"Fight with him, only by fighting with him can you find your way out." In the darkness of the night, Yu Yue spoke in her heart with such sorrow and indignation, and at this time she was enduring the beatings of her by the widow's son. Brush, brush, in real life, the writer Bai Wei is recalling her own pain, while tears, she removed her own scars on the paper. Yes, the creative process of Bombs and Birds is so painful.
Many female readers nowadays, when reading books, will always have such confusion. Why are the women's books in the bookstore all taught people how to lose weight, how to beautify, and how to be a good wife and mother. Although it is a good thing to be more beautiful and take good care of the family. But why do women have to compete with women in small things? Can't a woman become a warrior and serve the motherland in her own way?
The reason why many female friends have such confusion is because there are too few books to guide women to achieve ideological growth. But, fortunately, we still have Bai Wei. This female writer may have created "Bombs and Birds" as early as the last century, in which the heroine Yu Yue is a female fighter who dares to break through the oppression of male power and dare to assassinate the leaders of the reactionaries.
In the 1940s and 1950s, a special fighter appeared in the guerrillas around Shonan. In the eyes of many men, women really should not get too close to war. But the warrior didn't think so. Even if her health was not good in the eyes of outsiders, she must be happy to fight with the comrades of the guerrillas against the reactionary forces in the Shonan area. For the sake of the guerrillas, Bai Wei did not spare any effort on the propaganda front.
In fact, this is not the first time that Ms. Bai Wei has incarnated as a warrior. Faced with the threat of traitors and Japanese Kou, Bai Wei was never afraid. When the Japanese invaded the common people, Bai Wei was the first woman to pick up a pen and paper and use literary creation to rebel against them, and "Fire Letter" was a work of anti-war literature she created. Once, hearing that the Japanese Kou were becoming more and more arrogant, Ms. Bai Wei actually disregarded her illness and proposed to her superiors to personally go to the front line to kill the Japanese Kou.
In the eyes of Ding Bo and other acquaintances, Ms. Bai Wei is a very humble aunt. For the cause of proletarian literature, Bai Wei seems to be always full of strength. However, such a female fighter, who had participated in the War of Resistance many times and made propaganda contributions to the cause of liberation, suffered tremendous setbacks in her emotional life. This great heroine who dared to fight against the reactionary forces was actually emotionally controlled by the same man for many years, and this person was Yang Suo.
In the eyes of many people, Yang Sao and Bai Wei could have become a happy couple. In terms of patriotism in the War of Resistance, Yang Sao and Bai Wei's thinking is the same. Yang Sao also participated in the Anti-Japanese War many times and wrote many articles with anti-Japanese ideas. However, it may be out of nature, or it may be out of human nature, in terms of feelings, Yang Sao seems to never be able to be single-minded, especially when dealing with Bai Wei, always treating Bai Wei's love for him as a dispensable thing.
Just like the name of the novel "Tragic Career", Bai Wei's life has been a tragedy from the beginning. In many online articles about Bai Wei, you can always see a photo of Bai Wei with her father and sister. It seems that the relationship between the three people should be good. However, this is not the case. In terms of family affection, Bai Wei's original family was particularly bad, whether it was her father or mother, none of them really loved her.
When Bai Wei was not yet seven years old, Bai Wei's mother gave Bai Wei Xu to a widow as a daughter-in-law. In the eyes of Bai Wei's mother, this widow likes to watch drama as much as herself, and invited herself and Bai Wei to eat gravy noodles, which is a very good person at first glance. However, Bai Wei's mother thought wrong, this widow did not have any good intentions, she just wanted Bai Wei to be her son's wife, because her son's character was not good, and he had violent tendencies, and he really couldn't find a wife.
At the age of sixteen, Bai Wei, who could not resist her parents, was forcibly sent to the widow's house. Generally speaking, with a daughter-in-law of a small rich family like Bai Wei, the widow should treat Bai Wei kindly. Widows, however, did not think so. Probably because she herself was also abused, as soon as Bai Wei married into the widow's family, the widow began to abuse her. Once, even Bai Wei's tendons were broken. In the widow's home, Bai Wei would be scolded by the widow and her son if she was not careful, which was really called heaven and earth.
In desperation, Bai Wei had to escape from the widow's house and came to Hengyang. Fortunately, Bai Wei's uncle is in Hengyang, he is still relatively sensible, and Bai Wei's uncle is very sympathetic to his niece's suffering. In order to help Bai Wei completely get rid of the widow's family, his uncle also sent Bai Wei to the school in Hengyang.
Unfortunately, there was an unexpected storm in the sky, and Bai Wei's residence in Hengyang was still found by Bai Wei's father. In Bai Wei's father's view, the abuse that Bai Wei endured was deserved, and it was nothing that a woman was beaten by her in-laws. Under an almost dictatorial ideology, Bai Wei's father used various means to coerce Bai Wei to return to the hellish widow's house. However, how could Bai Wei, who had seen hope, return to hell? In order to avoid her father, Bai Wei hid in the toilet with the stench and made her body filthy. However, even so, Bai Wei's father still did not change his mind, firmly believing that Bai Wei should return to the widow's house to suffer.
Finding that her father was hopeless, Bai Wei secretly ran to Japan. Soon after arriving in Japan, Bai Wei, who had poor immunity, fell ill because of the water and soil. In order to survive, Bai Wei did not let herself fall, she struggled with illness, while going to school while working. In order to subsidize the family, Bai Wei once worked as a maid and worked in a coffee shop. Through her own efforts, Bai Wei spent nine years and became a graduate of a Japanese institution of higher learning.
Generally speaking, women who have suffered such pain have every reason to be psychologically distorted, however, Bai Wei is not like this. Although she had suffered a lot, she quickly cleared up her mind. In Bai Wei's view, the reason why she has suffered so many blows is really because of the darkness of society and the lack of progress of the old government. In order to promote the democratic process of society, Bai Wei created the work "Su Fei", and played the protagonist herself, beginning a journey of using literature to resist injustice. In the process, Bai Wei also met her own love.
While studying in Japan, Bai Wei met Yang Sao. Originally, the person Bai Wei liked should be Mr. Ling Biru. This Mr. Ling, who has translated the History of the World Economy, is also a talented man. However, because Mr. Ling already has a girlfriend, Ms. Bai Wei, who is unwilling to interfere with others, has to let go of this crush. When Ms. Bai Wei let go of her crush on Mr. Ling, Yang Sao also temporarily gave up her pursuit of Ms. Ling Qinru.
Not knowing what to think, Yang Sao actually set his sights on Bai Wei and pursued Bai Wei. Bai Wei, who was deeply hurt by her original family, was almost never cared for. In the day-to-day relationship, Bai Wei gradually fell in love with Yang Sao, and eventually became a lover with Yang Sau. Unfortunately, Yang Sao did not look like a migrant. When Bai Wei was deeply in love with Yang Shao, Yang Sao never gave up his deep love for Ling Qinru. Because Yang Sao was always unable to concentrate on himself, Bai Wei even once sought out Ling Biru and asked him to take care of his sister.
However, where is this useful? The crux of the problem is Yang Suo, it may be because of the original family, it may be some other reason, Yang Sao just doesn't like Bai Wei. Whenever Bai Wei accused Yang Sao of being unsympathetic, Yang Sao would always use strong words. In Yang Sao's view, love and liking are two different things, and he can love Bai Wei or like other women.
When Yang Sao went to Hangzhou, Bai Wei, who loved Yang Sao, came to Hangzhou with money, and she felt that Yang Sao would be happy to see her. Who knows, seeing Bai Wei standing in front of him, Yang Sao was very angry, thinking that Bai Wei should not appear in Hangzhou. Soon after, Yang Sao found a very absurd reason to break up with Bai Wei. In Yang Sao's view, Bai Wei's love for him gave him a lot of pressure, and he wanted to escape. Before leaving, Yang Sao said bluntly that he had to go through 100 women to return to Bai Wei.
After suffering a huge blow from the loss of love, Bai Wei soon fell ill again. However, in order to continue to fight against the reactionary forces, Bai Wei stood up again. At work, she actively worked as a journalist for xinhua daily's anti-war propaganda. In terms of literature, he constantly created poems and plays, which added a lot of content to socialist literature. Seeing that Bai Wei still did not fall on her mind, many people who knew Bai Wei were relieved.
Unfortunately, Yang Sao did not stop the emotional torture of Bai Wei. It could be that other women don't want to be with him, it could be that they are short of money, or it may be that there is a health problem. Yang Sao, who has been teaching primary school students from Singapore for a while, once again began to pursue Bai Wei. Thinking that Yang Sao really repented, Bai Wei forgave Yang Sao and lived with Yang Sao.
The terrible thing is that this time Yang Sao brought Bai Wei not only emotional harm, but also a health blow. Long before living with Bai Wei, Yang Sao was infected with dirty diseases, and through long-term contact, Bai Wei was also unfortunately infected with dirty diseases. Bai Wei did not think about these things, but generously said that two people can get married.
However, how could Yang Sao, who hated the shackles of feelings, be willing to marry Bai Wei and be a model husband? While Bai Wei was posting invitations with joy, Yang Sao was still flirting with other women. In this way, the wedding photos were also taken, the hotel was also booked, and the wedding was about to be held, but Yang Sao ran away from the marriage.
In order to avoid the Japanese, Yang Sao left China and ran to Nanyang to do charcoal and soap business. After the limelight subsided a little, Yang Sao returned to Fuzhou and other places. Because he also had to carry out literary anti-war activities, Yang Suo once again met Bai Wei. Probably really realizing who is his true love, Yang Suo once again launched an emotional offensive against Bai Wei. Once, Bai Wei had a high fever because of a sudden illness, and Yang Suo resolutely carried Bai Wei to his side for care. In front of the hospital bed, Yang Sao earnestly expressed his love for Bai Wei.
However, Bai Wei, who was already completely disappointed in Yang Sao, did not forgive Yang Sao's behavior in the end. For Yang Sao's so-called emotional aspect of the change of heart, Ms. An E and other onlookers have a very clear understanding. They believe that Yang Sao does not really love Bai Wei, and Yang Sao has never really appreciated Bai Wei as a strong and straightforward literary female warrior.
After a long period of ideological struggle, Bai Wei herself realized that Yang Suo was not her own good person. After thinking about it, Bai Wei, who was feeling better, left Yang Sao's home and returned to her own home.
Human beings will always make the same mistake, and only after losing it will they know how to cherish it. After being rejected by Bai Wei, Yang Sao still did not give up his concern for Bai Wei. Even if he didn't earn much money, Yang Sao still decided to take 50 yuan from his salary and let people give it to Bai Wei for treatment. However, Bai Wei did not choose to reunite with him. Finding that Bai Wei really couldn't look back, Yang Sao finally chose to marry someone else.
After more than twenty years of emotional entanglement with Yang Sao, Bai Wei could finally devote her energy to the cause of proletarian literature without distraction. After liberation, Ms. Bai Wei, who was in her 60s, resolutely ran to the Northern Wilderness to investigate and study the farms there, regardless of her old age. Soon after, Ms. Bai Wei ran to Xinjiang again, and put the customs and customs there into the literary works.
Later, despite the blows of the special era, Ms. Bai Wei still did not let go of her enthusiasm for work. In the face of acquaintances, Ms. Bai Wei always said that what she wrote was nothing. Actually, this is not the case. Until her death, Ms. Bai Wei did not stop working, and in her later years she served as a director of the Writers' Association.
It may be that considering that she has been infected with dirty diseases, it may be that she can't let go of her feelings for Yang Sao, and after completely abandoning Yang Sao, Bai Wei chose not to marry. It wasn't until Yang Sao's son came to visit her that she confided her feelings. Looking at Yang Beibei, who looked a bit like Yang Sao, Bai Wei said frankly that she had indeed loved Yang Sao, and now she still loves it.
In 1987, due to the blow of the disease, the brave literary female warrior Bai Wei lost her life. To this day, the Zixing area of the mainland still retains the statue of Ms. Bai Wei. Facing the square, the statue's eyes were as firm as Bai Wei's before she was born, looking firmly at the new world.