My Chihuahua Mao died in December 19 due to ineffective treatment of pus in the womb at the age of 13; There is also a Chinese native cat named Xue'er, who is one year older than Mao Mao, 18 and a half years old this year, because of the ear mite infection in his right ear in August last year, he did not get better after taking the drug And it became more and more serious, and the treatment in the hospital for a period of time had no effect, and then found an online master to treat it with no effect, and then he searched for an ear drop called Erkang on the Internet After using it for a period of time, the hyperplasia in the ear gradually disappeared, I was glad to be able to cure his ear mites, and then I was busy with other things, and I didn't see Cher for a week, After returning home, I saw a tumor growing behind his ear, and I looked for various gods, and after communication, they thought that Xue'er was too old to recommend surgery, so they cleaned up the fluid in his ear canal every day at home, on those anti-inflammatory drugs, and saw that the tumor behind the ear gradually grew larger, developing from the neck to the throat and face, and in recent days it has invaded the eyes and mouth, causing blindness in the right eye, drinking water must be brought to his mouth to lick a little, and he couldn't even drink water last night. Get up in the middle of the night to see him lying on the ground near the window breathing weakly, walking hard to the corner of the house, refusing me to hold her, refusing to let me feed her goat's milk, since last year's ear mites were serious, appetite loss I went to the supermarket every week to buy chicken breast to cook for her, and my appetite improved, but recently chopped the chicken breast into foam He is difficult to swallow, thinking back to these 18 and a half years of dependence , early I saw Cher climb under the sofa, I moved a small stool to sit in front of the sofa, I chatted with him about the past 18 years, talked about his childhood, talked about the interesting things he and Mao Mao were with, thanked her for giving me eighteen or nine years of effective companionship, I told Xue'er that after she left, I would bury him next to Mao Mao, in the shade of that blooming tree, so that she could be reborn in the next life in a rich family that likes little girls to be a blessed little princess, I told her that I put the now four-year-old little tabby Mei short, and her sister Xiaomei will never have any pets after she dies. Because as long as you raise it There is one more responsibility, one more concern, as I grow older, I can no longer bear the pain of this parting of life and death, after sending them all away, I want to enjoy my old age, be a peaceful and peaceful self, my heart does not have waves, I want to live the second half of my life without distractions, no desire and no desire, parting is always very hurtful, whether it is relatives or pets, that kind of haunting nostalgia, will always wake people up in the middle of the night, I want to live purely for myself, Walk the path of your life in the second half of your life calmly. I wish my loved ones, my pets, my fur, and my cher a speedy death in Elysium 🙏🙏🙏
