkened.
She lowered her eyes to her shrinking arm, trying to maintain her composure: "There is no cure for ALS, so there is no need to waste time." ”
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Shen Xize asked anxiously, "Does Gu Yanci know about your condition?" ”
Speaking of Gu Yanci, a sadness rose in Xu Nanxi's heart.
She shook her head slightly: "Yes, he doesn't believe it." ”
Before he finished speaking, Shen Xize's face changed.
He said urgently: "You are his wife, how can he not believe you?!" ”
Xu Nanxi didn't answer, and Shen Xize instantly remembered that the relationship between them had already broken down.
The atmosphere sank for a moment.
Shen Xize looked at Xu Nanxi's dejected appearance, and a trace of pity flashed in his eyes.
He grabbed Xu Nanxi's hand suddenly, and said with a firm expression: "I'll take you to Gu Yanci to settle accounts now!" ”
Before Xu Nanxi came back to his senses, he was dragged into the car by Shen Xize.
Half an hour later, Jinghai Hospital.
Xu Nanxi kept breaking free of Shen Xize's hand holding her, and staggered behind him: "Xize, if there is something to do, let's solve it privately, don't make trouble in the hospital..."
Shen Xize turned a deaf ear and pulled her straight to the neurology department.
Far away, Xu Nanxi saw Gu Yanci with a group of interns who had just come out of the ward after checking the ward.
Her heart tightened, and she wanted to stop Shen Xize, but she heard him shouting: "Gu Yanci!" ”
Gu Yanci raised his head and saw Shen Xize dragging Xu Nanxi into it menacingly.
He twisted his eyebrows and asked Xu Nanxi: "What are you doing here?" ”
"I..." Xu Nanxi was about to answer, but was interrupted by Shen Xize.
He stepped forward and sneered at Gu Yanci: "Doctor Gu is really a busy man, his wife has been sick for so long and doesn't care, are you worthy of Nanxi?!" ”
When the words fell, there was an uproar around.
Several nurses and interns immediately turned heads and ears.
"I heard you right, Dr. Gu and Xu Nanxi have been married for a long time?!"
"No wonder Xu Nanxi was always pestering Gu Yanci at that time, he had been pretending to be single in the hospital, I really didn't expect him to be such a person..."
Gu Yanci's face became more and more gloomy.
He still didn't look at Shen Xize, only stared straight at Xu Nanxi: "What are you talking to him about, ALS or cancer?" ”
Xu Nanxi's breath stagnated.
Her originally anxious heart turned cold for a moment, and her eyes were red: "Until now, you still refuse to believe me, thinking that I will use a terminal illness to deceive people?" ”
Gu Yan didn't answer, and his silence represented his attitude.
Xu Nanxi's heart seemed to be crushed by a pair of scissors, and the pain made her desperate.
After so many years, Gu Yanci still refused to believe her at all, and even felt that she was a person with no medical ethics at all.
Their relationship is like her long-ailing body, which is decaying little by little, and she has always been dying.
Such a precarious relationship will collapse sooner or later.
Xu Nanxi suddenly didn't want to insist anymore.
She took the initiative to pull Shen Xize's hand, gritted her teeth and said to Gu Yan: "You guessed right, I really don't have any illness, so it won't prevent Dr. Gu from continuing to work, goodbye." ”
When the words fell, she didn't know where she got the strength, so she dragged Shen Xize away.
Return to Runyuan Villa.
Shen Xize, who was sent by Xu Nanxi first, left.
She pushed open the door of the house and looked at the wedding photos of her and Gu Yanci hanging on the wall of the living room, and tears burst out of her eyes in an instant.
At that time, there was no misunderstanding between her and Gu Yanci, and both of them only had each other in their eyes.
And now, no matter what she says, Gu Yanci no longer believes it.
As a doctor in the neurology department, he only needs to check her case to know that she is telling the truth, but he is so distrustful that he doesn't even bother to ask for verification.
Xu Nanxi couldn't hold back any longer, squatted on the ground and cried bitterly.
Until dark.
There were no lights on in the living room, and it was dim.
Xu Nanxi sat curled up on the sofa, his eyes were already red and swollen from crying.
Suddenly, the door was pushed open.
She raised her sore eyes, and saw Gu Yanci, who was tall, walking in.
The man's former upright figure was a little sluggish, and Xu Nanxi couldn't help but be a little surprised.
She forced her numb legs to stand up: "Gu Yanci..."
Before the words were finished, Gu Yanci pressed the light first.
The bright incandescent light shone down, stabbing Xu Nanxi's eyes painfully.
It took her a long time to get used to the sudden bright light, and just as she was about to speak, she heard Gu Yanci's deep voice sound.
"Xu Nanxi, I've been suspended."
The living room fell silent for a moment.
Xu Nanxi's pupils trembled slightly, and he squeezed out a sentence from his astringent throat: "Why..."
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Gu Yanci: "The news of my concealment of my marriage spread in the hospital, and the dean decided to suspend my work for a period of time to calm public opinion." ”
He rarely said so many words, and Xu Nanxi's heart ached.
She was about to apologize, but Gu Yanci raised her head and looked at her with unwavering eyes.
"Congratulations, I don't have to go to the hospital in the future, you get what you want now."
After speaking, Gu Yanci raised his feet and walked to the second floor.
Xu Nanxi turned around sharply, and saw that his cold back in the past was even more resolute.
Xu Nanxi's tears overflowed uncontrollably, she opened her pale lips, but she was silent.
She knew how much Gu Yanci liked to be a doctor.
She will always remember the sparkling eyes when he was admitted to medical school, took her hand and said, "Nanxi, I want to go with you to save more people." ”
And now the man's back is bent, and there is no longer the pride of the past.
The tide of self-blame in her heart almost drowned her, Xu Nanxi clenched her fingers, she must not let Gu Yanci be suspended because of this!
……
The next day, Jinghai Hospital.
Dean's Office.
Xu Nanxi sat opposite the dean and spoke earnestly: "Dean, it is true that I asked Yan Ci to hide our relationship between husband and wife in the hospital, he is a very good doctor, I hope you can reinstate him as soon as possible." ”
The gray-haired dean looked at Xu Nanxi's pale face and couldn't help sighing.
"Yan Ci is very important to our hospital, I am preparing to call him back during this time, I am more worried about you..."
The dean paused, with pity in his eyes: "You have been leaving your job for so long, haven't you started treatment yet?" ”
When the words fell, a little sadness flashed in Xu Nanxi's eyes.
She lowered her head: "I have now entered the second phase stage, and it is difficult to cure a situation like mine." ”
Hearing this, the dean became even more pity: "You and Yanci used to be my favorite students, and you finally got together, but you were..."
Speaking of which, the dean was a little speechless.
Seeing that the old man who was over half a hundred years old was still worried about himself, Xu Nanxi couldn't help but feel a little guilty.
She comforted: "I have failed the dean's hard work, if there is a feasible treatment plan, I will actively cooperate." ”
When the words fell, the dean seemed to think of something.
He looked up and looked at Xu Nanxi with a somewhat complicated look: "In a few days, several foreign neurologists will come to the hospital to exchange and learn, and they have made a major breakthrough in ALS surgery this year." ”
"It's just that this operation is very risky, and if it is successful, tens of thousands of ALS patients will be saved, but if it fails..."
The dean's words paused.
Xu Nanxi understood what he didn't finish, ALS was originally an incurable disease.
It's just that she hasn't figured out whether to follow the conventional treatment and strive to live an extra year, or gamble with her life.
When it comes to life and death, the dean understands her concerns.
He didn't urge, he just looked at Xu Nanxi fixedly and said: "Nanxi, you go back and think about whether to undergo surgery, teacher... Always waiting for your news. ”
Xu Nanxi knew that the dean was doing it for her good, and her chest couldn't help but feel a little astringent.
It's just that she still needs time to figure it out.
So she got up and said goodbye to the dean: "Thank you, dean, I will think about it." ”
After speaking, Xu Nanxi turned around and left.
Walk out of the hospital gates.
It was dark, and it looked like there was a heavy rain coming.
Xu Nanxi walked out with stiff steps, and suddenly heard a childish voice.
"Mom, am I sick with an incurable disease?"
Xu Nanxi paused, and when he looked up, he saw a little girl in a wheelchair not far away.
Her complexion was pale, her cheeks were deeply sunken, and her muscles were visibly atrophied.
This is an advanced ALS patient.
Xu Nanxi's heart trembled as she watched the little girl's mother squatting in front of the wheelchair.
She grabbed her daughter's hand and pressed it against her gray face: "No, Mom believes that the uncles and aunts in the hospital will be able to cure Lulu." ”
"When you are cured, your mother will take you to fly a kite..."
The voice came from afar, and Xu Nanxi's eyes were sore for a moment.
From the moment she decided to become a doctor, she vowed to do her best to save countless lives from illness.
Not being able to stand on the operating table is the most painful thing she has to do after getting sick, but right now, there is an opportunity for her to use her spare energy.
But if she dies, what will Gu Yanci do?
Countless thoughts collided in Xu Nanxi's mind, and the words that the dean had said sounded in his ears-
"If successful, tens of thousands of ALS patients will be saved, which is a great event for the benefit of all mankind."
The hand hidden in the pocket clenched tightly.
Xu Nanxi took a deep breath, resolutely turned around, and walked back to the dean's office.
……
Three days later.
Gyeonghae Hospital, in front of the president's office.
Gu Yanci's face was haggard, and he stood in front of the door of the dean's office with his mobile phone.
He hadn't seen Xu Nanxi for three days, but today he suddenly received a call from the dean, informing him that he had been reinstated.
Intuition told Gu Yanci that this matter must have something to do with Xu Nanxi.
He pursed his lips and was about to knock on the door.
The office door suddenly opened from within, and the dean walked out with tears in his eyes.
Seeing Gu Yanci, the dean couldn't help but be stunned, and then said urgently: "Yanci, why are you still here?" ”
"Nanxi's operation has been an hour old, and the success rate is only twenty percent, you didn't go to accompany her?!"
Hearing this, Gu Yanci's breath suddenly stagnated.
He asked in a stiff voice, "Xu Nanxi... What surgery is done? ”
Hearing this, the dean couldn't help but be stunned.
He couldn't believe it: "Nanxi was diagnosed with ALS in a month, so she resigned." ”
"Today, the first ALS surgery was carried out in China, and she was the patient who signed up!"
Gu Yanci's pupils suddenly constricted, and he turned around sharply, who had always been strict and self-controlled, and ran towards the operating room quickly.
The pungent smell of disinfectant water made Gu Yanci's throat hurt, and the cold and miserable incandescent lamp kept flickering in front of his eyes.
He had never been so afraid of losing Xu Nanxi!
Gu Yanci gritted his teeth and ran to the operating room, and as soon as he paused, he saw that the red light in the operating room suddenly went out!
He breathed stagnantly.
The door of the operating room slowly opened, and the doctor in a green sterile gown walked out.
With a tired face, he stood in front of the door and shouted: "Xu Nanxi's operation is over, please come and sign as soon as possible!" ”
The air seemed to stand still in this instant.
Just as the doctor raised his voice to ask for the second time, Gu Yanci stepped forward slowly.
The attending doctor looked at the young man with pity.
Gu Yanci trembled uncontrollably, and he raised his hand to pick up the thin notice, which was Xu Nanxi's death notice.
Suddenly, everything around seemed to have been pressed the pause button, and Gu Yanci stood silently in front of the signing table.
His jaw tightened, obviously it was Xu Nanxi who did the operation, but now he felt that he was even breathing with pain.
His heart seemed to be empty, as if a big hole had been drilled, and he clenched the pen in his hand and refused to put it down.
In the middle of the night, Gu Yanci quickly wrote his name on the paper.
The medical staff on the side didn't say anything, so they only said a word of condolences and turned to leave.
Gu Yanci leaned down silently, and his violently undulating chest still revealed his emotions.
He let out a low roar of sorrow uncontrollably, Xu Nanxi, how can you be so ruthless...
A year later.
Xu Nanxi slowly opened her eyes, and the dazzling white paper light instantly pierced her and immediately closed her eyes again.
Physiological tears welled up in his eyes.
The sharp pain made her brow furrow, and she let out a short, soft groan from her parched lips.
Xu Nanxi didn't come to her senses, and the next moment she heard someone shouting her name loudly.
She desperately tried to open her eyes, but her body seemed to be too much to bear and she lost consciousness.
……
In the cozy room sat a beautiful girl.
Xu Nanxi has been awake for half a month, but she still can't believe what happened to her.
She didn't die on the operating table!
It may be that God took pity on her and gave her a second chance to do it again.
Her current body is also called "Nanxi", but it is a homonym and a different word.
Her current name is Xu Nanxi, and she is also from Jinghai.
A year ago, she had a car accident and became a vegetative person, but she didn't expect to be reborn into her body.
"Knock knock" Two soft knocks on the door sounded, pulling Xu Nanxi's distant thoughts back.
"Xiaoxi, have you slept?"
"Not yet, Mom."
In the next moment, a middle-aged woman with a rather temperament gently pushed open the door and walked in.
She looked at Xu Nanxi lovingly and said, "Xiaoxi, your health is not good yet, don't be too tired." ”
Xu Nanxi's heart warmed, she was an orphan in her previous life and had never felt the love of her relatives.
That person took up almost half of her limited life.
Thinking of that man, Xu Nanxi's heart still hurts.
She smiled and said to her mother, "Mom, I'm fine, don't worry." ”
Li Haiyan said distressedly: "It's all your father's fault, you have just recovered, and you have to go to participate in the regular training in their hospital." ”
Xu Nanxi listened to her mother's complaints, and the empty dull pain in her heart was a little less.
She took Li Haiyan's hand, and said with the little girl's coquettishness: "Dad doesn't want me to miss this opportunity, after all, the training quota of Jinghai Hospital is also very rare." ”
Li Haiyan doted on her forehead: "Say good things to your father." ”
"However, it's good that you can enter Jinghai Hospital, your brother and your father are here, and you girl can't suffer."
Xu Nanxi thought of Jinghai Hospital, and a moment of emotion flashed in his eyes.
If she enters Jinghai Hospital, will she meet Gu Yanci...
Xu Nanxi put away her emotions, and her eyes lit up.
Firm opening: "... Well, I will definitely pass the written exam to enter Kyokai. ”
At seven o'clock in the morning, Xu Nanxi was slowly putting on makeup in front of the mirror.
There was a soft knock on the door.
"Xiaoxi, are you up, today is the first day to report in the hospital, don't be late." Xu Daoqing admonished outside the door.
In the next moment, Xu Nanxi opened the door.
She smiled and said, "Dad, don't worry, I won't embarrass Director Xu." ”
Xu Zhengqing laughed twice and spoke: "Your mother has made breakfast, go to dinner, go and call your brother." ”
"Holo." Xu Nanxi answered as he walked.
When leaving, Li Haiyan pulled Xu Nanxi again and told her.
may have been too long since she got up so early, Xu Nanxi was sitting in her brother's car and took a nap.
"Let me tell you, when you get to your department, let a doctor surnamed Zhao take you to know it?"
"Forget it, don't do things under the director surnamed Gu..."
Xu Jiachen kept instructing while driving.
It's just that Xu Nanxi has been listening in a daze.
When she heard the doctor surnamed "Gu", she opened her eyes suddenly, and suddenly had a bad premonition in her heart.
Xu Nanxi asked tentatively, "Brother, is this Director Gu a man or a woman?" ”
"Man," Xu Jiachen replied without thinking.
After speaking, he glanced at Xu Nanxi suspiciously.
"Hey, Xu Nanxi, why do you ask people if they are men or women? Don't think anything else about him..."
Before he finished speaking, he was hurriedly interrupted by Xu Nanxi.
Xu Nanxi hurriedly spoke: "Brother, what are you talking about!" I don't even know this Director Gu..."
After speaking, Xu Nanxi quickly lowered his head to hide the emotion in his eyes.
This appearance, in Xu Jiachen's eyes, is a shy little girl.
For a while, he immediately opened his mouth when the alarm bell rang: "This, Director Gu is not a good person to get along with, since his wife died a year ago, he has been immersed in work, and he is very strict with his subordinates, you can be a snack." ”
Xu Nanxi was stunned, she didn't know what happened to Gu Yanci after her death.
Why did he change departments?
Xu Nanxi came back to his senses and said firmly: "Brother, don't worry, I have everything in my heart." ”
As soon as the words fell, the car turned a corner and stopped in front of the complex.
After Xu Jiachen parked the car, he took his sister and walked to the hospital.
After the two walked to the complex together, they had to separate.
Xu Jiachen couldn't help but admonish: "I'm in cardiology with my father, if you come to us, remember to call in advance..."
Xu Nanxi blushed and hurriedly interrupted him: "Brother! How old am I, the two departments are so close to each other, and I don't know the way. ”
After saying that, he hurriedly ran towards the cardiac surgery.
Because Xu Nanxi's father was an authoritative expert in cardiology, she also chose this department, so she was assigned to cardiac surgery when she entered the hospital.
However, to Xu Nanxi's surprise, Jinghai's cardiology department is now divided into two small departments.
One is cardiology and the other is cardiac surgery.
In her previous life, Xu Nanxi spent four years in the emergency department, so she knew the road in the emergency department.
But she is very unfamiliar with cardiac surgery, but she heard her brother just say that Gu Yanci is also in this department...
She first came to the department, and took her with a female doctor surnamed Wang, who was very young and had been talking to her very gently.
Xu Nanxi didn't know her, maybe she had only been here for about a year.
Dr. Wang brought her to the director's office and said that he would take her to meet the head of the Department of Cardiac Medicine and Surgery.
Xu Nanxi couldn't help but think of his father, Director Xu's chubby appearance.
She secretly hooked her lips and smiled, and her father estimated that she would explain that she would be old for a long time.
Dr. Wang raised his hand and knocked on the door: "Director Xu." ”
The words "please come in" soon came out of the door, and when the door was opened, Director Xu was sitting facing Zhou Men, and Xu Nanxi saw him at a glance.
Suddenly, Xu Nanxi was stunned, and she saw the man sitting opposite Director Xu.
The man had his back to Xu Nanxi, although it was only a back, and he had lost a lot of weight compared to a year ago.
But Xu Nanxi still recognized him at a glance, this man was Gu Yanci!
Hearing the movement, Gu Yanci looked back.
He glanced at Xu Nanxi indifferently, and quickly retracted his gaze.
Xu Nanxi quietly breathed a sigh of relief in her heart.
It occurred to her that she looked different from her previous self.
It was impossible for Gu Yanci to recognize her.
In the past, she was a beautiful look, but now she is a pretty and cute little girl.
If you want to say that the similarity between the two chapters is that both of them have a small pear vortex.
Dr. Wang spoke: "Director, I'll bring the new Xiao Xu to say hello." ”
After the words fell, Xu Nanxi followed Dr. Wang into the office.
She immediately spoke up obediently: "Hello director, my name is Xu Nanxi." ”
As soon as the words fell, the faces of the two people sitting in the room changed.
Gu Yanci's eyes suddenly cast a cold glance at her.
The atmosphere in the room seemed to cool down in an instant, and Director Xu coughed dryly before speaking: "Xiao Xu, this is Director Gu outside your heart." ”
Xu Nanxi saw Gu Yanci staring at her, she stabilized her mind and said, "Director Gu is good." ”
originally thought that Gu Yanci would ignore him, but who knew that Gu Yanci actually said in a deep voice: "Doctor Wang, I will bring this newcomer." ”
Dr. Wang was stunned, as far as she knew, this Director Gu would never bring newcomers.
But she still smiled and nodded, and handed Xu Nanxi to Gu Yanci.
Xu Nanxi followed behind Gu Yanci, she looked at Gu Yanci's thin figure, and couldn't help but feel a little panicked in her heart.
It wasn't obvious that he was sitting just now, but now that he stood up, she felt how strong the impact was.
Suddenly, Gu Yanci's mobile phone suddenly rang.
He connected the phone, and after the person on the other end finished speaking, he wrinkled his eyebrows: "Got it." ”
After speaking, Gu Yanci turned his head and said the first sentence of the day to Xu Nanxi.
"Now there is an emergency operation, you will be the second assistant."
When the words fell, before Xu Nanxi could react, he walked quickly to the operating room.
"Newcomer" Xu Nanxi entered the operating room on the first day of work, and after other colleagues found out about it, they all cast sympathetic eyes on her.
The operating room is on the 22nd floor of Building B, and Xu Nanxi and Gu Yanci entered the elevator together.
As soon as you enter the elevator, the atmosphere of silence becomes even more eerie.
Although Xu Nanxi knew that Gu Yanci couldn't recognize herself, she couldn't help but feel distressed and sped up.
- Ding - 22nd floor arrived.
Gu Yanci still walked in front with an expressionless face, his steps were so big that Xu Nanxi had to trot to keep up with him.
When it came to the hand-washing session, Xu Nanxi stood aside and looked at Gu Yan's well-defined hands in a daze.
This man's hands are really good-looking and tight, but what attracts Xu Nanxi is his skin color.
She remembered that he hadn't been so white before.
Xu Nanxi looked at it, and Gu Yanci's whole person was unhealthy white.
Just when Gu Yanci was still looking at him intently, Gu Yanci suddenly cast a look.
Xu Nanxi was stunned and immediately stepped forward to wash his hands.
Gu Yanci was slightly stunned when she looked at her hand-washing movements, looking at the girl in front of her who was similar to Xu Nanxi's movements.
I can't help but feel depressed, are these all coincidences?
After the two of them finished the aseptic treatment, they entered the No. 15 operating room.
After Gu Yan entered the operating room, he immediately entered the state and ordered: "Begin." ”
Everyone in the operating room immediately held their breath.
Xu Nanxi knows Gu Yanci's surgical skills, but no matter how many times she sees it, she will still be amazed.
The slender fingers held the electric knife, and without the slightest hesitation, the abdominal cavity was opened extremely cleanly.
After opening the patient's abdominal cavity, the lesion is found very quickly.
Xu Nanxi is the second assistant, who only needs to hold a suction device, suck blood and smoke.
Soon it was time for the sutures to be completed, and the whole procedure was extremely fast-paced.
After the operation, Gu Yanci walked away first, and then the doctors and nurses also left one after another.
Only Xu Nanxi was alone in the back, slowly taking off the sterile suit.
When Xu Nanxi walked slowly to the elevator, he found that the elevator did not come up for a long time, so he wanted to take the safe passage next to him to the next floor and wait.
As soon as he pushed the door open, Xu Nanxi looked at Gu Yan's deep eyes.
Xu Nanxi was shocked and looked away in a panic.
In the next moment, Xu Nanxi's gaze swept to the cigarette in the man's hand.
As if sensing her gaze, the man impatiently extinguished the cigarette in his hand.
Xu Nanxi's heart was a little uncomfortable at this time, when did Gu Yanci, a person who is so clean, start smoking...
Gu Yanci frowned slightly and looked at Xu Nanxi.
He said in a deep voice, "Have we met before?" ”
Hearing this, Xu Nanxi immediately put away her thoughts, she waved her hand and said, "That shouldn't be there." ”
Gu Yanci's eyes flashed with some unclear feelings, and he laughed self-deprecatingly in his heart, but he was just a person with the same name as her...
After Xu Nanxi finished speaking, the atmosphere cooled down for a moment.
Her brain was hot and she said lightly: "Smoking is not good for your health..."
When the words fell, both of them were stunned.
Xu Nanxi reacted to what she said, her face immediately turned red, she didn't look at Gu Yanci's reaction and immediately ran downstairs.
Gu Yanci looked at the girl's back, and her thoughts were chaotic.
This girl feels too familiar to him...
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