After watching the movie, Qiao Sanli and Wang Yiding chatted on the street side of the rainy night, exchanging each other's views on the plot of the movie, when it came to the emotional place, Wang Yiding looked at Sanli more and more cutely, he couldn't help but kiss Sanli, and Sanli was startled by Wang Yiding's sudden move.
Since that day, Sanli has gradually distanced herself from Wang Yiding and proposed to break up with Wang Yiding.
Wang Yiding is a very good husband candidate, even if Sanli was left a psychological shadow because of being defiled when she was a child, but because of a kiss, she hastily gave up her marriage, which made people look really a little fussy.
But brushing this drama again, I saw the new content, because a kiss Sanli and a Ding broke up, behind the fuss is actually endured pain.
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Due to the experience of being molested in childhood, Sanli has a deep psychological shadow on love and the opposite sex when she grows up.
The boy's slightly more intimate behavior, falling into Sanli's eyes, will remind her of the unbearable experience of her childhood.
Even more frightening than the psychological shadow is that this experience even reshaped Sanli's character.
When she was a child, Sanli was the most gentle and sensible sister in the eyes of Qiao Yicheng, and she not only had a good personality but also studied hard.
However, since being defiled by Li Heman, Sanli's personality began to become irritable and irritable, although later with the passage of time, the scars in Sanli's heart faded a lot, and her personality became gentle again.
But underneath the gentle appearance, there began to be more factors of inferiority.
Without that unbearable childhood experience, perhaps Sanli would have been admitted to college like Qiao Yicheng and applied for a more decent job, but because of the old things that were tarnished, Sanli's mentality changed, she would feel that she was not worthy of better things, and she would have less courage in her heart to fight for a better life for herself.
Just like why Sanli broke up with Yiding because of a kiss, the reason is because the experience of being defiled in childhood has always grown like a terrible scar in Sanli's heart, Wang Yiding's sudden move has re-aroused the terrible memories in Sanli's heart, and these memories will always remind Sanli that she is not clean, she is not worthy of Wang Yiding, nor does she deserve a beautiful marriage.
Therefore, when Sanli and Yiding broke up, they said: "You are not wrong Yiding, you are a good person, you have not done anything wrong, it is my problem, everything is my problem, I can't bother you." ”
A sentence of "I can't bother you" reveals how much helplessness and heartache are contained behind Sanli and Yiding's breakup.
Sanli is not making a fuss, she really just loves Yiding too much, only to feel that her past experience is unbearable, not worthy of Yiding, and wants Yiding to find a better partner.
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After Sanli and Yiding broke up, she was depressed for a long time, and she even said to Qiao Yicheng that she would never get married for the rest of her life and only wanted to live alone.
However, in the invisible corner, Sanli did not know how many times she had cried, and when she met Wang Yiding in the canteen, Sanli only dared to glance at the other party like lightning, she was afraid of seeing Wang Yiding's affectionate gaze, and she was even more afraid of her heartbreak again.
She said to Qiao Simei: "It doesn't matter whether the feelings are good or not, what matters is that it is like a tree in the heart, whether it is planted or pulled out, the heart will hurt." ”
Sanli said to Simei is probably her own voice, in the depths of her heart she has never let go of Wang Yiding, but she does not dare to face her feelings, and she is even more afraid of tiring Wang Yiding.
So when did Sanli decide to face up to her feelings for Wang Yiding?
Probably when Wang Yiding's father died of stomach cancer, Wang Yiding came to see her with a haggard face and fruits that Sanli liked, but when he arrived at the door of Qiao's house, Wang Yiding did not dare to go in, but just wandered at the door.
When Wang Yiding was hesitating at the door, he was bumped into by Sanli, seeing Wang Yiding, Sanli was very happy, she invited Wang Yiding to sit at home for the first time, Wang Yiding unusually refused, Sanli doubted and inquired before learning that during this time, something big happened in Wang Yiding's family, and Wang Yiding's father died of stomach cancer.
Sanli was suddenly very guilty in her heart, because Wang Yiding had been silently caring for her behind her back during the family change, and every night when Sanli came home from the dark alley, Wang Yiding had been riding quietly behind her back to quietly follow Sanli and protect her.
Sanli thought that breaking up with Wang Yiding would complete him, but she did not expect that Wang Yiding was so persistent about her feelings, even if she mentioned the breakup, Wang Yiding still protected her as usual.
What touched Sanli even more was that because she and Wang Yiding broke up, Wang Yiding's body lost a lot of weight, and the whole person did not look comfortable and happy.
Sanli had thought that leaving Wang Yiding was for his own good, but seeing Wang Yiding's deep affection for her and Wang Yiding's heartbreak and haggard after breaking up, Sanli changed her mind, and she decided to follow her heart and bravely respond to Yiding's wishes.
Therefore, after Yiding said the news of his father's death, Sanli overcame her inner obstacles for the first time and took the initiative to give Yiding a hug.
Sanli is actually quite a pity, if it were not for the experience of being tarnished in her childhood, I believe that she would have a better life in the future.
Childhood encounters, so that Sanli planted the seeds of inferiority, limited their own life development, in the feelings, always feel that they are the burden of others, do not dare to bravely pursue love.
But fortunately, Wang Yiding's unremitting true feelings for Sanli healed the scars in Sanli's heart, although he did not have a top-matching life, but the ordinary and happy little days may not be bad.
Past articles
Children of the Qiao family: Looking closely at the details of adoption, it is epiphany that Qiao Simei is full of tricks behind her being selected
"Children of the Qiao family": Qiao Yicheng was forced to be selfless from selfishness, which is the truest portrayal of family affection
"Children of the Qiao Family": Li He man defiled Sanli and tore open the hidden pain of many left-behind children
★ About the author: Xin Qing, original author, taste book review drama, meet a better self in the world.
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