Seventy-seventh day

#Parenting Salary Plan # I haven't seen Ajuan for two months, saying that I don't want her that must be a lie, on the contrary, I think she thinks that she is almost hallucinating, not exaggerated at all, sometimes in the middle of the night, I will always habitually reach out to the right side, thinking that she is sleeping next to me, but the result is always empty, this time there will be a strong sense of loss in my heart, and then I will start to think wildly, all kinds of messy storylines will appear in my mind, will toss me all night, The end result must be that today I have insomnia again

So in order to try to avoid this kind of thing, I will fill my time, do not let myself stop, do not give the lonely breathing gap, if I relax a little bit of tight nerves, it will begin to miss, and the emotions of missing will flood and swallow me up, in that case, I will not be able to work in peace

Today is the seventy-seventh day, in other words, my wife is pregnant until now, I have been absent for a full ten weeks, it is really difficult to imagine how Ah Juan survived alone, I know that although she did not complain on her lips, she must hate me in her heart

I never thought that life would be so difficult, I always thought that two people getting married is the end of the story, from then on the prince and princess will live a happy and happy life, I have only now found that I am too naïve, it turns out that getting married is the starting point of the story, and then I have to face thousands of difficulties, yes, without exaggeration, it is thousands

Ah Juan mentioned to me, when she is more comfortable, the big name in the stomach is more stable to come to see me, I really don't know how long it will be, I want to see it right away, but it is too far, the child is not stable before it is really not suitable for a long journey, in case something happens, this life will regret it

It was late, didn't write, sleepy, good night