Touching the night talk, every day nonsense and game-related farts, ghost things, new things.
No figure/Xiao Luo today
My life has been relatively busy lately, running out today to buy hoards, tomorrow I have to queue up for nucleic acid, many things have been shelved, and I don't know when I can pick it up. When I do a lot of things, I always feel that I am holding on to one breath, and once I break it, I can't continue.
Half a month ago, in the night talk, I was still challenging the hidden boss of the Eldon Circle of Law, "Valkyrie" Marlenia, trying to break through alone. Personally, I like some of the more difficult games and then set limits for myself layer by layer to "challenge myself." It's not really hard for me — I'm not saying "Valkyrie" isn't hard, but they always have a safe zone, I have a place to be resurrected, a "forget it" space. Back in life, things are often more difficult, they seem to have no end, nothingness, I lack the courage to challenge myself in reality, and use difficult games to satisfy my upward desires. After I realized it, they occasionally put me to shame, and of course, it was only my personal situation and choice.
Later, there was a "Let me solo her" thing, in short, when a foreign netizen played Valkyrie online, he was helped by a player with a pot on his head, naked, and id "Let me solo her", this strange "pot man" helped all kinds of players defeat the Valkyrie and became a legend in the player community... But then, some people began to pretend that he helped people fight bosses, sometimes succeeding, sometimes failing, and when this matter spread farther, some people made his own for it. In the recent "Old Man Ring" discussion, this "pot man" is even hotter than the NPCs in the game.
That's about it...
Then things start to bounce back, and people seem to get tired of him stealing all the limelight from Eldon's Ring of Law — you can really see the key to his or her success, and among the "good brothers" who also helped people fight bosses, this person's outfit and name are the most special and memorable. But behind him, there are also many nameless "good brothers" who are dressed normally.
I'm not interested in being a "Let me solo her" or a nude pot man, but it shakes my will a bit – and so what, after the single-handedness I think of being harmless, and then one-handed or blindfolded. But the reality is that even compared to these nameless "good brothers", I am still a little bit of a gap, and I may be a little farther away from the pot man.
After playing valkyrie twice more, I was close to "flat slash single-handed", but always a breath of relief. One day I thought, "Let's put it first." Later, Teacher Zhu Siqi brought her "Only Wolf: Shadow Passed Away twice", and I rubbed the Boss Rush to fight, with the heart of the heart, jingling, but also very happy.
The unfinished apprentice returned
Eventually, at some point, I sealed the multi-week archive of Eldon's Circle of Law, deleted the weekly slot (in fact, there was a backup) at the Valkyrie Gate, and didn't play Only Wolf much in the days that followed, and went to play the game I recently discounted. These processes of "challenging myself" seem very important at some point, taking up most of my energy, and even pinning on some of the more important ones, but sometimes it seems... Less important. Life always has to give up something, and it doesn't matter if you can't beat the Valkyrie.