In recent years, I have written some articles about poetry. Some friends left a message saying that they had only seen "bad poetry" here, and had not read a good word about me praising the poetry world. Some people say that I am psychologically dark, "sour". Others say that I'm just eyeballs, want to be famous, or have a vendetta against anyone.
To be honest, I am not a poet, nor am I a poetry critic, an out-and-out outsider in the poetry circle. The reason why I specifically picked "bad poems" to write is not that I intentionally picked them, but that there are too many bad poems now. Find a random one, even if you originally wanted to write a good word, write it, it has become a bad word.
The reason why I don't write good words about poetry is because there are too many people who write good words about poetry. "Famous poets", "famous critics", "famous professors", although they write in a cloud, but the essence is "exaggeration". You praise me for writing poetry well, and I praise you for the level of your comments. Their professional "boasts" are much more exaggerated than my layman. Therefore, there is no shortage of poetry for me to boast about.
As for my desire to make a name for myself, it was something I had never thought about. "Fame" and "profit" are often inseparable, and the ultimate purpose of those who want to be famous is often to make a profit. And to make a profit, you must hold the group, and it is not enough to fight alone. However, I have always been alone, focusing on "0". The name is "Essay for Three People", but I am actually the only one.
Therefore, "acid" does not exist. The reason why it is "sour" is to envy the achievements of others, or fame, but you don't have it yourself. Whether they are famous or not, whether they are "famous" or not, has nothing to do with me. There's no need for me to "sour" them or demean myself.
Since my profession has nothing to do with poetry, why do I "care" so much about poetry? Mainly it is still a hobby, and some things in the poetry world are not used to writing. The more you write this, the more you find that you have to write, so you can't stop. I don't know anyone in the poetry world, so there is no way to say "there is a vendetta".
I never write articles for a certain person, or a group of people, I write about whoever I see. Maybe it's because I'm an outsider that I have no worries about writing. Of course, I have a basic principle, that is, to discuss things as they are, not to be attacked by anyone, not to spread rumors and nonsense.
Because of this, people in the poetry world probably did not take my article seriously. For a lone soldier like me, it is impossible to achieve the climate. So, they still do what they have to do, and they still do what they have to do. However, writing these articles is not useless, and some people still want to read my articles.
These articles of mine are not prose, not novels, still less poems, they are nameless and partless. If I had to put gold on my face and find a name, maybe "essays" could barely be relied on. However, essays are not written by anyone, and often only "famous" people are qualified to write essays. Just like the impression of a certain "poetry master" living in a hospital is a good article, hype, and can be published. They can write whatever they want, and they can write it, and they can be classified as "essays".
And an unknown person like me, who writes something, is not qualified to be called "essay". Because in the eyes of professionals, these things cannot be related to "literature". Therefore, if you have to have a name, call it "miscellaneous words". These things are like talking, and there may be a few people who hear them, or they may not hear them. But the end result is certain, that is, it disappears as quickly as words.
"Gossip" has another meaning, that is, to the eyes of professionals, these things of mine are like "gossip", which is not only useless, but interferes with the normal work of their professionals. They probably wanted to get me out and teach me a hard lesson.
The current poetry world really does not make people worry. Of course, the area that does not make people worry is not only the poetry world. But I just stared at the poetry world, and I was really embarrassed. Maybe in the future, I will write something else, and after a long time, I will forget about the poetry world? It is also possible.
In fact, the best way for me not to speak is to produce more good poems in the poetry world. There are more good poems and fewer bad poems, and I have nothing to write. Therefore, the poetry world should not blame me, but also blame yourself. Let's fight for a breath and write more good poems, in fact, my purpose is this.