#挑战30天在头条写日记#
In a small apartment in Los America, Ms. Zhang sits by the window, holding a book in her hand, but her gaze often takes her eyes off the page and falls on the street scene outside the window. Her life, in stark contrast to this bustling city, is simple and lonely.
Whenever night falls, she double-checks the sheets to make sure there are no fleas. Why did this literary giant of the 20th century fear these tiny creatures so much in his later years, moving frequently, as if he was running away from something? And what role does her husband, Laiya, play in all this?
The life of Zhang Ailing and Lai Ya can be said to be simple and dull. They live in a small apartment in Los Angeles and go about their daily routines. But this peaceful life was broken by fleas. Eileen Chang has a deep fear of fleas, and whenever she finds fleas in her apartment, she decides to move. This frequent move made her life quite difficult.
Lai Ya is Zhang Ailing's husband, and their marriage is not out of love, but out of each other's needs. Lai Ya suffered a stroke in her later years and was paralyzed and needed Zhang Ailing's care. And Zhang Ailing also needs Lai Ya's company to spend those lonely times. But this kind of marriage is not happy. Zhang Ailing often complained about Lai Ya's inconsiderateness, while Lai Ya was dissatisfied with Zhang Ailing's frequent moves.
In such a life, Zhang Ailing and Song Qi became close friends. Song Qi is a friend of Zhang Ailing in the United States, and she has an in-depth understanding of Zhang Ailing's later life.
She often visited Zhang Ailing in her apartment and listened to her talk about her struggles with fleas and conflicts with Lai Ya. Song Qi once said: "Zhang Ailing's life is really like a stray dog. ”
But even though life is difficult, Zhang Ailing still insists on writing. Her works, such as "Red Rose and White Rose" and "Half Life", are her reflections and summaries of life. Her words are straightforward and sincere, and every sentence points directly to people's hearts and shows true emotions. Her works have become classics of that era and have been praised by countless people.
But Zhang Ailing's life is not as beautiful as her works. Her relationship with Laiya became increasingly estranged. Lai Ya's condition is also getting worse and worse. Zhang Ailing often sits alone by the window, looking at the street scene outside the window, immersed in her own world. Her life is full of loneliness and helplessness.
Until one day, Zhang Ailing decided to write her suicide note. She writes:
"I'm old, and life doesn't mean much to me anymore. I hope that my work will be remembered and that I can leave this world in peace. ”
Her suicide note gave people a deeper understanding of her life. Her life, although full of difficulties, she is still tenacious and brave to face it.
Zhang Ailing's life tells us that life is full of unknowns and variables. We can't predict the future, but we can cherish the present moment and cherish every moment with family and friends. Because every choice in life can change our destiny.
Zhang Ailing's death shocked the entire literary world. Those who had dealings with her lamented her death. After Song Qi learned the news, she immediately rushed to Zhang Ailing's apartment. She saw Zhang Ailing lying peacefully on the bed, with a smile on her face, as if she had found the world she had been seeking.
Song Qi sat on the edge of Zhang Ailing's bed and gently stroked her hand. She remembered the time she spent with Zhang Ailing, and those laughter and tears became eternal memories. She said softly: "Zhang Ailing, you have finally found your own home. ”
Although Zhang Ailing's life is full of ups and downs, she still insists on her beliefs and insists on her writing. Her works have become classics of that era and have been praised by countless people. Her life tells us that no matter how difficult life is, we can still find our own value and find our own home.